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I Lost Everything

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

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    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 36-40 8 Responses Jan 17

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    **** my life. **** everyone. **** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    After amazing holiday in Florida America I came back to England to find my home had been flooded me my parrents had move into a hotel while house rebuilt where I met Emma . Emma...
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    I lost everything due to my drug addiction. I didn't think that I had a problem. I thought I was perfectly fine & normal. I started stealing from my family doing unusual things...
    Jwalton0217 Jwalton0217 22-25, F Sep 9

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    Has the quest to find the perfect soul mate done more harm than good? Have you lost the one and only person you truly loved to another?Lost love spells can help you mend the...
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    Personality wise this guy is great for me. I have never had even a year long relationship and we are at 9 months. He handles me better than anyone. We think and translate the same...
    Rigby2010 Rigby2010 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Zack has officially left EP. He was hurt by Drew and CJ, betrayed by Jay and Corey and some other **** like that. Zack was a great friend and I lost him because he was hurt by...
    ChucktheLegend ChucktheLegend 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I don’t know where everything went wrong ,how I lost the gamble of life. My inexplicable mind didn’t keep anything though,no balance sheet it prepared- what it got and what it...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Aug 30

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    When I feel like someone's let me down or I've made a bad choice I tell myself "everything happens for a reason" it makes me feel better.
    MEdwards180598 MEdwards180598 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 17 Responses Sep 2

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    I have been in love with him for five years; he was everything he even helped me get over my dads abuse to me before i move out. Waiting for him for all those years just for him to...
    Misguided123 Misguided123 22-25, F Sep 11

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    I got her back then I lost her again. I'm done dealing with her drama and her bullshit. I'm just done with her. I thought everything would just go back to the way it was after we...
    HeartBreakHero HeartBreakHero 16-17, M Sep 15

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    Very much so. I mean there was years I couldn't look in a mirror without crying. I really don't like myself. There's only a cple of things about myself I really like but other than...
    lostwithin25 lostwithin25 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I am so lost I just need help. I am 15 years old. Two night's ago I had a sleepover with my friend who has an older brother. We go to her house from a party where we both had...
    lifeofateenager520 lifeofateenager520 13-15, F 8 Responses Sep 8

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    Recently I have lost an uncle and his life was a crazy one he lost his leg to a logging accident and later spent his time in china and Mexico teaching English he never married but...
    gigapo gigapo 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I had success with a great family, with work where I was respected and valued by my company and by my customers. I worked hard on improving my health, and had finally reached my...
    gmeza98 gmeza98 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I was on ep before....loved it...it was my place. i met someone on here, we met, now live together. deleted my ep sometime along the way. three years later now ive lost...
    LostInTheLight LostInTheLight 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I feel so depressed, i haven't felt like this in my life. There is pain, depression, fear of losing everything i have earned in past 2 years.. my life, love everything.I don't know...
    elex003 elex003 22-25, M Sep 16

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    I lost my grandmother to either breast cancer,brain cancer, bone cancer, or possibly all of them. Sorry it's hard for me to remember, I try to remember the good things that...
    mistywolf14 mistywolf14 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I lost my mom to lung cancer about a year ago today. It's killing me inside. I keep cutting everyday and it's getting really out of hand. She was my everything and I watched her...
    jessicakittynese jessicakittynese 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    An open letter Dear Marie It's been 5 years now since you've past away. I still haven't seen your gravestone. I've heard it's beautiful - just like your soul. You might don't...
    Lindadk Lindadk 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    how do i start this off? its so sad..ugh..okay i lost my virginity to a 20 year old when i was 13 now i just turned 14 we met on instagram,i liked him ALOT...he asked me out...
    ImOkayDude ImOkayDude 22-25, F Sep 8

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    As a 22 year old, most doors are opening. Others you fumble with for what seems like hours because you were out drinking with friends all night. You ranch out, and make a name for...
    Lividly Lividly 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Isn't it weird how life goes? I mean I'm only 19, haven't had much of a life so far and yet, I'm feeling things I never thought I would yet. Maybe it's because I matured so much...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F Sep 15

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    I lost my dream that was within my fingertips. I feel hopeless that I won't be able to work for a prestigious organization. I heavily invested by attending graduate school to...
    brokenandbeaten brokenandbeaten 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    I one day woke up to see that my uncle had been shot and killed and then on lost friends, my friendship with my mother got worse, school got harder, EVERYTHING GOT WORSE :(((( Now...
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Years ago I met a girl. A wonderful woman who brought out the best of me. have never felt more free to be me.... no judgment, no fear, no hesitation of any kind. we danced in...
    FrankWhite223 FrankWhite223 31-35 4 days ago

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    I lost my best friend and love of my life. I didn't cheat on her or take her for granted. I just had a ****** up house and life and I guess she didn't want to be apart of it...
    bdawkins302 bdawkins302 31-35, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    This Summer was the best summer I have ever had, but now since school started. I am not happy whatsoever. I went back to being lazy and unproductive, my self esteem doesn't even...
    xXSofXx xXSofXx 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My gf and I are planning on moving out of my moms place by January. I haven't been doing anything and its making me irritable. I cant handle being around anyone for a long period...
    TheEdgeOfEarth TheEdgeOfEarth 18-21, F Aug 31

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    This weekend I went to a close friend's wedding, as a bridesmaid. I spent $200 on the bridesmaid's dress with the most horrendous shoes. I traveled over 700 miles to get to the...
    Grace411 Grace411 22-25, F Sep 2

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    Four years ago, I was a twelve year old girl, turning on thirteen. I was in my first year of junior high, where I was ridicious. Not ridicious in a way where I made terrible...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 2 Responses Sep 3

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    I'm 60 yo male that at one point in my life I had everything in control, everything normal my emotions my confidents, somewhere within the last several years because of trouble...
    dangon75 dangon75 56-60 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I can still remember how it spiraled out of control. A figure would appear far in the background sporadically then over time became a part of every dream. At first I would try to...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M Sep 13

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    I don´t have many friends but they are important, they´re my everything. When my world is crumbling around me and it feels like the whole world is crushing me... They are there...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F Sep 15

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    I absolutely hate getting lost. It's something that might take a while to get out of and you don't know how long it will take to get out of it. Well, I got lost at one point. And...
    DiamondAlexander DiamondAlexander 13-15, M Sep 6

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    I feel so lost that my body actually hurts from the confused emotions. I feel so lost I have no clue wether to smile or not when someone tells a joke or simply smiles at me. I feel...
    bohoemmers bohoemmers 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I try so hard to be good again and learn to be peaceful but i can feel the darkness in me tugging and pulling , getting stronger and its happening so quick. its so easy for me to...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 30

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    My girlfriend of 9 years no longer touches me. Its been months, I have even begged. Our relationship right now is not good. We can't