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I Lost A Loved One To Aids

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    Watching A Loved One Lose Life

    Hi, My name is Nichole. I lived my life as any 21 year old female would. I had a great life, had a off and on relationship with my mother and was learning how to life on my own. I loved my father although I barely saw him because he had a very strong addiction to heroin all of my...
    NicholeFletcher NicholeFletcher 22-25 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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