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I Losing A Child

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    I am on birth control

    but i got pregnant.. I didn't know it until i had a miscarriage and it really messed me up emotionally.. I've never really confronted it though. I keep putting it in the back of my mind. I dont really know how to handle it
    Mkeely Mkeely 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    Had To Say Goodbye For Now To My First Born.

    It all started 2010 I found out I was pregnant. I was so happy to bring someone into this wold after having miscarried twice. My due date fastly approached and he came out 1week before my due date. Happy as can be the hospital was full of other mom delivering that day so I had to...
    chamorrita670 chamorrita670 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 8, 2013

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    my name is nathan and i learned about this site from a parent at a children's hospital support group. i have a very sick son. i am going to give a little background info to give...
    singledaddy101 singledaddy101 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 29

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    We have been married since 2009 and had out first child in 2011, with everything going well until we had our second child last year. Now it appears that I am not needed by my wife...
    pwis2648 pwis2648 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 21

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    All my life I was slowly losing my mind. It was because I was tortured as a child. Then the panic attacks. The nightmares. They gave me medication and that made it worse. So...
    SorrowofHeart SorrowofHeart 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I have a 9 year old son who has an anxiety disorder. I am a single mother of two boys, I also have a 5 year old. I think the hardest part is being so alone in dealing with it...
    sweetie8403 sweetie8403 26-30, F Sep 28

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    My son is 11 years old, I knew something was off when he was just a tiny thing, but family and professionals ignored my pleas for help. At 2-3 he his hyperactivity was through the...
    ThistleAndWeeds ThistleAndWeeds 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    I'm a competitive person, it's a good kind. But the thing I really hate is losing, losing to a person that plays games in a cheap way! If I lose to a good player I won't be bother...
    Fetish4life Fetish4life 18-21, T Sep 29

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Well of course I am! That would be pretty silly if I loved someone, lost them and life continued normally. I am so scared of losing the people that mean the most to me. I love them...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Oct 2

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    Sometimes I wonder what other people dream about. I used to dream about going to live in the clouds with the angels. Looking down at the world as I fly through the sky. Leaving...
    Ashclo Ashclo 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Im more than torn over this...i didnt think this would ever happen. My best friends name is Freddy. We met our freshman year of high school and have been best friends since. We...
    contreras415 contreras415 16-17, F Sep 20

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    I feel like I'm losing my mind though it should be the reason all I see is dislike/hatred/rejection...could this really be the truth in life? It doesn't make sense...how could...
    Quentine Quentine 22-25, F Sep 20

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    There's just some days where I actually don't know what's happening to me. Im just lying on the floor, pulling my hair, bawling my eyes out, hurting myself, cutting my wrists way...
    lvcr lvcr 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    Since a young age i have been pushed to be academically superior to all my peers and now that i am a senior in high school im expected to go to a top school however i cannot with...
    Merrcury Merrcury 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I used to much more. I felt like at anytime they would siappear and that's a self fulfilling prophecy. My codependent behavior made me do a lot to try for them to not leave ... I...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    My best friend is the only person I have. I love her more than anything in the whole world. She just started dating our other friend, and I think I might be jealous of him. I don't...
    dickdurk dickdurk 16-17, F Oct 4

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    Let me start by introducing myself..i am a busy mom with 3 boys who after working 15 yrs in dental decided to stay home after my 2nd baby...my boys are 12 yrs, 32 mths and 13 mths...
    hbennett76 hbennett76 36-40 Oct 6

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    I lost my father at the end of 2006, 4½ years after my mother. They had both started smoking during WWII (nobody knew about the dangers back then). Dad managed to quit but mum...
    Dodger30y2k Dodger30y2k 51-55, M Oct 6

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    My friend and I used to be extremely close, but then we began to have feelings for each other. One friend told me she has a crush on me so I decided to tell her I have a crush on...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Oct 7

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    My best friend is a firefighter and I am beyond scared of losing him.. That EVERYTIME the pager goes off, I say a silent prayer
    missmorgan3400 missmorgan3400 18-21, F Oct 7

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    I'm afraid of losing my dog. He's 5 but he will be 6 in 4 months. He's always been there with me, by my side through everything and he means the world to me. I honestly don't know...
    lovemecauseineedit lovemecauseineedit 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've thought about it long and hard.... should I let someone take my virginity before marriage or should I wait. I'm not in a serious relationship now and I would never have sex...
    smurfinaround smurfinaround 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
    annaj5 annaj5 31-35 Sep 26

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    I am the mother of children with different fathers. Right away when people hear that, they think bad things. They judge incorrectly. I never actually thought I would be in this...
    Col308 Col308 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    It shouldn't hurt to be a child. No child should feel like they are alone in the world, and nothing that they can do is right, but so many do, and the ones who do, feel like they...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't have any children of my own but I can not imagine being able to abuse my own flesh and blood. I was never abused as a child by my parents but I was sexually molested by...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Sep 30

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    I hate them. I am 16 years old, in grade nine, my classmates and I had to take home a computerised baby, which woke me up at 3am for whatever reason. It screamed and cried, and I...
    minecraftmaniac1998 minecraftmaniac1998 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 8

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    You know my name, but not my story. I am strong, yet also weak. I am independent, yet also dependent. I am optimist, yet pessimist. I am many different things, which make me who I...
    SimplySecure SimplySecure 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    If I made my mother mad, she asked my dad to spank me. Clearly, my mother ran the house. My father was a quiet, determined man. He was kind, and not quick to anger by any means...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6

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    If I made my mother mad, she asked my dad to spank me. Clearly, my mother ran the house. My father was a quiet, determined man. He was kind, and not quick to anger by any means...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    I have always known from a very young age that I did not want to have children. Maybe I would be a good father, but I do not want the responsibility of raising a child. I like my...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I always thought I wanted at least one child. I even almost had one. Gave birth & everything.. Then had a funeral. Then years went by, and then a few more. It doesn't really seem...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    If you have an ACoA in your life, learning about and taking care of YOUR emotions is always a good idea. The following is adapted from L. Markham "Are your feelings dangerous...
    rtvbvfde rtvbvfde 26-30, M Oct 9

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    I'm the middle child of 3...I have an older Bro and I have a younger Sis. My Sis being the only girl (Daddy's little girl) and the baby of the family - she basically got away with...
    booyah73 booyah73 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    Hello ep, I'm Emma and I'm 40. I live in Yorkshire with my husband John and our nine, beautiful, annoying, loud, mischievous, hilarious children. Seth is 11;Daniel is 10...
    mumsnineangels mumsnineangels 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    I have come of age as an Indigo Child now Indigo Adult turning Crystal and all that I have written above was part of my deep Spiritual Awakening. It came on really, really strong...
    nataliakarenina nataliakarenina 31-35, F Sep 25

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    Growing up, I was never very active. I always just stayed home with my parents & brothers. I would just watch television & play with our pets. There were a few times during my...
    s4019t s4019t 26-30, M Sep 26

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    Everybody should have a medical dna test before bringing kids into this world. I don't want to spread more genetic disease into the world just because I wanted to reproduce and...
    OceanNymph OceanNymph 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    Today I cry for the child I once was.  The child whose innocence you used as a weapon against her.  You touched her child’s body. Covered her in the filth of your lies.  Your...
    Faerylightinexile Faerylightinexile 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    As much as my life might seem to the casual observer as the perfect life with the perfect parents and their perfect children, it really wasn’t like that. My grandfather was an...
    dadhereforyou dadhereforyou 51-55, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I do not want to have my own children. I love children and I would a great stepmother for my husband's children from the previous relationship. He could be a widower or a divorcee...
    ScarlettMelanie84 ScarlettMelanie84 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have realized of late, my memories of my childhood is slipping. I guess my brain is considering it a trauma, because it's hard to recall anything about me growing up. Guess the...
    Barlong Barlong 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    So many of friend have children . I cannot conceive and have tried ivf but to no avail. I cannot grasp how much love goes between a mother and a child even though I see it everyday...
    Emmergale Emmergale 56-60, F 1 Response Sep 23

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