I Lost a Loved One to Suicide

i remember me waking to find my mom in the kitchen making breakfast so happy like nothing was wrong... Then my dad came home. Not that i hated my dad but it was the news a brought that was hurtful... My dad never really came home from...

My father committed suicide when I was a baby. I spent a long time resenting that. Now I see it from his point of view. I can't quite forgive but I accepted it.

He was our oldest brother, my hero, and the sibling I was closest to - my touchstone. I knew he was an alcoholic and getting sicker. I just didn't know what to do since he wouldn't talk to me about any of it. I guess...

I lost my father 5 years ago.....

It is still so hard to cope, due to no closure, why did he take his own life? here is his story of his life until his death.

My father had the grunge biker look, tattoo's, mustache and ball head. But...

When I was 11 my mother died to suicide and apparently it was due to schizophrenia, I had a hard time as kid coping with it because no one told me what it was and what was going on with my mum. I knew it had been happening but she had...

I lost my mum to suicide on the 13/04/2012.. my mum was my bestfriend and losing her has been so hard. Not seeing her everyday like we used too. The pain still hurts in my chest and tears flow most days thinking of her.. miss and love...

His name was Joey, I met him at the beginning of my sophomore year of high school. We shared English and World History together, and I noticed him noticing me. Every time I looked at him he was looking at me. He was cute in that sloppy...

On March 15,2009 my life was changed forever. At around 5:30 I received a frantic but confused call from my uncle. Just as he was asking me if i had heard from any other family members that day my cousin cindy was on the other line. I...

I'll never know what could've been. I'll never know if it could've been prevented. Hell, I'll never know what would've been if she had told me the truth. But. Right in this moment. Here. Now. I know that I'll never see my father again...

simple as that. It absolutly sucks. I hate that he left a mess for everyone else. I miss him and want him back.

When I was twelve my older brother was sixteen. He was getting bullied in school and it was hard for him. He always came to me to cry to because I was younger. It was hard watching him go though that but I thought he would be alright...

i'm missing my dad today. well honestly i miss him every day, theres no way to get around it, he's gone. but its days like these, when one small thing happens- or in this case something huge- that effects me for the worse, or the better...

My husband... charismatic, brave, loving and a wonderfully wonderful father and provider lost his battle with his inner demons April 7th 2009. We were together at 15 married at 20 welcomed a beautiful baby girl into the world at 21 and...

Nadie los escuchó
ni tu lloraría
ni la pistola.
Nadie lo sabía
ni tus secretos
ni el dolor de tu alma.
Hoy tu dolor es mío.

I wrote this poem in Spanish on the 5th anniversary of my daughter's death, partly to signify that I...

Dear Mom,
I will always love you even though you nearly killed me once. I never would have wanted to see you leave so soon. Even when at times I felt like you didn't love me, I knew deep down that you did. You left to early. I wanted to...

When I was 16, my brother of 18 took his own life by hanging himself in our garage. I was the last one to talk to him. Not only did i lose my Brother that day, I lost my best friend, a father figure, and my positivity in life...

Chris I love you, and you'll never be forgotten. I know we weren't dating for long, but I still love you. I always will. Yes you acted like everything was fine and told me you were okay, but I'm not mad. I'm just sad.. I miss you. I...