I Look For Things That I'll Probably Never Find

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    Still Looking....

       Wow... For as long as I can remember, I've always been a "loner".  My mom (RIP) sensed it, and always reminded me of it as I was a young kid.  My family often said I was "anti-social".  Yep! today, I profess that I am used to being alone- not really having any close...
    sanchezhay1 sanchezhay1
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jun 4, 2011

    I've Never Had Much Sense Of Direction

    I don't just mean that in the literal sense. I'm looking for.. something to look for. I wander aimlessly most of the time.I have no sense of direction, no sense of time, No real connection to any people.I don't know what I want, I don't really know what I need, I don't know...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 29, 2012

    Trying To Think About My Probabilities On E P

    Trying To Think About My Probabilities on E P.  Is the World's Population on the Internet about at least ... 2,000,000 (2 Million?) ? As far as I can guess at to how many are being Active for most Times.  I'm guessing about 50 out of 4,000 (4 Thousand?) Yet, when I'm...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Mar 20, 2010

    I'm Constantly Looking For Things

         I look for things that I’ll probably never find. Not necessarily physical things. I look for connections with people, but I don’t want to make myself vulnerable to them at the same time. It’s the best way I can explain it, but I really...
    FranticPup FranticPup
    18-21, M
    Feb 22, 2010

    Like A Place And Love

    i feel like i will always be out of place and alone.
    EdgeCrusher EdgeCrusher
    26-30, M
    Apr 28, 2011

    Half The Time I Go Into A Store ( Will Not Have What I'm Looking For)

    When I moved up to Western Coast of Washington since: June 2007. Or since: November 2007. Or since February 2008 and through the year 2008 and and 2009. I wanted to get back having a Pet Budgie Parakeet. But as I was trying to look for Bird Cage Supplies. They now have these...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Apr 9, 2010

    I'm Thinking Of Some Cynical Facetious Store Searching # 1

    I'm at this Store looking around: A Store Worker in the Store: "Can I Help You Find Something?" Me:  (Meanwhile I felt like I would Find What I was Looking for.) "Yes! Can You Help Me Find My Kind Of Kindred Spirits?" Store Clerk: "Sorry! Can't Help You Find...
    ChakraSolipsismMGP ChakraSolipsismMGP
    56-60, M
    Apr 12, 2010

    My Whole Fvcking Life...

    I look for things that I'll never, ever find. My curiousity reaps no rewards. I'm just left with desolation and dispair. God, Love, Money and self are all areas that I've failed. I'm not a God person. I'm not a money person. I'm not love person. I'm not a school person. I'm not a...
    LovelessDeluxe LovelessDeluxe
    7 Responses Apr 18, 2011
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