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I Look Forward to Death

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 144 People

    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Always looking forward to my bfs GM text
    cutedimplesxx cutedimplesxx 13-15, F Jan 3

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    So here it is a new year...2015. The big question everyone asks is "what is your New Years resolution"? I know many pinpoint to lose weight or be better at whatever they feel...
    srfchopper srfchopper 56-60, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I have a friend thats 22 years old and she's always nice to me. Gives me hugs, kiss on the cheek..and she heard I had a birthday this past Sunday. She was shocked that I'm 40...
    jonnygoode74 jonnygoode74 36-40, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I don't think I'm mentally prepared to see you again. Then the next day and Friday. Your beautiful, black, long hair and that pretty smile. Will we make eye contact again? Will I...
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F Jan 6

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    Happy New Year! May you have magic and kisses and captivating books and good dreams. Let's surprise ourselves, shall we? :)
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    After everything I went through in 2014...heartbreak, finding out I have herpes from my cheating ex, him stalking me to get me back, then months later finding out I don't have...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Jan 1

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    I Expected More!
    DandelionsJourney DandelionsJourney 46-50, F Jan 3

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    A friend of mine wrote this, and with his permission I share it because I quite agree with him. Happy New Year! "This year don't make a resolution like fixing a flat tire on a car...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Well, GM Food has now put some position in my mind to work into.
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F Jan 16

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    Should be interesting. I hope
    ohzy ohzy 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Nope, I think dying is a gift. I sometimes feel like the dead or the ones feeling sorry for the living and the living should be the ones envying the dead. Dying means I've done my...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 Jan 18

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    Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the conventional methods...
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    hi supp? Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the...
    rshah1987 rshah1987 22-25 8 hrs ago

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    hi supp? Let me begin with introducing myself as a decent good looking gay guy from mumbai whoz looking for a life partner. I am choosing this platform to do so, as the...
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    I am a British asian 26 year old guy looking for a single lesbian for MOC i am very friendly happy go lucky individual and would enjoy becoming very good friends with my partner to...
    thereelme88 thereelme88 26-30, M Jan 17

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    Hi all, I am a young entrepreneur looking to build a start up that provides products and services to people with mobility issues. My childhood best friend has CP, so disability...
    chelachic chelachic 26-30, F a week ago

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    I remember it like it was yesterday. it was last year and I was 13 years old. I was walking through my neighborhood with my best friend amelia. when I saw a dark van pull up...
    pioneer18 pioneer18 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 10

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    I was 9 years old and my cousin had just gotten a new bike. I was used to pedal breaks and was unaware that handle bar breaks even existed. I was going down a step hill that curved...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've notice this 6th sense of mine after an experience I had at a hospice while my mom was passing away. I was with my boyfriend visiting my mother at a hospice in Lakewood...
    Roshir Roshir 31-35, F Jan 22

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    i was just reading of some horrible murder case news. there are always reason when something happens. i am for the death penalty. but i was also falsely accused. my story is...i...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have been obsessed & terrified of death since I was little. I used to go to the cemetery a lot with my mom and/or grandma to put flowers on the graves of our family members. So...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    After many years amassing countless hours rummaging through a variety of WebMD articles online, and any ruling out a multitude of various rare medical conditions based on a...
    bluemountains36 bluemountains36 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    What are people's thoughts on the two bali 9 ring leaders Andrew Chan and Myuran sukamara? As their pleas for clemency have recently been rejected, the debate about the death...
    leeah90 leeah90 22-25, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have coded 3 times. that is the medical term for someone that has died in a hospital. I have been a diabetic for 31 years so on a daily basses I walk with death a little closer...
    Thanval Thanval 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I fantasize about jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge and many other bridges. I hate being alive and having to worry about trials and tribulations and human issues. I wish I was...
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    Death to me is just death. I'm not scared or afraid to die. I would happily accept it. It's apart of life. If your scared of death then your scared of living. Everyone is meant to...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Death Note was a very good manga, I really enjoyed it. Tsugumi Ohba and Takeshi Obata showed that they're good with dark manga as as well as light-hearted manga. However, my...
    reversi reversi 16-17, F Jan 5

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    The whole concept of death intrigues and terrifies me. For years I have laid in bed unable to sleep, haunted by the lack of existence that awaits me. All that I have known...
    Shikeji Shikeji 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I once was feeling down so I read a cute little romance book to cheer me up. I finished the last chapter in class during some free time and then the main guy just died! He just...
    lillolipop lillolipop 18-21, F Jan 8

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    It's Death again - He's always there - Watching, waiting - e'er the stare! Every time I look behind or reach to pull the window blind, I catch a glimpse of grubby hood - A little...
    ajkasher ajkasher 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I found him on this site talking to girls. So me and his mother decided to teach him a lesson. We hijacked his phone and embarrassed him by sending his photos to everyone he talked...
    DeathhuntersEx DeathhuntersEx 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I awoke a few minutes ago. Might seem so simple a thing, to shrug off the fog of slumber, but linger with me awhile, in the strange colours of thought that find you in those half...
    felicitykid felicitykid 26-30, M 2 days ago

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