I Live In Darkness

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 101 People

    My life started in pure hell,

    born to a psychopath. She married a narcissist who beat me at her orders. My father well he drowned himself in the bottle. I swore I would get out of there break the spell and have a life. I spent years fighting and clawing my way out from the curse that I was under. I did...
    venusdi venusdi
    70+, F
    4 Responses Feb 11, 2014
    KINGofclowns KINGofclowns
    31-35, M
    Jul 28, 2014

    I thought you was the one

    that makes my life full of happiness but I guess I was ******* wrong. I should just put a ******* bullet in the chamber and say DIE DARKJESTER!! Then pop the cap in my head. If I live from that I'll pull more of the trigger and end it all, cause there's no reason to breath this...
    DarkJester999 DarkJester999
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    Darkness And Light

    We're all born with both light and darkness within us and from where we go in life decides which side shall rule over us. Some are born with more light than dark and some with more dark than light.Within each of us is a conflict that always rages on, between light and dark. Many...
    lmpulsive lmpulsive
    22-25, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2012
    maskmagic maskmagic
    70+, M
    1 Response Jan 14, 2015

    i love sitting in the darkness

    and think about random stuff.. XD
    YoungDisobedientSlave YoungDisobedientSlave
    16-17, F
    Nov 26, 2015


    At this point... I feel as if there is no hope, no light for me at the end of the tunnel. I feel as if everything is pointless. I am not happy. I try to be happy, but it only lasts for a little while. Nothing works...  
    BeautifulNightmare BeautifulNightmare
    22-25, F
    May 5, 2008

    i thought i already moved on.

    .. but it's so sad knowing that I'm still leaving in my past..
    HinamoriAmu HinamoriAmu
    22-25, F
    Jan 27, 2015

    When Darkness Falls

    Having written the following over a three hour period, i now feel God's peace with me.  this story that reflects in my life both the light and darkness within me. All my life all i ever wanted was to do good and be good. I have always wanted to do well for people and i know i...
    loveunbound67 loveunbound67
    41-45, M
    Sep 18, 2012

    17 years... 17 years i have been in this

    darkness. 17 years i have been fighting my way out. There were times im so close of getting out... times wherein i can really see the sun... But like every other time... i loose my grip and fall back again to the darkness... going deeper each time i fail... And one day I just...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2014
    3eyes19 3eyes19
    22-25, M
    Nov 6, 2014
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