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    Broken...

    Broken heart if you think realistically it's nothing more than an organ there to keep you breathing and pump your blood somehow this connects to your feelings and is one of the biggest pieces to break down and tear away your everything. If only there was a way to heal this but...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Oct 2, 2013

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    He's My Bear. Enough Said

    If you have not lost a dog this is not for you... I lost my first dog when I was 18. A beautiful and loving female samoyed. I was very busy with my first year of COMMUNITY college and two part time jobs (white working class family, sue me later) Anyway I had this dog since I was...
    rebelliousnoble rebelliousnoble 26-30 Jul 19, 2013

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    The Life Cycle

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    encamino67 encamino67 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    The Cycle Of Life...

    I'm not fearful of dying or of death. I never have been. But I am fearful of one day getting that call regarding my parents or other family members. I try and prepare myself already mentally and emotionally. But we can never, ever really be ready, no matter how much warning we...
    alba67 alba67 46-50, F Oct 12, 2013

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    Memories Fade

    No matter how much I think of you how I spend everyday trying to talk to you I find myself forgetting you more and more. I cant remember your voice, your laugh. Its all missing I try so hard to remember but I cant writing now the tears are falling because of the hurt I feel. The...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 7, 2013

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    Broken Sadness

    There comes days where all I feel is sad. No matter what anyone says, does, or even tries to make me laugh the smile is forced. Its hard when all of your aunts, uncles, cousins, brothers, sisters, parents all think that you alone hate them and want nothing to do with them. They...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jun 22, 2013

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    The Worst Kind Of Changes

    Everyone has fights right? Everyone wants to give up at one point in their lives right? Everyone looses the person that means the most to them right? For me on June 3rd 2012 my depression started.. after growing up with my grandmother and staying every night at her house to help...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 4, 2013

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    I Miss This

    Most of my days are spent thinking bout you. The way you laughed those jokes the way you never gave up. You are and will always be a huge part of my life even if now your gone and I will never see you again. Someday though will be my time and I know you will be there waiting for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jan 5, 2013

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    Letting Go

    As a Health Professional, I thought that I had a reasonably good handle on dealing with death and dying. Well with other people's death and dying anyway. It always affected me, as a human soul; how could it not? When it happened to my Mother, all bets were off. She'd had a...
    associatedbears associatedbears 41-45 1 Response Jul 23, 2013

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    What Do You Do?

    What do you do when you loose your hope, love and care for family and friends? What do you do when you finally break down and accept the fact that your not good enough? What do you do when you give up all your passions and loves? What do you do when you finally realize its too...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Aug 3, 2013

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    Falling...

    Everything that used to be me is gone has fallen into an empty pit of sorrow. I have been so crushed and broken that now everything I used to be is gone. I look at this girl and I have no idea who she is, where she's going, or what she's trying to do. Is she this desperate for...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Oct 20, 2013

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    My Grandma

    Well 2 months and 10 days ago I lost my Grandmother to cancer. Pancreatic Cancer. One of the worst cancers out there. One of the cancers you can barely save someone from. One my Grandmother was diagnosed with 2 years ago. Ever since she has left us, it never felt the same. I just...
    GirlWithManyThoughts GirlWithManyThoughts 18-21, F Mar 24, 2013

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    Careful To Those You Love !

    We need be careful how we deal with those around us, when every death carries to some small circles of survivors, thoughts of so much omitted, and so little done ----- of so many things forgotten, and so many more which might have been repaired ! There is no remorse so deep as...
    DoMaT DoMaT 36-40, M Jun 27, 2013

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    Need Help Dealing

    I am 57 yrs old. My father passed in 2001. I was for the most part ok in dealing with it. Then my mother for years was suffering with alzhimers and was I guess you call it bed ridden for about the past 2 months, and under Hopsice for about the last 6 weeks of her life. She...
    suzz456 suzz456 56-60, F Aug 17, 2013

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    In Loving Memory Of Ricky1966...ep Friend

    For those who never knew Ricky..he had his spleen taking out..giving him a blood disease.He was taken to the hospital round a month ago..they gave him 4 pint's of blood...but the blood kept going bad...so they tried some medication...it worked against his heart putting him in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Jun 11, 2013

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    Why Did You Leave?

    I know that you are both gone and I understand that but why did you have to leave so fast? I miss you guys so much all I think is that someday I will see you guys again. If I could love you back I would every single day I would love to just be near you hear you say my name hear...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Mar 13, 2013

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    I’ve never really been a person with strong

    faith. A little over a year ago, my Auntie went in cardiac arrest. I was extremely close to her. She was a second mother to me. So, anyway, we had to play the waiting game to find out the extent of the damage from the cardiac arrest. For the next three days, I didn’t sleep at...
    Mebemolly Mebemolly 22-25, F Jan 4

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    Just wondering if anyone has dealt with a

    similar situation. I am preparing myself for the loss of my grandfather, my biggest hero in life. I grew up 2 minutes away (only father figure i had) and as an adult i moved back so we can be neighbours and i can take care of him and my grandma. He does NOT want a funeral or...
    lazyk lazyk 26-30, M Jun 26

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    Simply Sad

    How do you get this lonely? How do you become this sad? Why have I continued this far? Do they still love me? How much will I cry today? Will someone help me? I miss you. My questions and 1 single thought everyday. I have become so isolated from everyone. The girl they...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jul 9, 2013

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    I Cant Love You Back

    I have tried my best these last months to just pull myself together for everyone and my family. For everyone who needs me I have lost My grandma my whole world has a little girl the women who raised while my mom worked everyday of her life to support my brother and I. working so...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Jul 2, 2013

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    Helping People Grieve

    W hat Grieving People Want You to Know   By Virginia A. Simpson, Ph.D   1. I am not strong. I'm just numb. When you tell me I am strong, I feel that you don't see me. 2. I will not recover. This is not a cold or the flu. I'm not sick. I'm grieving and that's...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 14 Responses Sep 11, 2008

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    Losing A Loved One

    This has been a hard year for me. I never experienced great lost until this last year. I have wondered how people feel inside when they lose a loved one. Well, I lost three! I tried desperately tried to give it to God but I keep falling back down in depression,anxiety, and feel...
    lizardlips82 lizardlips82 31-35, F Apr 19, 2013

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    Do You Hear Me?...

    Do you hear me every night? I tell you I love you both every night. Do you feel how much I miss you yet? Do you see the tears I shed every time I think of you both? Do you see I sleep with sock monkey you got me when I was a little girl because I wanted it so bad? Do you see I...
    BeckR22 BeckR22 16-17 Feb 17, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Nov 28

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love, I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore...
    Ummaperson Ummaperson 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    My Mother died and left my brother and I financially well off. She left EVERYTHING to he and I. Both of us struggled financially for years. I had gradually turned things around...
    ObiOneyouremyonlyhope ObiOneyouremyonlyhope 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Spread happiness in the lives of the people you love and make your own life happy too! Send Flowers to South Korea along with Cakes and Hampers from the online shopping sites for...
    koreaflowers koreaflowers 18-21, M Dec 9

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    I pushed her away by acting on my own fears and I don't know if I can get her back. What do I do, I love her and cant live without her. but I am the one that makes her unhappy
    rockafella13 rockafella13 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    I feel so bad for my kids who have already lost their dad. Now they lost an honorary uncle. Christmas just might really suck again this year.
    Rackshack Rackshack 41-45, F 13 Responses Dec 2

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    But I can't.  
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 1 Response Dec 7

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    I woke up to find out my mother had past away when I was sleeping, I was 14. a few years before that, my grandmother. and a year before that my grandfather.
    Bitchenwolf Bitchenwolf 16-17, F Dec 7

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    Tonight at 5:45 PST my dad passed away. I am glad he is not suffering anymore but I'm so sad. I can't believe he's gone :(
    hazeleyedangel68 hazeleyedangel68 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Holidays are upon us, but happiness can't be found. Two days before Thanksgiving, I lost my sister. The day of her burial, my nephew (brother's son ) had a blood clot in his lungs...
    RedXSue RedXSue 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's just happened so many times. Today's events takes the totals up to three in the past three months... Just why??
    sfairy27 sfairy27 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    This applies to all of my loved ones. and, no, I don't mean the fear of abandonment but the fear of losing any of my loved ones to death. It haunts me, especially the thought of...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Dec 3

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I'm losing everyone one by one.
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    Yay! You're now subsequent home heating boiler in your eBay Feed.You will receive e-mail alerts for new listings.From an Electricity-efficiency standpoint appreciable warmth gets...
    William7035cob3 William7035cob3 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 9

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    One side is the sweet and kind me who is always happy and is trying to make everyone around me happy as well, and i will do anything for my loved ones. The other side is like a...
    unidentiffied unidentiffied 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    The only people who tell me they love me and mean it are my parents, no one else.
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    This month, the month of December, have been a very depressing month for me and my heart. The pain keeps on coming every single damn day. I find it hard to hide the pain away...
    prxtxcxl prxtxcxl 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    Today memories came up of a boy I loved very much. I was listening to a song he would always play on the piano and memories of him came flowing through my head. When i met him he...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    There is this guy I had feelings for since I was 14. He used to throw rubber bands at me. I remember one time he told me that" I looked good". In high school, his friends would...
    BrownBeeCa BrownBeeCa 26-30, F Dec 17

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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