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I Lost Everything

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F Apr 13

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    The Day When Everything Went Away

    I once had a family. I once lived in a place near a beach which was made completely out of shells. It was always blue and endless. If you travelled in the other direction, you would find yourself in a bohemian rhasody, complete with coffee yogurt and apple trees. If you...
    simplewish simplewish 31-35 1 Response Feb 10, 2011

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    Everything

    Other then my life I threw everything away. I tried to throw my own life away too, but it seems I just couldn't die. People tried to get me gone, but I always fought back and I am still here. Anyway I threw away my family, my friends, my school, and ripped every last thing out of...
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 13 Responses Oct 7, 2010

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    4 years ago today my entire life changed.

    I had a beautiful family, successful business, a lovely sailboat and a jeep, and so much more. 10:26pm tonight is when my world came crashing down. My mom died. She was the glue that held our family together. We were best friends and business partners. I loved her dearly...
    absolom absolom 36-40 8 Responses Jan 17

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    Lost In Lust....

    Sometimes you feel as if you're never going to reach happiness. I had been through one hell of a year and thats just how I felt. Everytime I had my head above water something would come along and take me under. I was just starting my career when it all began. I was so happy! I...
    MissingmyAngel988 MissingmyAngel988 22-25, F Aug 7, 2011

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    I'm all alone I feel like I have no one to talk

    to, my mother died when I was 16 she was my best friend really my only friend and she's gone, I have some friends but they aren't really friends they just use me for what they what, I use to have a girlfriend but she left me for some other guy, an I really loved her but she...
    Alix9711 Alix9711 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I'm new to this site

    and expressing myself in this way. But to truly know me I have to take you back a few years. Back to 2009. It was going to be the best year of my life. My last year in high school I was finally a senior and I had the best friends anyone could have asked for. New years had just...
    preciousrain preciousrain 22-25, F Feb 27

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    Everything I Loved Became Everything I Lost

    And there's nothing left but empty spaces that can't be filled.
    ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers ScottyIsaDinosaurMotherfuckers 22-25, M Feb 18, 2011

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    My Sister Died. For No Reason.

    I finally started to feel good about life. I was starting to see things in a new light.  I was starting to believe that maybe lifes worth it but now I see this big game i want to forfeit. Im ready to go Im ready to leave. I cant take anymore so just let me please.  Im...
    rfsfbb rfsfbb 19-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2008

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    I Lost Everything!

    Well I have a kind of strange experience to share here... It is one of the toughest things in the world to loose the love of your life... Even tougher is to know that it's because you are a looser. I had a a good enough life till the point I met her in my office around 2 years...
    amiteshm amiteshm 26-30, M 6 Responses Nov 27, 2009

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    **** my life. **** everyone. **** everything. Nothing matters anymore. I've lost everything. Ive lost everyone. I'm alone and I'm angry and I'm tired. So ******* tired of this...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    After amazing holiday in Florida America I came back to England to find my home had been flooded me my parrents had move into a hotel while house rebuilt where I met Emma . Emma...
    frodo26 frodo26 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I lost everything due to my drug addiction. I didn't think that I had a problem. I thought I was perfectly fine & normal. I started stealing from my family doing unusual things...
    Jwalton0217 Jwalton0217 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I lost my voice for a week. None of my teachers at school noticed. Never realised how quiet I actually was
    hopefullgeenie hopefullgeenie 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm lost and I'm afraid. I'm scared of what has happened and I fear what may happen. Every single day I have dozens of macabre scenarios flashing through my mind. I see the people...
    iKitKat iKitKat 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    I lost my baby august 11 . I was really depressed and in a bad place about even being pregnant for the second time at 16 so that's one factor of how I lost he or she. It was weird...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    1997........when I was 19 I lost my Mum to cancer, I was just about to start my A Level finals and head off to Uni when she was diagnosed with lung cancer but then died 3 days...
    aronpaul8778 aronpaul8778 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 26

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    I don’t know where everything went wrong ,how I lost the gamble of life. My inexplicable mind didn’t keep anything though,no balance sheet it prepared- what it got and what it...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Aug 30

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    I miss turning around from my sleep, and waking up into the arms of someone. Not just anyone... someone I LOVE someone I mean everything to. Someone who looks at me and I see the...
    aboutdone728 aboutdone728 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Yes, again. I know I'm not on this very frequently. I see this as my secret little place to vent out and say how I feel. Anyway as few of you may know, I lost my father last year...
    Kratie Kratie 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 16 Responses Sep 2

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    I have been in love with him for five years; he was everything he even helped me get over my dads abuse to me before i move out. Waiting for him for all those years just for him to...
    Misguided123 Misguided123 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I got her back then I lost her again. I'm done dealing with her drama and her bullshit. I'm just done with her. I thought everything would just go back to the way it was after we...
    HeartBreakHero HeartBreakHero 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    Ive been through quite a lot and i feel like ive lost my self battling through them.. My story is quite..i must say uncommon. Basically my whole family lied about my own identity...
    eyeris2195 eyeris2195 18-21, F Aug 19

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    I am so lost I just need help. I am 15 years old. Two night's ago I had a sleepover with my friend who has an older brother. We go to her house from a party where we both had...
    lifeofateenager520 lifeofateenager520 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 8

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    Recently I have lost an uncle and his life was a crazy one he lost his leg to a logging accident and later spent his time in china and Mexico teaching English he never married but...
    gigapo gigapo 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    When I was 10 I lost my nanny, she essentially raised me and my two sisters. All my childhood memories centred around her and when she moved away she only gave 24 hours notice and...
    shell17 shell17 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I lost my mom to suicide in May 2014. She had made several attempts in the last ten years and made threats every couple of months. I always assumed they were cries for attention...
    heatherash1204 heatherash1204 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    At about 4:30, July 12, 2012 my phone had 2 missed calls, but I was playing a competitive game of ladder ball with my phone charging on the deck on silent mode. It was boys against...
    nco706 nco706 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    Need to share my story, guess I'm just getting mad by not being able to talk about it and have to have some feed back, specially from men, just to be able to understand my big...
    tangoandjuliette tangoandjuliette 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    It started last year. My journey to shed the pounds that were making me so unhappy. I got to my heaviest weight, about 73 kilos or 160 pounds near the end of last year. Mind you...
    Ally95xx Ally95xx 18-21, F 12 Responses Aug 17

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    I lost my Grandma today. She wasn't just my grandma she was my mom, my bestfriend, my everything. I am lost right now. She was only 61 and I just don't really know what to think at...
    ShaiLayne ShaiLayne 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I was on ep before....loved it...it was my place. i met someone on here, we met, now live together. deleted my ep sometime along the way. three years later now ive lost...
    LostInTheLight LostInTheLight 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I believe everything happens for a reason ... I've hard a hard life and had to mature young , why ? maybe to make me stronger . I lost my viriginty at a very young age to rape...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I 'try' to think everything happens for a reason!..it's just so hard to believe those words when you feel lost!,for the first time in a long time I have never felt like such a...
    EH1988 EH1988 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Is it just me or did everything get a little harder to navigate lately Lately I’ve been I;ve been losing sleep… dreaming about the tings we could be Because lately I have...
    DoeEyedOwl DoeEyedOwl 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I feel like my life is the exact opposite of what it should be! Everything i want becomes a delusion and everything i don't want just makes it's way into my life ruining everything...
    nimra1296 nimra1296 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I lost a friend. Her name was Skyler, I refer to her as Sky. She was amazing, beautiful, courageous, good hearted, loving, caring, sympathetic, silly, she was my everything. I was...
    hopelovecare hopelovecare 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Preface: I know that some people say that, "time heals everything." It really doesn't. I was in a horrible car crash with my boyfriend at the time and I lost him forever...But...
    Jessicamlee21 Jessicamlee21 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I lost my bestfriend yesterday. He was tall, handsome and mine. We used to be perfect, until he started to change. And now I feel so alone. He says it's for the best to take time...
    shammypurry shammypurry 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    It's hard to wake up sometimes... i wake up fearful and stressed about what a new day will bring to me, the not knowing what will happen next is scary. Lots of things have gone...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F Aug 24

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    I feel so lost in this relationship and everything i feel i do is wrong. But im not getting the things in the relationship that i need...
    hansen7681 hansen7681 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    I am 23. I fell in love with the wrong men. I got mentally abused by each one. They made me feel like a loser. I try to stay away from all this but m hopelessly romantic and...
    notpureanymore notpureanymore 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I lost my mom to lung cancer about a year ago today. It's killing me inside. I keep cutting everyday and it's getting really out of hand. She was my everything and I watched her...
    jessicakittynese jessicakittynese 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    An open letter Dear Marie It's been 5 years now since you've past away. I still haven't seen your gravestone. I've heard it's beautiful - just like your soul. You might don't...
    Lindadk Lindadk 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    how do i start this off? its so sad..ugh..okay i lost my virginity to a 20 year old when i was 13 now i just turned 14 we met on instagram,i liked him ALOT...he asked me out...
    ImOkayDude ImOkayDude 22-25, F Sep 8

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    As a 22 year old, most doors are opening. Others you fumble with for what seems like hours because you were out drinking with friends all night. You ranch out, and make a name for...
    Lividly Lividly 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Isn't it weird how life goes? I mean I'm only 19, haven't had much of a life so far and yet, I'm feeling things I never thought I would yet. Maybe it's because I matured so much...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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