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    Had To Say Goodbye For Now To My First Born.

    It all started 2010 I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy to bring someone into this wold after having miscarried twice. My due date fastly approached and he came out 1week before my due date. Happy as can be the hospital was full of other mom delivering that day so I had to...
    chamorrita670 chamorrita670 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8, 2013

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    I lost my daughter 2 years ago to cancer.

    She was ten I do things to honor and keep her spirit alive. I haven't had any dreams with her in them in a long long time. I don't ever recall her talking to me in the dreams. I really wish she would talk to me I kiss her so so much. Her Bd is coming up. Anniversaries are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    I feel that if a child wants to wear a diaper or pull ups let them there not hurting anyone and only if the parent agrees...
    hope1091 hope1091 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    When I married my husband 6 years ago, I was in my late 20s and on the fence about kids. He was in his late 30s and pretty sure he didn't want any. Now, I'm feeling the pull...
    Jodie798 Jodie798 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    Growing up being a product of a drug addict is hard. It's not that I chose to be alive so why put a child on the earth if you can't raise it, nor do you want to. Well let's start...
    Amberrjade27 Amberrjade27 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Stating back to my previous story, I believe it was after that, CPS began to be in and out of my life. I can't say i have had the worst of childhoods but to me it was. It was...
    RedGem69 RedGem69 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Where do I begin? I guess I will start with my first memory when I was maybe 6 years old being hurried away in a car with my sister and mother to stay with my aunt and uncle...
    RedGem69 RedGem69 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Between us there are days, years and worse of all, the distance. Well, maybe it's better that way. If we would have lived in the same city then I would have had to sometimes meet u...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Some of the abuse children suffer is not physical, but leaves scares of a different sort. I suffered some things that fall into the roll your eyes category. My family were...
    slowman0000 slowman0000 56-60, M 3 days ago

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    Vivid memories, live again! My favorite book as a child was titled "Grayling". It was a book about a Fisherman who had gone out to sea, found a distressed baby seal in the storm...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I tried all my life to have children. It didn't happen over and over. I have a long history of depression and anxiety. My husband even had a reverse vasectomy that was very...
    missidoll missidoll 51-55 4 days ago

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    I'm scared to death and I just admitted tht to myself my grandpa, my best friend, had lung cancer and no matter how much I tell myself it'll be ok everything will turn out all...
    PrincessTiff1997 PrincessTiff1997 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Real sickos out there I hope they get what they deserve...and surprisingly enough with most of the experiences I hear mothers don't care about their children they just turn a blind...
    MaryAlias MaryAlias 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    HELLO EVERYONE MY NAME IS MYESHA ROUNTREE AND I HATE DCF. WELL TO BEGAN WITH I RECEIVED A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTERS SCHOOL LATER IN THE EVENING OF JUNE STATING THAT MY DAUGHTER...
    myesha89 myesha89 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    My 8 year old son goes back to wearing nappies... I have decided to be as courages as the great people here on this site and share an experience that has affected me and my family...
    NHarrison78 NHarrison78 36-40, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    hey what can I say about this love I have for the children of. mankind especially the ones that have not been here but short time having not yet been corrupted by society that just...
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I lost my virginity last friday night. i was out in town with my friends and hadn't been so drunk since my 18th birthday. i started chatting to a guy next thing i know I'm walking...
    travellover96 travellover96 18-21, F a week ago

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    I love food and I always have. I do not eat my emotions though and I actually walk when I'm upset. I will be watching a movie and there may be a very serious scene in a restaurant...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    No child should be forcibly exposed to their parents idiotic beliefs. It is intentionally dumbing down children to keep the fiction of religion going. Parents who do this are unfit...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 19

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    This happened about 2 weeks ago. He didnt know I was a virgin. Well i was in his house & no one was home. We were just cuddling on the couch and talking about everything. Then we...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 18

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    I love children. It all began when I was a child and in Sunday School we would sing Jesus loves the little children. It moved me every time I sung it fighting back tears of joy. I...
    Neoebonite Neoebonite 46-50, M Jul 16

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    I love children. It all began when I was a child and in Sunday School we would sing Jesus loves the little children. It moved me every time I sung it fighting back tears of joy. I...
    Neoebonite Neoebonite 46-50, M Jul 16

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    My mother hates me a lot. Now, the whole family abandoned me for having a better life. Here's the saddest part of my story, they held me responsible (breadwinner) for everything...
    msyuism msyuism 26-30 Jul 16

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    Some of my happiest memories growing up are those of my mother reading to me. I loved curling up in her lap, her gentle voice taking me on adventures overseas, galaxies, and...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 14

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    One our biggest responsibilities as parents are to teach our children to make good choices. It’s not enough for them to do the right thing simply because someone tells them to...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 14

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    Kindness is a character quality that is rarely displayed in our society. A person who is benevolent is seen as weak by many. Webster defines the word kind as the following: having...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 14

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    At the end of three hours, I was exhausted. When I offered to take care of my friend’s Autistic son for a few hours, I had no idea what I was getting into. My friend made caring...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 14

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    I always wanted my own children, but the timing was never right and it never worked out for me. Flash forward to 4 1/2 years ago when I heard of a little girl who needed a home...
    nanster23 nanster23 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I feel as if I'm losing everyone... I feel as if my whole group of friends don't really care about me anymore, and are just tired of trying to be my friend and talk to me when I'm...
    ImBatmanShhh ImBatmanShhh 16-17, T Jul 13

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    One of the most valuable skills we can teach our children is how to manage their finances God’s way. The biggest cause of divorce in this country is financial distress...
    themorningstaracademy themorningstaracademy 26-30, F Jul 13

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    Who else is losing faith in humanity? I feel this needs no explanation
    sip3065 sip3065 22-25, M Jul 12

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    Recently things haven't been good for me. I've been trying to push through and today was one attempt to gain some ground. I took a female friend to watch the Minions movie. Things...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    these shorts were tight on me last year and now they're too big!! losing weight feels awesome. I haven't lost many lbs but I've lost 5 inches in my waist since last summer. so...
    lusomk lusomk 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    My mother used to drop me off with family members who she knew were child predators. Some of them had even sexually abused her as a child. Sexual abuse is such a normal part of my...
    ThreeRedFeathers ThreeRedFeathers 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I don't want to say that I hate children. I am well aware that children are precious, children are the future, and all of that. I'm even aware that I was once a child myself...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I am firmly against child abuse of any kind. I was abused as a child and as an adult female. I personally know what child abuse and abuse in general is all about because I am a...
    susanbornin1969 susanbornin1969 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    My memories of being sexually abused is brief, not there mainly. I don't remember anything but glimpse of few events and that's all. Anyway, to me as a child in the age of 5...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    you know, this is one of those topics that just urkes me and kills my faith in humanity. i cant ever in a million years... understand how anyone can hurt a child in any way. there...
    Breeze82b Breeze82b 26-30, F Jul 7

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    I hate child abuse, but I hate CPS too. In truth sometimes I think people forget to read the words they spew because they are too full of emotional meaning. Child abuse has the...
    lolilover2 lolilover2 18-21, M 7 Responses Jul 7

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    I've BEEN losing control. It was fun in the beginning... but now I'm at a point I'm beginning to feel very afraid
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I feel like I'm losing myself to past experiences. I try to over come all the obstacles in life and still pull myself together but I've realized that through every obstacle I left...
    ladycherie97 ladycherie97 18-21, F Jul 5

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