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I Lived Through Something I Never Should Have

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    I Misread The Group Name

    Thought it said 'never should have had TO' lol... :P
    Peacewithyourfate Peacewithyourfate 66-70 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Way To Many Things

    my whole life has been pushing the limits from rape as a child to cnacer atthe same time to a home based on abuse till 12 years old when i was beaten for no reason in front of others and ran away 12 till 19 were the happest years with my girl freind her mother and grand parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    Enough about me...care to indulge what you're going through? I will pray for you if you want.
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    Well I've done a lot I'm not proud of but the big one would be, I cheated on my ex wife all through high school, then the year we were engaged i slept with 15 different women one...
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    i have this feeling of just sharing all the pains and problems in my life to someone i know and trust deeply in real life and be happy with it and have a funny but nice tal about...
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      My name is Bob. I am 45 and i'm sad. There is a reason for it and once i tell you, i'm guessing you will either laugh at me or feel pity for me. I have held this in too...
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    fitzjohn fitzjohn 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm still in ptsd recovery, even years after the event. A lot of triggers I've been treated for and have moved past, for the most part. The one I can't escape or even work with is...
    omgwut omgwut 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    If you have such a problem with who I am (Go through my profile carefully)? Why waste your"precious" time, make a trip to my experiences (by your choosing), and make a negative...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    sherbear182 sherbear182 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 6 days ago

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    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M a week ago

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    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    EndTheFatKid EndTheFatKid 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Lhokw Lhokw 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    MYBANDISHERE1234 MYBANDISHERE1234 31-35, F Aug 19

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    Flenty Flenty 26-30, F Aug 19

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    ShantanuD ShantanuD 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    BAENEXTDOOR BAENEXTDOOR 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    loveknowsnobounds loveknowsnobounds 31-35 Aug 13

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