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I Look Forward to Death

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    I am my own parasite.

    I dont need a host to live. we feed off of eachother. we can share our endorphins. look on the bright side is suicide. lost eyesight im on your side. angel left wing, right wing, broken wing. lack of iron and/or sleeping
    fuga3i fuga3i 16-17, F Jun 13, 2015

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 31-35, M Dec 4, 2014

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    Sometimes I think we go through trials and tribulations to appreciate either what we have or what will be presented to us in this life. I think to that when we finally find out...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I'm fine with my own death, I've accepted it a long time ago, I think I've seen enough of life and don't want to see anymore. However I don't handle the death of others well…
    kaybe7 kaybe7 16-17, F 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have been suicidal in the past. I always wondered how it would be to die. How is it like on the other side. I miss my grandma a lot and can't wait to see her. I don't fear...
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for a long time and only now after years of intensive therapy, high dosages of medications and being sectioned under the mental health act...
    thisisjuno thisisjuno 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Moved to a new small town last year and looking to make friends near and far. Starting my life over again. I'm open, honest and very straight forward. If you are looking for...
    TNnomad TNnomad 61-65, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's so hard to get this **** out of my mind. I'm not terminally ill or anywhere near suicidal. I am in poor health though, I have a heart condition, I was hospitalised on New...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Had brain surgery as a child. Grew up in a town of reckless drivers and miraculously avoided being hit on more then a few occasions because I don't pay attention..... Was in many...
    Sparedlife Sparedlife 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    If I had to change my character. 1-I'd change my social skills. How I interact with others. How I hold a conversation. 2-much more confidence in myself, not looking to others...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    why fear something that is inevitable? Life is a beautiful lie and death is an ugly truth this is why people love life and are afraid of death but honestly the people I've loved...
    Brookelynn818 Brookelynn818 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Ever find yourself thinking about the darkest things, in this case it's death. We could die at any moment, think about how many people have died as i am typing this up, it's crazy...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    Honestly, the thought of death, no matter how painful my death is, does not scare me because as i take my last breath my eyes will close. I would honestly take a bullet or a...
    MrBugsyMalone MrBugsyMalone 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I can ride my bike to Saturday Market. I keep smiling each time I smell and look at the flowers, veggies, fruits, and the books that I buy from market. I put them in my bike's...
    Soossie Soossie 51-55, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I'm really old, death must be such a piece! Finally get to go home, and leave this painful/ evil unfair world. As 50 cent said "death must be easy, because life is hard!"
    3mjay 3mjay 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I've had a near death experience with drowning
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    Sarah - The Last of Us. Everytime I see her death I always cry. I'll never get over it.
    ICanDoMyOwnThing ICanDoMyOwnThing 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The emotional pain is worse than any physical that I have experienced. Death to me is a release... Freedom from all the negative, hostility, broken promises, disappointment. I try...
    Nicole0416 Nicole0416 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    It's been over two months now. It doesn't hurt the way it did then, but I still miss her. Every day. Probably at least a couple of times a week, I look at her bed, or where she...
    greensapphire greensapphire 31-35, F Feb 2

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    I don't fear it. an curious about it sometimes I wish I could experience how the other side is though those who went before me, if you know what I mean, don't tell good tales. I...
    dollarsigns dollarsigns 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 2

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    I cry every time I watch Deathly Hallows part 2 , when Professor Snape dies.
    GloryInTheFlower GloryInTheFlower 13-15, F Feb 2

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    I cried when ken died on cause of death. ( it's a mobile app game) it was so sad
    Niceguy890 Niceguy890 26-30, M Feb 2

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    Okay, I'm emotional. I always cry when I see a movie about 2 people that are in love and just when things start getting serious between them, one of them dies. Actually, any movie...
    TheLastExile TheLastExile 41-45, M Feb 2

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    Like the board's title says, I want to be strangled to death by a man. I want to be tortured first. This isn't a fantasy, I really want this. Would love to talk to anyone who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 1

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    I cry over the death of like.. every fictional character. Mufasa, Sirius, Juraiya, Asuma.. how can you not when the story line pulls at your heart strings?
    JayLabix JayLabix 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I cried over the death of the two dogs in where the Red Fern Grows and will probably always cry every time I reread it
    LivingBetweenRaindrops LivingBetweenRaindrops 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    Doctor who... Every regeneration I almost cried. But with 10 I really did cry with his "I don't wanna go" Also the (Fake) death of Phil Coulson (The Avengers)
    RJaneRiv RJaneRiv 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    When I was only six months old, we lived in South Carolina. My dad was gone on the marine base. My grandmother had flew in to visit. Needless to say when she arrived she found my...
    indigoivy indigoivy 26-30, F Jan 31

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    I saw the death of my granddad in hospital; heart attack. I saw my dad die due to cancer again in hospital; he told me he loved me and he was proud of me, those were the last words...
    MyLifeIsStrange MyLifeIsStrange 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Death is just the end of another chapter in our life, I believe we move on to something better or we are reborn. When my mum died I thought I'd never hear, feel or ever see her...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses