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I Lost Child to Acute Myeloid Leukemia

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    I have twin girls born in 1988. My marriage was highly abusive and after 7 years I had to get out. I had custody until they were 13 then because of a comment that was disrespectful...
    trish03 trish03 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I had the scariest dream that I was bleeding and lost the baby.
    beckabreakmyheart beckabreakmyheart 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Last summer was the last time I saw him full of life and healthy. That September he was diagnosed with a rare, genetic but not hereditary cancer. Nobody in the friend group knew...
    kalleyboe kalleyboe 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I’m feeling really horrible at the moment so prepare yourself for a rather depressing story. I just really need to write to my heart’s content right now, so I’m sorry if it...
    thatgirlwithapen thatgirlwithapen 22-25, F Jul 13

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    I almost lost my virginity just now. It was awesome, but I don't think I was to **** her, btw I'm 16 and she was 18
    DildoFaggons DildoFaggons 13-15, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I'm most likely going to have to go live with my grandparents or be put in foster care or something. I don't want to be anywhere near my father he is the cause of so many of my...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    experiences, questions, confessions dreams, and white boards. There is too many ways to share and get confused here. I am sort of lost
    Ashadypast Ashadypast 36-40, F 8 hrs ago

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    :/ So confused/lost...
    Dawb183 Dawb183 13-15, F 1 Response 20 mins ago

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    I have two wonderful boys and two girls. I had my first son when I was 20 my second when I was 22, When I was 24 yrs old I had my first daughter and my last when I was 29. In my...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I was only 18, my family life was dysfunctional and I was homeless. I was raped in a homeless shelter but kept the child because I was alone. When I met my son's father he had...
    mamabear1976 mamabear1976 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Technically I lost it before even turning 18 (obviously). I had planned to wait, but there was one thought that got in the way of it: "What if I regret giving someone my virginity...
    ForgottenCelestria ForgottenCelestria 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    For DayDay and Sagey abducted back to Finland in December 2003. In January 2003 my abusive Estonian husband kicked me and my 3 children(14,10,&8) out of the marital home(after...
    IStillGotIt IStillGotIt 41-45, F Jul 10

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    I am appalled at parents these days. How they lack even the slightest bit of willingness to raise their kids. Instead they lay down rules and laws designed to keep the kids under...
    venusdi venusdi 70+, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I have lost a child and it was a horrible thing. I do not walk about it much but thought maybe a forum like this may help me or at least someone else out there. I was approaching...
    Chicgeekgal Chicgeekgal 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I am a 25 year old single mother of 3 children under the age of 7. I have a low paying part time job (the first one i've been able to find in 3 years) and my own vehicle. We lost...
    KayCoffie25 KayCoffie25 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    Yes, I'm talking about religion. My family contains a mixture of Buddhists and Christians, so I grew up respecting both (if not, all) religions. Heck, I think I was ready to slap...
    Serendipiity Serendipiity 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    There's so much that I missed out On growing up. When people ask me if I remembered that one show or movie or song or actor/actress from long ago I'm dumbfounded. 95% of what they...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F Jul 3

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    I was a Christian for most of my childhood. During the last year of high school and for the next several years post graduation I fell into a deep depression. I couldn't figure out...
    HVVENEZIA HVVENEZIA 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 4

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    I was a very beautiful child, my dad was away and I grew up with my mom, so I was a little feminine and therefore I attracted many molesters. I have been molested so many times...
    takemetherenow takemetherenow 26-30, M Jul 5

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    I feel like my inner child is lost deep down inside my thick heart walls of protection
    trappedartistsoul trappedartistsoul 26-30, M Jul 14

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    I lost a great deal of faith in the "church" over the years. Being pushed into it by my parents didn't help much either. "Start children off on the way they should go, and even...
    RedScythe RedScythe 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I am a bit frustrated right now with the 13 y/o step daughter and electronics. 2 xmas ago I got her a Iphone 4s, by March she had dropped it and broke the screen, She had an IPOD...
    warlords1973 warlords1973 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 15

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    Most people don't join this "club" until well late into life. They have the pleasure of knowing and having their parents around for many years. My father died of Melanoma 6 months...
    blovedsmle blovedsmle 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    So back in 2006 my mother ended up getting ill. She wasn't feeling and refused to go to the doctors. You see mom was a very stubborn woman and I'm pretty sure I get that from her...
    LifeOfaMarineGirlfriend20 LifeOfaMarineGirlfriend20 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'm 23 years old, turning 24 soon and I don't know what I want to do with my life. I don't know what kind of career that I want to pursue. I'm working part-time but I mostly just...
    randomobscurity randomobscurity 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    My fiancé and I are both survivors of child sexual/psychological/physical abuse. We both have also been raped by previous partners. I think we found each other because we could...
    HandWritten59 HandWritten59 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I lost mama and I so miss her. I still love her a lot, and it's hard to go on without her. Sometimes it's terrible. I don't believe cancer killed her, her time in this worldly word...
    Meryaz Meryaz 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I meet a girl named Nicole in fifth grade, we had the same classes . I got to know her and I found out that she was a foster child along with her siblings. She was always dreaming...
    mckenziegibson mckenziegibson 18-21, F Jul 19

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    7 years ago I lost my grandmother . The woman who raised me since I was born . She was all I had , she saved me from my mother and father .. I was only 12 when she died but she...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F Jul 19

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    This kind of allegation once made is hard to beet and so it wold seem even harder to recant for the alleged victim. But for the supposed offender there is only that you are in...
    memyselfamdi memyselfamdi 46-50, M Jul 19

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    September 2010: Sometime this month, without knowledge, I conceived my second child. I was living in Dodge City, KS with my ex fiancé and his son. We were constantly fighting and...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My brothers gone...sorry if this is long but it's what happend. My names Nevada and I'm 14. I'm the only girl my parents have, I have four older brothers. Declan is 21, Jackson is...
    VadaDrewSeventh VadaDrewSeventh 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I didn't think I would. Boy was I wrong. My childhood wasn't the easiest. She was not a good mother. When she got sick, I was the one that stepped up and helped her out. Yet, I was...
    AuntieShani AuntieShani 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was always the one who got pick last on the team the one who always got made fun of and the only one who cared I was that kind of kid who just cared I actually cared too much no...
    fredy8721 fredy8721 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    This is the first time in my life I will ever be sharing my story. It all started when I was 13. My parents were on meth from when I was 6 months old till I was 13. So yes at time...
    Keishahamilton Keishahamilton 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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    Uncle Gary. Stage 4 pancreatic cancer. It had spread to his liver and lymph nodes. He died May 18 2014. He has three children. My younger cousins. Kara 10, Adriana 8, and...
    cat13wolfjb cat13wolfjb 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    From an early age I can always remember my mum drinking, I remember that horrible smell of stale alcohol and cigarettes on her. As I got older it got harder for me because I felt I...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    My mother was a right character. On one occasion my sister and I had incurred the maternal wrath and were lined up for what she deemed the necessary punishment over her knee. After...
    Jilly53 Jilly53 56-60, F 2 Responses Jul 2

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    What are we running for? Where is this finish line we are urgent to cross? What if it is a slow climb? Each rung is a pause to new terrain. We pass through each step from scratch...
    weepingveil weepingveil 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    There's days that I feel lost. No where to go or turn to. Not knowing what's the out come sometimes I feel alone in my life having hundreds of relatives that love and adore me. Yet...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 5 Responses Jul 3

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    From 5 or 6 years old my dad best me up and raped me. And would always say I was a waste of space and compleatly useless. This happened till I was nearly 11 when I went to the cops...
    misaka12 misaka12 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    My high school friend was sentenced to 20 years for injury to a child. I hadn't spoken to him in years but I know him. I can't believe he would do that. He loves kids. They say he...
    mybadwhereami mybadwhereami 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    Currently my cat is my only friend. My older sister has recently moved out to her own apartment meaning that I am the only child. It is rather boring without her. Luckily my cat...
    DamoiseauDynavolt DamoiseauDynavolt 16-17, M Jul 7

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    Wow, I'm a 52 yr old woman soon to be 53 and no children. Just like so many of us on here I am bitter and wish so badly for a child even at this age. Not going to happen I suppose...
    Texxy Texxy 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Well I have been married for 3 years.. Don't know why I married him I guess I loved him then, now u just feel like nothing. He doesn't pay attention to me, whenever I'm sad he...
    pzjekt pzjekt 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Pixie was a 3 year old chawawa wiener dog mix. When i first got her she was so small she slept across my neck because i was afraid i'd roll over on her. She was smart, loving, and...
    McCoyAnna McCoyAnna 16-17, F 1 Response