I Lost Friends

I havent talked to my best friend for over 3 years now and I miss her soo much:(. But at the same time I feel that I'm ok without her..... A lit of mixed feelings, I want to talk to her but somthing holds me back, I want her to know...

Okay fine..

This thing keep happening to me...

Okay now... Okay Okay Okay Okay

I lived a past that seems unreal to me now. Every one I was close to I separated myself from or made them angry. Then I burned the bridges behind me as if they were dead and mourned their loss as such. Part of me died every time. I...

I jumped on today to see what you where up to and you have been removed from my friends list,,,??  What happened there?.  I've tried my best to find you again but unfortunately I'm not having any luck. Palestranger I...

It was 4th year high school when I had this new friend in school, she was transferee from Japan then. I met her in our first day of classes, we had the same name and section and maybe that's the reason why we became so close in a short...

Hey how are you guys?

Let me tell you something about the old me, my friends are my life they're more important than anyone you have around you even your family, I used fix my schedule with my family based on their's if any of them is...

I moved to another country and i guess the distance screw up with my best friendships...after a while i began to see who my best friends really were. that was really sad. also, our realities are totally different now...since i live far...

I do believe people come into your life for a reason. Sometimes we know why theyare there and sometimes we dont, randm events draw us closer.  However, there was a friend I was close to here on EP and I feel lately we have drifted...

I've lost friends in my life.  Some I've lost to death, which killed a small part of me at the same time. 

Some I've lost to time, and I felt a part of me whither away as they whithered from my life. 

And some I've...

Roses are suppose to be red,while violets a shade of blue

But whenever you're around me, that tends to be untrue

My colours seem to lack the zest of a love that's meant to be

My flowers have begun to pale - No red nor blue to...

You still come to my mind a lot even though the years has past
I think of you, what were you going thru, what kind of men you would have become
You was so young to take your own life, we were suppose to grow together
You were such a...

there comes a time in Your life when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book,,and it seems to be very hard to do it specially when it's in the friendship case,,with the people that you thought they are your real...

I am hoping that others who read this story will be able to give me another perspective on this situation because although I cannot change what has happened I do desperately need to try to understand it and why it happened.Very shortly...

I have not been socially active for over 3 years now. Maybe I'm just to nerdy, who knows.

i haven't had a friend in four years.
i have parents, two sisters, and a grandmother.
my social circle does not extend beyond them.
i suppose the problem is that i let it be this way for so long.
when i lost my friends i lost them all...

When I say I've lost friends, I don't mean through death, nor is my situation really comparable to ElLagarto, who lost his drinking buddy friend.
I went through about 7 incredibly difficult years, where it seamed it was one thing after...

In elementary school and middle school, I never had the same friends as the year before. I still saw them because it was a smaller school with all the same people, but they hardly talked to me. When I got to high school, I thought it...

Losing friends to me now is common practice. It's something I shouldn't get used to because I value the bond between two or more people sharing a friendship. However it's unfortunate that the people I've associated myself with, all...

I miss you little boy, I met you on that day and you made me smile. I was in despair and you made me smile. I should have invited you over. That would have saved you... Right? I found my self praying for your killer the other day... I...

It's amazing to me how different people react when they find out that I like women. I tend to shy away from telling people just because it's really no ones business and I try to keep stuff to myself. (I know hard to believe when I pour...