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I Lived Through Something I Never Should Have

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    I Misread The Group Name

    Thought it said 'never should have had TO' lol... :P
    Peacewithyourfate Peacewithyourfate 70+ 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Way To Many Things

    my whole life has been pushing the limits from rape as a child to cnacer atthe same time to a home based on abuse till 12 years old when i was beaten for no reason in front of others and ran away 12 till 19 were the happest years with my girl freind her mother and grand parents...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 1 Response Aug 9, 2011

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    I'm probably splitting from my wife. I don't have it in me for another relationship (we have an 11 year old son, and I don't want to bring that into his life). And so I realized...
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    I loved him way before we got married to other people and i still cant seem to stop loving him and he loves me too i know but cant say it for obvious reasons . We met as teenagers...
    solongago2 solongago2 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I always want more than I have, I'm never satisfied completely. Not in a selfish way, I just love the challenge of getting more. More money, more fit, more sex, more drink, books...
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    So much pain. So hard to control. Nerve pain cause by damaged myelin caused by Multiple Sclerosis. I've found compression of the affected area helps, but can't leave it in place...
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    Chapter Five “Shhhh…please sit down Josh and control yourself.” David said quietly as he opened the door slightly and looked out. No one seemed to have noticed the outcry...
    garionrox garionrox 51-55 Jan 14

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    When I read the websites online about C-PTSD, I was sure I had it. Now, after reading your stories, I'm not sure. I would love for anyone to read through this and tell me your...
    Devinologist Devinologist 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Hello everyone. I never wanted to resort to this, but I feel I am out of other options. Let me start from the beginning. When my mother, Dee, was 9, her father was shot in the head...
    NikkiNINTR NikkiNINTR 18-21, F a week ago

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    So I had this very meaningful dream last night. So I was in a large gym and I could see all the people's activities as if I was there but no one could see me. It was all happening...
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    dear self. get a divorce. move out. you need to better your life. it's time. are you ready? mentally, yes.... maybe.. i guess you will never be ready. who ever is? it's tough. you...
    TakingFlight TakingFlight 18-21, F a week ago

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    I've always allowed everyone to open up to me about anything. I've never been intolerant or judgmental. But Oh boy, somebody finally done it! They took advantage of that. Now I'm...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 4

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    I refer to them as my 'Personal Guidelines,' and they are a set of rules I've given myself, through evaluation of what I believe and what I expect of myself as I go through life...
    KoalaRising KoalaRising 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    This story is a bit long but I wanted to share ny experience so I hope you enjoy. :) Normally I'm a very closed person, I like to keep to myself and not let anyone know about my...
    YouCanCallMeLucy YouCanCallMeLucy 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Zeilu Zeilu 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My brother just turned 18, but this happened in the summer when he was 17. I'm not going to go into much detail in order to protect him. Anyways, my family has a vacation house...
    Hey121212 Hey121212 22-25, F Jan 8

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    What about never? We think of it but superficially and with foreboding. We certainly don't talk about it--I mean REALLY talk about it. ..as if engaging in the conversation itself...
    OnlyLoveKeepsTrying OnlyLoveKeepsTrying 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    If only you knew how I long each day and every night to feel your skin against mine once again. For you to gaze into my eyes and know that when I close mine it is your face I see...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    vwgirl007 vwgirl007 31-35, M Jan 4

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    Have I told you that I love rent boys rationalisations? MEn dont get into fights. That means when I point out that men do get into fights when they have too. You dont have to...
    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F Jan 10

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    I tried many things hoping to find truth. Relegion & philosophy, drugs and love... None of these made me happy, cause I'd always find the lies in each... But of all these things...
    thenameichoose thenameichoose 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm a couple months away from turning 30 and it's something I've been dreading for some time. I was always told that gay life ends at 30 and if you're still single it's pretty much...
    gfhq2002 gfhq2002 26-30, M 21 hrs ago

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    'There is no shortage of fault to be found amid our stars.' As I sit here in a pool of tears caused by the heart-wrenching story of the fault in our stars, this quote resonates so...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F Dec 29, 2014

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    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F Jan 7

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    emoteman emoteman 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    UltimateDemiGoddessSam UltimateDemiGoddessSam 31-35, F a week ago

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    Sentiphant Sentiphant 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 13 Responses 4 days ago

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    ThinkingCat ThinkingCat 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Newgirl00 Newgirl00 13-15, F Jan 8

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    You know how they tell couples to "get a room"? Well we did and we got walked in on, by his sister/my best friend. My boyfriend and I have had a thing for a while, but finally...
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    joseiGuess joseiGuess 18-21, M Dec 31, 2014

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    Imnotdillusional Imnotdillusional 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    greeksterman greeksterman 18-21, M Jan 1

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    Today I went and auditioned for Americas next top model... Very interesting experience. Met some really nice people, although my drive there was absolutely horrible.. My life...
    Chipperme21 Chipperme21 22-25, M Jan 6

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    After numerous attempts to set boundaries, months of not speaking , forgiving and multiple chances, I have to let her go. She still has my brother who she thinks is the best since...
    sgg2013 sgg2013 46-50, F Jan 8

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    I always have dreams at night. And I usually have erotic dreams. But I never have erotic dreams with the girl I love. I have already dreamed with the hottest girl in my class...
    evair7 evair7 36-40, M Jan 11

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