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I Look Forward to Death

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    I can't believe I'm looking forward to my own

    death. You might think I have a lot of living left to do because of my age but the truth is I'm ready to go. I pray everyday to be taken away from this life and brought up to heaven so I can be with my son again. I miss him so much. Since his passing I've lost everything. My...
    goombata72 goombata72 41-45, M 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Death Is Peace

    I remember several thousand past lives and while I can't tell what the next will bring I miss the peace and tranquility that is being dead.
    jehova jehova 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2012

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    not in a bad or suicidal way

    but in a curious and fascinating way just to see what truly happens and what it fells like to physically die
    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 4, 2014

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    Well like, sometimes more

    than others but I always do. That doesn't always mean I want to end it all. It just means when it happens I have things to look forward to and things I won't miss here. But I still love living and I'm afraid to die but yea..
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    only because it might be another chance to see

    my father who has already passed
    feoxy feoxy 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4, 2014

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    All Things Will Eventually Perish But That Is The Beauty Of It.

    I wait patently for you to embrace me in your cold harsh reality that causes so much fear. How and when I die I care not for I yearn to know what happens after you kiss me softly. Is there anything after your lingering cold lips leave?
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Aug 19, 2012

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21, 2014

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    I miss the days of talking to you everyday all day. I miss all the things we used to be able to talk about never getting bored with eachother. I miss waking up to a message from...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M May 14

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    I was planning to start looking for work over the summer since I was finally able to convince the hubby to pay for camp so I can have some freedom. Little one starts kinder in...
    TheBluePill TheBluePill 36-40, F Apr 30

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    and no matter how many times I look at my phone, there won't be any text. You won't text me back. I'm holding back my feeling so I do not hurt other but I hurt you.. and I hurt...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F May 15

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    Camille I need one last chance for us together i will prove to you every thing and prove how i was honest with everything about us and our relationship kids family I need last...
    Lilyalexandergia Lilyalexandergia 18-21, F May 3

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    11:02pm and we say our final good nights. Always leaving me with a smile on my face. How can something so bad, feel so good?
    Macy21 Macy21 36-40, F 10 Responses May 13

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    if only we could talk,the day my bf drops dead IM GOING TO CALL YOU!!!!!
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 1 Response May 14

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    by you, I mean my girlfriend, and by always, I mean whenever I know she doesn't ave her phone off or on airplane mode.... so practically never haha, but still, I'm always hopeful
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 18-21, M May 14

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    I'm falling for a girl off ep wtf I've never even met her
    broken8888 broken8888 26-30, M 1 Response May 15

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    When you receive a text, or a call from her and your heart melts...
    ItalianFilipino ItalianFilipino 18-21, M 1 Response May 15

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    Got my passport done today and heading to the US in August
    warnbronudist warnbronudist 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    I don't fear and never will honestly I embrace it.....I look forward to it..... Ive wanted to die since the second grade and im almost done with high school got one month left
    bluefang97 bluefang97 16-17, M May 15

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    Hi any of you wonderful nappy wearers down in the SW like to make a new friend. I am sitting here in a very wet nappy and lovely pink plastic pants looking forward to hearing from...
    Dennap Dennap 51-55, M May 13

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    It's not death that I fear but the fear of facing God with a hollow heart unable to say that I fully lived the life he blessed me with. I pray that doesn't happen and if by chance...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I think its funny "i pay it forward" was an option here. Some guy asked me for change for a donut and a coffee and i handed him a $5er - he was so surprised that he insisted on...
    2day42day 2day42day 31-35, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Not in a bad way or anything. Nothing serious enough to hurt others or myself. No. I've merely had the idea of Death in my head lately. I read a lot which means I often learn a lot...
    Canis3 Canis3 22-25, F May 8

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    Every time I day dream about my own death It is me around the age of 32-33. I have never pictured myself any older than that age and I am 31 now but every time I dream about it the...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response May 3

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    I really want to believe in life after death, but I long for the evidence. I have great fear of death and real evidence of an afterlife would be a great comfort. I have looked at...
    Woodman1977 Woodman1977 46-50, M 2 Responses May 11

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    Death... Try standing in between a mother bear and her cubs... Not my first look into the eyes of death, and certainly not the last...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M May 17

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    Fear...... Fear? No I don't fear death, it is life that I fear! Life is the scary reality for me, death seems like peace in a raging sea. Sometimes death calls to me in soft...
    angeleyes4urpleasure angeleyes4urpleasure 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    is death make me happy.no one in the world loves me.no one likes me . i think i cant get married.because im not beautiful like other people.all are in the world looking outer...
    irfusabir irfusabir 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I have a lot of near death experience I almost got hit by motorcycle like twice or three times and almost got hit by a car twice the motorcycle one happened when me and my sister...
    EvansuSena EvansuSena 13-15, F May 12

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    I wholeheartedly do. But lots of people have an issue with that. So I'm sure everyone has heard that Tsarnaev was given the death penalty. Of course I'm happy. But when I posted my...
    ThereIsNoName3 ThereIsNoName3 31-35, F May 15

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    It's dying that terrifies me. I've lost two people who were very close to me die slow, painful, agonizing deaths. It was heartbreaking to witness their gradual loss of self. My...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29

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    I am about to turn 37 and have a preteen daughter. People are just starting to say I look like I can finally pass for being 21. UGH, but funny too.. My daughter has been asked...
    AnnaBugMom AnnaBugMom 31-35 4 Responses Apr 30

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    Somehow I still wonder why people fear death?death is something people can't avoid.In fact some people have stood and enter death itself
    EvansuSena EvansuSena 13-15, F May 13

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    I wonder what it's like to die in your sleep. I have this idea that you become one with your dream world, and your consciousness ascends. To die in your sleep is seen as the most...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F May 16

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    My brother shot himself in the head Sunday morning ,, 1 week from getting the news His Ex wife and Mother of his only child had died from cancer ,,she is now an Orphan ,,not alone...
    rckt148 rckt148 56-60, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know I have death anxiety. The problem is I'm only 15, and dying in about 70+ years makes me cry. The thing about death that I'm afraid of is, just not being concious or...
    MyPotentialThoughts MyPotentialThoughts 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Death used to scare me.... When I was little I would crawl under my bed and cry because I didn't want to die. A lot can change over 10 years, I guess. I still don't know what made...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 28

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    Honestly a few months ago I may have been afraid of death now I can't wait to die im not afraid of it because death is happiness it takes u off of this horrible world where...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 29