I Lost a Baby

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 182 People

    Sweet Babies

    Life is not easy I have had 9 pregnancies I know it seems impossible. I have two living children  16 and 12. I was never on any birth control the dr. said I have an hormone imbalance and would never have any children.  There is a God and he know when it is the time...
    toney toney
    41-45, F
    Nov 7, 2008

    Miracle Jane Espinoza

    IN AUGUST 2009 SOMETIME I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGO AND I WAS SO HAPPY AND SCARED!!!! I COULDNT WAIT TO FIND OUT WHAT I WAS HAVING I WILL ADMITT I WAS HOPING FOR A BOY SO HE COULD OF BEEN THE BIGGER BROTHER AND PROTECT HIS YOUNGER SIBLINGS WHEN THEY CAME!!!! I FOUND OUT I WAS...
    mandyboo077 mandyboo077
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2010

    Still Not Over It....

    Misty LaRae...August 12,1986.  She was a full term stillbirth....her 23rd birthday is in 9 days...and I'm still not over it..... Penny Webb
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Aug 3, 2009

    I Lost My Baby After 3 Months

    I am only 16 but I became pregnant by my ex boyfriend while we were dating. We thought we had the perfect relationship, boy were we wrong. We ended up partialy doing it and he freaked ad pulled out. Well a few weeks later I was late and he found out he totally freaked on me. So...
    militarygf militarygf
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Aug 19, 2008

    I was 19 when I had my beautiful son.

    He was smart... so freaking smart! And gorgeous. With dark eyes and a contagious smile. He was my sun and I a simple planet orbiting his warmth. He was my everything, my universe. He started crawling/Scooting on his tummy around 4 months. He said his first word at 6 months. We...
    EliseDF EliseDF
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jan 13, 2014

    Gracelyn Sue

    It's hard to believe its been 6 1/2 years since this happened. Gracelyn Sue would have been born somewhere around December 6, 2007. I was 17, my gf at the time was 18, 6 months older than me. We were in high school, and nobody told us that antibiotics render birth control...
    pag089 pag089
    26-30, M
    Oct 28, 2013

    Such a Bad Place

    I got pregnant when i was 20 years old and i was in a really bad place.My boyfriend at the time didnt care about me and was very emotionally abusive...not really physicallyabusive but he liked to push me around... it really sucked...he would always tell me hoped something...
    fallen4love1120 fallen4love1120
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

    History Repeats Itself And Crushes You When You Least Expect It

    My wife and I suffered multiple miscarriages before we had our first healthy son.  This was followed by my second son who suffered a crippling brain bleed and they told us that he would not survive...but if he did he would be barely functional.  They were wrong.  He is alive...
    evolving2010 evolving2010
    36-40, M
    May 12, 2011

    Claire The Bunny Baby

    She looked like me, she was as beautiful as the moon, shined bright like the stars, she had my voice, and her fathers toes, her eyes were brown, as brown as sweet chocolate, she would of been fun♥ I would like to share my story, everyone who knows me knows the story. A young...
    IvannaQuinn IvannaQuinn
    22-25
    1 Response Jul 27, 2012

    Fifth Angel Baby -

    After finally having good fortune with our son, we decided to try again just 1 more time in hopes of possibly giving him a sibling. We started trying in August 2013 and again got pregnant right away. Due to all my previous losses I decided to wait a little while before announcing...
    meihua75 meihua75
    31-35, F
    Nov 17, 2013

    Let Go Of What You Love, And If Its Meant To Be, It Will Come Back

    Today, I saw who would've been the father of my unborn child, Marilynn Nicole, may her innocent soul rest in peace. But, at first, I didn't even want to say hello to him; he left me one month into my pregnancy, then came back my third month, left me again, and five months...
    Alannamarie Alannamarie
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013

    First Angel Baby -

    The first time we tried to get pregnant was after coming back from out trip to visit my husband’s family in China 2006. Due to the medicine I take for my MS we have to actually plan getting pregnant, because I’m not supposed to be on the medicine when I do. We started trying...
    meihua75 meihua75
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2011

    Ember Faith

    I lost my daughter, Ember Faith, almost three years ago, actually closer to two and a half. She was 9 months old and died of SIDS. It was devestating. There's nothing that can prepare you for losing your baby. It put me in a deep depression for a while but I try to be strong even...
    taylormarie1993 taylormarie1993
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2012

    I Was Waiting For You To See The World.

    I had written this poem for my child, when she wouldve been born. Rest in piece, Marilynn Nicole, mommy's little girl. Hello my angel, Today you were born. Hello my perfection, soon you will learn. The world is cruel, and you will go through school. But my love, I will be there...
    Alannamarie Alannamarie
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2012

    Third Hope

    After losing Kylee we decided we should wait a while before trying again. So we waited until after the New Year 2009. We started trying again in January and since my last 2 pregnancies happened on my first try, we just assumed that we would get pregnant again right away, we were...
    meihua75 meihua75
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2011

    My Little Angel

    This is hard for me. I don't know if it will help, but it cant hurt any more than it does. I was pregnant with twin the last time. This was my third time and I knew some what was going to happen. The way I found out was a total surprise. I had been on that shot for almost...
    Bansee Bansee
    36-40
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2009

    Fate has been very cruel to

    both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named Audrey who was born in 2009 and we needed her to have a sibling. She is a perfectly healthy girl who still enjoys our love and...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 11, 2015

    Twins

    I was young and pregnant. 16 to be exact and I got pregnant with twin girls. It was a difficult pregnancy with many problems .I was in the hospital a lot. Then on Christmas eve I went to the hospital for premature labor. I can honestly say they did every thing possible to try and...
    lukeshort lukeshort
    46-50, F
    1 Response May 22, 2013

    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight
    31-35, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    I Lost My Angel At 31 Weeks Pregnant

    i was 31 weeks pregnant so excited about it everyone was i remembar when my boyfriend was spending weekends with me when ever we went to bed he was always rubing my belly we had our baby kick so hard everyday then on the 29-04-2010 i had pains then me and my mom went to sonar...
    nombuso nombuso
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 6, 2010

    I'll Love You Forever

    This isn't my baby that died, tt was my brother's. Nayeli was an 11 month healthy little girl! She always had a smile on her face & was the best baby anyone could ask for. She was born with some type of problem. I think something to do with water in the brain.(Nothing too...
    Psychlover16 Psychlover16
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2011

    Tenley Denise

    My ex husband and I, welcomed Tenley Denise to our family in October of 2004. She was beautiful, perfect and healthy. She joined us and her big sister Rosaline. Our family was complete. A little over two months later, we lost Tenley to SIDS. Everyday since then I have had to...
    KerstinMac KerstinMac
    31-35, F
    Oct 4, 2013

    Dear Little Eric

    Son I lost you at 21 weeks pregnant I was 16 when I got pregnant and your daddy and I had lots of fights about you but it was only because we were so young I want you to know you will always be part of our lives even though your daddy is a little man ***** he loves you and always...
    KIki309 KIki309
    16-17
    Sep 6, 2012

    Forever In My Heart, Never In My Hands.

    I was 19, he was 21. We both were virgins. We had talked about having kids since we met, so when we decided to have sex we werent going to use birth control, i had stoped taking the pill. After our first time together, he looked at me when we were laying there and jokingly asked...
    ttlisaof2 ttlisaof2
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 15, 2012

    I held her in my arms.

    I can still feel her weight. I can remember her smell and how soft and tender her skin was. She opened her eyes and looked at me. Little did I know that after that brief moment, I would never see her again. My sister gave the gift to experience the birth of my niece. After 3...
    starstruck83 starstruck83
    31-35, F
    Aug 16, 2014

    My Last Moments As A Mom

    I'm having surgery in 2 hrs. I found out yesterday I have a tubal pregnancy and one of my Fallopian tubes needs to be removed with my fetus. I was only pregnant 8 weeks but I have already become attached to the idea of being a mom. Life really sucks sometimes.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 23, 2013

    Mother To Now 14 Angels..

    Ive always had difficulty holding pregnancies..my only living child is my 3rd pregnancy..this last one was the hardest..after 13 miscarriages i said no more!!..and there was no more..till.Christmas eve of last yr..i had been sooo busy with everything that i had forgotten about my...
    acarmody28 acarmody28
    31-35, F
    Jul 30, 2013

    I Lost My Beautiful Baby Girl

    It was my first pregnancy and I was over the moon. I really never imagined anything bad could happen... I remember day dreaming about what he or she would be like. Running though a million names with my husband nearly every day. I counted down the days until my gender ultrasound...
    Lisagood02 Lisagood02
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 18, 2013

    Little Surprise -

    After losing the 3rd baby we decided to try again the next January, but I was actually feeling pregnant again in November. I figured it was just my imagination because we weren’t even trying. Well, the night before Thanksgiving I became incredibly ill, diarrhea, vomiting, and...
    meihua75 meihua75
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2011

    So it's been nearly 5 months

    since I lost my little boy at 35 weeks pregnant. I still can't get over it, I don't know what to do with myself. I am so jealous of anyone else having babies, I can't stand to look at anything to do with babies. When will I stop feeling so bitter towards people who are pregnant...
    LauraCBeaumont LauraCBeaumont
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2014

    Marshall

    My beautiful boy left us on the 24th of December 2001 , can't believe it's nearly 10 years ago . The pain has eased but never the wondering . What would he look like now , his voice or how his hugs would feel . How would he have fitted into our family .It's the future he had...
    certifiable certifiable
    70+, F
    1 Response Aug 7, 2011

    Something not many people know about me is

    that I've actually lost two of my babies One a miscarriage and the other a stillborn. I blamed my self for the longest time and it took a while for me to forgive myself but at the same time I knew that if I had brought those babies into the world I wouldn't be able to give them...
    DiamondsandRoses DiamondsandRoses
    16-17, F
    Dec 29, 2015

    Im 16 And My Boyfriend Is 15 And We Lost Our Son Aiden At 24 Weeks And 5 Days R.I.P Aiden Kenneth

    It was 2-10-2013 Sunday morning i woke up fine i did the normal get up go p and then go find something to eat. Well i went back and layed in bed and the i started to get this bad pain in my stomach and back. so i got up and told my mom. she said to go lay in the tub. so i did...
    RIPAiden RIPAiden
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 4, 2013

    My Aliyah Angel.

    Aliyah Elaina Munoz was my daughter she was born on March 1st 2012 at 10:28 am via C-section. When I was 5 1/2 months pregnant they found something that didn't look right on the Ultrasound so I was sent to a bigger hospital in Charlotte. At first I was scared and didn't know what...
    Aliyah3112 Aliyah3112
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2013

    My Little Angel Baby!

    26th August 2013 has to have been the worst day of my life.. That was the day my second pregnancy came crashing down on me, it had been a perfect second pregnancy up until then, I was due 1st October with my second little boy. On the night I had the worst pains ever so I thought...
    LauraCBeaumont LauraCBeaumont
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 11, 2013

    Stop Telling Me Youll Hve Enougher Baby

    how does this help "oh sorry you lost your baby 22 days ago and having her funeral on saturday itll be ok tho youll have enougher baby" how does this help me! yes fair point i might have enougher child but it will never be the baby i lost it wouldnt replace the baby i lost it...
    maystribe maystribe
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

    Its Been a Year

    So at the end of this Month it will have been a year since I lost my baby...and I cant keep it from running through my mind...It makes me feel lost and lonely! The time last year was crazy and miserable and amazing all at the same. Its a year later and I feel blah...I...
    fallen4love1120 fallen4love1120
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 3, 2009

    I haven't gotten over losing my baby.

    I found out I was pregnant July 4th 2013 at 13 weeks I found out my baby heart had stopped beating.. It was extremely hard because it was my firs pregnancy and I really wanted to keep the baby.. I've gotten better at dealing with it but I still don't know how to deal. It makes...
    dontquoteme2014 dontquoteme2014
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 29, 2014

    I was so excited. I was 9 weeks

    and started to bleed. I had a D&C on Dec 17th. It was surreal, everyone is so happy celebrating while my heart is breaking. My fiancé and my father have been so cold about it. The only one that hugged me and expressed sorrow was my boss.
    mcrn96 mcrn96
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 28, 2015

    On december 17 I dound out

    that I lost my baby at two months pregnant. I know to some this may seem trivial because I wasn't very far along but its not my first loss in fact its my 3rd. I have lost one a little boy at 5 months and also one in march of this year at only a few weeks. I just feel so low and...
    laurenb123 laurenb123
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

    Baby

    My first wife miscarried while we were stationed in Germany
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    56-60, M
    Sep 17, 2011

    Kylee Ann -

    We decided to try to get pregnant again in September 2007. My husband had given up on the idea of starting a business and was now just working at USANA, which made me happy to know that he would be around for this baby. Like with our first pregnancy I started feeling pregnant...
    meihua75 meihua75
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2011

    Twice

    I lost a baby girl dec 28, 2006. she lived for 15 mins. one year and one day later dec 29, 2007 i lost a baby boy. he lived for around 4 hours. it was a devestating time for me and even harder the second time. all everyone would tell me was that "everything happens for a...
    brishness brishness
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 7, 2008

    Lost My Baby At 22days Old

    I'm only 16 years old but i fell pregnant last year and had a beautiful baby girl a week after my 16th birthday! I had intended to carry on with my schooling doing work from home till I felt ready to leave my daughter in my mum's very capible hands! Going to school...
    anonymousnwanted91 anonymousnwanted91
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Jul 29, 2008
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