Post

I Lost Everything

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 36-40 8 Responses Jan 17

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

    Your Response

    Cancel

    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 18-21, M Feb 18, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    So ever since i got back from the clinic ive had no interest in life. i just lost about everything. and dont tell me i still have people because i dont have friends and i havent...
    Insomniac77 Insomniac77 16-17, M 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    13 days. That's the amount of time it took for me to lose it all. 13 days ago I was looking forward to starting college after a 4 year delay. 13 days ago, I was happy with my life...
    sjs848 sjs848 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I smoked k2 from about 14 to 18 and i seen results of god taking everything from me i owned a 1990 nissan 300zx which was a beast iowned it 3 months and i was blowed of off some k2...
    SeJunior SeJunior 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was 15 when I lost my best friend to suicide. She was in Foster Care because her dad beat her numerous times and her mother just didn't want to be a mother. About every other day...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 13-15, F 12 mins ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost her... Again. The first time she left was back in October I think because me and her boyfriend had started talking and became like brother and sister. She left and I cried...
    talia13 talia13 16-17, F Jul 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've had some dark days in the 25 years of my life and this summer some new ones were added to that. I watched my mother die of cancer at 16, and within a year after her death, I...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F Jul 9

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes, I'm talking about religion. My family contains a mixture of Buddhists and Christians, so I grew up respecting both (if not, all) religions. Heck, I think I was ready to slap...
    Serendipiity Serendipiity 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 13

    Your Response

    Cancel
    3 months tomorrow my boyfriend of nearly 3 years passed away in a scuba diving accident, though some believe he was taken by a shark. To make matters worse his ex wife (still...
    lizeh lizeh 22-25, F Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my best friend to suicide . He was literally the one I could tell everything to . I poured to him all my secrets and he would do the same . He never judged either , he would...
    r3alfri3nds r3alfri3nds 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Sick of crying I'm sick of everything I'm sick of anxiety I'm sick of being me so lost need away to change I need away to cope but there seems there is none for me, it seems I'm...
    fashionanxiety fashionanxiety 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My EP friends mean everything to me , it's true , i would be heart broken if i lost one of them , especially one who has always been there for me who i thought i would get to talk...
    Theworldismyhell Theworldismyhell 18-21, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    September 2010: Sometime this month, without knowledge, I conceived my second child. I was living in Dodge City, KS with my ex fiancé and his son. We were constantly fighting and...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
      Let's call me N, and I am 23. I am writing this because no one is really willing to listen... All my life I feel very miserable... I think I have a compulsive lying...
    HoneyAndToast HoneyAndToast 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is the first time in my life I will ever be sharing my story. It all started when I was 13. My parents were on meth from when I was 6 months old till I was 13. So yes at time...
    Keishahamilton Keishahamilton 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 5

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Like, everything is crap. Worthless ****. Nothing.. And that I can go on no more. But i been there, and I dont want to go there again. I read many books over my time now... Much...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jul 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Well. I have(well had) a friend named Kaitlyn. We have been friends since diapers. She started texting me less and we never hung out anymore. I find out she has a new best friend...
    Effys Effys 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    there was this guy , i first fell in love with him while i was 13 at a basketball game . i talked about to my friend for a while to , i messaged him, he was 18 then . So he told to...
    xo757 xo757 13-15, F 5 Responses Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I haven't yet lost her but she's constantly telling me everything I do wrong. She is constantly sayig I'm a piece of **** and I love her. I don't want to lose the one thing that's...
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was raised a Christian. I never have had a born again experience. I knew about God but I suppose never knew Him as a person. Being raised Catholic might have something to do...
    Deejaygee Deejaygee 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was fourteen. He was fifteen. I was a freshman. He was a sophomore. I was awkward and swooning. He was lost in thought and pain. That first day when our relationship started, and...
    TeddyBearTweaker TeddyBearTweaker 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Funny thing is , I'll hurt more if I let go than if I stay . That a sign that I'm not ready to give up ? I'm hurting myself being in love. He's my heart. Can anyone describe it...
    AliForever AliForever 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 8

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost a great deal of faith in the "church" over the years. Being pushed into it by my parents didn't help much either. "Start children off on the way they should go, and even...
    RedScythe RedScythe 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost mama and I so miss her. I still love her a lot, and it's hard to go on without her. Sometimes it's terrible. I don't believe cancer killed her, her time in this worldly word...
    Meryaz Meryaz 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life has spiralled out of control since leaving foster care when I turned 18. I'll be 20 in a few months. I have a distant relationship with my mom and little sisters because of...
    MistaCanada MistaCanada 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    so that sinking feeling is settling in. my dad is a lier. I can't wrap my head around why someone would do something like that. I feel like everything is a lie now. I'm really...
    5soslennon 5soslennon 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My 18 year old cousin passed away this morning. It's been the saddest news I woke up to today. He was polite, he had finished his A levels and was planning to go to university this...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    We'll I just lost my best Friend we have been friends for like 3 years and it's over now I don't know what to do know we did everything together we went ever were with each other...
    graciecole16 graciecole16 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost my closest and best friend. He was the best thing in my life. He had come out to his father( a homophobic *****) who had chucked him out of home. He then went to live in...
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i didn't completely lose them, im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    today is July 23rd 2014. The last time I seen my son was in the winter of 2009. Here is my story... I was 21 years old and about to give birth in a months time. My son's father and...
    Kristin727 Kristin727 31-35, F 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost a good friend on Friday. I found out as I was walking into work. It was one of those moments when time stopped. Everything just stood still. And it hasn't started back up...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This sounds pathetic, but I'm willing to admit.Yes, I'm sort of lost. And it's completely crazy.I will for sure find myself again.But at the moment I'm dwelling in that not so...
    TheWeepingWoman TheWeepingWoman 36-40, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So my ex best friend prank called me at 1am telling me to go burn in hell and die well **** him I might just go do that live with that guilt you c*nt I just don't get what...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It was the most eerie feeling weekend of my life that Friday me and both of my best close friends went out on my parents house boat we was going to go out and drink and write songs...
    maridoneka maridoneka 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 28

    Your Response

    Cancel