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I Look Forward to Death

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death.Β 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    Life talks without saying a word.

    ... If something isn't meant to be something will take place in order to prevent it from happening & thats exactly how it's been all of my life. I always been searching for acceptance, love & genuine friendships but life has proven to me time after time that its just not meant...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    lilnymph lilnymph 18-21, F 4 Responses May 4

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 1 Response May 4

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have recently just got over my break up with my four month boyfriend and am finally ready to embrace the single life! After the break up I cut my hair and dyed it to make me a...
    kimilolakara kimilolakara 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    My jewelry mom gave me an address to a conference call about the internet!! During this call they specifically said that any direct service company that is not teaching their reps...
    brendakoval brendakoval 61-65, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Let's go Brazil!! Rooting for them in victory in the World Cup!!! Let's go! Rooting for my country! (Although I'm born & raised in USA) πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜˜β€οΈβœˆοΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
    Sweetie899 Sweetie899 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Been there done that party, so if anyone remembers I'll usually invite them for a nice quiet dinner. But if no one remembers then I'll smile, buy a bottle of red wine and read a...
    annpharos21 annpharos21 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    This is actually the most loneliest time of the year for me.
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    Haven't done for about thirty years. Always overhyped,over expensive,just not worth the trouble.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jul 4

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    When that special person texts you β€πŸ‘ŒπŸ™ŒπŸ™ŠπŸ˜†πŸ˜πŸ“²
    jaynick15 jaynick15 13-15, F Jul 7

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    It's about to get Messi today! Go Germany!!
    ElSavior1993 ElSavior1993 18-21, M Jul 13

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    I will be 26 years old about a weeks later.
    fitwealth fitwealth 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I feel that it is necessary for everyone to have goals and to know what they want to do in their life. Every day should be a new day to better yourself and to really know where you...
    ifyouseekali ifyouseekali 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Every year in the loner and EVERYONE in school has someone.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    So, i chat to a lot of people and also read a lot of experiences on here. I have noticed how many people are still haunted about their past. Whilst i do understand how hard it is...
    Callis78 Callis78 31-35, M Jul 2

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    A year after separating from my wife of 14 years and living alone I am ready to restart life again and eager to find my soulmate and partner to build a new life with. I have 4 kids...
    Ready2StartOver Ready2StartOver 41-45, M Jul 9

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    Oh yeah...I am still looking....Waiting for that lucky charm....someone who's just like me..in the same situation....Angels...Do something. I am so looking forward to connect with...
    platonix platonix 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    That's right it says I am looking for Star Wars The Old Republic players to play the game is I am tired of being a solo player because of having difficulties I was trying to find...
    280IQ 280IQ 26-30 22 hrs ago

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    Just looking for friends, easy to talk to, kind, and a good listener. Looking forward to meeting you! :) Please no one over 27, thanks!
    BattleAxe32 BattleAxe32 26-30, M Jul 15

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    Yes the one, most of the time Im embarrassed because im an NBSB. I'm 24 and dont know much about love or dont even really know what it is, how it feels or how will it change you...
    fosselfuel fosselfuel 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    Hey , i live in saint paul MN . Looking forward to make new friends .
    Alimax11 Alimax11 22-25, M Jul 22

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    "I know it is coming, and I do not fear it, because I believe there is nothing on the other side of death to fear. I hope to be spared as much pain as possible on the approach path...
    MrTimothyMcNeil MrTimothyMcNeil 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm only 18, yet I feel death is just around the corner.. Anyone else have that?
    GallowsBaby GallowsBaby 18-21, F 7 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I am in an all-but-sexless relationship with someone I love and respect, and I'm looking for someone who can relate to talk to as I try to find my way through this. To get some of...
    NXS3 NXS3 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Insert nihilistic observation here* Hahaha It's kinda funny that when people speak of spirituality, life, death etc. They sometimes take on a God-like voice "i am thee blessed...
    Jonesing4nice Jonesing4nice 18-21, M Jul 2

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    There is life in death. I definitely believe that there is life in death. In a literal sense, a metaphorical sense, and obviously for some people a spiritual sense. When someone...
    IamMorbid IamMorbid 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I grew up in a family without faith. So throughout life I have come up with my own idea of an after life. It is mostly spiritual and has to do with our energy. I have been fine...
    Daisylove612 Daisylove612 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I do wonder what would happen after my death. Who would care. Who would be at my funeral. Would they be able to afford a casket or a funeral? I feel like what would mostly be said...
    lekrap lekrap 22-25, F Jul 9

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    I do not believe in the supernatural. I was born and raised Catholic but I do not practice the faith. I am not sure if I could really sense death. I am not sure if it's a...
    octaliug octaliug 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    Death Penalty, its the easy way out from criminals. Think, would you rather sit in jail the rest of your life, be abused, and neglected. Or be dead. Most people would choose to be...
    MaddyAlexis MaddyAlexis 13-15, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think of death a lot. I am not obsessed with it and I don't think I fear it in an unrealistic kind of way, I fear it just like anyone else. One of the things that occur to me...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Are you afraid of death, or does it appeal to you? There's no purpose to our lives. We don't even really know the true reason for our existence, is the is one at all. So, pain...
    nikkianni nikkianni 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 3

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    Both of my parent's past away. Ever since they did I don't fear death or even cry when I hear someone died.......at first I couldn't accept death but it took alot for me to...
    davamp13 davamp13 41-45, F Jul 4

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    Both of my parent's past away. Ever since they did I don't fear death or even cry when I hear someone died.......at first I couldn't accept death but it took alot for me to...
    davamp13 davamp13 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 4

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    I hate the way i look. I look at myself and i dont like it at all. I see myself as fat and ugly. Ive always been bullied. And because im female and i have short hair people...
    Jade97 Jade97 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Death is inevitable, part of nature. Denial would just hurt. Accept death like an old friend.
    rukesh3 rukesh3 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I have an unhealthy obsession with death. When I was about four or five, I remember laying in bed one night. I was having a difficult time sleeping so I let my mind entertain me...
    VoraciousTurtles VoraciousTurtles 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm skyler, a 14 year old kid who should've never went through what I experienced. A few months ago, I met these girls in my neighborhood and started hanging out with them. One of...
    Dakrestdays Dakrestdays 13-15, M Jul 9

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