I Loathe Myself

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    My Fault

    I don't hate anything, but I loathe myself. I've loathed myself for as long as I can remember. Don't ask me why as I can't offer a legitimate/logical reason. I've been told various complements but I can't take ownership of anything positive. My marriage is failing, no make that...
    PillarOfSalt PillarOfSalt
    46-50, M
    Oct 30, 2013

    I am so sick of myself.

    Like seriously though I don't understand why I should even matter to anyone--I'm pitiful to the point where it's sick. I vent like this cause I can't just deal with anything, and I want people IRL to care about me but how could I even expect that? This, right now, sounds...
    eonme eonme
    18-21, T
    Oct 29, 2015

    I Am Nothing.

    To start things, I would like to say that you will probably think I am too naive to think this. If you don't enjoy hearing soppy stories about selfish people hating themselves, GO AWAY. Alright. Let's get started. Ever since I was young I always knew I was different from the...
    mangaconnor mangaconnor
    13-15, M
    Dec 19, 2011

    Overall, I'm just a horrible human being.

    I am mean to people for no reason, I get annoyed easily, and when I'm annoyed that leads to a tiny outburst. It hurts me all the time. The best solution is to move far away and love those who are close to me from a distance. Again, after years of being blind to myself, I...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 30, 2016

    Blah Blah.

    I'm a loser with no will to live and the thought of dying without getting any understanding hurts like hell. I feel that everyone hates me or laughs at me. Not that I'm surprised but honestly, there are people who hurt others purposely and for fun, and they can even be loved and...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 21, 2013


    It doesn't happen often....but every once in a while I do something that reminds me of all the stupid things I've ever done in my life. Things others have made me believe of myself. Why did they do that? Why did they make me believe so many bad things about myself? These are...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2010
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