I made this video to honor Mark. I hope you guys like it.
I will also be making one in his name in hopes at helping other people who are suicidal reach out for support before it is too late. *hugs* to everyone.
Love You Mark!
I can't stop thinking about Mark. I love him so much and always will. Him being gone wont change that. But maybe.. just maybe where ever he is now he is looking down and regretting what he did. Regretting leaving his friends, his family, his cats, his life.
so what i was...
I'm sorry i didnt see just how much pain you were really in. I should have seen this coming. I love you buddy and always will. Just because your gone doesnt mean i will stop loving you. It doesnt mean any of us will stop loving you. I for one am sorry i failed to see...
I wish you took me with you when you decided to do it..
I mean you could come to me here and we would do it together..
why did you do it with that girl i don't even know anything about..just f****** why?!
you went to her but not me..i am really mad that you left me here all alone...
i remember the nights that we talked
about the path that we both walk
all the things that we shared
and the ones that you cared
i know you loved your cats
but you also had guts
to end your own life
leaving everything aside
leaving me all alone
with nowhere else to go
I'm sorry, just so, so sorry, Mark :'( I should have done more, should have made more of an effort, should been a better friend to you :'(
I'm so angry with myself for not realizing that something was so horribly wrong, I thought... that you were doing ok. I confided in you, and...
those years ago. You struck me as a genuine gentleman who didn't want to hurt anyone, only make friends and find some light relief from the perils of life in general.
You would come and go so often, I never knew if I'd upset you or whether it was simply your way to disappear...
I'm thinking about you friend..can't forget...even though it happened two years ago it still hurts me so much tha you left me here alone.
I wish I could talk to you..see your face..I just wish that never happened..
Why..even though I knew why didn't I do something?..anything..I'm...
I will always remember him..he was my best friend here..
We could talk about everything..and we were very similar..
These last days i really missed talking to him..i could always vent and he always listened and was making me better by being with me.
I don't know what i'll do...