I Live In Fear

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    Most Days...

    Most days I live in fear. I live in fear to live my life. I believe I will never amount to anything because i am afraid to live my life. Because of the holidays and everything that is expected of me, lately my panic attacks have been worse and I have been having break downs at...
    LadySarah09 LadySarah09
    26-30, F
    Dec 21, 2011

    it happened again.. i have this one relative.

    . he is elder to me , more of my mothers brother u can say.. the problem is all my life , since my childhood i remember he use to beat me.. speak in rough tone.. abuse me .. n beats me whenever he feels.. now as i grew up.. i am 24 now.. his behavior still persists.. n he...
    vaibhav1991 vaibhav1991
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 8, 2015

    Why ?

    So, I have this weird fear that comes from no place at all... I freak out when I'm driving and I'm terrified to drive on the highway! Now you would think that I have been in a car accident that was bad or something but I haven't. Why does is freak me out?....oh and I hate...
    bombshellbi bombshellbi
    Jul 28, 2009

    I Can't Take Chances.

    My whole life I've always been so damn afraid to take chances. Don't ask girls out, don't ask questions, don't answer questions, don't give your opinion no one cares. I know that in order to get ahead in life you have to take chances and hope for the best and "you will succeed...
    akward37 akward37
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 21, 2011

    Surrounded By Fear Itself

    I am fearing very fearful lately about my age, my life, my health... I fear something is missing inside me. something is leaving me too soon. something is about to happen for bad or good but i still fear. I fear I am dying. I fear about my health a great deal with all the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Jun 10, 2011

    If you see my face in his car,

    With the windows fogging from by breath, I will be bound for the slaughterhouse, Bound for the slaughterhouse, If you find my garments torn, And my hair torn, And blood from my tears, I was in the slaughterhouse If you hear my cry, Hear my cry, Make sure that when you turn...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 2, 2015

    Of Everything

    Lots of things scare me. I truly do live in an abundance of fear. My past has taught me some nasty lessons and I am doing my best as an adult to protect the child inside me. Unfortunately, the adult isn't getting to be all she wants to be because the child is selfish and...
    Simplyliving Simplyliving
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2010

    Every year, on the night of the 24,

    I have an intruder. A BIG burglar. He is a sneaky guy. He comes down the chimney each year for NO reason other than burglarize me. So far, I counted my belongings and saw that he only takes my cookies and milk (that I leave out on that night for no reason). He is quiet....too...
    EatingSomeCereal EatingSomeCereal
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 22, 2016

    Fear Rules My Life...

    My problem is, to everyone else (including my husband), I have nothing to fear. But I had my first panic attack this past Christmas (which was a shock to me), and since then, I just haven't been able to be the strong, independent, happy person I once was. Most of my fears have...
    nataliejacob nataliejacob
    22-25, F
    Jun 29, 2009

    Nothing comes from trust

    and love Except darkness eternal and all of your blood Nothing comes from love and trust Except deaths embrace and a quick knife thrust
    TonicSparrow TonicSparrow
    Mar 6, 2014

    Every year, within the next few months,

    there's a monster that comes by. It appeared to be the rabbit from Five Nights at Freddy's, but even bigger. He takes a dump EVERYWHERE. He even leaves a basket of his turds in wrappings on my front door. They're all shaped like eggs. Chocolate eggs....but I'm not buying it...
    EatingSomeCereal EatingSomeCereal
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 5, 2016

    Every year, I know for a FACT

    that a fat*** burglar breaks into my home. I conveniently make cookies and leave them with milk for my cat even though I know he won't eat and drink, but NOOO. Somebody comes and just steals them. I check the place, NOTHING but white beard hairs. I can tell he is fat because I...
    EatingCereal EatingCereal
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015
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