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I Lost Child to Acute Myeloid Leukemia

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    I'm not altogether sure we are supposed to have lifetime intimate relationships with our children. I am estranged from my son AGAIN for the seventh time. He is 46 yrs old. I have...
    Ub12 Ub12 61-65, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Lost my girlfriend. It'll be a year in December. She sufferes from depression and she cut and it hurt me watching her go through that. When she lost her twin brother, a close...
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 16-17, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    So many of friend have children . I cannot conceive and have tried ivf but to no avail. I cannot grasp how much love goes between a mother and a child even though I see it everyday...
    Emmergale Emmergale 56-60, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My little brother on the left has got leukemia which I have heard can kill him he is only 8 and he is my world honestly he doesn't even know he has it and we always talk about...
    freelikeabutterfly freelikeabutterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    10 years ago my Mom died of leukemia. All I have are photographs and memories and the memories will never fade. I love you Mommy.
    SweetSillySusan SweetSillySusan 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm almost 34 and believe I am a Crystal Child. I've always known I was different from others around me. The first time I remember Spirits speaking to was at 4 years old. At around...
    Enokian Enokian 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 16 Responses Sep 2

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    Words Can't Express.... Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and...
    Blackbarbie27 Blackbarbie27 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I'm lost and I'm afraid. I'm scared of what has happened and I fear what may happen. Every single day I have dozens of macabre scenarios flashing through my mind. I see the people...
    iKitKat iKitKat 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    Past lives... If you have lived before, forget about this life for a second and think about how many kids you could have possibly had in previous lives, and how many children you...
    Futuete Futuete 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    1997........when I was 19 I lost my Mum to cancer, I was just about to start my A Level finals and head off to Uni when she was diagnosed with lung cancer but then died 3 days...
    aronpaul8778 aronpaul8778 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I'm 62 - I now hear how many grandkids? At 23, I was seeing a fertility specialist and was told I can not have children. OK, we'll adopt. No problem. In fact, childlessness...
    GreyLadyBird GreyLadyBird 61-65 Aug 30

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    It really sucks losing your opposite sex parent. Guys don't fair well without mom girls without dad. I lost my mom at age 2-3. She was run over by a drunk driver. What made it...
    SadDumbBlind SadDumbBlind 31-35, M 4 Responses Sep 1

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    I was 18 when I met X, we'd been dating only 4 months when we found out I was pregnant. It was a big shock but we were prepared to do this together, even though we came up against...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I lost my baby august 11 . I was really depressed and in a bad place about even being pregnant for the second time at 16 so that's one factor of how I lost he or she. It was weird...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I am 49 years old I am in the middle of my second failed marriage I have been disabled since I was 38 years old but did manage to hold my head above water until recently I have 3...
    smitttyd smitttyd 46-50, M Aug 29

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    Let me begin by saying I don't truly hate her, but I wish I had made a different choice years ago. She was a beautiful baby. Green eyes and curly dark hair. Like the porcelain...
    melyrz504 melyrz504 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    being blessed with such a rare talent, you could have been one of the best running backs ever. Adrian (all day) Peterson... You are a sick man. Abusing your two sons ESPECIALLY...
    Spencaa92 Spencaa92 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When the lost need to be found, they need a light to run to. I am the Light of the world, run to me, says Christ. For those who are with me will shine like beacons in the storm to...
    Duncan98 Duncan98 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I'd be lost without my catS. I was a rescuer of homeless cats. I didn't go looking for them, they came one by one by one.... I have 12. :-0 ...yup.. omg! But you want to hear a...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder because of him.......my mom divorced him when I was 7. I was devestated...that was my dad. My hopes went up after a while- he...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    At about 4:30, July 12, 2012 my phone had 2 missed calls, but I was playing a competitive game of ladder ball with my phone charging on the deck on silent mode. It was boys against...
    nco706 nco706 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I wonder how would it be if they have lived too, my life would be so much richer for my little children, and they would all have each other. My starting-to-be-verbal daughter asked...
    greycells greycells 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Until now, I have felt completely lost when it comes to understanding certain aspects of my significant other. We are in a committed, long-term relationship, and I love and care...
    nic225 nic225 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    My name is Jessica I lost my mother to suicide May 17 th 2009 but wasn't found until the 19 th . It still feels like it just happened yesterday she left behind her three children...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F Aug 27

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    When I was born I never got to see my mother's face, all I ever knew was I took her surname, Austins. About two weeks old, rumours say my mother left the family, I never knew how...
    ZADoubleMesser ZADoubleMesser 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 1

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    One my my earliest memories and most vivid is from when I was 4. It was a year or 2 after my parents divorced and my mother was in a downward spiral. Her boyfriend moved in with us...
    ausofbounds ausofbounds 41-45, M 4 Responses Sep 1

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    I lost my beautiful baby boy at only 14 months. They said undefined. How is that possible? It's either SIDS or somthing, but every test they took gave no results. Said it would b...
    msmendiola122 msmendiola122 22-25, F Sep 2

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    Most painful experience ever! Im so sorry about your losts:(
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    An open letter Dear Marie It's been 5 years now since you've past away. I still haven't seen your gravestone. I've heard it's beautiful - just like your soul. You might don't...
    Lindadk Lindadk 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Soooooo...I have a male friend that was close to me for very long time. We were friends for four years and know so much about each other that it was more than exciting to me to...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Sep 10

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    I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, this is after a very bad manic few months and time in a psychiatric unit. I lost my children and my husband. I am on the road...
    Fastheart14 Fastheart14 31-35, F a week ago

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    I am a very mature and responsible woman with a lovely husband and lovely children. I do what is expected of me, and I do it better than needed. I'm always there for everyone who...
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    In college, I was a model student. I am a president of various organizations,I was active at school and I work hard. I was always chosen to be the leader, never the follower. My...
    itachiuchiha07 itachiuchiha07 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    brokenhope4ever brokenhope4ever 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Who & where is God? What perfect being creates an imperfect world? Why does evil exist? How does an all mighty powerful creature hide from a mere germ in a enormous galactic solar...
    Mind3Body Mind3Body 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Proposal Statements for New Project Orphan Children Home (Lila Foundation) About Orphan Children Home Every child is born with promise and potential and all it takes is for...
    bibek1 bibek1 26-30, M Aug 29

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    I absolutely hate getting lost. It's something that might take a while to get out of and you don't know how long it will take to get out of it. Well, I got lost at one point. And...
    DiamondAlexander DiamondAlexander 13-15, M Sep 6

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    I feel so lost that my body actually hurts from the confused emotions. I feel so lost I have no clue wether to smile or not when someone tells a joke or simply smiles at me. I feel...
    bohoemmers bohoemmers 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Ive been ******* myself since I was about 6 and then having constant sex ever since I lost my virginity i love it
    jesskitty420 jesskitty420 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Numerous thanks for the task effectively done. We are certainly proud of our shutters. Your technician is a wonderful employee, very Expert.Thieves under no circumstances danger...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Granny I'm really gonna miss u! You've left your mark on me... It's hard to believe this time has come, leaving me with flooding memories from the time I was a little girl. I would...
    Jadedlace Jadedlace 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 27

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    (sixty two sqm) are roomy, individual wood bungalows over the beach with a partly open up-air toilet and an attractive watch of your lagoonThis was our 2nd check out in two years...
    Jewelgzr Jewelgzr 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I haven't spoken to my 32 year old son in 4 years. I still cry about it, especially during the month of the "sentinel" event. I still can't believe it actually happened. We'd...
    confusedinmanyways confusedinmanyways 56-60, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    This is me at 2 years and a half - my parents separated at age 3 or so - and was sent to stay at my grand mum , it was the first time I had suffered depression , missing my parents...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Aug 30

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    As it pours and I strangely have no more tears, my Daughter is marrying and I am not welcome. I lost my daughter's, I have 2 to parental alienation syndrome. They were so young...
    dysthimic dysthimic 41-45, F Aug 31