I Lost All My Hope And Faith

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    The beat of my heart,

    thumping and smashing against my rib, is the reminder of God's hammer pounding on the walls of hell the day he built it as our eternal resting place..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    I was raised a Christian.

    I always tried to do the right thing, accepted the Golden Rule (still do), prayed regularly. I thought I had a path, a role in life, though it was unclear, I assumed it would be shown to me, or I was at least living it. I have been so lonely, so ignored, my feelings and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    Im breaking down. There's only

    so much **** a person can take before they either go crazy, not give a ****, or just lose faith. Well sometimes I feel like I'm going a little crazy, my kids rely on me too much to not give a ****, but the last one.. Losing faith. I've always held onto that word. Faith that...
    Jess7787 Jess7787
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

    I can taste insincerity,

    it rot in my mouth in the explosion of unwilling kindness...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 5, 2014

    My Biggest Fear

    Everyone has a fear maybe it's spiders, snakes, etc. But my fear would fall under losing the one I love, and dreaming, after my friends death I began to dream of him, how he died, I felt as if I was connecting with him so I slept all the time, until I had a nightmare, I walked to...
    cookierawr9 cookierawr9
    13-15
    Jun 19, 2010

    Do you hold on for what looks like is never

    going to happen or do you move on? Trouble is both paths look like a dead end .. I can't live without you.. So far I let you go because you knew it was for the best I could never just be "the other woman" I have my pride even if the shadows cover me even if I'm at the bottom of...
    missunknown26 missunknown26
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    I Have No Hope For Humanity Left.

    So this morning, a local radio station was taking request for throwback Thursdays. Whoever won will be given a $50 gift certificate. I put Mmbop by Hanson since it was the first thing that came to mind (being born in 90's) and then another guy started posted how he said he hates...
    torturedfreak torturedfreak
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2013
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