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I Lived Through Something I Never Should Have

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 96 People

    Way To Many Things

    my whole life has been pushing the limits from rape as a child to cnacer atthe same time to a home based on abuse till 12 years old when i was beaten for no reason in front of others and ran away 12 till 19 were the happest years with my girl freind her mother and grand parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    I Misread The Group Name

    Thought it said 'never should have had TO' lol... :P
    Peacewithyourfate Peacewithyourfate 66-70 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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