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I Lost An Ep Friend

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    He Deleted His Account....

    I just lost an EP friend.. His name is palecowboy (real name is James).. I think he deleted his account because everyone doesn't replied his stories.. Anyone know him? If you know him, can you tell me his e-mail?
    SHIKARASU SHIKARASU 16-17, M May 24, 2008

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    I just came back today

    after putting my account on vacation for 4 weeks as I was living in a remote place with no internet, to find that one of my most valued friends on EP has deleted her account. We were so close, and I promised to contact her on my return, and I am heartbroken to find all our...
    princessalison princessalison 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Gettinby and Leafwindblown

    this is just so sad.. their accounts were already deleted.  i've never really noticed it till now. i know that they may have a reason for leaving EP.  there is no permanent thing in this world anyway, but it pains me to think that i've yet again lost two of my...
    SweetAppleBlossom SweetAppleBlossom 26-30, F 16 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    Yup....Her name was Anna.

    She really helped me out through some pretty tough times during 2014, but she was also a real joy to talk to. Sucks I won't ever hear from her again. She was one of my first friends I made on EP, she left so unexpectingly. I mean, we were close to an extent. Not too close, of...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 20

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    From Jlt To Iol

    It was the best of times and it was the worst of times when arguably the most storied friendships of mine on EP came vividly to life. We met by chance through shared stories and what seemed like shared values. It progressed and evolved to the realm of daily life, sensuality...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 1, 2011

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    Not Sure What Happened

     I have been on EP in less then a week.  During my time here someone became very special to me and I alway looked forward to talking with her.  She was the kind that I felt I could share anything with.  She told me she had strong feelings...
    denverguy denverguy 36-40, M 18 Responses Jun 21, 2009

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    Shed

    As the majority of my 'older' EP friendships erode and dissolve, I can't help but wonder was the fault mine in having questionable standards? I shall explain: a true real friendship can survive with or without terabytes, gigabytes and megabytes. The bonds are strong enough to...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 10 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Well

    The truth is how do I have any friends to begin with...I am a lunatic but still now and then some one comes along and friends me. I meant it stop it now. I can't deal with people but I can't turn them away either. They might have seen one of my post and thing oh that was...
    solarregeneration solarregeneration 41-45, T Jul 23, 2010

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    Oh Ep!

    We used to message everyday exchanging very very long messages! :)) Talking about everything and even pretty personal stuff, and when we are not on EP, we would message on FB, but suddenly she disappeared in here, actually  I know she can't get on EP much and I also know she...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28, 2012

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    Didn't mean to offend her ,

    now I miss talking to her.
    girlyboy42 girlyboy42 41-45, T 2 Responses Jun 20

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    Where Art Thou, Jing?

    Well I made a very good friend called Jing. I uused to mostly just talk to people on the chat part of EP but Jing was never on the chat part so I could only mail her. She added me and I sent her a mail saying hi, and asking her where she was from etc. I felt like I really got...
    SDuWarriorInf SDuWarriorInf 31-35, M 1 Response May 24, 2012

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    Perhaps I Was Naive. . .

    At least that is the impression I get from some. Is it really so unreasonable to expect that someone you've been close with online for years wouldn't just disappear with a click?In a way, I feel foolish for being so hurt by it. But another part of me feels like--Hey! We were...
    EvesHarvest EvesHarvest 51-55, F 4 Responses Feb 23, 2012

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    I lost many EP friends

    when I shut down my account. I need to find a few of them again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Several Actually

    I guess ppl come and go. Some I still keep in contact with while others are never heard of again. It happens and that's part of life. Not a happy feeling but we move on I guess.
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F Mar 1, 2008

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    Two Friends Lost

    Two very pleasant ladies, Ayne and DianeofSherwood, have disappeared from EP. I miss them. I guess I have to accept the risk that they weren't whom they presented as, but I tend to doubt that.
    HStoner HStoner 51-55, M 7 Responses Feb 22, 2011

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    Very unfortunately, another female EP friend

    has vanished from EP. This one I will really miss. I don't think it was anything which I said or did, but how can I really know that? This one hurts.
    HStoner HStoner 51-55, M Jun 4

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    Another

    Another EP friend has completely vanished. I recognize that EP requires the suspension of disbelief to work. Like a film or a play, one pretends that the people here really are what they say they are and one plays along. Nonetheless, when someone completely disappears...
    HStoner HStoner 51-55, M 8 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    I Wonder Who Left!!

    Last night I got a new friend,that made my friends count 60 even.Today I'm back down to 59,I checked my list to see if it was the guy who became my friend last night but he's still there.I checked my list to try to figure out who left but I can't figure it out.I think I'm going...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F Nov 27, 2008

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    I Wish I Didn't Have to Join This Group ...

    A lot of thinking going on here today.  I am shocked and upset at the revelation that my good friend Eaudoux is leaving EP.  I understand that he wants to respect his wife's feelings about the time he spends and the material he looks at on here.  I guess that's...
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2009

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    I Lost Some

    I lost some ep friends; I do miss them. I wish some will come back. I am starting to get immune to friends who leave ep; it doesn't hurt that much anymore but it still makes me sad.
    LittleLena LittleLena 36-40, F Apr 28, 2012

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    Many people have told me that honestly sharing so much about my life online can be dangerous and can put myself at risk to online predictors. But here's something they don't know...
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    Got the news this morning. One of my childhood friends passed from cancer last night. RIP my friend
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    I lost her... Again. The first time she left was back in October I think because me and her boyfriend had started talking and became like brother and sister. She left and I cried...
    talia13 talia13 16-17, F Jul 7

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    Despite my friendly and nice guy image I show to people, I have always kept myself private that is why I'm actually misunderstood as an outgoing person. I'm actually shy and I don...
    luigigreene luigigreene 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I just lost my best friend,she told me I'm not the same person I was and that is true, I'm really depressed and sad lately. I have a lot of problems and she didn't know about them...
    FUFLOOTA FUFLOOTA 13-15, F Jul 10

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    So I'm on the road AGAIN to losing weight. Always tell myself that it's better to do something than nothing at all. So in two weeks lost 7lbs. My husband was really supportive but...
    helensave helensave 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Sometimes guys just cant get what others women can, like little nuances that only occur between a woman and her friend. I mean, its not like you can eyeball a hot guy and then tell...
    MissusBrightside MissusBrightside 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    I think that was the hardest thing I have had to do in the last little while... One of my dearest girl friends has been dating a man for the past year - it hasn't been the best...
    ASubsNeed ASubsNeed 41-45, F 1 Response 41 mins ago

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    My EP friends mean everything to me , it's true , i would be heart broken if i lost one of them , especially one who has always been there for me who i thought i would get to talk...
    Theworldismyhell Theworldismyhell 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm glad this page is here with so many like minded people, it helps to get things off your chest like this. I recently have finished college and feel so relieved that im now more...
    ACasperWayofLife ACasperWayofLife 18-21, M Jul 9

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    I lost Nico. We had a powerful connection and I loved talking to him. He was so funny and sweet and he was always trying to help me be a better person for my little nina (girl...
    ChristiBoo2014 ChristiBoo2014 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    When I was 7 years old, I lost my dog. It was very hard since he was my best friend, he was getting to old (17 years old). When I was 12 years old, I lost my great grandfather...
    HorseBeauty HorseBeauty 13-15, F Jul 8

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    I've had some dark days in the 25 years of my life and this summer some new ones were added to that. I watched my mother die of cancer at 16, and within a year after her death, I...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F Jul 9

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    i lost my 3 year long gf and just lost my best friend for good just the other day and im just so confuse about it all and idk what to do with it and i recentally just started to...
    woota woota 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I lost a friend. I lost someone who loved the whole world unconditionally. I feel like ****, I feel like I didn't try hard enough or show him how much he actually meant to me. His...
    needemerise needemerise 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M a week ago

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    I love someone and would give the world to have her, but..... I'm in such deep love with someone, and I cannot shut her out of my mind, not even for a second. I wake up several...
    aldream221 aldream221 31-35, M a week ago

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    Hello EP users! I honestly allways wanted to know where i can find people who had it tough in life. For example women who never had a good and pretty boyfriend , so like in my case...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So my ex best friend prank called me at 1am telling me to go burn in hell and die well **** him I might just go do that live with that guilt you c*nt I just don't get what...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    First I trusted an *******... And for that I lost my crush as a friend... And now my best guy friend is dead.... Guys don't talk to me I'm bad news for you :'(
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I miss her so much... We used to be like a twins and now??? We didn't talk each other more than 2 months... She totally lost her interesting about me.. I have so many things what I...
    trulywords trulywords 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I have married from about year,but at the first early of my marriage my husband told me that his friend that i know she was 8 years ago his ex, but after that they become friends w...
    kad110 kad110 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I lost my friend a couple days ago to a virus he was only 12 years old and he didn't even get to finish his life he was the most important thing to me I never got to tell how I...
    kdub13 kdub13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Well she was my best friend on Ep...she's fun to be with...she can be arrogant and moody at times..but she's one of the nicest persons i met on EP....but she's been avoiding me...
    jusanotherguy jusanotherguy 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I remember we were playing hide and seek on the garden we were laughing and trying to catch butterflies! =) There was a man that mad at me because of I running on the grass =) I...
    Jaqiem Jaqiem 16-17 Jul 15