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I Lost A Loved One To Aids

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    Watching A Loved One Lose Life

    Hi, My name is Nichole. I lived my life as any 21 year old female would. I had a great life, had a off and on relationship with my mother and was learning how to life on my own. I loved my father although I barely saw him because he had a very strong addiction to heroin all of my...
    NicholeFletcher NicholeFletcher 22-25 3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

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    I woke up to find out my mother had past away when I was sleeping, I was 14. a few years before that, my grandmother. and a year before that my grandfather.
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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
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    But I can't.  
    EarthlingWise EarthlingWise 41-45 1 Response Dec 7

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    Tonight at 5:45 PST my dad passed away. I am glad he is not suffering anymore but I'm so sad. I can't believe he's gone :(
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    It's just happened so many times. Today's events takes the totals up to three in the past three months... Just why??
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    I lost her when i was 7, that was 8 years ago. It really doesn't seem like it's been that long since i heard her voice or since i was safely wrapped in her arms. I lost her to...
    lorenbee lorenbee 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 19

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    To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever..... The pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes... This hole in your heart is the shape of the one you...
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    One side is the sweet and kind me who is always happy and is trying to make everyone around me happy as well, and i will do anything for my loved ones. The other side is like a...
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    My Dad passed away at home on April 30, 1993 from a heart attack!!! What a shock to arrive home from work and find that my father had died!!!.....I was 28 and living at home at...
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    The day I lost my father I lost love....it doesn't exist anymore...the selfless ,pure,warm love one a dad can show..nobody else...rest everyone who tells me they love me have some...
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    i lost my friend i lost my gf i lost my happiness i lost my confidence i lost my heart i didnt lose anything else bcuz i dont have anything else
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    I am in my 20s and have moderate to server hearing loss in both my ears (I am also tone deaf). I just recently (within a year) got hearing aids for the first time. I could never...
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    My grandpa...the only one that meant anything to me out of my blood relation. I never met him until I was 13. We weren't super close, we didn't visit often, but I could completely...
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    One at a time please and I will make you all mothers.
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    And perhaps I still do and maybe I always will...but for the first time in my life I think I'm gonna be okay, I use the ache of the loss to drive me to a better place. I hope that...
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    Yet another night alone but I have a husband. How does one know when it's time to call it quits and get a divorce...He is always out on 'business meetings' till 5/6am the next day...
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    Just one conversation..... It just took one conversation, the one we had the other day and all the memories are brought back again.I remember all the moments we shared, the laughs...
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