I Lost Interest

i still love to do ham radio but  the hobby is expensive and while  i am not in the current living situation that i can set up a ham radio tower. but i enjoy helping others in diasters through ham radio.

I lost interest in hating myself for things I can't control, for feeling guilty for demanding respect until I have proven that I don't deserve it. I lost interest in beating myself up over mistakes I have made. In short, I have lost...

I don't care. I don't care about your opinions. I don't care about your dreams.. I don't care about your thoughts. I don't care what you think about this post. 

I'm just gonna read it.. and sign off. I have lost any interest in...

Everytime somebody tells what to do - what not to do...
Many suggestions are there from Family Members, friends, teachers...

But I dont know why, we loose out motivations without any reason...
my life style is full of mood swings.
Now...

I have become so far a perfect machine that performs things efficiently and I have little interest in what goes on outside my self-created "bubble" ...This "mechanization" started way back in my kindergarten year and it got completed...

I am so done, so over them. I don't care anymore. Relationships even, they've always told me that I need to start living for myself, I guess I was too nice to do that. And as lonely as it gets when everyone is cut off from me, and the...

You ever just get tired of tightening the stings that hold you together? Or going back and forth between objectives always the same? There is a time and a place to just drop everything and restart. Try something different. Go on a...