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    Had To Say Goodbye For Now To My First Born.

    It all started 2010 I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy to bring someone into this wold after having miscarried twice. My due date fastly approached and he came out 1week before my due date. Happy as can be the hospital was full of other mom delivering that day so I had to...
    chamorrita670 chamorrita670 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8, 2013

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    This applies to all of my loved ones. and, no, I don't mean the fear of abandonment but the fear of losing any of my loved ones to death. It haunts me, especially the thought of...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Dec 3

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    Facts:Approximatly one-third of children with an allegation that they had been maltreated experienced at least one additional report within a 5-year period. When a subset of...
    JosephSpartanCrimson JosephSpartanCrimson 26-30, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Today I lost my son. Today a callous and overbearing authority took him from me. Today I watched as a corrupt system fed my son, as grist, to a mill. today I watched how a system...
    usedtobelief usedtobelief 41-45, M 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    I smile I laugh I enjoy the company of those around me They enjoy my mask For a while I live in a fools paradise Surrounded by those who love me My family One side heaven The other...
    srmc928 srmc928 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    Too bad child abuse is legal where I live.
    Gavin2113 Gavin2113 13-15, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Last night was the worst night of my life I didn't sleep at all and it was all my own fault you sent me a pic which was a massive thing for you and instead of just taking it and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    It's Christmas Eve and while I wish I was happily united with my family I am not. My father is an alcoholic and it got so bad that last year around Christmas as well my parents got...
    Dreamer8a Dreamer8a 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    This month, the month of December, have been a very depressing month for me and my heart. The pain keeps on coming every single damn day. I find it hard to hide the pain away...
    prxtxcxl prxtxcxl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Well my friend from high school came home for thanksgiving break from collage. I thought we would hang out and do all the stuff we used to. We didn't and now I'm hurt by this. I...
    dazedandconfused6666 dazedandconfused6666 18-21, F Nov 30

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    I have always wanted to die, but what if people really love me? Are they afraid of losing me? I'm terrified of losing someone I love. But how would it affect them if I killed...
    childlover4evr childlover4evr 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    My life has gone down hill. I thought my mom would file for divorce but she didn't. She's scared of losing everything. Ive lost my best friend because I've been so detached from...
    sadgirl233 sadgirl233 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I was in a bad situation and hit my head on concrete stairs a few years ago. It caused a concussion and now I'm losing my hearing. It's difficult to adjust. I'd love to meet...
    StoneWarrior StoneWarrior 22-25, T Dec 8

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Everyone leaves because of me it has to be me doesn't it? I want things to go back to normal and start over I fear losing people but they always do anyway :(
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 27

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    Ok maybe I'm being a little dramatic but I'm not really losing him he's just moving away.... I met my friend about a year and a half ago and we just clicked instantly. I must say I...
    Edzo808 Edzo808 26-30, M Dec 1

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    So im 5 foot 7.5 inches. I was 147 pounds before i started university now im 150. So i began working out harder and eating better but im in a plateau. They say the last 10 pounds...
    theysayitsjustme theysayitsjustme 18-21, F Dec 15

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    I have a sore throat, stuffy nose, I feel like my ears are full of water, I have a painful cough, headache, I keep coughing up mucus and I'm losing my voice.... Great, just great...
    Rockandrollfan Rockandrollfan 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love, I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore...
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    PART I Article 1 For the purposes of the present Convention, a child means every human being below the age of eighteen years unless under the law applicable to the child...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Dec 7

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    When people tell me that I MUST have kids, I literally feel like this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/kids I don't want children, and have never been interested in children. The...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 10

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    I don't have any maternal instincts or desires. I don't enjoy dealing with children. I'm not adept at dealing with children. I honestly don't find small children cute. To me they...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 1 Response Nov 26

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    While street juggling on Santa Monica’s Third Street Promenade, I was teaching children how to juggle. Some of the kids were beginning jugglers, while others were more advanced...
    JuggllingForACure JuggllingForACure 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Ugh... It's called birth control... you can get on health plans that will pay for it for you! This makes me incredibly mad... I went to school with two girls. One was just dumb...
    Harlequingal93 Harlequingal93 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    The child will rage as the blood flows down the legs, Beaten and raped and blind in rage. All the hell will ignite in a flash of fire as the child sees black then slash and red...
    TheBlessedOne TheBlessedOne 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Caroline Smith - Child of Moving On  II thought I forgot youI thought I forgot the wayThat you looked at meBut youYou got it allWhen you left me behindWhen you let me goBut...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F Dec 11

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    Yes I do very much so - Not only had we thought about ..but we have adopted too. Granted it was something we had to think about for sometime, as adoption involves not just...
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 5 Responses Dec 12

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    I had a daughter on Monday December 1, 2014. She was four weeks early. Tiny and beautiful. Her name is Alyssa. I told no one about her. My family suspected I was pregnant. I denied...
    Makeupnerdy Makeupnerdy 22-25, F Dec 5

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    My Mom has recently started dating a man (about a year ago). He is an amazing person, very calm and soft spoken. Just a very genuine person. He has a 14 year old boy (*jason) who...
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    I hate it. If I get told one more time I am acting out because of "Middle Child Syndrome" I am going to die. What about oldest child syndrome? Being bossy and cocky. Or youngest...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Dec 10

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    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    It's almost Christmas. God I hate Christmas. It use to be this magical time of the year. Rachel and I would be cooking for days in advance. This will be the second Christmas. With...
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    It's almost Christmas. God I hate Christmas. It use to be this magical time of the year. Rachel and I would be cooking for days in advance. This will be the second Christmas. With...
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    I look at my daughter and think to myself "how could anybody hurt their own child?" When my daughter hugs and kisses me, I just melt. I can't imagine ever pushing her away whenever...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    My 10 year old daughter lost her life to cancer on March 5, 2012. At Texas Children Hospital in Houston, Tx. It has been the hard for the family to deal with and we miss her very...
    pstches06 pstches06 36-40, F Dec 4

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    Even spanking. Studies from the Child Abuse Sourcebook show that parents who spank are 3 times more likely to engage in other forms of physical abuse. Parents who use objects to...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 9

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    Saving Grace There are a lot of Children who don't have a place to call home a forever family Mom and dad who love them unconditionally I was a child who was adopted by my...
    conservativegirl24 conservativegirl24 22-25, F Dec 12

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