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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15

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