I Lost a Friend

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    Everyone talk about how hard break ups are

    but what about losing a friend? it's like a part of you have died. And you gotta do with all these little things you know about the other person? should I keep it bottle up and wait for someday to meet again and bring it back? only to found out the other person change and now...
    OrangeCaramel OrangeCaramel
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    I hope I can find her again,

    I hope I can find me again. Stars, Perfect, Love. Magic, Robin. My friend.
    LovingDead LovingDead
    26-30, M
    Apr 21, 2016

    I miss you :) And I still think about you.

    Always. Just want to say this though I know you won't be able to read this anymore.
    Asurina Asurina
    22-25, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    Damn...... It's sad, I'm gonna miss her,

    she is like coolio but I can't do anything to stop her, hope she has a nice life....
    Melotellixx Melotellixx
    18-21, M
    Dec 2, 2015

    I had an internet friend

    that I knew for about 2 years. Until she commit suicide. We would play video games together via skype and talk about our feelings. It was only for the last 6 months I learned that she was heavily depressed. I tried and cried and begged her to not commit suicide. But her family...
    1Cancer2Drums3Czech 1Cancer2Drums3Czech
    16-17, M
    1 Response Nov 3, 2015

    he doesnt talk to me

    or reply my messages anymore. we used to talk almost everyday on phone and even call each other. now he doesnt even reply to my message. i couldnt stand it anymore so i just deleted everything and block him, to let it go.
    Via990 Via990
    Jun 1, 2015

    Family of Kyle. Fly high angel,

    gone but never forgotten. We will miss you so much and I'll never forget all the memories we had together, they will be with me forever. You will be the brightest star. I hope you've enjoyed your send-off, it was such a good one. Sleep tight Kyle. RIP.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 12, 2015

    I thought they were special.

    I was wrong. Its sad.
    fairone fairone
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Feb 20, 2016

    Tomorrow, June 21, it will be a year

    since you left us. One whole year. I still to this day haven't wrapped my head around all of this. I'll never forget the day. I wish I could have seen your goofy self graduate with everyone in our class this year.. Everyone misses you so, so much.. rest easy, Sloan. 💕👼
    Biersack Biersack
    18-21, F
    Jun 20, 2014

    I grew up attending a small private school.

    There were 63 of us in my grade and many of us were together from 1st through 12 grades. Like probably most anywhere we had our clicks and social circles but somehow I have always thought off my classmates as a second family. We probably spent more time together in school then...
    bens4200 bens4200
    46-50, M
    1 Response May 26, 2015

    This is my experience dealing with someone I

    thought was and would be a close friend, it's a true story : In my first semester in college, I had the pleasure of meeting what I initially thought was a cool girl and we quickly bonded. She introduced herself to me as Emma (fictitious name), a girly-girl type of person...
    TarikP TarikP
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 3, 2015

    I have had to say goodbye to 2 friends in less

    than 24 hours. I hate when this happens. Don't worry, they are still alive. They are just dead to me. I am so disappointed.
    Fatherofthedaughter Fatherofthedaughter
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Nov 7, 2015

    Goodbye Suzy! I received some news today that,

    from the moment I heard it this morning, has me barely holding back tears, and often failing to hold them back at all. Someone I was very close to in high school, my wonderful friend Suzzanne, died this past week. Though we haven't been close in a very long time this news has...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Apr 3, 2014

    A couple of months ago I had a friend

    that i have known since I was in kindergarden, but I haven't seen him since elementary school. He passed from a tragic bike accident. All my other friend were very upset after hearing about it so they post condolences on Facebook including me. I'll remember him RIP
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000
    16-17, M
    Aug 27, 2015

    She became one of my bestest friend in junior

    high . But when we became friends in highschool and graduated we lost each other out of nowhere she changed alot she betrayed me with one of my new friends that i had , she wouldnt talk to me but my new friend i had she wouldve talk to her , she wouldve talk all kinds of bad...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 13, 2015

    The day after Chistmas,

    2014, my friend Linda, her sister at 7 years old, her 9 year old brother, and both her parents died in a fatal car crash when they were traveling back home from visiting a friend in another state. All of them except Linda died instantly when hit by a semi-truck after her father...
    nightcreature15 nightcreature15
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 3, 2015

    It's not like I'm surprised,

    but it's not like it didn't affect me. People pretend to care about me, and it truly sickens me when I have to find out this way. If you don't care about me, just tell me. Preferably tell me very soon because, from the way all this is going right now, I'm not gonna be around...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 25, 2016

    I had met a new friend soon

    after moving to Texas. We enjoyed hanging out and had a lot of things in common. He called me one morning in a desperate situation and I was there to help. I got him home safely and offered any assistance he needed. I sent a couple of "checking on you" text that day as I was...
    Bambam2011 Bambam2011
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    I had a friend pass away yesterday.

    He had diabetes but it seemed to be under control. He went to be perfectly normal, but never woke up. He was only 27. I am still in shock and my thoughts are everywhere. I have a very good grip as far as what happens when you die, but it doesn't make it easier. I'm sorry...
    Pilotbob75 Pilotbob75
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2015

    August 29th 2013, 15.

    15—15.50 Him: Unconsciousness. Me: Whirlwind of emotions. Him: Resuscitation. Me: Forlorn hope. Him: Unmoving. Me: Helplessness. Him: Lifeless. Me: Chronically sad. Him: Gone. Sorrows are revived. Me: Farewell, friend ... Me: Hollow. ... Him: Perpetual darkness...
    Etherealinsanity Etherealinsanity
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2014

    Today one of my closest friends on here killed

    himself... Or at least he told me he was going to (now he won't reply and is to online so I'm assuming) he was the most depressing person I have ever met, and I loved it ! He was nice and a great guy, he was just very lonely... :( he made me realize that I shouldn't be...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 3, 2014

    How do you cope with losing a best friend?

    I've lost friends to suicide, arguments, drama. But not once have I lost a friend to them breaking a promise. One of my best friends ever (I trust her completely, she's never talked **** behind my back, she's 100% honest and real), promised me a few months ago that we would get...
    songwrxter songwrxter
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2015

    a girl in my class recently commited suicide.

    I know it wasn't my fault but every single day I go to bed weighed down the with guilt that I could have done something to help. i didn't even know she was unhappy and I keep expecting her to walk into school laughing at us for being so stupid. but I know she's gone
    0fizaa0 0fizaa0
    Sep 18, 2015

    I lost my best friend,

    my "brother", the one that taught me how to skate, how to fight... at 10 years old, he was 11.. Love you Keivinn, always. And i lost a lover, a best friend, the one who helped me being ok with you who i was, who i am, the one who made me discover what love is. She was 16 and i...
    jardougall jardougall
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2015

    I went to her funeral today.

    I stayed the entire time for her. She was cremated, so our Lieutenant carried her ashes down for the service. If I would have saw her body in a casket I would have balled my eyes out uncontrollably. I'm still shocked about her death. I even had a dream about talking her out...
    moose73630 moose73630
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 8, 2015

    I have lost three....

    car crash (sixth grade), Cancer (9th grade), Suicide (9th grade)
    PrinceNeko PrinceNeko
    18-21, F
    Jul 13, 2015

    Thursday I lost a friend a man I really

    respected and had taught me alot. He was the was a very interesting man. I had bought part of his bussiness and had started to rebuild it from his son. I may not have as strong of a work ethic as him or have his ideas. He taught me what work was. how to not give up. I remember...
    livelife920 livelife920
    36-40, M
    1 Response Feb 13, 2016
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    An Old friend of mine was hit

    and killed by a car on December 18, 2015. I just found out I don't know how to feel, I feel horrible for her family and all of her friends. But I am not sure how to feel. I am sad but I just cant feel anything else. Her and I go way back when I was 15 her and I dated and then...
    clnj clnj
    31-35, M
    Dec 21, 2015

    I Learned Yesterday That My Friend Died

    In the mail yesterday, I received a thank you card from my friend.  Her first words in the card were "Well, I've gone now!"I spoke to her one week before Christmas, and I knew that her time to leave this physical life was near.  We discussed that it...
    sweetmix sweetmix
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2010

    I hate when you lose friends you have known

    almost all your life, just because they have new friends now! I hate that we used to be so close and now it's like where forced when we talk.. It sucks! I know I have changed a bit, but that doesn't mean I don't still care! :( sorry guys rant over!
    Rachael95 Rachael95
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2014

    Why did you have to go

    so early babygirl. Everyone was asking alot of questions, i just want you to know that we all love you very much and you are at peace now. Keep brandon smiling and you two watch over all of us...i will always have a place in my heart for you Taylor May Davis...i love you RIP...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2015
    YoungMalik YoungMalik
    16-17, M
    Aug 27, 2015

    Where did I go wrong.

    I lost a friend. . . -How to save a life: The Fray
    Unknown23513 Unknown23513
    18-21, M
    Feb 24, 2016

    My friend Boxy died on the 17th August.

    He was a good friend and I'll miss him. The thing is, I havent cried at all. I didn't cry when my nan died either. I don't know, I just always look at the positives. I didn't go to his funeral and in all honesty I don't think I'll ever go to a funeral. The way I see it is; I'll...
    Skin0Man1 Skin0Man1
    22-25, M
    Sep 3, 2015

    Her Flame Went Out, She Didn't Die.

    I believe seeing death from, the last few minutes before the body gives way, are life-changing for many who witness it. In Hinduism, the body is put on a funeral pyre and it slowly reduces to ash. I find it a very violent way of the last rites taking place, so electric...
    Amyrah89 Amyrah89
    26-30, F
    Aug 13, 2010

    Donating blood is better

    than donating time to people who do not even care about you...
    Unknown23513 Unknown23513
    18-21, M
    Feb 25, 2016

    So when a friend must go,

    ending all communication forever, for very good reason, one should be supportive and understanding. I'm just mad and hurt. Dammit.
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    Losing a friendship is the worst thing,

    all was find and then nothing.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 24, 2015

    Its almost five years

    since I've lost her. I still think of her from time to time. She's a person I'll never forget.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    I had a wonderful friend

    who works at one of the restaurants near my apartment. We had met back when she interviewed for the job there, nearly three years ago now. From that point on we were like two peas in a pod. We enjoyed the same music, saw life in much the same way and I found her general attitude...
    calthouse01 calthouse01
    Dec 19, 2015

    she deleted her account.

    we were good friends.she didn't even told me that she is going to delete her account :(
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2015

    Minutes silence for Kyle was

    so hard. Fly high my angel.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 13, 2015

    RIP Kyle, gone but never forgotten.

    Sleep well, fly high.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 12, 2015

    Finally, I decided to write those words,

    because I was hesitating at first, trying to convince myself that everything is alright between me and my best friend, Today I can say that I officially lost my best special friend. My father, we used to have a special bond, we were beyond the father and son relationship, we...
    eMpTy7 eMpTy7
    22-25, M
    Dec 24, 2015

    My friend passed away this morning,

    I was at school when they told me,never thought I'd lose her, shocked and I still can't believe it :'(
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 15, 2015

    Best Friend - Gone :( - Updated -

    I am so, so sad. It must be my fault - something I said, something I wrote - but I don't know exactly what. I am a stupid idiot for ruining the most special, valuable thing in my life. Loosing the friendship that was sustaining my motivation to move forward in life. Carelessly...
    MAXwho MAXwho
    46-50, M
    Apr 7, 2013

    I am uncertain but I think I lost a friend.

    I have been worried about her all day and I just don't know what to think. I haven't a clue. I am trying to stay calm but I know something has changed or happened. I have a horrible feeling building in me. I wish I knew how to feel.
    december2010 december2010
    41-45, T
    5 Responses Jul 16, 2015


    five years today you left us i still cant believe your gone you where sweet kind never had a bad word to say about anybody the day you left is still fills  my head you where standing there talking to hoshi then you just collapsed  hit  the floor i jumped to your side screaming...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn
    22-25, M
    10 Responses Jun 1, 2011
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