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    I lost my daughter 2 years ago to cancer.

    She was ten I do things to honor and keep her spirit alive. I haven't had any dreams with her in them in a long long time. I don't ever recall her talking to me in the dreams. I really wish she would talk to me I kiss her so so much. Her Bd is coming up. Anniversaries are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 21, 2015

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    Had To Say Goodbye For Now To My First Born.

    It all started 2010 I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy to bring someone into this wold after having miscarried twice. My due date fastly approached and he came out 1week before my due date. Happy as can be the hospital was full of other mom delivering that day so I had to...
    chamorrita670 chamorrita670 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8, 2013

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