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I Lived Through Something I Never Should Have

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    I Misread The Group Name

    Thought it said 'never should have had TO' lol... :P
    Peacewithyourfate Peacewithyourfate 66-70 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Way To Many Things

    my whole life has been pushing the limits from rape as a child to cnacer atthe same time to a home based on abuse till 12 years old when i was beaten for no reason in front of others and ran away 12 till 19 were the happest years with my girl freind her mother and grand parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    throughout my life i have been pushed down, kicked repetitively, fought to get back up only to be knocked down again. life is strange for me sometimes. the more i want something...
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    Fiftypercent Fiftypercent 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a few, thought they're not creepy or anything. I have an obsession with softness. I'm crazy about making my hair, skin, face, hands, feet, everything soft on me. To be...
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    ...and I'm totally fine with it. I was raised by a single father who was never married so I grew up knowing that there's more to life than saying "I do." Plus, there are so many...
    SunshineMel SunshineMel 26-30, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    My (half)brother is going into the army, and i have never been more happy about it. It's been his dream ever since we were little, and now he finally gets to experience it. He...
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    0902FRIENDs 0902FRIENDs 18-21, F Jun 15

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    ..and I know I don't deserve.
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    ... Or rather, I'll never have it again...
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    callmejo4 callmejo4 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 12

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