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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15, 2014

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    It's hard to believe

    that a former Varsity cheerleader in high school has gone from prom queen court to the bottom of the barrel. I am on multiple medications and it's sad to know that I will have to be on these medications for the rest of my life. I wake up in the morning and instantly want to cry...
    ek2465 ek2465 22-25 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I hate it. My brother has a drinking problem. He crashed his car drunk driving once, and all he does is drink. He does have a job atleast but all of the money he gets is for drink...
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    As if im blind to how things are everytime i stop talkigng to this person my mood changes and im happy and believe in myself. Why is it that this person who doesnt really say much...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I'm falling deeply in love & it's not going away.
    iusedtolovemyself iusedtolovemyself 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ok so here's a brief summary of my situation. I've been in my current apartment for almost a year and the lease is up. During that time I've been living with the roommate from hell...
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    I honestly love this person and I have a lot to learn about bipolar disorder.
    iusedtolovemyself iusedtolovemyself 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Here is one batch of songs I love: 1. Our Generation by Sibel Redzep 2. Together by Demi Lovato 3. Love In Any Language by Sandi Patty 4. Love One Another by Amber 5. Let's Talk...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    I have been dealing with this for awhile. It really just does not seem fair. I feel like no matter what I do it is wrong. So here is the story. About a year ago I moved into a...
    ButterflyKisses08 ButterflyKisses08 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Music defines my mood, ad my mood defines the music. I can't go past a day without listening to anything, addiction or just common ?
    SpanishCristian SpanishCristian 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    My best friend Olivia seems to be the only person who understands me and I feel myself around her. She is the main reason I haven't killed myself.
    Sanjana3612 Sanjana3612 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I know I am only 12 but life is better already with no dad he has gone away for a week so it's just me and mommy
    littlenackedboy littlenackedboy 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was diagnosed when I was 19 and stopped my medication abruptly as I hated taking them. I went on several years with depression, panic attacks, and suicidal thoughts and in denial...
    heyimokay heyimokay 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I suffer with severe depression and slowly it's killing me im on medication and im seeing a councilor I'm still struggling to get my head around it and understand why it is...
    iampinkpvc iampinkpvc 41-45, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Looking for guests for my podcast "The Incontinent Veteran." This is not an ABDL podcast, just incontinence support. I cannot post the link here but DM me if you would like to...
    archerstaley archerstaley 26-30, M Jun 26

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    Newest episode for podcast is up! I go over my incontinence management history and what I do now. Also on iTunes, stitcher, tunein, overcast, etc. http://theincontinentveteran.com...
    archerstaley archerstaley 26-30, M Jun 25

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    My Friend Tanner We have bean friends since kinergarden Then years Later Me And Him Had To Move I Moved to were i am now And he moved to colerado and i miss him very much
    JovanRaineHankinskenmore JovanRaineHankinskenmore 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Can't find my headphones seriously about to die
    missrayrayk missrayrayk 13-15, F Jun 25

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    1)Goodbye- SR-71 2)Afterlife- Avenged Sevenfold 3)Not Alone- Red 4)Until The End- Breaking Benjamin 5)If Today Was Your Last Day- Nickelback 6)Broken Pieces- Apocalyptica 7...
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F Jun 25

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    my best friend is one of the only people (if not THE only person) who truly understands the real me. not even my parents know me as well as he does. I'd be devastated if he died.
    Azeazal Azeazal 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I think I'm better. And it's all of my friends who have made me better. I love them all so much, I can't even express it with words. I know that most of them will never see this...
    HidingInTheMusic HidingInTheMusic 13-15, F Jun 22

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    Be strong- that's what everyone says. What happens when the person you love is what makes you stronger and now they are told they are experiencing kidney failure on top of all the...
    lovewillkeepus2gether lovewillkeepus2gether 36-40, F Jun 22

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    Not necessarily in order... 1. The Same Deep Water as You - The Cure 2. True Happiness This Way Lies - The The 3. Cortez the Killer - Neil Young 4. My Timing is Off - eels 5. Time...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 51-55, M Jun 22

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    We all share stories about ourselves and our lives as a way of getting to know each other. But each story is just one interpretation of events and never the complete truth, so...
    ILAMA2 ILAMA2 41-45, F Jun 20

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    rob pattinson - let me sign, Hayden - home by Saturday, Anna nalick - breathe, Amos lee - careless, I am a man of constant sorrow - soggy bottom boys, I will always love you...
    Leahtipeah Leahtipeah 16-17, F Jun 20

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    Both my spouse and I suffer from some chronic pain and depression, although his chronic pain is worse and more systemic. I have lower back issues and arthritis and he has ehlers...
    jabl61514 jabl61514 26-30, T Jun 18

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    Don't fear the reaper Dude look like a lady Dragula Carry on my wayward son Lithium Monster Kryptonite Walk this way Blow me away Riot
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 18

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    Crywank - Hikikomori, Twenty One Pilots - Stressed Out, Modern baseball - The Weekend, Nirvana - Come As You Are, Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under the Bridge, Major Lazer - Jessica...
    StayAliveFriend StayAliveFriend 16-17, F Jun 17

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    She is too good to be true.
    Killerlemon Killerlemon 22-25, M Jun 17

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    I hate having to be in a house full of men right now they are so reckless it's like they get out of the shower and leave the floors all wet and then I fall, it's not the first time...
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F Jun 16

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    I cant imagine my life without him, let alone the living stuffs
    AyuBDas AyuBDas 18-21, M Jun 15

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    my grandpa touches me when he thinks im asleep
    Jazmin01 Jazmin01 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 13

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    Heck Yea! Just forgot how it feels.
    001goodguy65 001goodguy65 46-50, M 1 Response Jun 12

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    I've been watching my father deal with a Heroin addiction since I was 14 I'm now 19 and it's probably the worst it's ever been. I have no control over anything. Watching his entire...
    adriannarosee adriannarosee 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 12

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    After my 2nd baby i look a bit fat :(
    Ay3sha Ay3sha 22-25, F Jun 11

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    After my 2nd baby i look a bit fat :(
    Ay3sha Ay3sha 22-25, F Jun 11

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    I like multiple songs by the same artist, but for this list I will try to use different artists. Viva La Vida - Coldplay Hideaway - Passion Pit Read My Mind - The Killers Breathe...
    brandonflowers brandonflowers 13-15, F Jun 11

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    Today is going to be a challenging and interesting day, I have an appointment with my urologist and she wants me to arrive at the appointment with a full bladder which is going to...
    diapereddino diapereddino 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 11

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    She drives me ******* INSANE! Why??? Why are you using the leaf blower around the swimming pool, while it's dark and cloudy out, and it sprinkled earlier, and she's just crazy...
    yopu yopu 26-30 Jun 10

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    it is like a disease that never leaves. I don't like it but I don't let it limit me
    Chang94 Chang94 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 10

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