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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15

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    It's hard to believe

    that a former Varsity cheerleader in high school has gone from prom queen court to the bottom of the barrel. I am on multiple medications and it's sad to know that I will have to be on these medications for the rest of my life. I wake up in the morning and instantly want to cry...
    ek2465 ek2465 18-21 2 Responses Aug 12

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    My sister has been my main source of depression but I also can't live without her because when she's around things go easier and smoothly and its a whole feeling when she's around...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F Jul 22

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    I have lived with my parents basically since was eight years old. Actually, let me back up. My biological parents have been divorced since I was only three. After that, I lived...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 23

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    i am 13 years old bout to be 14 in march and i really want to live with my dad.my mom say that its to much trouble to go to court and she says she really loves me but i know she...
    savanna177 savanna177 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I live with my mom and her boyfriend and my little brother, Hes 12. And i used to love my mom and her and i used to always sing together and stuff.. She met her current boyfriend...
    cheysweetheart cheysweetheart 13-15, F Jul 21

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    I don't know what to do. I live with my boyfriend, we've been together since February. I don't have the means to secure housing if I leave. I love my boyfriend very much, he's like...
    pandess pandess 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    So happy I have my phone back!I can honestly say I'm 1 of those people who cant live without their phone!!
    sexycapricorn29 sexycapricorn29 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    Hi everyone! I have been with him for 7 years. We have known each other through social media. He's from a different country. We meet after a year of knowing each other online then...
    angeli1 angeli1 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I want to get out of my depression. Already decided to try to et out of it, but I know I will need help from others. I have always had ups and downs but could never see anything in...
    RedUnderground RedUnderground 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    My experience began while I was pregnant. Like many of the stories ive read, I was happy. I was actually happier than I should have been at 17. I wanted a boy, and on my 18th...
    remember22 remember22 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    :( i feel numbness seems like endless instead of being tempted to over my life as before. once i thought it's a great improvement that i dot think about death or those things...
    lsy3002 lsy3002 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Talking a bit with an EP friend earlier got me really thinking about things a bit. Android it just seems so unfair that I have to deal with the physical damage my body has gone...
    TheWomanYouHate TheWomanYouHate 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    My relationship with my father stalled because of my mothers constant adultery, with his friends! I hardly saw him at all between ages eight and when I moved in with him at...
    Lecuyer90 Lecuyer90 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    Something precious was stolen from me. But I learned to accept it and live my life to the fullest. I can't erase the memory. On the other hand, it has made me a better person.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I was born with the birth defect spina bifida and so I've been in a wheelchair all my life
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M Jul 21

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    My music is my life and a lot if my music is stuff I don't want other people to hear, so without my headphones, I can't listen to my music.
    Rachlm214 Rachlm214 16-17, F Jul 22

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    im going shopping tomorrow and of course im up late thinking about it I can never come home with the things I want I always come home empty handed. this is what happens while...
    idkhby idkhby 13-15, F Jul 22

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    I was recently diagnosed with gastroparesis. For a long time I wasn't sure what was wrong w me! I felt sick 24/7, vomiting, constantly bloated and in pain! I had a gastric emptying...
    Lbeavers Lbeavers 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    my name is Zahraa i'm 16Y im arabic , my problem is that i have a very narrow-minded kinda of fanatic parents, its pissed me off so much when they always keep talking about...
    Zozo98 Zozo98 13-15, F Jul 30

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    I really don't :'( she's my whole world. Life means nothing if she's not in it :'( what's the point of life if you can't be woth the one you love most in the entire universe :'( I...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Jul 31

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    I've never been able to talk to anyone around me about what's going on, I just need to talk to people who really understand from experience I can't deal with this anymore
    Hevss Hevss 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    What is wrong with our world these days??? In America it has become an obsession. I'm sorry I value virtue. I'm sorry I set high morals for myself. If men can't respect that then...
    XannaleiseX XannaleiseX 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 5

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    Slobs and people who don't clean or pick up after themselves, people who always like to have friends come over really late and like to party, smokers, drinkers, ( heavy drinking...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 5

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    I only sleep with my laptop so that if I ever get a boyfriend I'll be used to sharing the bed.
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F Aug 5

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    This was a wake up call to me. I never knew that women could be so violent. When I was 19 and really stupid, I moved in with a girl because I thought she was amazing. However, she...
    Christo23 Christo23 22-25, M 5 Responses Aug 11

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    My cell is an extension of my butt where ever I go my cell is with me! Beside my EP and internet is log on all the time except that I'm not on it. It's for work proposes lol.
    JEEZ19 JEEZ19 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We have a roommate, a friend of mine that ive known for about 20 years. She fell on hard times and needed a place to stay. So i rented her a room for next to nothing to help her...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I lost my first car to my fiancé. He took it in 2011 when he left me. Also, I owe money to good friends because of him. So my friendship was rough, but I'm still good friends...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't even bear a car ride without it!
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I never smoked until last year; never even thought about it...... Ok....ok; slight lie there. My best friend smoked from a very early age and I was slightly jealous and envious...
    SarahTheHooker SarahTheHooker 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    My headphones are my life. Music is life
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I mean, who can? Music is life!
    JessiLin JessiLin 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Wherever my father is...I hope he's doing well. I miss him dearly and I want him to come back home and help me. And I see my mom about 2 times a month. I love them both though no...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8 18-21, F Jul 25

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    Music is like a best friend! anything and everything.
    ukhubbyuk ukhubbyuk 36-40, M Jul 25

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    Im the only one in my family who has autism. They try but Im not going to be a whiny brat on EP but sometimes they disrespect my needs since I have been through a lot in my...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 26

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    My parents look down on what I listen too . So I always have headphones . No matter what.
    emoniemm emoniemm 70+, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    However this list changes after my mood 1) 30 seconds to mars - Kings and queens 2) Metallica - One 3) Guns 'N Roses - November Rain 4) Aerosmith - Love in an elevator 5...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Jul 31

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    1. Number One Fan by Plies 2. Picture by Kid Rock & Shania Twain 3. Love Like Honey by Pretty Ricky 4. He Won't Go by Adele 5. God Bless The Child by Billie Holiday 6. Play Too...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    1.) Icarus by Bastille It's just amazing. 'Nuff Said 2.) Bad Company by 5 Finger Death Punch Good Song 3.) Trees by 21 Pilots I relate to it a lot 4.) Little Talks by Of Monsters...
    sh3lf1sh sh3lf1sh 13-15, M Jul 31

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    Learning How To Be My Own Bestfriend & not Depending On anyone's Company
    misQueen misQueen 16-17, F Aug 1

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    1.) This house that doubt built- A day to remember 2.) Run fee- Asking Alexandria 3.) How to save a life- The Fray 4.) Dare you to move- Switchfoot 5.) Fearless- For Today 6.) It...
    DesireKreation DesireKreation 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    10.) Radioactive - Imagine Dragons 9.) I See Fire - Ed Sheeran 8.) Sing - Ed Sheeran 7.) 8 Days A Week - The Beatles 6.) Can't Hold Us - Macklemore 5.) When I Come Around - Green...
    JNye8798 JNye8798 16-17, M Aug 2

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    1) warrior~Demi lovato 2) Caraphernelia~ pierce the veil 3) not the American average~ asking Alexandria 4) the a team~ ed sheeran 5) bridge over troubled water~ Simon and Garfunkel...
    FamousLastWordsMCR FamousLastWordsMCR 13-15, F Aug 2

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    In no particular order: 1. American Idiot - Green Day 2. Helena - My Chemical Romance 3. Dead! - My Chemical Romance 4. Little Things - Good Charlotte 5. The Anthem - Good...
    Arcencielx Arcencielx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    1)boulevard of the broken dreams by green day 2)imagine by john lennon 3) across the universe by the beatles 4) smother me by the used 5) on melancholy hill by gorillaz 6...
    EnigmaticCasper EnigmaticCasper 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I found her alittle over a year ago ..when I tell you she is the most beautiful woman I ever seen ...my god must have made her for me ..somehow some way I will get just one more...
    crissyred33 crissyred33 31-35, F Aug 4

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