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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15

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    It's hard to believe

    that a former Varsity cheerleader in high school has gone from prom queen court to the bottom of the barrel. I am on multiple medications and it's sad to know that I will have to be on these medications for the rest of my life. I wake up in the morning and instantly want to cry...
    ek2465 ek2465 18-21 2 Responses Aug 12

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    My mom says since I found out I have another chronic illness in additon to MS, I've became too emotional. She said (on Christmas Day) it's almost impossible for her to handle it...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 days ago

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    i just moved to a new state and started ninth grade in august. in elementary & middle school was the worst i had 0 friends from forth grade to eighth not even someone to say hi to...
    khalanijane khalanijane 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I cant take this anymore , I live with my Wife and adult Daughter , adult Son and 2 Grandchildren . My Son is an addict ( For more read past exp. ) and he lives here because I am...
    chris121458 chris121458 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 17

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    For a month or more, I would love to swap lives with any woman who is willing and interested. I would live in that woman's home, carry on her relationships, drive her car, hang out...
    BeMe4AWhile BeMe4AWhile 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I currently live with my best friend, Cristina. I moved in with her recently after she came out of remission and her Trigeminal Neuralgia came back worse than it ever has. She's...
    nikkiwantstohelp nikkiwantstohelp 26-30 4 days ago

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    I watch YouTube all the time, and other stuff like anime. Awesomeness lives in my laptop. Can't live without it.
    Firepaws Firepaws 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love my sister:D she is the greatest and I could never live without her
    PrettyBitch321 PrettyBitch321 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I don't want to live with my "family" anymore. I put the quotes around family because I no longer consider them to be that. They do not respect me as a human being, they treat me...
    xxbrokengirl98xx xxbrokengirl98xx 16-17, F Dec 1

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    as you are my sight and my shadow, my future and my past, and you are my continuous present. I can't breath if my air isn't you. I can't see if you were away from my sight. I can...
    Freetune Freetune 36-40, M Dec 7

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    I live with my grandparents. They are under educated. They lie to my face to try and sound smarter. They only care about popularity and what people think of them. If they do...
    RyderSebastian RyderSebastian 16-17, M Dec 10

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    Even tho she is stubborn and pessimistic as hell, I cannot live without her.
    hellohowlow hellohowlow 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I am a kick arse writer, musician and songwriter ....and I do my best work when I am hypomanic. This is *not* out of control mania which is a 10..what I tend to live at is a 7...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 19

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    Hi bipolar thing Can I I just feel one emotion for one day?! Not be in 8 moods in 7hrs. I don't wanna smile at people then turn around and be the devil I don't want to push away...
    fav777 fav777 18-21 Dec 3

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    this is what i am going through now. a few months ago things were great. i was very happy throughout the pregnancy and my life was great. i made the bad decision to leave the state...
    kpl2014 kpl2014 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I hate myself. I hate everything about me. Literally. The way I look, the way I act, the way my voice sounds. I don't want to live anymore. Please don't make me.
    AshleyWCSloth AshleyWCSloth 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 15

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    Chronic pain sucks. Yes it does. Been dealing with nerve pain since 2004. I know this sounds funny butt I turn to sex. To help me get mind my mind off of the pain. It does not...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M Dec 20

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    Dealing with Cronic pain sucks.. I'm looking for a friend to be there for me when I need to get my mind off the nerve pain. I like sex and it help me deal with my pain. Having the...
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 20

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    I have been married for 11 years. I don't know for sure if my husband has Aspergers syndrome or not but I think he does. I told my husband and hes in denial. Hes also...
    darktippedrose darktippedrose 26-30, F 8 Responses Dec 1

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    Hello, I am new to this website and am needing advice. I recently got engaged to a wonderful man in July after having been in some horrible long term relationships. I thought this...
    dollusions dollusions 46-50, F Dec 2

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    Happy International day of People with a Disability
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M Dec 3

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    I suppose I really need to vent, to perhaps hear other stories of how this behaviour is so so damaging, to hear that to accept it is to accept the nothingness you feel you have...
    liloldme77 liloldme77 70+, F Dec 3

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    ...and I can't wait to move out. Being the introvert that I am, I like to come home to peace and quiet, but I can't get that here! I would've been out of the house if I didn't...
    beenonpause beenonpause 22-25, M Dec 3

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    I made a mess out of everything and got into huge trouble then my mom baned me from my best friend. Now we are goin 2 different high schools and school whas the onely way 2 still...
    lollipops2862 lollipops2862 13-15, F Dec 5

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    Ok so a strange thing happened to me over the weekend. I was at the supermarket with my mum getting stuff for my bday party this weekend and as we were coming out the front door...
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M Dec 7

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    I am totally blind, I have been that way since I was three. I don't look at it as a disability as much is itis just an inconvenience. As a blind adult, there are some challenges...
    vjoev vjoev 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    given the social difficulties we.deal.with daily, in ties with us being able to see the world others cant, how do you see autism?
    cudi123 cudi123 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 17

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    fighting with two personalities.you and yourself, one is you desiding on going to a social thing, the other, is yorself, your mind is being antisocial, saying being alone is skies...
    cudi123 cudi123 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 19

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    I need Help. I have a step child battling Bi Polar. Please someone help me understand.
    bass7 bass7 31-35, F Dec 8

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    And I love him more than anything even when he's being difficult.
    emem37 emem37 16-17, F Dec 8

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    Yay! I am sooooo happy he got custody of me! I can continue to go to the same school and I am safe from my mom. I seriously think she is losing her mind. I feel super bad for her...
    Dezireesdesire Dezireesdesire 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 1

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    I have dyslexia. It makes reading really hard.
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Dec 8

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    My mom really gets up grumpy as hell and then be all nice to her fb friends wtf. Then she's cursing me out.
    Soldiergirl3 Soldiergirl3 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    anyone in NYC? It's only for a couple of months to get my life together..
    Sadd363 Sadd363 16-17, F Dec 15

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    I had a lot of friends but they ganged up on one of my friends so i defended her and now shes my only friend like what did i do to get that i had like everything i lost my best...
    Kathy398 Kathy398 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 17

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    Well not really but...it crossed my mind.
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    my mom leavt me when i was a baby and my dad couldnt take care of me because he was an achoolic so he toke me to my grandma who raised me ever since.
    brandye brandye 22-25, F Dec 20

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    Me and my brother has been living together ever since our parents were killed in an auto accident and to be honest that's all I can remember of them.
    MinaKat MinaKat 16-17, F a week ago

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    I feel ashamed when I get a hard on, it's unconscious.
    kiddishguy kiddishguy 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wish I could find one close by it would make it easier to be free
    DiabloDeLuna DiabloDeLuna 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    For the majority of my youth I was athletic, smart, enthusiastic, and overall an extremely sociable person. I was a varsity lettermen for swimming my freshmen year of high school...
    durden284 durden284 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Hello. Firstly, I'm not bipolar I joined the group because I wanted to ask some questions, and I hoped that you could help me figure some things out. First of all, I've been...
    JoannaLcz JoannaLcz 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have lived in the uk since 1992 .i was 13 when I arrived to Britain .i lived with my family in Middlesbrough .unfortunatly I did not do well in school due to not knowing English...
    lostsouluk lostsouluk 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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