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I Look Forward to Death

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Looking forward to wearing much less clothing.
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Am Looking Forward To Warm Weather
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    looking for warm weather and I got it today! it was in the 50s today(with Sun)! when just three days go it snowed 4 inches.
    tinalr tinalr 22-25, F Mar 7

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    Can't wait for Spring to arrive!!
    ladylove38 ladylove38 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    let me just say I hate snow. I hate it. I don't know why I moved to a state that has more snow days in Winter than sunny warm days. What the hell was I thinking?
    halfblind79 halfblind79 31-35, M Mar 3

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    I got my license exactly one month ago and I also bought a cheap car to get used to driving. But it keeps snowing. I don't want to start to driving when the city is so congested...
    LunaSolTierra LunaSolTierra 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    For the first time ever I haven't been able to skate for a long period of time due to weather...O_o huh.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    Winter... In November: ok. In December: must have. In January: ok. That's all. It's enough!
    Brokenshadowwings Brokenshadowwings 31-35, F Mar 5

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    splatoon, uncharted four a thiefs end, yoshis wooly world, mario maker, mad max, just cause three, batman arkham knight, new call of duty, new mario, new assasins creed, metal...
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M Mar 10

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    Today is the first day of spring and it's snowing. Gotta love mother nature.
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 6 days ago

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    I was divorced after my spouse discovering I had a brain tumor in my Left temporal lobe could not provide her with this high financial life she lived. It was removed in Sept 2010...
    LftTemporalobetumorsurvivor LftTemporalobetumorsurvivor 36-40, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Looking down is always the same... it's not living. Life is what you make it so I hear. Realize I'm my own worst enemy, only I can stop my dreams from forming. I am a creature...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Hi I'm a very open minded down to earth guy that have a deep loving heart I'm looking for a T-girl to be friends with and hopefully become a couple with. I look forward to hearing...
    girlsniffer girlsniffer 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    hey everyone myself sofia from india and living in hyderabad.. looking forward for a moc marriage with a muslim gay guy. and its very urgent anyone who wants to get in this...
    sofiashah sofiashah 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I don't see a point in being afraid of something that is bound to happen. Death is inevitable. How you die is up to fate. There's no point in worrying about it.
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    The world has gone mad, its not you, its not me, its not her, its not him, its us, who we are together. Family? Team? Bullshit. We all want the same thing in the end, we all want...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Im a Indian Guy, 27years old born and raised in Brisbane, Australia, looking to marry a Indian Lesbian. Ideally, you would be a nice person and understand the same situation that I...
    marrymeaustralia marrymeaustralia 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    A morbid subject? It can be for some I guess, and for me a reality at the moment. My uncle passed away last week, and to say our family is devastated is an understatement. This...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    WHO DIES? According to Venkataraman (soon to be known as Sri Bhagavan Ramana Maharshi), at age 16, he initiated a process of self-enquiry that culminated, within a few minutes, in...
    thatwhichsees thatwhichsees 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    A couple of weeks before January 16th, 2015... I had this overwhelming sense of "I feel death creeping in". It was so overwhelming that I in fact afraid, told my mother. Every time...
    Kylee23 Kylee23 31-35 Mar 11

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 18

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    Death, it is a main factor in our lives. In my opinion, death is the center of many things in human life and society, like the principle of “carpe diem” (enjoy the present...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M Mar 18

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    I'd kill to live in a town that looked like Silent Hill. That'd be amazing.
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am feeling lonely here and i am feeling depressed, because i hurted alot with my real friends. So that i am looking for the online friend who is my best friend as well.
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'm the oldest person you'll ever know. I've died a million deaths already. With each flicker of pain, my Trigeminal Neuralgia reminds me of the ease and peace of death- it can't...
    itsaggggthang itsaggggthang 26-30, F Mar 9

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    I usually don't seek for advices,post something and sharing. But about ''Death''. I despartely want to know how many people think about death every night and they are frightened...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I believe there isn't "life" after death, it's kinda ironic that we call it that "life after death" because you're dead. I believe we made this up as an excuse to consolidate our...
    ItIsMe69 ItIsMe69 18-21, M Mar 17

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    INDONESIA SNUBS THE REST OF RHE WORLD. THEY DO NOT NEED YOU OR ME. THEY STUBBORNLY CONTINUE WITH THE LIE RHAT DEATH CAMPS MAKE PRISONERS HAPPY BECAUSE IT BRINGS THEM 'CLOSER TO GOD...
    will999 will999 61-65, M Mar 7

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