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I Look Forward to Death

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    I am my own parasite.

    I dont need a host to live. we feed off of eachother. we can share our endorphins. look on the bright side is suicide. lost eyesight im on your side. angel left wing, right wing, broken wing. lack of iron and/or sleeping
    fuga3i fuga3i 16-17, F Jun 13

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