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I Lost Everything

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    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13, 2014

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27, 2014

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 41-45 7 Responses Jan 17, 2014

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    i lost my friend i lost my gf i lost my

    happiness i lost my confidence i lost my heart i didnt lose anything else bcuz i dont have anything else
    ImALoner13 ImALoner13 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    I just lost my girlfriend,

    my house, my dog, a great friend (he actually died) everything I own, all of my money, and any and all hope I had left.
    GrizzlyOhio GrizzlyOhio 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    I've lost a usb before. I've lost an essay before when I was in middle of writing it. I've even lost diamonds in minecraft because I died in lava. These kind of "small" losses...
    dorichips dorichips 16-17, F Jan 5

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    I lost both my mom and dad within two years of each other in the past 5 years. I am an only, and I had to do everything. no will, etc. all was unexpected. I was a premature so...
    prashworth1953 prashworth1953 61-65, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Part 5 If you didn't read the others I suggest you do because it might not make sense to you if you start reading from when times start going down hill to when it was all happy...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Jan 6

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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    Before I begin positing about my experiences, I'd like the world to know where I am at and where I have been. After my father passed away in 1994 (I was 2 and my sister turned 1...
    SamRoberts3 SamRoberts3 22-25, M Jan 14

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I miss my mum everyday! It's been 3 years going on 4 since she left. I'm still not over it. Everytime I play a memory of her in my head, I'll daze off then cry. When she passed...
    moonela moonela 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    ((graphic suicide description warning for this)) I lost my mom yesterday. The morning was normal, I said hey and we told each other we loved each other before I left. Recently she...
    KadarKun KadarKun 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Sometimes, I wish I forget everything. But how can I forget everything, if there's still a value in my heart. </3 It's really hard to pretend that I am always okay 'cause the...
    MissBlue143 MissBlue143 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Sometimes, I wish I forget everything. But how can I forget everything, if there's still a value in my heart. </3 It's really hard to pretend that I am always okay 'cause the...
    MissBlue143 MissBlue143 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    My experience started the end of summer starting my sophomore year. My family moved as we just lost our house. The house my parents rented had a guy living next door that was a bit...
    princesskimber princesskimber 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I lost my dog Frankie, on Wednesday the 31st. It was horrible. We went to the park like always and when we got back into the car Frankie was not right. He was looking out the...
    MrsBlue MrsBlue 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I was in love once. Actually twice. And I lost both of them. In different ways. The first was when I was 19. Even though I was young, it was not typical teen puppy love. Nor was...
    ManinNY ManinNY 41-45, M Jan 13

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    i was pretty close to my mom. i mean, she was everything to me. she was the only person that understands me truly. the only person that listened. the only person that gets me. the...
    flxwrs flxwrs 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    my mother killed herself Nov 24 2014. everything since then has been nothing but stress my wife had just left 5 days before that for deployment. my dad called me the morning it had...
    apache0214 apache0214 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel like I'm too young for everything. Like I shouldn't be in a relationship. I should be focusing on me and not be stressing over things that are so stupid. I just...
    Soldiergirl3 Soldiergirl3 18-21, F Dec 26, 2014

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    i feel that i cant think straight, i feel that i cant filter what words will i talk to i feel that being silence is best for everything than say something stupid that my hurt...
    chocolattee chocolattee 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    i feel soo lost and confused!!! being an adult is soo much harder than i thought!! my whole life i was used to people calling me dumb because i was in a resource classes, and i...
    ashworrell ashworrell 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm a girl with a heart of gold and a soul of silver. And maybe that's not a good thing. I'm too nice. I forgive everyone. I give everything away. I'm always used, used, and used...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    god I love love love to get lost in music. These music I listen to, they get me high. Like seriously. I just block out the world and forget everything. I listen to Years&Years...
    nonymousee nonymousee 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I lost myself. All my hopes and dreams went down the toilet long ago. I was once thin and beautiful but didn't think so. Therefor I gave up on everything. Now I am ugly and fat I...
    dragthewaters4 dragthewaters4 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I'm 15, and a week before christmas I lost my mom. She's my world, and I don't even want to keep going without her. Nothing even matters anymore. She'd been dealing with a lot of...
    yellowroses99 yellowroses99 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    My son just told me he wants to live with his dad. He is 15 and I am trying to support him but my world is crashing down around me. I work three job to support him. His dad never...
    willcri willcri 36-40, F Jan 8

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    I'm always lost. Every minute, moment, hour, day, month... every year, for years. It's quite difficult to explain. It's like I'm there, but I'm really not there. You could be...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 10

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    I lost my step mom to suicide I can't help but feel as though I pushed her to it all the things I said I can never take back. something funny happens I dial her number to let her...
    allilionna allilionna 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I never thought my life would lead me to where I am. Never in my life did I think I would be going through something this horrible. I didn't see the jack knife curve that was...
    feelinglost84 feelinglost84 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    Dear friend I want to share with you my experience with the mental health services in the uk I'm a dark skinned woman of Asian appearance .people often assume that I'm an Indian...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    years and years of my daddy fighting off cancer . years 5 years on and off . he was such a good man . last month i lost him . he passed at night when i was in dance class . when i...
    Neroforlife Neroforlife 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I lost my mum to cancer, stage 4 melanoma. she was diagnosed late 2012 and was put on this trial drug. she seemed fine had to eat by a certain time and medication at a certain time...
    Mitchell92 Mitchell92 22-25 6 hrs ago

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    I am full of wonder. I can spend countless hours lost in wonder. It's a magical place to be sometimes, but it can be dangerous when you've stayed there too long. There is living to...
    ScienceExperiment ScienceExperiment 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I just want to cry. I'm so, so tired. I'm so ******* tired that I can't even self loathe right now. I wish everything will be okay. I'm so done with everything.
    metaphornographic metaphornographic 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014