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I Lost Everything

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 47 People

    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I just lost my girlfriend,

    my house, my dog, a great friend (he actually died) everything I own, all of my money, and any and all hope I had left.
    GrizzlyOhio GrizzlyOhio 26-30, M 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 41-45 8 Responses Jan 17

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    I find that I have so many things going on and I constantly tell myself I want someone there but when someone offers to listen I won't talk. When I write I guess its better than...
    palomaflys palomaflys 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    Isn't that what everything's there for? lol The greatest frustration is longing for answers you know you can never have. I was wondering about some mundane thing last night, just...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like my life is nothing else but living in a box of plastic. I see everything that happens outside and I can hear those people from outside talking, but their...
    SmallGirlOne SmallGirlOne 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    "I'd like to get lost in the darkest corners of your mind". When I wrote her this line, I was lost, lost in life. One day you wake up and realise your life has past by and you...
    Krist0f Krist0f 41-45, M Nov 9

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    I have so many good things in my life, beautiful experiences, lots of opportunities, caring friends, amazing kids, but I can't fight this sickness that's infected me. I feel...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    THE ALCHEMIST By Paulo Coelho 'When you know the Universal Language, it’s easy to understand that someone in the world awaits you, whether it’s in the middle of the desert or...
    RuefulSmile RuefulSmile 26-30, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I am so sick and tired of everything, I wish I could just own a cloak of invisibility.
    ImmaUnicornBro ImmaUnicornBro 13-15, F 44 mins ago

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    I lost my father to stomach cancer when I was 14. He began to feel pain in his stomach about 1.5 years before his death. The pain strengthened form month to month. Unfortunately...
    alexalan alexalan 56-60, M 5 days ago

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    few years back then, my granny past away peacefully. i missed her so much. she was the best granny EVER and she's just like a friend to me. I'm closer to her thn my mum and she was...
    llamaxxi llamaxxi 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 21

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    I used to be a happy, bubbly, exciting girl but now I feel empty, numb and weak. They're are so many things wrong with my past, present and more than likely my future. I'm finding...
    bethscottt bethscottt 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I just lost my two and a half year old son to his father. His father works for the school district and my sons grandmother works for cps. Two years ago I broke up with my ex, I had...
    brokken4412 brokken4412 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    Let's see here. I am a first time mom, my son is a little over a month old. Where my husband and I live I have no friends and family lives over 2 hours away. I am so sleep deprived...
    felicia26 felicia26 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20

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    First off, this is completely new to me. I don't even no where to begin. So, here goes and it will be long, cause I want to put everything out there. This is my 2nd marriage and...
    Naturestorms Naturestorms 36-40, F 14 Responses Oct 22

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    So because the world has turned us into tech-dependent ninnies, I have decided to dabble. And the verdict is.... I just don't get it. Been recovering from illness and was bored...
    NewShoes12 NewShoes12 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I want to either hide or run away. I can do neither. When will this perpetual state of mind leave me? When will I find where I belong? How? Why do I feel so weird in everything...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    I lost my virginity at 14 and it was only a couple weeks ago , I lost it with my sisters friend she's 16,I was at football training and I was the only one left in the locker rooms...
    mrmarshall1 mrmarshall1 13-15, M Oct 28

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    Lost. Confused. I've been feeling really lost lately... Just really.... really.. directionless & confused about everything. I don't know whether it is just an instance in my life...
    loveaddict101 loveaddict101 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I lost my father 5 years ago. I miss him so so much. Not a day goes by that I'm not thinking about him. I miss his smile, his smell, his laughter, everything little thing about him...
    nukeemhigh nukeemhigh 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    You don't truly know darkness until your mind finally breaks. Everything around you that matters dissolves. You are an alien in your own skin. Suddenly everything around you...
    papergirl15 papergirl15 26-30, F Nov 10

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    i doubt anyone will reply...no one did to the other post i put up. I lost my first cousin to suicide in may. he jumped off a bridge and his body was never found. so we never had a...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    NOTHING AND EVERYTHING I am, a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin and a friend. A young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 51 Responses Nov 2

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    Though I wanna be someone's everything, I'm more eager to have someone be my everything. It's been a long time since I lost myself in one's eyes and wanted to do anything just to...
    msmika msmika 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    I don't know why but for years I've felt so lonely with my life. I normally put on a facade when I am in public or around people I know. I always try to look happy and cheerful but...
    SaintJayV SaintJayV 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 22

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    No my sister didn't die in some depressing accident. She hasn't died at all. She sits on the couch beside me but yet she's gone. I know where she'd rather be. Not with me but with...
    AnnaSpring AnnaSpring 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    If somebody ever asked me about my life, I will always refer to you. It will always start with the day I first saw your face, and how everything seemed to change. I will continue...
    Darkthoughtsallover Darkthoughtsallover 16-17, F Oct 24

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    I had it, at least I did. Everything I have ever wanted, right in front of me. But I lost it in a matter of seconds. Months thrown away in a matter of seconds. I did not know what...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M Oct 30

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    I lost someone so dear to me. I was in London for two months getting a treatment for bipolar disorder. While there I met this wonderful guy, one of the most amazing person who has...
    RedLineEngineer RedLineEngineer 16-17, M Nov 1

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    This isn't a story about a miscarriage. I had a beautiful baby girl last year in june. but I had her in an already abusive relationship. After I gave birth I stayed up for weeks at...
    LotusFlower994 LotusFlower994 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    I was friends with him for two years. With him for a month. Lost my virginity to him halloween 2014. Broke up 48 hours after. People started spreading bullshit about us, made me...
    livelifefully73 livelifefully73 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 3

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    She is so beautiful. She has the most incredible laugh and smile. Her voice I could listen to forever - deep and caring, I'll never hear it again. She smelled of perfume masked my...
    rirxalri rirxalri 16-17, F Nov 3

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    KING OF SPELLS KING SAHA +27797272613, Hi It took me a long time to think about this testimony! You helped me so much lately that I really wanted to express all the feelings I have...
    profsobi profsobi 13-15, M Nov 5

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    I haven't exactly lost him yet but I will in a month We met on Tinder. After talking for two months, I was interested in meeting him. After meeting him once, I had a crush on him...