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I Lost A Dear Friend

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 18 People

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    When i was at school i had a really good friend called Autumn, she was awesome, she had a wicked sense of humour, always made me laugh. She was a pretty quiet girl but had loads of friends and everyone liked her. Life was alot harder for her than her friends because she had...
    HeadphonesVocal HeadphonesVocal 26-30, M 1 Response May 12, 2011

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    Always Right, Rarely Correct

    Vibrating, the name of a very dear friend flashing the caller ID on the screen as my midnight shift at the mill was just ending. Blinded by the early morning sun as I exited the building to take the call.  based on the timing alone, my heart of hearts knew this was a distress...
    mmob mmob 56-60, F Jul 30, 2013

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    I Lost My Friend :(

    I got logged out of my account and I can't remember my password and it's not showing up on my email!!! I was talking to my new friend I JUST met! Ugh I tried everything and I can't get in (I'm typing from my friends account btw) if ur reading this message me plz! It's me! HBB15
    APHC1 APHC1 16-17, M Oct 30, 2013

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    Not so long ago I lost a very near

    and dear friend to a freak racing accident. He as more like a brother to me than anything. He was a mentor, a shoulder to cry on and a push when all the odds were stacked against me. He never let me quit when the going got tough. He was the one that got me started in dirt track...
    Fingermyp Fingermyp 18-21, F 1 Response May 18, 2014

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    This morning our friend passed away. During the night I had a dream that he had passed and to wake up this morning turning off the alarm clock, I looked at my phone to find a text...
    Lavender007 Lavender007 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 5

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    I've lost quite a few close friends.. I had a girl that I first met in sixth grade. At first, her and I were enemies. We would argue, and we thought that she lied, but I decided to...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I have lost one of my closest friends because off there decision that they have chosen to take and follow up with that I know that someone for 13 years come the 29th of this month...
    angle98 angle98 16-17, M Jan 6

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    As I sit here contemplating it all, I just cannot believe that I have lost someone whom I have cared very deeply for here on EP. I respect that my friend must leave I guess? And I...
    allsfinebime allsfinebime 51-55, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I've been discarded by 3 people so far. People who I thought were my friends. Losing a person who you thought was your friend can hurt, but it also makes you value your true...
    SerSean SerSean 18-21, M Jan 1

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    She said she can't be friends with me anymore. I was a bad friend I guess. Now I'm starting to realize that I have no one and I will not have no one if something doesn't change...
    littlemissrainy littlemissrainy 18-21, F Jan 15

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    One of my really good friends seems to always start drama involving my ex. This past time, at least the third time drama has started, she sent me a picture of my ex flipping me off...
    Jg5432 Jg5432 18-21, F Jan 15

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    Pretty sure she is gone now. i feel devastated. I don't have any real family and very few friends. I pushed her away and now i feel so dead inside
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    So when a friend must go, ending all communication forever, for very good reason, one should be supportive and understanding. I'm just mad and hurt. Dammit.
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses 46-50, F 9 Responses Jan 15

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    i feel like all my old friends just don't care about me anymore
    CAVASaMA CAVASaMA 13-15, F a week ago

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    I still don't understand. Yesterday he was just fine, even as funny as ever. The next thing I knew, he was gone. Just like that. Worse, he was murdered. I kept thinking, while we...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M Dec 25, 2014

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    I met someone here on EP and we started talking so much, i was starting to like her a lot, now it seems that she just closed her account, i don't know why :( please come back Niki
    LakerBall99 LakerBall99 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    This is the loneliest I've ever been in my life and it's causing great anxiety and restlessness :( Advice?
    SULIC SULIC 22-25, M Jan 12

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    But I got him back! He was a dog at the shelter I work at and he was there for over a year for various reasons and I fell in love with him. He was brimming with confidence and had...
    steelers7fan steelers7fan 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I don't even know what to put here. Just, ugh. Yet again. Someone shoot me please.
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    "And no matter how good you might feel, Shawanda still hates you for who you are. And now, so do I. You are completely alone, and you still act like you're the big badass you try...
    JustAQuietGirl147 JustAQuietGirl147 16-17, F Jan 17

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    IT came as a shock, a relative of his texted me on a social site. I thought my leg was just being pulled. It was new years day. The bad part is he was younger then me and we...
    hoganhopper hoganhopper 51-55 1 Response 5 days ago

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    He was my age. We grew up together. Met when we were kids. Same boarding school, same class. So many years. Married, planning on having kids. Participating in councils and meetings...
    PanicTheManic PanicTheManic 22-25 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I hurt a dear friend of mine very much today by my unintentional but thoughtless actions. I just want to take this opportunity to tell him how important he is to me. He is sweet...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I finally met her after 6 months delay. We were supposed to meet up back in June 2014, but for some reason it did not happen. I met her last week and she was even greater than I...
    meemo70 meemo70 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Dear friend I want to share with you my experience with the mental health services in the uk I'm a dark skinned woman of Asian appearance .people often assume that I'm an Indian...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My dear friend of almost 30 years died this week from a heroin overdose. He was the love of my life the first few years but the party never stopped for him and I couldn't live like...
    pkkitty pkkitty 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I never thought that I'm able to see someone else but my love.  I met my dearest one, who knows everything about me and knows how broken my heart it is.  He knows every details...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am constantly surrounded by people. Friends here, friends there, friends everywhere. But are they true friends? Certainly not. I have been thinking about some of the actions some...
    nightstar123 nightstar123 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Maybe by posting this I will feel better because I am getting things off of my chest and may find some type of closure. I said goodbye to someone that I truly cared for because of...
    Bittersweet73 Bittersweet73 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    i lost my friend i lost my gf i lost my happiness i lost my confidence i lost my heart i didnt lose anything else bcuz i dont have anything else
    ImALoner13 ImALoner13 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    It's true , I've lost some friends....but none that I want back .
    Sombraa Sombraa 36-40, F Jan 12

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    Lost a "friend" who was my only female friend. I realized now how hard is for me to make female friends. But I suppose is because im a little tomboyish. Still, any girl who has the...
    Mikaela1920 Mikaela1920 16-17 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    Easy to say, but someone can be disrespectful to you over and over and over again...and we keep holding on. My once best friend is one of the meanest people to me, he abandoned me...
    JanetHime JanetHime 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    seven years ago i lost my dad to suicide ..befor he died we had a row.. i miss him loads !!>>>then 3 months ago after a row with my boyfreind i to lost him to suicide the last...
    jenjenni jenjenni 22-25 57 mins ago

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    I'm a motivated person who wants to lose 30 pounds..but I would like someone or even a group of people to keep the motivation alive!! I'm 5'2 and weigh 148 (lost two pounds this...
    NotVibrant NotVibrant 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I lost a dog recently. He was such a sweet and gentle pet,... a friend.. a brother to me. RIP Milkshake. I will miss u dearly...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 1

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    To my dearest PixiePat.... Today I just bought a new Pixie charm from Pandora to remember your love,kindness,care and true friendship from you since...
    teachocolate teachocolate 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 5

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    At this time my words are dry and tears have soaked my face.I have no very eloquent things to say.I MISS MY MAMA.I MISS MY ex Best FRIEND.I miss other good people who are not in...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Jan 6

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    Dear the person who hurt me: thank you. I was your best friend of five years and you made sure to diminish my self confidence every day. Thank you for teaching me that people aren...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets 16-17, F Jan 16

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    Wow this is like, the third story I've written today. cx Anyways, I guess I just got a sudden inner panic attack, where I feel like i need to organize all of my thoughts, but I...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I had a dream that I found R. I was so totally overjoyed and so excited that I attempted to jump into his arms. The shock and confusion, even hostility, that he looked at me with...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    Timeline part 4. And the story continues. Leave it to me to make the simplest things as complicated as any novel. After Caryn's death I continued to live and work as before. My...
    bcvegas4u2 bcvegas4u2 66-70, M 3 days ago

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    hey, This is my first post so please bare with me.. She was my best friend.. her name was Hannah. we used to hang out a lot together, smoking, and having laughs.. she would...
    Shadow6six6 Shadow6six6 22-25, M 17 hrs ago

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    Before I begin positing about my experiences, I'd like the world to know where I am at and where I have been. After my father passed away in 1994 (I was 2 and my sister turned 1...
    SamRoberts3 SamRoberts3 22-25, M Jan 14