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I Look Forward to Death

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    I'm not sad. I'm not hurt.

    I am just stating how I feel. No sadness involved. No sympathy. I just simply look forward to dying.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 4

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    Life talks without saying a word.

    ... If something isn't meant to be something will take place in order to prevent it from happening & thats exactly how it's been all of my life. I always been searching for acceptance, love & genuine friendships but life has proven to me time after time that its just not meant...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I can't wait until me

    and all my dogs are done with this. <3
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    I am looking forward to a new beginning and a new life... Again. And it's not everyday I care enough about something to get excited. But I am excited about this. I just need to...
    Lullacus Lullacus 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I am really looking forward into procreation as many as God is wanting us to have. And to be wed. Solely to a man that desires me as much as I will him and honor and submit to him...
    BrunetteMama5180 BrunetteMama5180 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 29

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    I don't work a regular job, so I don't get a tax return from that. However, I live in Wisconsin! I get paid over $600 from my state for paying rent, and on top of that, a friend...
    Cetacean Cetacean 36-40, M Dec 2

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    I am quitting my studies and moving back home. I will live with a relative and find a part-time job. I am not looking forward to working, though I don't want to study anymore. This...
    haroni haroni 22-25, F Dec 5

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    I'm so excited to start college in a year and a half. I already know that I want to major in journalism and minor in political science. Looking forward to my future, but still...
    21falloutsatthedisco 21falloutsatthedisco 16-17, F Dec 5

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    2015: a new year is approaching..time for change! "doing the same thing, brings the same results". im tired of the same old routines. im tired of being stressed and depressed. im...
    welcome2myworld welcome2myworld 41-45, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    Very very soon. Wouldn't miss this opportunity for the world.
    whoscarlo5 whoscarlo5 18-21, M Nov 26

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    Im 17 weeks pregnant and scared to be a parent! Excited but scared!
    Southerncomforter Southerncomforter 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    It's official! The doctor told me what I've already knew. I would feel better and have less symptoms in a year-round warm weather climate. I live in a fairly mild, cold weather...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 day ago

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    I'm gonna start of telling you I can enlist, my recruiter found a loop hole. sorry that was for those who knew, anyway...I've been thinking of enlisting and trying to get any...
    LcplSkeens LcplSkeens 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    please come back tank top weather:/
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 23 hrs ago

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    The four of us together again! Wow! Oskar is coming from Oslo with his wife and three children. Olaf is coming from Sweden, where he was visiting his wife's family, their two...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    hi there Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking jain 'Gay' guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 1 day ago

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    I dont trust easily but I hope someday I can find a best friend I'm able to trust. I will keep your darkest secrets safe too :* looking forward to meeting u xoxo
    jasmin333 jasmin333 22-25, F Dec 6

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    okay i want to find someone that loves the outside as much as i do and is also a dork like me and likes talking about funny silly things and talk about things and likes answering...
    warriorwolf1818 warriorwolf1818 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    I remember crying in my mothers arms at the age of 7 when I finally realized that death existed. I was scared and lost with delusions that crying my eyes out would change my...
    Tomorrowsday Tomorrowsday 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    I don't fear death because I came close to it twice. Death is Something nobody can change or avoid. So it makes the time u have ever more precious. I look at life and death as 2...
    Shadow7398 Shadow7398 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    When I was 11 years old I had a near death and out of body experience one day. It was a cold, cloudy, and blustery Saturday afternoon back in November 2010. I was 11 years old at...
    britanderson94 britanderson94 13-15, F 15 Responses Nov 20

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    today while driving, a city worker directed me to go ahead and while I started to pull forward the truck started backing up, and came close to my car. I must have had a angel in...
    awallac5 awallac5 18-21, M Dec 1

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    . See the period at the end of the caption? Life is finite - certainly an established fact. Death IS final - probably a good thing. I chose to write about this topic this morning...
    nbta nbta 46-50, M 2 Responses Nov 18

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    Some people look at deserve like they don't deserve something I look at it as I've put up with, fought my butt of and sacrificed enough I deserve death not coz I'm bad but because...
    Hellokittybbgrl Hellokittybbgrl 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    The 5 stages of death: 1. Denial 2. Anger 3. Bargaining 4. Depression 5. Acceptance A friend of mine died in a car accident this past summer. When I got the news my whole world...
    GirlInTheMountains GirlInTheMountains 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am not against bad people who hurt others being punished. People can be very evil and a threat to society. Do I think they deserve to die ? That isn't for me to decide. I would...
    lake1107 lake1107 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    Death Note is my favorite anime. I'm rewatching it currently and it's bringing back all these emotions. The plot is captivating and paced so perfectly it is practically impossible...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I really don't at all. I mean, the dreams that happen to me when I dream of being burried (yes, I have dreams of being burried every now and then) are unnerving, but I don't see...
    thegoodrebel10 thegoodrebel10 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    The idea of being killed quickly doesn't bother me very much. but dying from a disease or some other kind of slow, agonizing death, that's scary. However it's what happens AFTER...
    Tikotacos Tikotacos 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    death is a part of life and only when we accept death can we truly enjoy life
    stonerr686 stonerr686 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    I have no reason to fear death. It beckons me with open arms, warmer than that of my family, friends, and the woman I love. It makes me wish no one cared for me. Makes me wish not...
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T Nov 23

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    Death is a type of energy and energy cannot be destroyed; therefore, death can only be transformed.
    motherhathor motherhathor 22-25, F Nov 23

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