I Losing a Loved One

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 25 People

    I Cant Love You Back

    I have tried my best these last months to just pull myself together for everyone and my family. For everyone who needs me I have lost My grandma my whole world has a little girl the women who raised while my mom worked everyday of her life to support my brother and I. working so...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jul 2, 2013

    I’ve never really been a person with strong

    faith. A little over a year ago, my Auntie went in cardiac arrest. I was extremely close to her. She was a second mother to me. So, anyway, we had to play the waiting game to find out the extent of the damage from the cardiac arrest. For the next three days, I didn’t sleep at...
    Mebemolly Mebemolly
    22-25, F
    Jan 4, 2014

    Need Help Dealing

    I am 57 yrs old. My father passed in 2001. I was for the most part ok in dealing with it. Then my mother for years was suffering with alzhimers and was I guess you call it bed ridden for about the past 2 months, and under Hopsice for about the last 6 weeks of her life. She...
    suzz456 suzz456
    56-60, F
    Aug 17, 2013

    Losing A Loved One

    This has been a hard year for me. I never experienced great lost until this last year. I have wondered how people feel inside when they lose a loved one. Well, I lost three! I tried desperately tried to give it to God but I keep falling back down in depression,anxiety, and feel...
    lizardlips82 lizardlips82
    31-35, F
    Apr 19, 2013

    What Do You Do?

    What do you do when you loose your hope, love and care for family and friends? What do you do when you finally break down and accept the fact that your not good enough? What do you do when you give up all your passions and loves? What do you do when you finally realize its too...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Aug 3, 2013

    The Cycle Of Life...

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    alba67 alba67
    46-50, F
    Oct 12, 2013

    Simply Sad

    How do you get this lonely? How do you become this sad? Why have I continued this far? Do they still love me? How much will I cry today? Will someone help me? I miss you. My questions and 1 single thought everyday. I have become so isolated from everyone. The girl they...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jul 9, 2013

    Falling...

    Everything that used to be me is gone has fallen into an empty pit of sorrow. I have been so crushed and broken that now everything I used to be is gone. I look at this girl and I have no idea who she is, where she's going, or what she's trying to do. Is she this desperate for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Oct 20, 2013

    Helping People Grieve

    W hat Grieving People Want You to Know   By Virginia A. Simpson, Ph.D   1. I am not strong. I'm just numb. When you tell me I am strong, I feel that you don't see me. 2. I will not recover. This is not a cold or the flu. I'm not sick. I'm grieving and that's...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom
    51-55, F
    14 Responses Sep 11, 2008

    He's My Bear. Enough Said

    If you have not lost a dog this is not for you... I lost my first dog when I was 18. A beautiful and loving female samoyed. I was very busy with my first year of COMMUNITY college and two part time jobs (white working class family, sue me later) Anyway I had this dog since I was...
    rebelliousnoble rebelliousnoble
    26-30
    Jul 19, 2013

    I Miss This

    Most of my days are spent thinking bout you. The way you laughed those jokes the way you never gave up. You are and will always be a huge part of my life even if now your gone and I will never see you again. Someday though will be my time and I know you will be there waiting for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jan 5, 2013

    Why Did You Leave?

    I know that you are both gone and I understand that but why did you have to leave so fast? I miss you guys so much all I think is that someday I will see you guys again. If I could love you back I would every single day I would love to just be near you hear you say my name hear...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Mar 13, 2013

    Broken Sadness

    There comes days where all I feel is sad. No matter what anyone says, does, or even tries to make me laugh the smile is forced. Its hard when all of your aunts, uncles, cousins, brothers, sisters, parents all think that you alone hate them and want nothing to do with them. They...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jun 22, 2013

    Broken...

    Broken heart if you think realistically it's nothing more than an organ there to keep you breathing and pump your blood somehow this connects to your feelings and is one of the biggest pieces to break down and tear away your everything. If only there was a way to heal this but...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Oct 2, 2013

    In Loving Memory Of Ricky1966...ep Friend

    For those who never knew Ricky..he had his spleen taking out..giving him a blood disease.He was taken to the hospital round a month ago..they gave him 4 pint's of blood...but the blood kept going bad...so they tried some medication...it worked against his heart putting him in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    14 Responses Jun 11, 2013

    The Life Cycle

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    encamino67 encamino67
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Aug 13, 2013

    Do You Hear Me?...

    Do you hear me every night? I tell you I love you both every night. Do you feel how much I miss you yet? Do you see the tears I shed every time I think of you both? Do you see I sleep with sock monkey you got me when I was a little girl because I wanted it so bad? Do you see I...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Feb 17, 2013

    Just wondering if anyone has dealt with a

    similar situation. I am preparing myself for the loss of my grandfather, my biggest hero in life. I grew up 2 minutes away (only father figure i had) and as an adult i moved back so we can be neighbours and i can take care of him and my grandma. He does NOT want a funeral or...
    lazyk lazyk
    26-30, M
    Jun 26, 2014

    Careful To Those You Love !

    We need be careful how we deal with those around us, when every death carries to some small circles of survivors, thoughts of so much omitted, and so little done ----- of so many things forgotten, and so many more which might have been repaired ! There is no remorse so deep as...
    DoMaT DoMaT
    36-40, M
    Jun 27, 2013

    Letting Go

    As a Health Professional, I thought that I had a reasonably good handle on dealing with death and dying. Well with other people's death and dying anyway. It always affected me, as a human soul; how could it not? When it happened to my Mother, all bets were off. She'd had a...
    associatedbears associatedbears
    41-45
    1 Response Jul 23, 2013

    My Grandma

    Well 2 months and 10 days ago I lost my Grandmother to cancer. Pancreatic Cancer. One of the worst cancers out there. One of the cancers you can barely save someone from. One my Grandmother was diagnosed with 2 years ago. Ever since she has left us, it never felt the same. I just...
    GirlWithManyThoughts GirlWithManyThoughts
    18-21, F
    Mar 24, 2013

    Alone...

    All I feel is alone...trapped in my own thoughts going on with the days even though its not the same girl. Growing up was amazing happy life never worried if I was going to loose my family. You promised you would be here forever..right? I know I was little when you told me this...
    Jan 31, 2013

    Memories Fade

    No matter how much I think of you how I spend everyday trying to talk to you I find myself forgetting you more and more. I cant remember your voice, your laugh. Its all missing I try so hard to remember but I cant writing now the tears are falling because of the hurt I feel. The...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jan 7, 2013

    The Worst Kind Of Changes

    Everyone has fights right? Everyone wants to give up at one point in their lives right? Everyone looses the person that means the most to them right? For me on June 3rd 2012 my depression started.. after growing up with my grandmother and staying every night at her house to help...
    BeckR22 BeckR22
    16-17
    Jan 4, 2013

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    This is something so painful that only people experiencing this will truly understand ... I'm from Australia , Sydney in particular I've known this guy since 15 mind you we fell...
    Lydiaaellise Lydiaaellise
    18-21, F
    Apr 21
    This has made me really very sad that this is closing down. It really does violate our constitutional rights in expressing ourselves. People should get lawyers to make this a...
    Alicehath Alicehath
    56-60, F
    Apr 21
    When i was in high school, I thought I loved some one but he did not love me as he said he did. He just wanted to get into my pants and then shoot his load into my vagina. I gave...
    maryhenderson69 maryhenderson69
    66-70, F
    Apr 21
    i wonder if she meant all those things she said.you told me that if you got mad and said hurtful things i should just ignore them because you dont mean them.i wonder if you really...
    lanbanan lanbanan
    18-21, T
    Apr 21
    Ep for me that loved one is u..thanks for being there and because of u i have some friends, with whom i can share my real feelings, can talk to them without giving a second thought...
    MysteriousLion MysteriousLion
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I I love her but she didn't love me back. I think of her consistently and not just when I'm lonely, even when I'm busy midday. I try my best to stop or hinder how I feel, but I can...
    LostHaze LostHaze
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Writing here a final one. I am 44 kg (97 lbs i think) and today I found out that I can not donate blood even though I wanted to. The minimum weight they want is 50 kg...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    Okay my last experience I post will be this.. My last grandfather has passed away.. I have only met him once I think when I was a baby. A week ago I found out he was very ill and...
    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I wrote something long and detailed but i messed it up. So here is a short version because I can't bare writing another one. I loved a boy. We broke up... it was mutual, I didn't...
    sillykittycat sillykittycat
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    I was homeschooled through high school and I was raised by elderly relatives and separate from my brother. I grew up in a lower-middle class environment and was sheltered and as a...
    desertonion desertonion
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    When I was about...10 1/2 and down, I had a good family. I believed we all loved each other. Well. At 10 1/2 my dad got a night job. He always slept in the day. So he didn't spend...
    GodOfWords GodOfWords
    26-30, F
    Apr 19
    nobody has ever showed unconditional love in me. unconditional interest, unconditional care. not even my family. how am I supposed to be loved by anyone if nobody ever loved me?
    maloriemeow maloriemeow
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Goodbye EP!! Feeling sad and desperate because of my past, this is how i got here almost a decade ago Via googling one of the most tragedies in my life, Ep popped up in my laptop...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    I just lost a couple friends of mine to murder/suicude. One friend turned on his wife (who I was also close with) killed her, their children, and then himself. I've lost loved ones...
    BruceWained BruceWained
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I'm the one that will always be there to the end
    slm300 slm300
    31-35, M
    Apr 18
    Unworthiness is the inmost frightening thought that you do not belong, no matter how much you want to belong, that you are an outsider and will always be an outsider. It is the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 17
    Still looking for that one person... you know, the one who likes to talk about nothing, the one who likes to flirt, the one who lives life on the edge, pushing boundaries I know...
    misterbobby803 misterbobby803
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Even though we were friends the whole time, and now we're pretty much strangers to one another.. I wonder if he thinks of me from time to time and wonders what I'm up to. I know I...
    Hipstercatlover Hipstercatlover
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Apr 16
    "She's tired... She's tired of always being the second option, she's tired of trying only to have the guy get bored of her later on, she's tired of short term relationships, she...
    AmityLove AmityLove
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 16
    One of life's twists is the sudden recollection of a memory embedded in my mind. I hadn't thought of her in ages yet today's beautiful Spring afternoon jolted me back to a...
    gnikool gnikool
    56-60, M
    Apr 15
    I have always been afraid of losing people i love, but sometimes, i keep asking myself, is there anyone who is afraid to losing me too????
    SSASAM SSASAM
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Can't believe it's his birthday in 11 days and he's spending it in there away from everyone :(
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 15
    I've been crying my eyes out because in this 2yr relationship I fell in love. I have never loved anyone like that. I didn't care about his background, I didn't care that everyone...
    linzzy linzzy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    I have been married four years this July and it seems like our relationship gets worse and worse every year... he is home long enough to drop the kid off after school then he's...
    scarsofrelief scarsofrelief
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 13
    What do you do after a break up to help ease the pain? I need some help 😩 My roommate just left for one of my ex's parties, it stings. I introduced her to that group, but I'd...
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 12
    Very rare for people to. I'm autistic. I'm viewed as a, well, so much of what I don't want to be that I'm starting to believe them. I seem to draw people close and then I'm not...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12
    Remember Dad , you left on purpose when I was a baby . Remember you said you never wanted a daughter I've never met u but I know u have other kids and I know u don't want to meet...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    8 Responses Apr 12
    2 months today you've being gone only about 7 more months to go. Can't wait miss you so much never thought you could miss just one person this much it breaks my heart that we can't...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    Apr 12
    When you let someone have the power of your state of mind, that’s when you realise you’re in such a dangerous space. Letting them protrude every corridor of your mind to the...
    trying2forgetyou trying2forgetyou
    22-25, F
    Apr 12
    How did I do it. I wasn't in love with you for first few months but the way you loved me and care for me I fall in love with you. As I start falling in love with you. You was...
    rosecr rosecr
    36-40, F
    Apr 12
    i always wonder if i am ever gonna be loved back :(
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    i have had love and i have lost love and in my short life i am even certain in every sense of my being that i did find what most people refer to as "the one" this isnt the first...
    Blt207 Blt207
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 10
    If you can take away one pain from your body what one would it be it can be from back pain to anal pain meaning someone stupid put their p3nis in the wrong hole to a doctor checks...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    Apr 9
    as I look around and see all the people who are truly in love with each other ,sometimes I get kind of jealous I miss the feeling of loving someone but never really felt a true...
    highonheels45 highonheels45
    46-50, M
    Apr 9
    I used to be in an LDR with a guy 12,000 km. away from me before my current bf now. I spent a lot of time and effort trying to make things work even we were apart. I started...
    HomelessSoul HomelessSoul
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
    Had a phone call tonight and he told me he's had a meeting with the tagging people asking him where he's going be tagged and what sort of environment he's going be in when he gets...
    TiffanyJadex TiffanyJadex
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 8
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