I Lost An Ep Friend

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    This time, I lost a very dear

    and long-standing EP friend. She had said that she was likely to leave as she had other things going on in her life. I understand. Still, I will miss her very much.
    HStoner HStoner
    51-55, M
    Sep 26, 2014

    We shared pieces and parts of ourselves

    and I knew it couldn't last forever, a bond between two very different people with very different lives. But logging on and seeing Deleted where her user name used to be in my message box is just so sad. Is she OK? Did I do something that led to her leaving? I'll probably...
    mickitg mickitg
    46-50, T
    1 Response Aug 25, 2015

    I've only been on here 2 weeks,

    but there was a lady I got along with real well, we always had answers 4 each other's questions that were appropriate (serious, funny, sarcastic etc...). We had a couple of chats (no not dirty), I was able 2 pick up on that she was rebuilding her life after divorce, working a...
    St0nerspud St0nerspud
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    Two Friends Lost

    Two very pleasant ladies, Ayne and DianeofSherwood, have disappeared from EP. I miss them. I guess I have to accept the risk that they weren't whom they presented as, but I tend to doubt that.
    HStoner HStoner
    51-55, M
    7 Responses Feb 22, 2011


    The truth is how do I have any friends to begin with...I am a lunatic but still now and then some one comes along and friends me. I meant it stop it now. I can't deal with people but I can't turn them away either. They might have seen one of my post and thing oh that was...
    solarregeneration solarregeneration
    41-45, T
    Jul 23, 2010

    Not Sure What Happened

     I have been on EP in less then a week.  During my time here someone became very special to me and I alway looked forward to talking with her.  She was the kind that I felt I could share anything with.  She told me she had strong feelings...
    denverguy denverguy
    36-40, M
    18 Responses Jun 21, 2009

    I Wish I Didn't Have to Join This Group ...

    A lot of thinking going on here today.  I am shocked and upset at the revelation that my good friend Eaudoux is leaving EP.  I understand that he wants to respect his wife's feelings about the time he spends and the material he looks at on here.  I guess that's...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Sep 27, 2009

    Around 3 years ago I became friends with an

    amazing guy using another app. He told me all about EP. We became very good friends on here. Then he dropped the "I love you" bomb on me, I got scared and then I deleted. This is a regret I live with right now. I feel like his still here under another name. I just want to talk...
    BreakingTheRules BreakingTheRules
    36-40, F
    Feb 9, 2016

    The first time I downloaded this app I've met a

    great friend he was an older guy mid 30's , I don't quite remember his username but we messaged each other daily & have had great conversations He was really depressed , his wife filed for divorce so he barley got to spend time with his kids & also his job was headed down the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 2, 2016

    He vanished. No trace.

    Could be just a product of my imagination. Please hand me the Kleenex. He was such a good person.
    VinylEyes VinylEyes
    70+, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2014

    Perhaps I Was Naive. . .

    At least that is the impression I get from some. Is it really so unreasonable to expect that someone you've been close with online for years wouldn't just disappear with a click?In a way, I feel foolish for being so hurt by it. But another part of me feels like--Hey! We were...
    EvesHarvest EvesHarvest
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2012

    Very unfortunately, another female EP friend

    has vanished from EP. This one I will really miss. I don't think it was anything which I said or did, but how can I really know that? This one hurts.
    HStoner HStoner
    51-55, M
    Jun 4, 2014

    Yup....Her name was Anna.

    She really helped me out through some pretty tough times during 2014, but she was also a real joy to talk to. Sucks I won't ever hear from her again. She was one of my first friends I made on EP, she left so unexpectingly. I mean, we were close to an extent. Not too close, of...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 20, 2014

    I lost many EP friends

    when I shut down my account. I need to find a few of them again.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 20, 2014

    I remember when I first joined EP,

    I had a really good friend. He was sweet and funny and NOT perverted at all, and I used to stay up chatting with him. Then some time later, he just disappeared. I think he deleted his account because I couldn't find our conversation anywhere no matter how many times I checked...
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 2, 2015


    Another EP friend has completely vanished. I recognize that EP requires the suspension of disbelief to work. Like a film or a play, one pretends that the people here really are what they say they are and one plays along. Nonetheless, when someone completely disappears...
    HStoner HStoner
    51-55, M
    8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

    Gettinby and Leafwindblown

    this is just so sad.. their accounts were already deleted.  i've never really noticed it till now. i know that they may have a reason for leaving EP.  there is no permanent thing in this world anyway, but it pains me to think that i've yet again lost two of my...
    SweetAppleBlossom SweetAppleBlossom
    26-30, F
    16 Responses Jun 24, 2009

    From Jlt To Iol

    It was the best of times and it was the worst of times when arguably the most storied friendships of mine on EP came vividly to life. We met by chance through shared stories and what seemed like shared values. It progressed and evolved to the realm of daily life, sensuality...
    deleted deleted
    Apr 1, 2011

    Where Art Thou, Jing?

    Well I made a very good friend called Jing. I uused to mostly just talk to people on the chat part of EP but Jing was never on the chat part so I could only mail her. She added me and I sent her a mail saying hi, and asking her where she was from etc. I felt like I really got...
    SDuWarriorInf SDuWarriorInf
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 24, 2012
    OddButResilient OddButResilient
    46-50, M
    Feb 10, 2016

    I met this girl who is 18 right now.

    I told her my embarrassing and weird habits and preferences, and she told me I should not be afraid to be open about those stuff. But now she deleted her account for, god knows. Maybe she was being perved on by some 40 or so year old guy.
    Profweird Profweird
    22-25, M
    Jun 2, 2015

    Oh Ep!

    We used to message everyday exchanging very very long messages! :)) Talking about everything and even pretty personal stuff, and when we are not on EP, we would message on FB, but suddenly she disappeared in here, actually  I know she can't get on EP much and I also know she...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2012

    Several Actually

    I guess ppl come and go. Some I still keep in contact with while others are never heard of again. It happens and that's part of life. Not a happy feeling but we move on I guess.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Mar 1, 2008

    In fact I think or should say more then one.

    Suppose they wasn't my friends from the start. I'm a human being not some helpless *** troll. Thought I lost my pw but I didn't. Retrieved it from a pile of old passwords. It's been years since we last pass words. As time went by, appearantly my friendships were withering away...
    Onli1Pebbles Onli1Pebbles
    46-50, F
    Jan 13, 2016

    Thinking about her a lot these past couple of

    days... she was one of the first people I met here on EP, and one of the closest friendships I'd ever had. WM, I miss those hours we spent chatting away... there's so much that I'd love to tell you today - but I guess that won't be happening now. I wonder how you got on with...
    LoneSouls LoneSouls
    31-35, F
    Feb 2, 2016

    I only knew her for a short time.

    But I was falling for her fast. She had a beauty that she didn't see in herself.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    He Deleted His Account....

    I just lost an EP friend.. His name is palecowboy (real name is James).. I think he deleted his account because everyone doesn't replied his stories.. Anyone know him? If you know him, can you tell me his e-mail?
    18-21, M
    May 24, 2008

    I used to have conversations with this really

    nice guy but because of family problems I was forced to block him and I am so sad
    deleted deleted
    Jul 23, 2015

    It appears that another EP friend,

    with whom I communicated a lot recently, has vanished, leaving no word. Oh well.
    HStoner HStoner
    51-55, M
    Sep 11, 2014
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