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I Lost Everything

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    I just lost my girlfriend,

    my house, my dog, a great friend (he actually died) everything I own, all of my money, and any and all hope I had left.
    GrizzlyOhio GrizzlyOhio 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 41-45 8 Responses Jan 17

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

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    I was told from a very young age that my mother would die young due to her server MS, however it was not MS that took her away, it was cancer. I was 15 when she passed away and I...
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    Well I believe that everything happens for a reason, but in a certain philosophical way. I'm not going to explain all my beliefs I've arrived at philosophically, but essentially I...
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    I used to be so ambitious. In fact I was aggressively ambitious with more goals than I had time to achieve them. I don't know what I want out of life anymore. I lost my confidence...
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    "I'd like to get lost in the darkest corners of your mind". When I wrote her this line, I was lost, lost in life. One day you wake up and realise your life has past by and you...
    Krist0f Krist0f 41-45, M Nov 9

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    The title says everything that i wanna say ..
    iamjustbeingme iamjustbeingme 16-17, M 4 hrs ago

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    I have so many good things in my life, beautiful experiences, lots of opportunities, caring friends, amazing kids, but I can't fight this sickness that's infected me. I feel...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    I lost my father to stomach cancer when I was 14. He began to feel pain in his stomach about 1.5 years before his death. The pain strengthened form month to month. Unfortunately...
    alexalan alexalan 56-60, M Nov 15

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    I used to be a happy, bubbly, exciting girl but now I feel empty, numb and weak. They're are so many things wrong with my past, present and more than likely my future. I'm finding...
    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    When I first met my wife, I had lost my faith. Years of being married to a cruel, gambling b#@!h had just drained my faith in marriage, in myself and in people in general. I was...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    So because the world has turned us into tech-dependent ninnies, I have decided to dabble. And the verdict is.... I just don't get it. Been recovering from illness and was bored...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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    I am a sex worker.. It's a long story how I got into it. Just wondering if there are any others on here? Thought this could be a safe place for support and a way to share our...
    KimmyO92 KimmyO92 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi, I'm 66 years old man who has recently lost my wife of a 22 year marriage to cancer after she had a 10 month battle with this rotten disease, so now there's a big hole in my...
    WilliamTell100 WilliamTell100 66-70, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my virginity at 14 and it was only a couple weeks ago , I lost it with my sisters friend she's 16,I was at football training and I was the only one left in the locker rooms...
    mrmarshall1 mrmarshall1 13-15, M Oct 28

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    Lost. Confused. I've been feeling really lost lately... Just really.... really.. directionless & confused about everything. I don't know whether it is just an instance in my life...
    loveaddict101 loveaddict101 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I lost my father 5 years ago. I miss him so so much. Not a day goes by that I'm not thinking about him. I miss his smile, his smell, his laughter, everything little thing about him...
    nukeemhigh nukeemhigh 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    You don't truly know darkness until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10

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    i doubt anyone will reply...no one did to the other post i put up. I lost my first cousin to suicide in may. he jumped off a bridge and his body was never found. so we never had a...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 9 Responses Nov 18

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    NOTHING AND EVERYTHING I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 50 Responses Nov 2

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    Though I wanna be someone's everything, I'm more eager to have someone be my everything. It's been a long time since I lost myself in one's eyes and wanted to do anything just to...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I had it, at least I did. Everything I have ever wanted, right in front of me. But I lost it in a matter of seconds. Months thrown away in a matter of seconds. I did not know what...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M Oct 30

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    I lost someone so dear to me. I was in London for two months getting a treatment for bipolar disorder. While there I met this wonderful guy, one of the most amazing person who has...
    RedLineEngineer RedLineEngineer 16-17, M Nov 1

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    This isn't a story about a miscarriage. I had a beautiful baby girl last year in june. but I had her in an already abusive relationship. After I gave birth I stayed up for weeks at...
    LotusFlower994 LotusFlower994 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    I was friends with him for two years. With him for a month. Lost my virginity to him halloween 2014. Broke up 48 hours after. People started spreading bullshit about us, made me...
    livelifefully73 livelifefully73 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    She is so beautiful. She has the most incredible laugh and smile. Her voice I could listen to forever - deep and caring, I'll never hear it again. She smelled of perfume masked my...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    I haven't exactly lost him yet but I will in a month We met on Tinder. After talking for two months, I was interested in meeting him. After meeting him once, I had a crush on him...
    iloveyoutothesunandback iloveyoutothesunandback 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    Its been over 2 years since I lost my mom to suicide. I still think about her all the time and everything still reminds me of her. It wasnt fair that she left me when she did. I...
    lexxilynn lexxilynn 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6

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    i have lost faith in myself , my dreams i cannot recall they vanished long ago. I feel as i am living a pointless meanness existence , doomed to suffer and toil on my lonesome i...
    thedudefromearth thedudefromearth 18-21 Nov 8

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    I lost my job last month that I had moved a thousand miles for. There are no other jobs in this rural area. So I have to move. Which means losing my boyfriend. I haven't been in a...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F Nov 10

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    Who are you? I  can't remember you're fading away Another blurred face in the crowd Resent me and beat me down  Because I promised you the world  And you have nothing now! I'm...
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10

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    On my way to love... I saw the storm, I know its coming may way. I'm scared, I know it will destroy everything I had, but I know I need to go through it... There's no turning back...
    vavaeast vavaeast 31-35, F Nov 10

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