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I Lost Child to Acute Myeloid Leukemia

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    I'm not altogether sure we are supposed to have lifetime intimate relationships with our children. I am estranged from my son AGAIN for the seventh time. He is 46 yrs old. I have...
    Ub12 Ub12 61-65, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I just get so caught up in my thoughts that I miss what's going on around me, and now I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I have two really good friends that mean the...
    Nineismyname Nineismyname 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    My little brother on the left has got leukemia which I have heard can kill him he is only 8 and he is my world honestly he doesn't even know he has it and we always talk about...
    freelikeabutterfly freelikeabutterfly 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    10 years ago my Mom died of leukemia. All I have are photographs and memories and the memories will never fade. I love you Mommy.
    SweetSillySusan SweetSillySusan 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    I'm almost 34 and believe I am a Crystal Child. I've always known I was different from others around me. The first time I remember Spirits speaking to was at 4 years old. At around...
    Enokian Enokian 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 16 Responses Sep 2

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    Past lives... If you have lived before, forget about this life for a second and think about how many kids you could have possibly had in previous lives, and how many children you...
    Futuete Futuete 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 19

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    I have lost my whole family when I was around 18. one by one in a very short while, also had to move away from my home and went to live alone. I was very protected as a child but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    I was 18 when I met X, we'd been dating only 4 months when we found out I was pregnant. It was a big shock but we were prepared to do this together, even though we came up against...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F Sep 17

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    my name is nathan and i learned about this site from a parent at a children's hospital support group. i have a very sick son. i am going to give a little background info to give...
    singledaddy101 singledaddy101 31-35, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    being blessed with such a rare talent, you could have been one of the best running backs ever. Adrian (all day) Peterson... You are a sick man. Abusing your two sons ESPECIALLY...
    Spencaa92 Spencaa92 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    I am DONE! I don't hate my child but today...I don't like him. He came home from school again with another bad report. He is always getting in trouble for talking, touching others...
    nannerbeans nannerbeans 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    I took a pregnancy test yesterday, it turned up positive, pregnant. I couldn't help but cry. I have a 3yr old daughter already that I love and couldn't be happier to have had when...
    xfroggyGx xfroggyGx 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'd be lost without my catS. I was a rescuer of homeless cats. I didn't go looking for them, they came one by one by one.... I have 12. :-0 ...yup.. omg! But you want to hear a...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 3

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I lost my beautiful baby boy at only 14 months. They said undefined. How is that possible? It's either SIDS or somthing, but every test they took gave no results. Said it would b...
    msmendiola122 msmendiola122 22-25, F Sep 2

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    Most painful experience ever! Im so sorry about your losts:(
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    An open letter Dear Marie It's been 5 years now since you've past away. I still haven't seen your gravestone. I've heard it's beautiful - just like your soul. You might don't...
    Lindadk Lindadk 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Soooooo...I have a male friend that was close to me for very long time. We were friends for four years and know so much about each other that it was more than exciting to me to...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Sep 10

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    I have recently been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, this is after a very bad manic few months and time in a psychiatric unit. I lost my children and my husband. I am on the road...
    Fastheart14 Fastheart14 31-35, F Sep 15

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    I am a very mature and responsible woman with a lovely husband and lovely children. I do what is expected of me, and I do it better than needed. I'm always there for everyone who...
    cheekyhannah cheekyhannah 31-35, F Sep 17

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    In college, I was a model student. I am a president of various organizations,I was active at school and I work hard. I was always chosen to be the leader, never the follower. My...
    itachiuchiha07 itachiuchiha07 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    nothing has changed since all of this begun...every effort i make to return to god only makes things worse...i have prayed, tried to stand on faith, cried[still do] begged and...
    brokenhope4ever brokenhope4ever 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 21

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    Who & where is God? What perfect being creates an imperfect world? Why does evil exist? How does an all mighty powerful creature hide from a mere germ in a enormous galactic solar...
    Mind3Body Mind3Body 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Growing up I feel like I had it all. My parents had money, we had a beautiful house to grow up in, a big backyard with a pool, swingset, and a trampoline. The community I grew up...
    njflyer njflyer 26-30, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I used to be a very happy person. In the last 4 years I have lost so much of myself that I don't know if I can ever find me again. I married my second husband and thought we would...
    GrannyC4 GrannyC4 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    There was this man named Neil Caldron. He had 5 kids, an 8 year old, 6 year old,5 year old, and two infants. He taught at my school (St. Anthony Catholic School) for over 6...
    auxds auxds 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Very much so. I mean there was years I couldn't look in a mirror without crying. I really don't like myself. There's only a cple of things about myself I really like but other than...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I absolutely hate getting lost. It's something that might take a while to get out of and you don't know how long it will take to get out of it. Well, I got lost at one point. And...
    DiamondAlexander DiamondAlexander 13-15, M Sep 6

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    I feel so lost that my body actually hurts from the confused emotions. I feel so lost I have no clue wether to smile or not when someone tells a joke or simply smiles at me. I feel...
    bohoemmers bohoemmers 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I hear everyone around me talk about the " right" way to live life. I feel like I'm standing still while everyone is hustling by. Graduation, moving, marriage, children, jobs. It...
    Mang0Tree Mang0Tree 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Whatever the behavioural concerns your Pet dog has, our specialist trainers will help you solve the problem. Whether itR17;s excessive barking, aggressive behaviour in direction of...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    There's really more than I can explain to my story; some may think my story is no where near as much of a struggle as theirs. I guess a summary would suffice: I turned 21 a month...
    caringformyself caringformyself 18-21 1 Response Sep 5

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    I was abandoned in the hospital where I was born, became a ward of the state and foster child. I was adopted at six months to replace the family's stillborn female infant. The...
    MalloryMel MalloryMel 41-45, F Sep 5

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    'If You Love Someone with Alcoholic Parents' It's a great article by a blogger Amy Eden and all credit goes to her, absolutely, I don't mean to steal it, just to share because it...
    rtvbvfde rtvbvfde 26-30, M Sep 6

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    this morning marked three years.. that is three halloweens that we havent taken our children trick or treating together and three thanksgivings that he hasnt been late to three...
    danie410 danie410 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 6

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    You might really tell he realized just what exactly he was talking about and he realized what was perfect for my body. The Procedure went very well and my boobs now (2 months post...
    Joshua603b4zn8 Joshua603b4zn8 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    We thought my brother had beaten the cancer when it went into remission when he was 12 years old. I can remember how we all celebrated and how each 6 months that he was "cancer...
    zmc67 zmc67 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 11

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    I'm a father of 5 and my relationship is on the rocks... Its been 8 years and now I'm struggling to keep it alive. It kills me inside to think I might loose everything we've built...
    adio78 adio78 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I once made a really good friend on EP, we used to talk for long time, tell each other our everyday problems and hoping that one day we might see each other in person. She lives in...
    UnicornsBlood UnicornsBlood 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    Yemeni child bride, eight, dies of internal injuries on first night of forced marriage to groom five times her age ByMatt Blake Published: 19:20 AEST, 9 September 2013 | Updated...
    Ilovechildrenlots Ilovechildrenlots 46-50, F Sep 16

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    I am 14 years old and I have a 12 year old brother. My mom is never with me and my brother. She's always with friends drinking and having fun. She usually arrives home at about 1...
    idkal idkal 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    This will sound super childish but whenever im in school I always feel ignored,invisible and hated. I talked to a friend about it and all she said is that I need to be more...
    animatedgirlpaula animatedgirlpaula 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I'm a wordy girl - I apologize in advance.... In my college English class my Prof asked us to write about the thing that scared us most in the world. I wrote about being afraid I...
    annaj5 annaj5 31-35 5 days ago

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    Has anyone had a relationship that has seemed like the flame has just burned out? If so, what did you do? I've been in a relationship for three and a half years and have a child. I...
    irelate14 irelate14 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Self-Righteous Homewreckers-From 2001-2010 I lived in constant fear of being ripped away from my mother and homeland. Pursued by her ex lover from whom my mother's husband had...
    AlphahatesOmega AlphahatesOmega 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Has the quest to find the perfect soul mate done more harm than good? Have you lost the one and only person you truly loved to another?Lost love spells can help you mend the...
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