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I Look Forward to Death

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    I am my own parasite.

    I dont need a host to live. we feed off of eachother. we can share our endorphins. look on the bright side is suicide. lost eyesight im on your side. angel left wing, right wing, broken wing. lack of iron and/or sleeping
    fuga3i fuga3i 16-17, F Jun 13

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Stop making death a science. Death is a beautiful natural thing.
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    hiccups father's death in how to train a dragon 2, tris ' death in allegiant, Anna for a short second in frozen, simba's dad in lion king, the fault in our Stars, basically any...
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    I cry over the death of simbas dad in the lion king everytime i watch that movie. I cried over the death of Hiccups Dad in Dragon 2 that one was a sad one.
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    I was supposed to die. Every one gave up on me. But now I have an out look on life no one else has, it is unique to me. So death, fear of death is useless. Death is going to happen...
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    Yes, because it may be better than yesterday or today. Tomorrow might bring something new and exciting to me. Tomorrow might even teach me a thing or two I didn't know. Tomorrow...
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi Everyone I've been divorced for 2 years now. I was married for 23 years. I do not love my ex husband anymore. I have been asked out 5 times since my divorce. But I get scared...
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    I hadn't given much thought to death until someone recently told me to die after a misunderstanding on social media. I am particularly sensitive to everything that goes on around...
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    I fear a lot of things. Spiders, wasps, bugs.. But death? Nah I don't fear it. When it's my time, it's my time. Be it tomorrow or 50 years from now. Of course I would like to have...
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    I fear death in the respect of life as you only live once but death in the respect of a love one is a fear not to exceed above your years living as a person with a life to see and...
    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M Aug 25

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    kittylulu13 kittylulu13 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    He was much to young to be having a rendvezous with Death, But Death is a jealous mistress, and she will not wait! And so he went, leaving behind him the wreckage of three lives...
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I am, but I'm not. As a conservative and a (very non-evangelical/non-hypocrite type) Christian(Catholic); I have to be consistent to be true. The Catholic Church opposes the...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M Aug 21

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    I am not afraid of death either. As long as it doesn't hurt. I have tried to off myself by overdosing on blood pressure medicine before. But a couple of times I didn't answer my...
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    When I was 16, I was at my cousins house, we had just decided to go for a bike ride, as it was midsummer - and what else is there to do when you're 16 living in a small town? I...
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    I do not fear death. In fact I seek death as a shahid
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    I think about it a lot, and I often look at future possibilities a lot. If it's negative and even slightly possible, I still see it as a huge threat. Many times I've nearly...
    Whobody Whobody 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 19

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