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I Look Forward to Death

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    I was planning to start looking for work over the summer since I was finally able to convince the hubby to pay for camp so I can have some freedom. Little one starts kinder in...
    TheBluePill TheBluePill 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    There is a little bit of brightness on the other side of the horizon..I can see that tiny fragment, a glimmer shining through, showing that lovely light commencing just before the...
    sensualbeauty1 sensualbeauty1 46-50, F 5 Responses Apr 21

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    Happy Friday eve ..........
    kmac72 kmac72 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    Camille I need one last chance for us together i will prove to you every thing and prove how i was honest with everything about us and our relationship kids family I need last...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Soooo i finally have a part time job. And although its only for a small amount of time, its progress. Im happy to be doing something that makes me feel productive and moving...
    spreadyourwings spreadyourwings 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I don't think there's something called "After life". Though it has been said in lots of holy books. The reason why I'm afraid of death is because whenever I see someone dies all...
    ReemNoctis ReemNoctis 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    When I was about 13, I was riding my bike through town. I ride my bike through a stop sigh into a road that had a straight away. Now, I usually look both ways before entering the...
    Sweetloumc Sweetloumc 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    Ah yes. The universal finality that is death. There's few human emotions that can't be related to death. Sorrow, anger, despair, fear and the likes is the ones normally coming to...
    Vumsy Vumsy 22-25, M Apr 14

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    When I was much younger I hung around a bad group of people. I felt I belonged with them though. Well...fast forward a few years, I went to my "friend"'s house to take back a...
    PoeticJay PoeticJay 16-17, M Apr 14

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    I don't want to think about the past any more....I want to think about the future. I don't want to think about death any more......I want to think about life. I don't want to...
    00FlyingHome 00FlyingHome 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 16

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    Every time I day dream about my own death It is me around the age of 32-33. I have never pictured myself any older than that age and I am 31 now but every time I dream about it the...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Deep in the abyss of light slumber, we sway with half-closed eyelids. Smiling, the gods of dreams and fantasy elegantly impart death, while the chains of karma, which dictates...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    Life... We all have it, we all know what it is when someone mensions it but.. Who can really define it... What the hell is life? Well.. I guess we wont ever know the real answer...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I AM NOT RELIGIOUS! Without death there is no life, for life and death are only a transition in our journey. Death is only a transition, a keep until we arrive where we belong...
    mmn6134 mmn6134 22-25, F Apr 16

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    is death make me happy.no one in the world loves me.no one likes me . i think i cant get married.because im not beautiful like other people.all are in the world looking outer...
    irfusabir irfusabir 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    Looks do not define a person the do not define you, looks are just a little of how special you are, you should never judge a person by their looks, they could be the kindest and...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M Apr 6

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    My sister died two weeks ago and we have put her to rest. She was only 67 years old. In the past year and a half I lost another sister (59 years) and her husband. My older brother...
    wuzgnu wuzgnu 61-65, M Apr 13

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    Death seems beautiful to me. It's a beginning . I get to see God hopefully and talk to him . I get to see my dead relatives . Maybe we will have a graveyard party , lol. Death is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 14

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    Many of my fellow experience travelers are wondering from a younger perspective than I. I have lost many of my family in the past few years. When I talk to peers, we agree that at...
    wuzgnu wuzgnu 61-65, M 2 Responses Apr 22

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    It's dying that terrifies me. I've lost two people who were very close to me die slow, painful, agonizing deaths. It was heartbreaking to witness their gradual loss of self. My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I am about to turn 37 and have a preteen daughter. People are just starting to say I look like I can finally pass for being 21. UGH, but funny too.. My daughter has been asked...
    AnnaBugMom AnnaBugMom 31-35 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love straight forwardness, but when it's the person you like, it's hard to talk to the person even though they are so kind! Straight forwardness is a skill i'd love to have in...
    Timgerer Timgerer 13-15, F Apr 5

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    Honestly a true story ...long ago like any normal day just leaving my house driving my 87' dodge pickup truck drove around a corner to an intersection as I was stopped at stop sign...
    joophomme joophomme 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 18

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    I never fail to look at the moon and stars every night, and to smell fresh air of course. Love it, it makes me feel calm.
    TikaTikaTika TikaTikaTika 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    It makes me feel like I'm drifting off to a different place. It's calming . I wish I had someone who would lay with me at night in the grass, hold my hand and just look up at the...
    Gabbysam Gabbysam 16-17, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Just what the title says I have trained a couple girls in the past. So I am looking for a girl who is new to this kind of relationship or has been in one before. I am willing to...
    domlifestyle domlifestyle 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    Jashinists dont fear death because death is just the end of a good run
    ForeverJashinist ForeverJashinist 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    If I am, then death is not. If Death is, then I am not. Why should I fear that which can only exist when I do not? - Epicurus
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M Apr 10

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    I know its life and this happens but the last two years has been nothing but friends and family death and its honestly killing me inside. This last two years I have lost around 8...
    HauntedShadows HauntedShadows 22-25, F Apr 11

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