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I Lost Everything

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    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 36-40 8 Responses Jan 17

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    When the lost need to be found, they need a light to run to. I am the Light of the world, run to me, says Christ. For those who are with me will shine like beacons in the storm to...
    Dsrutherford Dsrutherford 16-17, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    have you ever felt like you dont know whats going on anymore? like you dont care about anything anymore. youve lost your motivations to do anything. you are confused about your...
    CaliforniaPsycho CaliforniaPsycho 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I lost my father 7 years ago to the most terrible disease, cancer, we just watched him fade away.
    Wheels64 Wheels64 46-50, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Everything was still new to me in this city. It was my second month and I went out with two friends I had met only a couple of days before. We went to a latin disco to dance some...
    mimelodia mimelodia 26-30 Aug 7

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    I miss turning around from my sleep, and waking up into the arms of someone. Not just anyone... someone I LOVE someone I mean everything to. Someone who looks at me and I see the...
    aboutdone728 aboutdone728 41-45, F 3 days ago

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    Yes, again. I know I'm not on this very frequently. I see this as my secret little place to vent out and say how I feel. Anyway as few of you may know, I lost my father last year...
    Kratie Kratie 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Ive been through quite a lot and i feel like ive lost my self battling through them.. My story is quite..i must say uncommon. Basically my whole family lied about my own identity...
    eyeris2195 eyeris2195 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My brothers gone...sorry if this is long but it's what happend. My names Nevada and I'm 14. I'm the only girl my parents have, I have four older brothers. Declan is 21, Jackson is...
    VadaDrewSeventh VadaDrewSeventh 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    child you cried broken and nobody came it was cold dark lonely in a shadowy game I'm ashamed I'm ashamed I'm ashamed I'm ashamed but shame is a spice that makes everything tame...
    sumnerkagan sumnerkagan 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    everything is bothering me or nothing or idk... idk what is wrong with me. i am losing my mind, feeling forced to go back on stupid medication, i start classes in just a few days...
    lilbit33 lilbit33 22-25, F Aug 13

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    When I was 10 I lost my nanny, she essentially raised me and my two sisters. All my childhood memories centred around her and when she moved away she only gave 24 hours notice and...
    shell17 shell17 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I lost my mom to suicide in May 2014. She had made several attempts in the last ten years and made threats every couple of months. I always assumed they were cries for attention...
    heatherash1204 heatherash1204 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Need to share my story, guess I'm just getting mad by not being able to talk about it and have to have some feed back, specially from men, just to be able to understand my big...
    tangoandjuliette tangoandjuliette 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My EP friends mean everything to me , it's true , i would be heart broken if i lost one of them , especially one who has always been there for me who i thought i would get to talk...
    Theworldismyhell Theworldismyhell 13-15, F Jul 24

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    Yeah I lost it a few months ago... I know many ppl feel I was too young but I loved him and still do.. I still talk to him and everything and we are very close but my parents found...
    Mysweetsuicide1357 Mysweetsuicide1357 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    My bestfriend and I were closer than close. We had an unbreakable bond. We did almost everything together. We talked/texted every day basically all the time. I met her in Junior...
    justkeepgoingfoward justkeepgoingfoward 16-17, F Aug 1

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    It started last year. My journey to shed the pounds that were making me so unhappy. I got to my heaviest weight, about 73 kilos or 160 pounds near the end of last year. Mind you...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lost my Grandma today. She wasn't just my grandma she was my mom, my bestfriend, my everything. I am lost right now. She was only 61 and I just don't really know what to think at...
    ShaiLayne ShaiLayne 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    September 2010: Sometime this month, without knowledge, I conceived my second child. I was living in Dodge City, KS with my ex fiancé and his son. We were constantly fighting and...
    Krissysheart Krissysheart 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Well. I have(well had) a friend named Kaitlyn. We have been friends since diapers. She started texting me less and we never hung out anymore. I find out she has a new best friend...
    Effys Effys 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I didn't think I would. Boy was I wrong. My childhood wasn't the easiest. She was not a good mother. When she got sick, I was the one that stepped up and helped her out. Yet, I was...
    AuntieShani AuntieShani 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    Two months of being mislead. Two years of denial. Two more years of not letting go. Two sides of this story, and I'm dying to know his. But since I can't have that, and I probably...
    FixatedDreamer FixatedDreamer 16-17, T 1 Response Aug 10

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    I started dating him for six months,everything was fine until this girl came in and rent a room in the same house my boyfriend was living. He cared about me,my problems were his,I...
    juju0214 juju0214 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I believe everything happens for a reason ... I've hard a hard life and had to mature young , why ? maybe to make me stronger . I lost my viriginty at a very young age to rape...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I 'try' to think everything happens for a reason!..it's just so hard to believe those words when you feel lost!,for the first time in a long time I have never felt like such a...
    EH1988 EH1988 16-17, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    i didn't completely lose them, im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23

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    Hi hello wow, this is weird. For starters I doubt anyone will read this. My name is Valerie I am 15. I'm a relapsing self harmer, I don't look or act like what people think is a...
    valerieisabelle valerieisabelle 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    today is July 23rd 2014. The last time I seen my son was in the winter of 2009. Here is my story... I was 21 years old and about to give birth in a months time. My son's father and...
    Kristin727 Kristin727 31-35, F Jul 23

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    I lost a good friend on Friday. I found out as I was walking into work. It was one of those moments when time stopped. Everything just stood still. And it hasn't started back up...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    This sounds pathetic, but I'm willing to admit.Yes, I'm sort of lost. And it's completely crazy.I will for sure find myself again.But at the moment I'm dwelling in that not so...
    TheDreamyWoman TheDreamyWoman 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 25

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    So my ex best friend prank called me at 1am telling me to go burn in hell and die well **** him I might just go do that live with that guilt you c*nt I just don't get what...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I thought our friendship was strong enough to overcome everything, turns out it wasn't. It happens really slowly, you don't see each other as often as you used to, you stop texting...
    infinite1994 infinite1994 18-21, F Jul 27

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    We'll not lost just he left when I was born I am depressed just got everything dumped on me
    battleships10 battleships10 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 28

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    Been going thru some old pics and old letters to you today. Working a 16 hour shift allows for way too much time to think. I miss you and the way life was when you were around...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    i have 16 year old, i lost my mommy in december last year because of cancer....i am as strong as i could..but the time passes and it doesn t get better...it feels worse...i don t...
    Dzzzd Dzzzd 16-17, F Aug 2

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    I just found out that he's died. Crashed his tractor on the A1. They cut him out of it, then he died in hospital. He was 19. Once upon a time he was my light. The boy I became...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    There's so much happening in my life all at once. It's mentally and physically exhausting. My mind is cluttered and it doesn't seem to be clearing up anytime soon. College, friends...
    janewsmith janewsmith 18-21 1 Response Aug 5

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