but something happened last year that made me stayhome all the time and ignoring my friends. Now i have social anxiety and depression. Trying to date a girl and i forgot what is it like to be in a relationship and what am i supposed to do
I wonder wht am i trying to achieve
I feel the constant need to be listened by my friends
I dnt like getting up or going to office
I have insecurity about my weight as i am overweight and my skin as was acne prone which i am reminded of
I dnt feel like doin anything...
I am truly disgusted by people in general. I loved people. I used to get inspired by them. I really did care about people I don't even know.
To some people I sacrificed so many things. I truly genuinely wholeheartedly loved someone. Same thing goes for my friends. I would drop...
My relationships are boring and I don't put any effort into improving them. Nothing makes me smile anymore. Coming from someone who used to be bubbly and energetic 24/7...I find this totally and completely odd.
I get bored of basically everything really easily which is why I'm always bored. The only thing I'm happy to do for a long time is be on the laptop on the internet... everything else is just so boring to me most of the time. Sometimes I try to draw or write poems and stories...