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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I of cores loved Death Note bcuz first of all of all, it was anime, or manga, what ever. Second of all, cuz I love L and I'ma fangirl :3
    animeobsessed18377 animeobsessed18377 13-15, F Jul 22

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 28

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    :( I lost the love of my life. I lost the boy I love Jose Chavez. Wow how could I been so stupid. Why am I always scared to get hurt. It's my fault. I broke up with him because I...
    unbreakable2014 unbreakable2014 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    We met up the other day for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I think of her each day and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen. Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp 18-21, M Aug 8

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    I was 16 when I found my first love, from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F Jul 28

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    So my very first serious boyfriend Shane, was not just my boyfriend but my best friend, my partner in crime. I loved him to death and I still do. I was just 16 at the time and he...
    deathlessfear deathlessfear 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    She was the girl I had my first long term relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I just found out that he's died. Crashed his tractor on the A1. They cut him out of it, then he died in hospital. He was 19. Once upon a time he was my light. The boy I became...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    My girlfriend was the love of my life. She was waiting for organ transplantation( heart and lungs) . A transplantation she never had. Party , drugs, sex all first experiences we...
    antitoyz antitoyz 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    My boyfriend of almost 2 years cheated on me, when I found out, the other girl got mad at him and said some horrible things, to make him feel bad she said she would take her life...
    katierow katierow 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I lost the joy of living since she left me. 7 years has gone an nothing has been the same. Since that very day I've been living a grey darker life. I suppose disdain is one of the...
    urius urius 26-30 1 Response Aug 3

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    Preface: I know that some people say that, "time heals everything." It really doesn't. I was in a horrible car crash with my boyfriend at the time and I lost him forever...But...
    Jessicamlee21 Jessicamlee21 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Is asking you to hold my hand in public too much to ask? Is wanting you to kiss me like you love me too much as well? I don't understand I just want to be loved, I want someone...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    love is a common word used in english to get what they want
    Joelashe Joelashe 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 1

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    I don't know how to start moving on. My girlfriend(of 2 1/2 years) wasn't my entire world, but she sure was my favorite part and a big part at that. We broke up because of distance...
    bigbrownbastard bigbrownbastard 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Every time I think about picking up a book, or if I start a book, I lose all interest in it very quickly. It can be a book I know I'll love or a book that catches my attention...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Oh my first (true) love.....I was moving to another school in the middle of the fifth grade year n there he was. I was really smart n caught up with stuff really fast. I was even...
    intellinerdgirl intellinerdgirl 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    After 12 years I have reconciled with my first real love, and the father of my oldest child. We both have remarried and had children with other people. We went through a horrible...
    907dreamer 907dreamer 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Today I have cried my eyes out over how much i miss my first girlfriend... We broke up last month and my life has been hell every since.
    cutiepieeeee cutiepieeeee 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago, I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    First off. None of you know how old I am, and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Always will :) I thank God everyday for my love and for the blessings he continues to give us. We have a love like no other.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jul 28

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    Her name is Hanna. We went out for 3 and a half years. It's been 2 years now with other females which I don't see myself with for a long period. Hanna and I did everything together...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    I had a boyfriend a couple weeks ago I was with him for almost a month I still don't understand why he left me I cry all the time about it I truly loved him with every piece of me...
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I don't know if I miss you, or if I miss every part of who I was when I was in love with you. 2 years has started to seem so long ago.. maybe only because so much has changed since...
    ChNi ChNi 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    It's been a month and I can't get over him I still love him I don't know what to do
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I was with my ex-boyfriend for two years. We've been broken up since May 20th. Sometimes I feel good. But nights like tonight I feel like the wound is freshly sliced. I regret so...
    tryingtobehappy123 tryingtobehappy123 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My mom passed away from cancer at 57...I still miss her dearly and can't believe it's been 10 years !!!
    JakeS0097 JakeS0097 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I know I probably don’t cross your mind much anymore but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Why did he have to go? He was only a year old. ******* heartbroken.
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Too many. Why ??? Why them but not me ??? They could cope. Me cant. Why them and not me????
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 31

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    I started crying today because i dont know how to make my dad's chicken soup.
    mairesequin mairesequin 16-17, F Aug 4

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    He told me and i was devastated... at the time he was doing fine, it was getting better. 2 weeks ago he made a wish to come see me... long distance relationships are hard...
    aleexsofia aleexsofia 13-15, F Aug 6

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    It is important to see that even when one is the life of the party, and brings smiles to others by the mere mention of their name, it is possible, they are suffering inside...
    PandorasDream PandorasDream 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 11

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