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I Loath My Childhood

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    Childhood

    When I was born, my dad yelled at the doctors and my mom, saying he didn't want me because I was a girl. He favors my brother, and he will talk to me. But does not prefer it. He has never really liked me, and I honestly don't know why. He has never been there for me or really...
    Abigailrose98 Abigailrose98 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2013

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    My parents put the "D" in dysfunctional family

     My father was a medical doctor, so all the kids and teachers at school assumed we were little rich kids. The truth is, he spent all his money on mistresses, partying, and the like, and ended up without enough to care for his wife and three children. My mother was not much...
    paulinlv paulinlv 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 18, 2009

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    My Childhood

    I loathe my childhood because I saw my parents marriage crumble. My dad, an ex-alcoholic with anger issues, and my mom, who suffers from depression and bi-polar disorder, would always battle it out as soon as I got home from school everyday it seemed. The fights were usually...
    FrozenOcean FrozenOcean 18-21, F Mar 23, 2012

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    18 Year Nightmare.

    My childhood was an 18 year nightmare. I was physically and emotionally abused by both my parents. My father was a police officer but never held back from hitting or punching me. I never could do anything right and was never shown any affection. The worst occasion was when I was...
    tinatim tinatim 56-60, T 1 Response Jan 19, 2013

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    Arguments

    As a child, I grew up in a very good environment, with a loving home, and my dad was a doctor and runned a jewelry place and our finance conditions were good and I had everything a child would ever need. When you looked at my family and I, u'd thing that were...
    HeartLove HeartLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30, 2007

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    Denial....

    By the time I was 25, I felt I had lived 2 lifetimes.  Partly because I never was really allowed to have a childhood and due to the abuse suffered during that time. I was raised by a Borderline Personality with alcoholism, all innocence is ******** away and I was forced...
    bonobabe bonobabe 31-35, F 6 Responses May 6, 2007

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    This One's For the Kids

    daddy tried to kill mommy, made me watch him make her try to eat her own vomit one day. i was like 5... then they divorced but still saw me on the weekends. In this time together he managed to call me the devil.. like seriously... then my mother was twisted in her own way from...
    QuincyArcher QuincyArcher 22-25 1 Response Jan 4, 2009

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    Would I Do It Again? Yeah, But Only If I Was Allowed A Gun..

    I hate that I can't remember a lot of positives about it, and that aren't that many photo's of me laying around having spent most of the time avoiding mirrors and my reflection.  The times I felt safe are pretty few and far between, and as I had it pointed out to me last night a...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    I Wish I Could Disappear Into Thin Air

    that's a part of me i don.t want to uncover, i feel if anyone knows my past they will hate me, or think I'm making things up. I try to keep away from people to shield myself, but at work, they've come to this conclusion that I'm some sort of proud *****. I take pills most of the...
    crimsongoddess crimsongoddess 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 22, 2008

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    The Child No One Wanted

    when i was 2 my mom divorced my father. when i was 3.5 my mother remarried. my father kept my mother in court very often.  he stalked her.  he prank called her, etc. in my 4th year my half brother was born.  my mother and step-father took my father to court...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 10 Responses May 28, 2007

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    Growing Pains

    I grew up with a pretty rough and unstable childhood. My parents ended up in jail, so I lived with my grandma from 2-6, when I was adopted and sent to a rough boarding school, where young kids were beaten literally every day. (Real beatings, not just a slap/kick/punch around...
    Shinypuddle Shinypuddle 16-18, M Aug 3, 2007

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    Loathe Is the Word!

    I had a horrible time growing up, not only because I was the scapegoat in my family, but I was ostracized among my peers because of being in an all-white school and being mixed-race.  What's worse, we lived in an all black neighborhood for a couple of years in my uncle's...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 29, 2007

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    Those With the Best Intentions

    My parents divoriced when i was a year old. They had a very bitter divorice lukily i was to young to remember it. my mother married a rich man when i was 3 years old. She didnt love him but she came from a poor mexican family and she was doing everything she could to give me and...
    lvtd lvtd 18-21 2 Responses Feb 25, 2009

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    Oh, Now You Want Me to Love You???

    Yeah, life as a kid sucked pretty bad.  It wasn't as bad as some I have read here, but we all have our own personal he11.  My childhood has shaped me into the cynical, untrusting recluse I am today. I grew up as a fat kid and everyone found it necessary to...
    Bruno Bruno 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 3, 2007

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    The Worst Year Of My Childhood

     “Hey, we brought snacks. This is Rebecca, remember her from Junior High?”My friends were in the doorway. Of course I remember Rebecca. We were in 7th grade together when I lived in my old town. I had just changed schools to get away from the bullying I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 7, 2010

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    Painful Childhood

    I had a very bad childhood, and I just hate to even remember it. My parents always fought, and were so close to getting a divorce. My dad terribly hit me a few times when I was a kid, and once he even hit me about three times on my head, two times at my face, four times at my...
    HeartLove HeartLove 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 30, 2007

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    Anger

    All I remember about my childhood is a lot of anger and fear...a lot of yelling. And now that I have grown up I have inherited that trait that I couldn't stand. I scare myself sometimes.
    ameeker ameeker 21-25, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2007

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    More Degenerate With Each Passing Day

    "What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger", such a cliche, but it rings true to many a people, in my case it's to the contrary. I was born in south asia, in a upper-middle-class family. Till the age of four; life consisted of playing with girl servants, waiting...
    umathena umathena 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 3, 2007

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    In Some Ways, Yes

    I loved my parents and siblings - but I never came home from school without hoping that Daddy had or would go to bed early, or that there wouldn't be any dinner-table fights that would make me sick to my stomach and prevent me from having a decent meal for dinner. Daddy sat at...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F May 20, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I loathe how society makes it so hard to break away from a desk job. They make it so easy to accept mediocrity and incredibly hard to truly excel at your passions. But this will...
    milesfromyou milesfromyou 31-35 Aug 24

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    At 45 years old I'm starting to notice how my nighmarish childhood has and still is effecting me. I'm the youngest of 3 children and family scapegoat. Both my parents were youngest...
    brainwrecked brainwrecked 36-40, F Aug 15

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    At 45 years old I'm starting to notice how my nighmarish childhood has and still is effecting me. I'm the youngest of 3 children and family scapegoat. Both my parents were youngest...
    brainwrecked brainwrecked 36-40, F Aug 15

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    Janet jackson janet mutha ****** jackson I realize in my past I looked up to janet jackson soo much i love michael too (R I P) but janet out of all pop singers but she had r&b...
    Xxchristinx18 Xxchristinx18 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Remembering my childhood missing the 90's hip hop and pop mvs seeing mtv nelly,chingy(myfault) , and janet jackson sometimes watching nick nick nick nick nick are you afraid of the...
    Xxchristinx18 Xxchristinx18 18-21, F Aug 20

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    I never had any brothers or sisters to play with. I was always alone in my room playing. I wish I had a childhood. My parents didn't even buy me any nice toys..they'd buy me like...
    anathefluffycat anathefluffycat 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I had a young mother... Actually my mother was 13 when she became pregnant, and 2 weeks after her 14th birthday I was born. As if that doesn't leave you mind to ponder multiple...
    MisMel MisMel 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    One silly childhood memory would be getting married to my best friend at that time who was also my neighbour under our desk in class in kindergarten. That was 12 years ago and we...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I had a childhood love. It was real and I believed it would last forever. Though we were little kids, secretly we got engaged. I knew I would spend the rest of my life with him but...
    Eyeaspasta Eyeaspasta 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    As a child I couldn't speak proper English. I would't even speak words like anyone else and they sounded completely distorted when they came out. I knew what to say but something...
    4NeonFun 4NeonFun 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    It all started with my dad losing his job a few years ago when I had just started college. After that my parents divorced, my brother moved to another state, then my dog died, then...
    Everythingisbecoming Everythingisbecoming 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My unintended story... I did not intend to write this story when I started writing this morning. I guess this must’ve been wanting to come out. My parents divorced a year...
    Iamhere4me Iamhere4me 36-40, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is to you sick, mind-numbingly perverted, unworthy, sad, worthless pieces of **** who hit on minors. YOU'RE the reason why some people can't sleep at night, why every sound...
    dontknowmylife dontknowmylife 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I would, for lack of a better word describe Mr. Buttface (nicest title I can come up with)’ behavior as bullying. Since I began working for the company whenever speaking to Mr...
    NeedsbaconNOW NeedsbaconNOW 36-40, F Aug 15

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    Rush Limbaugh on Robin William's suicide: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/08/12/rush-limbaugh-robin-williams_n_5673626.html According to the fat false prophet himself (Rush...
    christfukk christfukk 26-30, F Aug 15

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    It's a beautiful day outside and here I am stuck inside these modern cages under fluorescent lights.
    milesfromyou milesfromyou 31-35 Aug 25

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    My marriage has already ended. Husband has been out of town all week with his girlfriend . . . These things I accept , embrace even. This is not love , is not healthy, not the life...
    kitticat007 kitticat007 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've never been spanked and I would live to be spanked I'm 17 and live in Toronto Ontario Canada if u want to spank me message me
    tylerstevens0313 tylerstevens0313 16-17, M Aug 14

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    I'm 17 now, I've already been shot, stabbed, hit by a car, starved, beaten by 4+ grown men at a time. Broken my jaw, eye socket, legs, arms, hands and ribs. I live on murder mile...
    zacisbest45 zacisbest45 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I miss The U.S my friends, nice and kind people, the culture, food , and most if all my happiness that now is gone down in a dark hole in hell :-( I miss everything and my life is...
    josephineclaire josephineclaire 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Everything felt so easy. Everything was so easy. There was so little to worry about. I've been through too much ****, been thrown out, lost four close people from suicide, I have...
    Themil Themil 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Time to start the week over again. I'm trying to gauge how I feel this morning. So far...not terrible.
    KnaisGuy KnaisGuy 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was 9 and I was wearing my gym uniform for school. When I came home, my sister said omg you have a huuge stain! I turned around and saw a huge period stain on my uniform.. which...
    xxXxSkyxXxx xxXxSkyxXxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I thought pajamas was also underwear so I once went to kindergarten with my pjs under my outfit how stupid can a kid be 😂
    Sakura09girl Sakura09girl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Over and above the operate we do producing modern resources for our customers, increasing schooling is among the best ways that Apple may have a significant effect on society. We...
    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    i yelled into my daddy's walky talkie while he was at a meeting with his co workers for the navy seabees. I screamed at the top of my lungs "DADDY! WHEN ARE YOU COMING HOME...
    romeo27 romeo27 13-15, M Aug 19

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    When I was a young boy about 10-12 I went to a endocrinologist to check my bone growth. She checked my hight weight and then measured my penis.:( She pulled it by the head and...
    deadlabmonkey deadlabmonkey 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    School started today and I'm scared i'll get bullied this year again...
    Naginion Naginion 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    So since i was little i have had depression problems,i didn't actually noticed until it got really bad in high school.I can't tell anyone in my family cause they won't actually get...
    flproblems flproblems 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I miss the little girl i used to be . Where there was nothing to worry about , i was always happy , i didnt have to make life changing decisions or live in a generation where...
    branndylynnxo branndylynnxo 16-17, F Aug 20

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