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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    It's hard to believe

    that a former Varsity cheerleader in high school has gone from prom queen court to the bottom of the barrel. I am on multiple medications and it's sad to know that I will have to be on these medications for the rest of my life. I wake up in the morning and instantly want to cry...
    ek2465 ek2465 22-25 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15, 2014

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A frequent thing to say around here. Mostly about women from a mans perspective. "Pff... women. Cant live with them, cant live without them" :D But it is probably also said by...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Mar 10

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    I have lived with someone now for 8 years, I am not sure why i have stayed , well maybe that is not entirely true, at this point I stay because I have basically worked worked for...
    CJrand CJrand 46-50, F Mar 21

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    There are millions of past choices which could be considered for change if possible to do so, yet changing anyone of them could change the here and now. So I'll choose today along...
    squid4u squid4u 46-50, M Mar 16

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    I lost my best friend ......and can't live without her so now what do I do
    brookebam brookebam 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I used to think that I couldn't live with my best friends. But then we all lost each other, and we're still alive. :D and I'm probably better off without them, honestly.
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F Mar 20

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    It's painful to see the one you love, love someone else but it's even worse when you can't live without that person so you stick around and just get hurt over and over again. No...
    JustMarvellous123 JustMarvellous123 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I think I'm a horrible person, but then stuff like today happens. I swept the living room floor, which is no small feat and filled up several dustpans. (Blame the dogs...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I am 22 and I was brainwashed into going to the local university which is okay ranked after being accepted into a much better school. My parents have brainwashed and controlled me...
    wfurlow2 wfurlow2 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    It's better to live life like you have no disability. I have left hemiplegic cp, but u don't live my life suffering bc I can only use my right hand. I'm a cashier and I bag just as...
    refuse2bnormal refuse2bnormal 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    My husband is depressed and everything I say makes him feel bad. I can't talk to him about anything. I feel like I have to bottle everything up because he thinks anything bad is...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I feel like I understand sadness much more intimately than your average suffering person. I have thought on a few occasions that this is why I also sympathize with homeless...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    Scenario: A couple lives together. The female works and doesn't get home until after 11:30pm. The male is off and at home playing video games/chillin with friends etc. Just because...
    MsScaredOfLonely MsScaredOfLonely 26-30, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    I wish we could live together that would be awesome..one day
    Nautica1416 Nautica1416 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    I wish we could live together that would be awesome..one day
    Nautica1416 Nautica1416 16-17, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So for the last few months my husband has been severely depressed. I've been on his side before, but never let others know about it. Plus it was way before him and I met. Not that...
    SecretScorpio12 SecretScorpio12 22-25, F Mar 3

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    My experience with horrible roommates is not just horrible, it compares more to living with the teenage spawn of Satan. I met my roommate in high school. She acted like a nice and...
    MissMetal6 MissMetal6 18-21, F Mar 8

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    He feels unwanted, and anything I try to give him isn't good enough. I was feeling nervous about a very important meeting that dictated my future employment. He turned it around...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    best way to catch a cheating husband, been married 50 years and i'm just sick of it. i can never get real evidence, he denies it and calls me nuts, but here is a man that lost...
    sonny433 sonny433 70+, F Mar 22

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    My in-laws are very dysfunctional, and because of this my mother-in-law has been living with us for 3 years now even though she is still married to my Father-in-law and wants to...
    cindy822000 cindy822000 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I have not sat down and watched tv for a few months now and all I can say is my life has improved so much. My head isn't filled with useless fake garbage anymore. When I walk by...
    futuremike1 futuremike1 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    My husband has suffered with chronic pain for 6 years. He had a fusion thinking it was the root cause of his pain but it didn't help. He has tried every treatment under the moon...
    gauls gauls 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's whatever now. I'm taking medicine, it helps and sometimes it doesn't. Oh well, whatever
    TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys TeethTheSizeOfPianoKeys 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I do not know why our elders do not understand us and think whatever they are doing and saying is right. When we try to explain or make them understand that at once we can also be...
    Life26 Life26 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 7

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    My roommates cats spliced my computer cord and I have college homework to do this week...
    MissMetal6 MissMetal6 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 8

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    I have a genetic heart mutation called HCM and need an ICD and medication. I can no longer work.
    JoCruze JoCruze 51-55, T 2 Responses Mar 15

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    At night... Like this, when I'm all alone. This is when I miss him the most. I think he was my first love...
    rosiewindswept rosiewindswept 18-21, F Mar 17

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    I have a condition called cerebral palsy. Fortunately it is one of the milder forms. That being said the arthritis that comes from the years of wear and tear has made it impossible...
    sd1972 sd1972 41-45, M 3 Responses Mar 19

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    Idk what to do about it anymore and my other family members don't care but my uncle doesn't pAy rent or any bills and I'm getting sick of it but if I throw him out he has no where...
    duckguy12 duckguy12 22-25, M Mar 21

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    ...my left big toe and my right big toe... balance and stuff, you know?
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Kill Your Television. There's a real world out there. Should probably say the same about the internet and video games, but trying to keep a positive attitude so one step at a time
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    People are normally curious. What's your story?
    PiperCo PiperCo 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    its ok most of the time they offered to take me in when i developed schizophrenia as my mom was always workin and i was at home by myself most of the time. today i had to pull my...
    NewMexicoSchizo NewMexicoSchizo 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well I never thought I would be here. But I am. In the start of this year I had a depression episode that scared me so bad. So I turned to my parents finally and ask to go to the...
    AllTheEmotions AllTheEmotions 18-21, M a week ago

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    “Battling Depression” I have found that writing is good for my soul, it helps me to deal with the depression in my life. Everyday I have to deal with the fact that I live in...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc 61-65, T 1 hr ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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