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    Do You Hear Me?...

    Do you hear me every night? I tell you I love you both every night. Do you feel how much I miss you yet? Do you see the tears I shed every time I think of you both? Do you see I sleep with sock monkey you got me when I was a little girl because I wanted it so bad? Do you see I...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Feb 17, 2013

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    Memories Fade

    No matter how much I think of you how I spend everyday trying to talk to you I find myself forgetting you more and more. I cant remember your voice, your laugh. Its all missing I try so hard to remember but I cant writing now the tears are falling because of the hurt I feel. The...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 7, 2013

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    Broken...

    Broken heart if you think realistically it's nothing more than an organ there to keep you breathing and pump your blood somehow this connects to your feelings and is one of the biggest pieces to break down and tear away your everything. If only there was a way to heal this but...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Oct 2, 2013

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    Careful To Those You Love !

    We need be careful how we deal with those around us, when every death carries to some small circles of survivors, thoughts of so much omitted, and so little done ----- of so many things forgotten, and so many more which might have been repaired ! There is no remorse so deep as...
    DoMaT DoMaT 36-40, M Jun 27, 2013

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    Helping People Grieve

    W hat Grieving People Want You to Know   By Virginia A. Simpson, Ph.D   1. I am not strong. I'm just numb. When you tell me I am strong, I feel that you don't see me. 2. I will not recover. This is not a cold or the flu. I'm not sick. I'm grieving and that's...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 14 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    He's My Bear. Enough Said

    If you have not lost a dog this is not for you... I lost my first dog when I was 18. A beautiful and loving female samoyed. I was very busy with my first year of COMMUNITY college and two part time jobs (white working class family, sue me later) Anyway I had this dog since I was...
    rebelliousnoble rebelliousnoble 26-30 Jul 19, 2013

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    What Do You Do?

    What do you do when you loose your hope, love and care for family and friends? What do you do when you finally break down and accept the fact that your not good enough? What do you do when you give up all your passions and loves? What do you do when you finally realize its too...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Aug 3, 2013

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    Falling...

    Everything that used to be me is gone has fallen into an empty pit of sorrow. I have been so crushed and broken that now everything I used to be is gone. I look at this girl and I have no idea who she is, where she's going, or what she's trying to do. Is she this desperate for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Oct 20, 2013

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    Why Did You Leave?

    I know that you are both gone and I understand that but why did you have to leave so fast? I miss you guys so much all I think is that someday I will see you guys again. If I could love you back I would every single day I would love to just be near you hear you say my name hear...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Mar 13, 2013

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    I’ve never really been a person with strong

    faith. A little over a year ago, my Auntie went in cardiac arrest. I was extremely close to her. She was a second mother to me. So, anyway, we had to play the waiting game to find out the extent of the damage from the cardiac arrest. For the next three days, I didn’t sleep at...
    Mebemolly Mebemolly 22-25, F Jan 4, 2014

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    Simply Sad

    How do you get this lonely? How do you become this sad? Why have I continued this far? Do they still love me? How much will I cry today? Will someone help me? I miss you. My questions and 1 single thought everyday. I have become so isolated from everyone. The girl they...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jul 9, 2013

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    My Grandma

    Well 2 months and 10 days ago I lost my Grandmother to cancer. Pancreatic Cancer. One of the worst cancers out there. One of the cancers you can barely save someone from. One my Grandmother was diagnosed with 2 years ago. Ever since she has left us, it never felt the same. I just...
    GirlWithManyThoughts GirlWithManyThoughts 18-21, F Mar 24, 2013

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    The Worst Kind Of Changes

    Everyone has fights right? Everyone wants to give up at one point in their lives right? Everyone looses the person that means the most to them right? For me on June 3rd 2012 my depression started.. after growing up with my grandmother and staying every night at her house to help...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 4, 2013

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    Need Help Dealing

    I am 57 yrs old. My father passed in 2001. I was for the most part ok in dealing with it. Then my mother for years was suffering with alzhimers and was I guess you call it bed ridden for about the past 2 months, and under Hopsice for about the last 6 weeks of her life. She...
    suzz456 suzz456 56-60, F Aug 17, 2013

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    I Cant Love You Back

    I have tried my best these last months to just pull myself together for everyone and my family. For everyone who needs me I have lost My grandma my whole world has a little girl the women who raised while my mom worked everyday of her life to support my brother and I. working so...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jul 2, 2013

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    Letting Go

    As a Health Professional, I thought that I had a reasonably good handle on dealing with death and dying. Well with other people's death and dying anyway. It always affected me, as a human soul; how could it not? When it happened to my Mother, all bets were off. She'd had a...
    associatedbears associatedbears 41-45 1 Response Jul 23, 2013

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    In Loving Memory Of Ricky1966...ep Friend

    For those who never knew Ricky..he had his spleen taking out..giving him a blood disease.He was taken to the hospital round a month ago..they gave him 4 pint's of blood...but the blood kept going bad...so they tried some medication...it worked against his heart putting him in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Jun 11, 2013

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    Just wondering if anyone has dealt with a

    similar situation. I am preparing myself for the loss of my grandfather, my biggest hero in life. I grew up 2 minutes away (only father figure i had) and as an adult i moved back so we can be neighbours and i can take care of him and my grandma. He does NOT want a funeral or...
    lazyk lazyk 26-30, M Jun 26, 2014

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    Broken Sadness

    There comes days where all I feel is sad. No matter what anyone says, does, or even tries to make me laugh the smile is forced. Its hard when all of your aunts, uncles, cousins, brothers, sisters, parents all think that you alone hate them and want nothing to do with them. They...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jun 22, 2013

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    Losing A Loved One

    This has been a hard year for me. I never experienced great lost until this last year. I have wondered how people feel inside when they lose a loved one. Well, I lost three! I tried desperately tried to give it to God but I keep falling back down in depression,anxiety, and feel...
    lizardlips82 lizardlips82 31-35, F Apr 19, 2013

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    The Cycle Of Life...

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    alba67 alba67 46-50, F Oct 12, 2013

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    I Miss This

    Most of my days are spent thinking bout you. The way you laughed those jokes the way you never gave up. You are and will always be a huge part of my life even if now your gone and I will never see you again. Someday though will be my time and I know you will be there waiting for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 5, 2013

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    The Life Cycle

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    encamino67 encamino67 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Related Experiences

       Today, our family lost a truly beautiful soul. Uncle John, I loved you more than you could ever know. And i'm gonna miss you so much! But I feel a sense of peace...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 9

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    Auntie J Beautiful.Kind,generous,respectful,caring,giving,Loved by all Auntie J was the most amazing Auntie I ever had she was my favourite auntie I think of her everyday ,she...
    iwanttobeafashionesigner iwanttobeafashionesigner 22-25, F Feb 14

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    Yesterday one of my friends lost a brother I fell sad for them I wish I could do more for them
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Feb 10

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    The day before Christmas eve one year ago..my dad passed away in his sleep..he wasnt ailing from any serious sickness he was fine...he just went to bed and never woke up. .my mom...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    Today was my uncle's funeral..as I watched him burn in the funeral pyre the piercing images of my father came into sight..just 1 months ago I saw my father reduced to ashes. ..in...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I lost my Aunt Martha on May 14th last year and I'm still not over it. I think about her frequently and wish there was some way of telling her about my day and talk to her about...
    standingfirm standingfirm 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ugh. Near the end for my grandma. I've lost people, husband and my dad, but something about her makes me feel like I've never experienced this. She's in the last stage of cancer...
    MDaddysGirlM MDaddysGirlM 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    Today is the 2 year anniversary of my father's death. If I don't message you back today, don't be offended and please be patient with me. Thank you.
    sarahbear420 sarahbear420 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 5

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    I surprisingly haven't yet though?? If my dog dies I'm taking over the world then I'll jump off a bridge she's the sweetest <3
    Uhilikepizza Uhilikepizza 13-15, F Feb 9

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    We had a family friend's ex pass away yesterday. He leaves behind a 9 year old son. I feel so bad for him.
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M Feb 10

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    My farce for a Mother, (she isn't my real Mother), told me that she's got her lawyer involved in a serious matter between she and I. What I'd like her lawyer to know is that she is...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Feb 14

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    I'm still your lil princess daddy, be proud of me in heaven or where you are 💁
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Sometimes , I go to my parents while they’re asleep just to watch them breathe to make sure they’re still alive , even though I am not a kid anymore. At those times I crave...
    Nayera Nayera 16-17 Feb 2

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    The post I've seen in this topic is sad as hell. But I can honestly say I've been in a similar experiences than you reader. I was in love but she didn't love me. Looking back I...
    Sienga Sienga 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14

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    I'm not feeling like myself at all. I'm losing faith in everything, except God. I'm losing faith. I don't know what's happening. I feel like I'm doing a lot of things to make...
    BMTH99 BMTH99 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm losing weight. Slowly but surely! I've always been skinny BUT then I got pregnant! I love being a mom and I haven't been dieting or rigorously working out... I focus on my baby...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    kristiniacc11 kristiniacc11 26-30, F 31 mins ago

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    It is so hard to be alone. I want to feel loved and needed. I need to be with a man soon.
    Sleeper21 Sleeper21 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I 100% regret losing my virginity when i did. The guy told me he loved me ... Called me beautiful everyday ... Then convinced me to have sex with him ... And he dumped me a week...
    dyinginside4 dyinginside4 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    It’s funny, thinking back now on where I was just over two years ago and where I am right now. I was lost back then and you were the only one whom I though knew the way back...
    Titan936 Titan936 18-21, M Feb 16

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    So, hello. I guess I am in the process of losing weight with programs from my NHS. It's a troubling one for me as I am ...well I won't reveal my weight as it ...really sensitive to...
    Cudd1efish Cudd1efish 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    So my mind has been in overdrive for days now, and it doesn't seem to be slowing down, despite my efforts of trying to stop it. I've been neglecting everyone and everything around...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 1

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    I lost my virginity when I was 19 and totally regreted it , the worst experience of my life was together for six months and i thought i loved him , my first boyfriend my first kiss...
    JazzyHun24 JazzyHun24 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I've been dating my boyfriend for a couple of years now. When we met, we were both still students but in different countries. And since he was getting this super job he has always...
    softmind softmind 22-25, F Feb 10

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    I've never had much in life, just the temporary company of a few valuable friends that slowly drifted away within time and well, my small family. I hardly, rarely find myself truly...
    WarriorLEHP WarriorLEHP 18-21, F Feb 11

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