I Look At the Stars and Wonder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 595 People

    Night..

    I'll go out, sit by the pool on a deck chair, and look up into the sky, see what stars I can. The lights all around us block most of them out, that's what happens when you live in a city, but the stars that I CAN see make me wonder.. They make me wonder who's out there, if there...
    TheLayman TheLayman
    18-21, F
    Sep 11, 2012

    Stars

    I wish I had a place to stare at the stars. They are actually the only thing that calm me down, it's so beautiful. I wish I could escape from my life for a while and sit in a dark warm desert and just stare at the millions of stars in the sky. It's like a dream and I like not...
    Crazystupidteenager Crazystupidteenager
    16-17, F
    Jan 19, 2013

    I Do

    Thirty years have passedsince we shared our marriage bedthirty years of memorieswe share inside our headsbut now I have the photographsof you and him entwinedscreaming swirling red and blacksuffocates my mind.Why did you cheat me?you're meant to be my wifenow I want to hurt youI...
    Damiancox Damiancox
    41-45, M
    May 22, 2013

    How Many, How Far?

    I wonder often how many stars there areHow many habitable planets,How many people relying on a star.I wonder how people began to wish on comets.I wonder how far it is, to get to themThe stars and the other races.How far is it to the stars that scientists condemnAnd the places...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2012

    Pin

    Laying beneath the stars no streetlight to block nights beauty i realize i am but a microbe upon the head of a pin that is the cosmos i am small i am insignificant a piece of nothing that creates some how the sum of the whole drifting along the edge of the void a particulate...
    hefenrepher hefenrepher
    36-40, M
    Feb 2, 2012

    Looking At Stars Is Great

    i have looked at the stars many times and wonder how many stars are there on the sky? I always remember when i lived in my hometown, it's countryside. I stood on a large area of small tress, looked at the sky. It was great, i felt extremely spacious not only in surrounding...
    lanadoan lanadoan
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2012

    I Wonder...

    I look up at the stars and wonder if someone I know is doing this at the same time. I wonder what else is out there. I see the stars and planets, and I'm awestruck.
    Iamawerewolf Iamawerewolf
    18-21, F
    May 26, 2013

    Is There Any Body Out There ??

    when i look up at the stars i wonder are we truly alone? i cant help but think to my self that we are not alone the universe is so big and full of so many beautiful stars that this tiny little place cant be the only one with life on it it makes me feel verry small to think of the...
    stacyhopes stacyhopes
    31-35, M
    Jan 15, 2013

    All I want is for you to look at me the way you

    look at the stars, full of want and fascination, and never stop. You don’t know how many restless nights I've had, because you are in my thoughts. I'll never stop loving you, you should always know that
    cmyk323 cmyk323
    36-40, F
    Feb 24

    I have this pretty amazing idea

    that I wanna do soon. I want to go on my roof top in the night, while my parents are asleep and then listen to music, look at the star and just escape from reality. ⭐️🌙
    berry1999 berry1999
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 3, 2014

    Starry Night

    I often look at the stars and wonder how something could be so beautiful. I love being in the country when you can see the stars much better than you can in the city. Since I live in the city though, I often go on my roof at night and star at the starry abyss above me. It's an...
    Metanoia Metanoia
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 25, 2009

    Spacatic

     The word lunatic is deprived from lunar, but there needs to be a word that meets space other maddening call. For when I look to space and all its amazing qualities, I get a little crazy. I feel a rush for a need to explore, to be the first and just to witness its majesty...
    cherryblossomshinigami4 cherryblossomshinigami4
    16-17, F
    Feb 22, 2009

    Beautiful Vision

    Yesterday I looked at the stars, observed them and wondered: If I follow them with my eyes where will I end up? Behind the streets of universal lights I found a dark forest with questions written on trees about life, death and time. I saw how they moved and realized that my...
    4e3w2q1 4e3w2q1
    22-25, M
    Jun 30, 2013

    Tropical Venus

    Every time I look at the stars, I can't help but stop thinking. I stop focusing on my everyday worries, nothing enters my mind, but thoughts drain-o. Some days I wonder when I will pass. I want it to be in a good way. I want to leave my legacy behind. And by now I should have at...
    Joeowleyes Joeowleyes
    22-25, M
    Jul 5, 2013

    Keeper of the Stars

    As I sit here this evening reading through all my messages that I have received (both EP and RL) and looking up at the stars,  I came across this poem that a very special person sent to me and it made me tear up.  I dedicate this post to those long distance lovers that are...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Nov 18, 2008

    Do Everyone Always Appreciate Your Advice?

    Recently, i have commented on a story. I know maybe i can't understand her feelings, her thoughts. She said that she liked the feeling when she became a threat to others' love because she was beautiful. When girls or women hated her because she could have their lovers, she loved...
    lanadoan lanadoan
    18-21, F
    Mar 7, 2012

    Sometimes I Wonder...

    Sometimes, when I'm looking up at the moon and the stars, thinking about all the beautiful things that God has given us...I sometimes wonder if somebody, somewhere, was watching them too. Then I wonder if they were thinking the same thing as I.
    thewolfofwv thewolfofwv
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 8, 2012

    I Open My Window

    i open my window and look at the sky.just when you feel cold,you feel something strange to surround you.a feeling of peace or just calmness.I look at the sky and watch the stars.I wonder if you watch the stars too.Can you close your eyes and tell me if you hear laughter or crying...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 20, 2010

    A Child And A Adult, Which Is Better?

    i become an aldult now. However, is being an adult better than a child? When we are small, we hope we can grow faster to become an adult, who can do a lot of thing like : go outside freely or buy anything you want. However, when we grow up, we want to become children again. As...
    lanadoan lanadoan
    18-21, F
    Mar 14, 2012

    Starlit Sky

    I love gazing at the starlit sky trying to determine various constellations and find patterns in the sky. Sometimes when the breeze gently caresses me while I am on one of my star gazer mood, I feel the presence of a supreme being (many religions have different names for God...
    booklover4ever booklover4ever
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 28, 2012

    Starlit Sky

    I love gazing at the starlit sky trying to determine various constellations and find patterns in the sky. Sometimes when the breeze gently caresses me while I am on one of my star gazer mood, I feel the presence of a supreme being (many religions have different names for God...
    booklover4ever booklover4ever
    18-21, F
    Jun 28, 2012

    Stars are so beautiful it hurts.

    Just makes me want to become an astronaut and explore space.
    berry1999 berry1999
    16-17, F
    Jan 3, 2015

    When Stars Are Shinning Bright

    I'am fascinated by the exotic beauty of the stars up in the sky.When I was very young I would go to the libraries just to stare at the pictures of stars, the constellations, the galaxies and planets for hours and hours..I would read things about it because it intrigues me to the...
    TemptressKassandra TemptressKassandra
    31-35
    Jul 4, 2012

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