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I Look Forward to Death

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    I Don't

    That is the biggest unknown to me. What is going to happen to me when i die? I have no idea, and that isn't something i want to really find out to fast.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 7 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    As Ever

    It's always nice to meet an old friend.
    Emptysoul30 Emptysoul30 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Life talks without saying a word.

    ... If something isn't meant to be something will take place in order to prevent it from happening & thats exactly how it's been all of my life. I always been searching for acceptance, love & genuine friendships but life has proven to me time after time that its just not meant...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    A Better Tomorrow

    I've been struggling with depression for over ten years now. I started having suicidal thoughts in middle school, and have always barely kept them at bay. I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it when I actually want to off myself.I'm a very spiritual person; I...
    Torcularis Torcularis 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 4, 2013

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    No Fear

    I believe that we all have a predestined time to be born and we are allotted X number of years in the beginning. I know there is nothing i can do to change this so therefore I do not fear death. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 6, 2011

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    Death

    I was on a motorcycle coming back from seeing my  brother in the hospital around 250 miles from my house.The weather changed quickly before the storm hit the temp dropped around 15 degrees.I wasn't prepared no rain suit . Soaked kept riding stopped for fuel couldn't make my...
    broken69 broken69 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 28, 2009

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    The Only Way Out

    I feel like it's the only way to permanently set my soul free from this invisible purgatory in my sick mind.  
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2009

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    I look forward to death

    as a man at an oasis looks forward to arriving at another oasis.
    Venturawhite Venturawhite 26-30, M Mar 21

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    Well my birthday is on the 4th June and I already know it's gonna b crap! Why? Last year I had an English language exam on that day, and now I have another! Voice in my head: oh...
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    lahoward33 lahoward33 61-65, F Mar 27

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    Life sucks, I wish I was never born. I look at death as the best escape from all problems and I look at suicide as like a giant middle finger to all the vile, disgusting...
    Derrick1987 Derrick1987 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 1

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    Please contact me via EP, my Facebook page under Jess Angel or JessAngel6y@gmail.com to join our new male Christian Crossdressers group. I'm looking to generate support for each...
    JessAngel JessAngel 22-25 1 Response Apr 5

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    I miss those long convo texts..... The way I used to look forward to the name of the person on the screen.. How every blip sends jilt of joy to my fingers... The excitement....
    serimple serimple 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I don't think of death as scary. I'm more upset at the fact that it might hurt. Although, whether pain is the case or not, I still think that death is a natural part of life that...
    Juls4 Juls4 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    Another friends has been lost again. We were not incredibly close, but the hurt i am feeling is immense. Everyone handles things differently. I remember when my boyfriend died, and...
    theMETAmonologue theMETAmonologue 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I dont know if this post is still working, but I want/need to share my story. I was married to a guy who was a psycho when I was not even 18. Coming from India, thats like a death...
    kindredspirit75 kindredspirit75 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    You've probably all seen me. Or at least read my posts. I want to write this, it'll be like one of those sappy #day32 things. These are my thoughts, pulled out and strung together...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F Apr 12

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    Venting to set myself free... Dear Soon-to-be Ex... As the divorce you have wanted so badly the last 17 months is near, I am writing this in order to let you go. To stop...
    ChangingDad ChangingDad 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Often in life people have problems, life is full of problems and everyone has their issues. Some people have a harder time than others in life and sometimes these people who really...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7

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    You can say that if i wasn't a diabetic or not an only child from three other sisters, i would join the army as i never ever cared if i would live or die. I never ever get scared...
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Mar 23

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    Okay, I listen death metal. I love it. I love those growling and screams. I don't love it because I'm emo, gothic or etc. I love it because it's so interesting and hard to do it...
    Aidan6 Aidan6 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Every second of every minute of every day all that i can focus on is death. Me & life are like hyenas & lions - never got along & never will. People say that its all about your...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Friday. The dead have all the knowledge. That thought crossed my mind this morning as I was heading into work. Having recently lost a friend to cancer, I guess I've been thinking...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 46-50, M 5 days ago

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    A boy I graduated high school with two years ago died last week. One day he was healthy and the next day he was found unconscious in his apartment and taken to the hospital and...
    disapney disapney 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Really this is more about demons and my ablility to see what I believe to be life after death though my sight and dreams I have at night so detailed they must be visions In...
    apolloburnstar apolloburnstar 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    just 3 months have passed that my father died.. i was with him days n nights.. i have seen the whole process of death, pain suffering, restlessness, wanting to live more, n all...
    90colors 90colors 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    It's curiosity for the most part. What's it look like? Would I be missed? Do I get to say goodbye? But other times it seems so peaceful for the dead and hectic for the living. Why...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Pressure on my chest, hard to breathe these shallow breaths. The weight of death is upon me. It’s stillness encompassing and caressing me. What is to be expressed when one feels...
    mysoulachesforyou mysoulachesforyou 31-35, F Mar 24

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    Just hearing a blast beat turns me on. It took some time to discover this awesome world. Earlier, I use to listen to oldschool rap, some rock AC/DC, Run DMC, Guns N' Roses. I had...
    samoralsophy samoralsophy 18-21, M Mar 26

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    I always think about my death, my friends death, and of course my families death, I'm not suicidal, I'm not crazy i just can't seem to stop i don't wish for no ones death but i...
    cycloneok cycloneok 16-17, M Apr 12

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    I fear death, I really do. This whole year, I couldn't sleep, I'm tired.. it really hurts. My fear of death turned me to a suicidal person. Though I fear death, I still wanna die...
    GirlyGirlBil GirlyGirlBil 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I am 38 and have wished for death as long as I can remember. I think back to my childhood, when things would go wrong or I would do something so stupid (as children do), I would...
    Modernii Modernii 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    My father had been dying of cancer for some time. His death was not unexpected or particularly traumatic. But at the moment of his death I reacted in a way that was out of my...
    darwinsconfusion darwinsconfusion 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    I agree with the death penalty only if the perpetrator is caught redhanded, or confesses. Too many people on death row have been found to be innocent by DNA tests that were not...
    phillysteve phillysteve 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    Death is the most unknown factor of life. It's a vicious cycle, birth/live/die. Those who fear death fear the possibility that what they were told by their religion does not exists...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    After 12 years and several cancers, my mother passed away last week. What I perceived, felt and saw in that time is what brought me to discover what an empath is. I have accepted...
    mrbless mrbless 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    It's strange? The feeling of doubt, to not be sure, to question, to not have the absolute that you need. I know it's over I know its a sickness for him. I know its unhealthy. I...
    ophelia379 ophelia379 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Romance pocketbook was introduce to me by my aunt in my very early life...about my early 10's...i became an avid fan of every female finding true love and having the "happily ever...
    oldbutyoungatheart oldbutyoungatheart 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    am looking for a sugar daddy or a master. am very submissive to earth
    karagal karagal 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    I've been told that and act innocent when I want to be. I have that young good sweet looks that some people find charming.
    KawaiiBoy KawaiiBoy 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I'm fifteen.. Someone asked me if I was thirteen! I'm sixteen in nearly 5 month! Sucks that I look apparently 13.
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 2 Responses 38 mins ago

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    I have worked in the medical field for a very long time in one capacity or another and whether it's a quiet bedroom for a hospice client or a busy street, I have been privy to...
    choctawgrrrl choctawgrrrl 41-45, F Mar 24

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    To a certain extent I advocate the death penalty. Some people disregard humanity so much that their demise would benefit the world. Some crimes in my opinion are not forgivable...
    Charrua007 Charrua007 22-25, M Mar 24

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    I don't think I'm scared of death. I was there when my Grandpa was in his deathbed. I watched his hard working body of 90+ years grow tired and go to rest. I was there as he took...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    ‘Cut throat!’ shrieks death as it stands at the door It can’t travel far any more It is tied to the intricacies of life Fight or flight Light or night Heaven or hell Eyes...
    TheWiseTwo TheWiseTwo 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I believe in the Death Penalty for heinous crimes. Anyone who murders a bunch of people, who sexually abuses a child, or rapes someone, does not deserve to live. People may not...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F