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I Live With Bipolar Depression

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    It's hard to believe

    that a former Varsity cheerleader in high school has gone from prom queen court to the bottom of the barrel. I am on multiple medications and it's sad to know that I will have to be on these medications for the rest of my life. I wake up in the morning and instantly want to cry...
    ek2465 ek2465 22-25 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    I miss the old me. The hyper me,

    go out and have fun me! I'm so tired of looking at four walls. There are days it takes all I have to get out of the bed. Feeling like my legs are weighted down with lead, thoughts running rampant inside my head. Dwelling on this thing here, and that thing over there. I'm...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F Apr 15, 2014

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    I met them before we moved in and I knew one of them when he was boyfriend to a friend but moving in together was the worst decision I've made. First off I told them I'd be moving...
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    Idk where to start. I guess I just feel like she doesn't have time for me anymore. And yes I'm highly aware she has her own life, but its something i want to be a part of. I know...
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    My wife broke her hip is starting to improve be getting out and walking down town. I believe because she's lived with blindness for so long it's been another huddle she had to...
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    I don't live with my parents but I love my mom with all of my heart
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    Hi. :) I'm new here. I can't live without internet. Internet is the only connection I have with my Korean Idols. I'm scared of losing it.
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    Want to get married to a person I can't live without, because of love
    raraluna77 raraluna77 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Two of the people I live with are both recovered addicts but they wont quit the nicotine. ...some day soon I hope!
    gemini910 gemini910 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I always thought it was depression. However I realized recently that I have battled anxiety all of my life. I can remember even as far back as 5-6 years old. Social anxiety until...
    Naturalguy69 Naturalguy69 46-50 3 days ago

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    And I won. Oh my god. Those panic attacks and violent thoughts were enough to make me never have another baby! I knew I was at risk because of my history with depression, but...
    rhiajanita rhiajanita 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I am 22 and I was brainwashed into going to the local university which is okay ranked after being accepted into a much better school. My parents have brainwashed and controlled me...
    wfurlow2 wfurlow2 22-25, M Mar 27

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    Scenario: A couple lives together. The female works and doesn't get home until after 11:30pm. The male is off and at home playing video games/chillin with friends etc. Just because...
    MsScaredOfLonely MsScaredOfLonely 26-30, F 8 Responses Mar 28

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    I wish we could live together that would be awesome..one day
    Nautica1416 Nautica1416 16-17, M Mar 28

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    I wish we could live together that would be awesome..one day
    Nautica1416 Nautica1416 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    My in-laws are very dysfunctional, and because of this my mother-in-law has been living with us for 3 years now even though she is still married to my Father-in-law and wants to...
    cindy822000 cindy822000 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have not sat down and watched tv for a few months now and all I can say is my life has improved so much. My head isn't filled with useless fake garbage anymore. When I walk by...
    futuremike1 futuremike1 18-21, M Mar 27

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    My husband has suffered with chronic pain for 6 years. He had a fusion thinking it was the root cause of his pain but it didn't help. He has tried every treatment under the moon...
    gauls gauls 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I have come to realise that if I lost my best friend my life would honestly be empty. Every weekend we hang out and I feel if she's not around I will just completely and utterly...
    catdog5452 catdog5452 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    My boyfriend *is* my best friend. I realize that I depend on him to an amount that could be dangerous, but I really can't help it. He talks to me whenever he can, and he...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    I came across a book that I found quite helpful. It is for the chronic pain individual and their spouse. It is called "coping with chronic pain, a team effort!: for you and your...
    5354yyc 5354yyc 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Frustration That's how i am summing up my week with my husband's chronic degenerative disc in his back. After a pain pump implantation 3 years ago I thought life would would be...
    lovewillkeepus2gether lovewillkeepus2gether 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    i met someone a guy when i was just 19yrs old, he was my first love and my first in everything. i've loved him and still too dearly.... the kind of love when you put the other one...
    emma3105 emma3105 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    currently living with my boyfriend and its really nice. we can be lazy together. when I'm in a bad mood he always asks how he can make me feel better. we play video games together...
    easterbaby88 easterbaby88 26-30, F Apr 16

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    Came home from a lovely dinner with Ma :) to hearing him yelling and screaming from the apt building hallway. He was venting about me, whether to company or on the phone. Open the...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    It's whatever now. I'm taking medicine, it helps and sometimes it doesn't. Oh well, whatever
    EmbraceTheEVIL EmbraceTheEVIL 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    Kill Your Television. There's a real world out there. Should probably say the same about the internet and video games, but trying to keep a positive attitude so one step at a time
    Direwolf65 Direwolf65 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 28

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    its ok most of the time they offered to take me in when i developed schizophrenia as my mom was always workin and i was at home by myself most of the time. today i had to pull my...
    NewMexicoSchizo NewMexicoSchizo 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Country music= my life Music is what calms me down when I'm upset or brightens my mood when I am down. Helps me sleep at night when I can't get my mind to shut down.
    PARKPARK360 PARKPARK360 18-21, F Apr 4

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    stupid autism... it should go awar forever
    cudi123 cudi123 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    They're back from their trip. Boo! Here comes the constant noise and coughing and fridge forging in the middle of the nite. One more month and I'll be free.
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F Apr 12

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    I hate my puffy face! I hate bulimiaaa :((((
    lara15 lara15 18-21, F Apr 13

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    can someone offer me tips on how to emotionally support my fiancee who is greatly depressed, and a large part (but not all) is about her pain? she has ehlers downlos (im a bad...
    kinkystapler kinkystapler 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    I can't afford to move out yet, I'm 26. Everything was going pretty well until my grandma and uncle moved in. It's too crowded and I lost my privacy. Now every day when I'm at work...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 17

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    Everyone in my family smokes including me
    Hamza787 Hamza787 13-15, M a week ago

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    I just found out one of my roommates has been saying horrible things about me behind my back. We had a bit of a falling out when we first moved but she hasn't let it go and had...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I NEED HELP PLEASE!!! my fiancee has been in 10+ pain for five years (and if you start to tell me "how can someone be in that much pain she must be lying" i will track you the...
    kinkystapler kinkystapler 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    But they say i am spoiled. So me runs. Before me attacks. Or me laughs. And says their nose hairs made their brains leak intelligence into their pillows.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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