I Lost Everything In a Blink of An Eye

This is for those who have suffered immensely throughout their lives....I understand it! Come here to where you can feel welcome and belong. 574 People

    About a year ago I lost everything meaningful

    to me due to marijuana psychosis. I lost both of my jobs, my apartment, and my girlfriend left me. It turns out I'm one of the .001% of the worlds population that gets psychotic effects from it. I had become dependent on it because I loved how it made me feel. I had been...
    hamstergreen hamstergreen
    31-35, M
    Jan 2, 2014

    ok went I was 16 I went to a senior year party

    and I was with my best friends the night was going great til the beers came out to play -_- my best friends got really drunk that night and I didn't want to get in the car with them and I didn't want them driving home either I didn't have my full licences at the time so I couldn...
    mydepressions mydepressions
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Mar 29, 2014

    Never Know Who You're Friends Are

    I was never depressed sad or mad about I'm just real lonely now but anyway I'm 15 and I went to high school in the begin of the year from a new school no one knew me but within days I everyone in the school knew me I was on the football team and was friends with everyone on the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 8, 2012

    You Think You Know.....(in Song)

    * This song is from me to all the people who THINK they know what has happened to me, but don't have a clue.  Next time someone pretends to understand your situation.....Refer them to this song!  It is for all of us who feel like people don't really understand what we...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2009

    Gambling Addict

    Ok..well I will start this story off with me(30 yr old) and my wife(21 yr old) sitting at a chinese buffet. We were living in a 800 sg ft studio apt and hating life. We have 500 bux to our name and that wasnt going to cut it. Just to live now a days it seems like you need to make...
    Cooper1980 Cooper1980
    26-30
    26 Responses Feb 20, 2011

    There are points in your life

    that you aim for for your entire life. It's like you're aiming that AK47 laser at it, twisting and turning making sure that the trajectory is just right and then BAM, when the shot actually goes off you realize... that... against all odds... you've missed. It is by far the most...
    Loveisalive Loveisalive
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2014

    I experienced a big house fire

    when I was eleven (I lost my hamsters) the fire started in mine and my sisters room, so I literally lost all my possessions in an instant
    WildWolfGirl WildWolfGirl
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    thanks to my own parents i lost everything f.

    .my money,my freedom, my future, my love,my friends and my dignity.. i'm lonely and broken heart and in desperate need of a friend
    77jane77 77jane77
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 4, 2014

    I was on cloud 9, with the entire world in

    front of me. I was traveling, successful, happier than I'd been in my entire life, with a great fiance and a cozy apartment. I thought I was finally free, but then my depression came back, my fiance left me, I lost my job, and I had to move back to another country with my family...
    SweetPretender SweetPretender
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    I Lost My Wife & My Unborn Child.....

    ever since my ex committed suicide taking my unborn child with her things haven't been the same not ever for me, im slowly losing all my friends 'cause i can't be around them anymore, i sit in my truck & just stare into oblivion on my every day lunch break, i dnt go 1 day without...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 12, 2012

    I Lost My Life's Work Because Of Something That Didn't Matter

    Ever since I was 7, I loved computers. They were fast, easy, and fun. Later on, I discovered they could so much more than games. They were a chance for me to show off my creativity to the world. I would write novels on my computers. My favorites were Dark Stealth Knight and Wolf...
    maddyjean08 maddyjean08
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Sep 4, 2011

    At one point in time everything was perfect.

    Now it's BOOM everything's ruinedđź’” I know God is here with me doing everything that he can to help me and strengthen me. I know he will never let me down, he's the one person that i trust. I know my life isn't gonna be perfect, and that everything's not always gonna go my...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 16, 2015

    Please Help Me

    I have battled with a gambling addiction for 15 years but after a lot of hard work I am now in remission. At the height of my addiction I would  wake up with the tunes from the pokie machines in my head and many other gamblers have said the same thing. I have since found out...
    nannasharonmorph nannasharonmorph
    51-55
    1 Response Nov 14, 2011

    Battle Within Myself (in Song)

    Battle within Myself   Verse 1   I fight each and every day To find the peace In this internal war of mine I am running out of cannons to fire It is such a battlefield To even live to fight again I want to rest and relax I am losing...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    Sep 8, 2009

    I just wish no one ever has to go through the

    pain of losing someone you love. I miss you my love, every single day and always will.
    travelbug1 travelbug1
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 28, 2014

    I used to think that the brain was the most

    important organ. Then I thought.... Look! What's telling me that!?
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

    13 days. That's the amount of time it took

    for me to lose it all. 13 days ago I was looking forward to starting college after a 4 year delay. 13 days ago, I was happy with my life. 13 days ago I was optimistic about life, and couldn't wait to see what tomorrow held. Today? My girlfriend of 5 years is staying with another...
    sjs848 sjs848
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2014

    Mixed Emotions: My Perception and Myself (part 4)

        *This is how I feel about myself and the way I view the world.  This might make you think about the filters which you use to view the world and how you react to things because of it!  This is also in song!*     Mixed Emotions: My Perception...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

    You Never Believe It's Possible

    Until it happens to you.In fact few people can believe it now when I tell them because it sounds like a bad dream or movie. As I've wrote in a few other stories this is how it went when my daughter died. I was in a head on auto collision with her that killed her. I wasn't the...
    cutebabybear cutebabybear
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2011

    I just got over having pneumonia.

    I feel like I lost my soul not just my health. I can't eat, drink, stand. I have no thoughts in my head, no interest in the world, no interest in taking part in anything, no interest in reading, talking, writing, others. All I do is stare into space and wish it was my last...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2016

    In A Flash Of Light

    that was all it took i am told by others that were also walking on the street behind my wife that day she was killed she was gone in a flash of light when the guy she was walking with bend down to touch a crying child and the bomb went off that was today 50 years ago on 1/14/1967...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jan 14, 2012

    I Did

    I know they say You don't know what you have got till you have lost it. that's a true saying. I told my mom I hated her a handful of times but I didn't mean it. She had died but she knew I loved her <3 My dad died of cancer when I was 6 , I loved him soooo much ! i wont...
    jadebigfan jadebigfan
    22-25, F
    Aug 21, 2013

    You Are Not Alone

    Hi allI too had a gambling problem for fifteen years. Yes I lost everything, but I finally found a wayto stop. I am now part of a consumer voice group and we share our experience with otherby telling them our story. I have a talk to do at the Woodville town hall next week. This...
    nannasharonmorph nannasharonmorph
    51-55
    Oct 22, 2011

    It was 7:45 a.m. 08/05/08.

    I get a frantic call from my wife's cousin she passed out and could not be woke up. They have her in transport to the hospital. I get there and she had passed on. She was my wife of 5 years and pregnant with my first son.
    lGVX9900ENV lGVX9900ENV
    36-40, M
    1 Response May 4, 2014

    I Haven't Yet Lost It All, But I'm Afraid I Can't Stop

    I'm 32. have always had my **** together. Horrible childhood, bad parents, traumatic youth..... I can't blame it on that. I know there is an underlying issue that I never dealt with. I am running from something, or maybe I'm afraid to be successful, or only know how to be...
    davincifabulous davincifabulous
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 6, 2013

    It started with me leaving a 15 year

    relationship and once i left i thought... this is a new beginning. Right after I lost my job and i looked hard for another one. Application after application with no response. The house wrnt into foreclosure and i thought i have time to work and make payments. Then my car broke...
    mamaafrica000 mamaafrica000
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Nov 2, 2015

    Do You Have A Friend Or Family Member Who Is Out Of Control?

    Do you look at your friend or family member and see her careening toward disaster? A major cable network wants to help you intervene. If you know a woman in her 20s who is living life on the very, very edge—we want to help! This new documentary series will help family and...
    docuseries docuseries
    26-30, F
    Apr 10, 2013

    One day everything was fine.

    ..the next my mom was in the hospital and my sisters and brother traumatized. I was 13, my parents have been divorced since I can remember, I was at my dad's house when it all happened. My mom was robbed all I know is she was shot, they stole everything and they ruined my life...
    Kanpe Kanpe
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 31, 2014

    Rebirth (in Song)

    Rebirth   Verse 1   This is the rebirth I am changing on A fundamental level I have lost everything But have gained myself I would have liked it to Happened differently But I will have to let that go As I grow and change You may not like...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

    Broken Home (in Song)

    *The ultimate thing I could do for my child when we were in an impossible situation.  My son is a person that deserves the best, and I was unable to give it to him in these circumstances.  It was hard, but I had no choice...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    And all you think about is how you were then

    and how it went al wrong. Cause without it, I don't know how to live.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn
    18-21, F
    Oct 1, 2014

    Teenage Years

    Ok so I'm 16 going on 17... I know they said teen years was supposed to be difficult but this is rediculous. Since last year everything went down hill fast. We lost our home and moved in with my grandparents. My father is now 400+ pounds, and I'm heading there. I can't even lose...
    jace428 jace428
    22-25, T
    1 Response Apr 4, 2012

    Mixed Emotions: Family and Friends (part 3)-in song

      *This is what was happening when parts 1 and 2 were happening....This was what was happening between most of my family and friends.  I will admit a few exceptions apply,  but not many.  I love my family and friends, but I needed more from them during...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    God Honors Me Highly, Because He Allowed Satin To Take Everything, I Love The Lord Our God.

     Nothing is so beloved as being a warrior for Jesus Christ; losing everything,family, friends,housing, income. I will never curse my God our Savior, he has blessed me with the gift of faith. He knows what challenges we face in the flesh. He knows what is good, and nurturing...
    catalystnow catalystnow
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2012

    Every Thing We Had Worked for

    as kids we had our furture planed and we had worked very hard pklus going to school so we had the cash in the bank for collage we both wanted 6 year degress my wife want to be a social worker and i was goinbg to be a nurse we had a great boss that hired kids and the rules were...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Nov 15, 2011

    Mixed Emotions: Husband and Child (part 2)

    *This is about what happened with my ex fiancee, our son, and I....at the same time mixed emotions part 1 was happening.....It is in song I hope you like it*   Mixed Emotions: Husband and Child (part 2)   Is it okay to feel Anger and depression...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    Losing Control From Within (in Song)

    Losing Control From Within Verse 1 I seem to be losing control Of my life, my body Of everything, even the Smallest tasks are so hard I’m two steps away from failure I’m one step from the bottle I’m in total chaos I’m...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2009

    My father left me when I was young,

    my brother was sent away, my mother chose drugs and boyfriend's over me and has now kicked me out because of her current boyfriend. We all got into a physical fight and my mother has told me there is no other choice. The arguments started over the fact that my step father told...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2016

    I think life is just to short

    if your happy with your life make sure you tell who ever is in your life that you love them so much because you could wake up and it will all be gone like I did and then when you think you find people that you can trust and you tell them everything you are feeling and they seam...
    monica0215 monica0215
    56-60, F
    Nov 30, 2014

    A Hard Story To Share

    I lost pretty much everything..material, but who gives a crap about "stuff"? I left with just one suitcase for me and my 2 kids..and our dog and left. I was scared for my life, for my kids, for my future. I mean if I wasn't scared I would have at least came back to get the...
    jcue1976 jcue1976
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jan 12, 2011

    Picking Up The Pieces

    When i look back to how life was last year at the same time and now i think its a different persons life i am living a nightmare but i get up and tell myself everyday "today will be a good day", I was raised to be a good person treat others the way you want them to...
    phoneix phoneix
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Oct 25, 2009

    A Trip to the Dark Side (in Song)

    *This is more unique than anything else I have written….It shows me in a different kind of light.  Just some thoughts I have had on my mind one night.  I have a dark side….* A trip to the dark side Verse 1...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    Unafraid (in Song)

    Unafraid   Verse 1   In this life Every moment matters Every move counts One move could Make all the difference What you say Can hurt or help   Chorus   One year from now Your life will not Be the same It can get better Or...
    compulsion2 compulsion2
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2009

    I feel like **** after my separation I lost

    everything even my dog is more my brother and his wife dog because I left for a month and could not take him they watch him but since them my dog don't really wanna be around me.
    SMcCL SMcCL
    26-30, F
    Jun 6, 2015
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