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I Lived Through Something I Never Should Have

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    I Misread The Group Name

    Thought it said 'never should have had TO' lol... :P
    Peacewithyourfate Peacewithyourfate 70+ 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Way To Many Things

    my whole life has been pushing the limits from rape as a child to cnacer atthe same time to a home based on abuse till 12 years old when i was beaten for no reason in front of others and ran away 12 till 19 were the happest years with my girl freind her mother and grand parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    RichardIsaFFFFaggot RichardIsaFFFFaggot 70+, F Oct 1

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    KCbishop87 KCbishop87 22-25 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Nikkii1995 Nikkii1995 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    weightingforhappiness weightingforhappiness 18-21, F Oct 2

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    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    JAD01 JAD01 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Nikita2008 Nikita2008 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 25

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    platoflats platoflats 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    Not really funny, just a random observation; i think the ultimate utopia is a soap opera life: because no matter what your job is, youre not really required to be there, almost...
    AntonioV AntonioV 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    Nope never have an never will. Its just not in me.
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    I never have and I never will
    Matthews14 Matthews14 13-15, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I never have and I never will, no matter how old i became or no matter who force me to drink, i won't, i will beat their ***** but won't drink.
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Maybe I'm only 17, which is pretty young and never have I ever liked a guy too much that it hurt to let go. Crush? Yes I've had crushes on a lot of people but they never last. But...
    UN3P0KEN UN3P0KEN 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago