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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    My first love was my first boyfriend five years ago. He was only 5'6 and I'm 5'11. I weighed 237lbs back then. I'm not going to lie, I wish he were taller but his personality made...
    MizzChocolate99 MizzChocolate99 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel like ALL of my loves have been first loves, in one way or another. And I miss them all. I could talk about the girl I loved for five years across middle school and high...
    straytian straytian 41-45, M Feb 13

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    This story is a long one so hang in there. This story is about my first love, kiss, hug, and happiness. This story is about my first love although I won't say her name. I will...
    Mynumberone12215 Mynumberone12215 13-15, M Feb 4

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    I learned to hold onto them while you have the chance. Don't be afraid to lose them, because if you are it could ruin everything. Something I also learned, is that first loves...
    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F Feb 15

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    The thrill of that first love….that first step. Some things I don’t remember at all, like for how long I had a crush on her until that day. I know that we weren’t really...
    Synapse81 Synapse81 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 6

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    I was in my first year of high school. He was a senior in the same homeroom of a boy that I was close friends with. I had gone to my friend's homeroom at the end of the day because...
    justnicky justnicky 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Yes, I confess here, I miss her. She is my first love. Due to some issues, she went away from me, but a little mention of her came today, when she favorite one of my posts I had...
    rko683 rko683 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    Recently, my first love has been in my dreams. And I've been thinking of him a lot too. Not sure if he's in a relationship. But I'm not sure either if I want to find out.
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    At Least I think He Was My " First Love " But, Cheating on someone has got to be one of the most disrespectful things you can do.
    ChattingIsNiceToo ChattingIsNiceToo 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 8

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Today was my uncle's funeral..as I watched him burn in the funeral pyre the piercing images of my father came into sight..just 1 months ago I saw my father reduced to ashes. ..in...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    The day before Christmas eve one year ago..my dad passed away in his sleep..he wasnt ailing from any serious sickness he was fine...he just went to bed and never woke up. .my mom...
    Lyss1 Lyss1 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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       Today, our family lost a truly beautiful soul. Uncle John, I loved you more than you could ever know. And i'm gonna miss you so much! But I feel a sense of peace...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 9

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    Yesterday one of my friends lost a brother I fell sad for them I wish I could do more for them
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Feb 10

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    I lost my Aunt Martha on May 14th last year and I'm still not over it. I think about her frequently and wish there was some way of telling her about my day and talk to her about...
    standingfirm standingfirm 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Auntie J Beautiful.Kind,generous,respectful,caring,giving,Loved by all Auntie J was the most amazing Auntie I ever had she was my favourite auntie I think of her everyday ,she...
    iwanttobeafashionesigner iwanttobeafashionesigner 22-25, F Feb 14

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    I still miss him, 35 years later. We had a beautiful love story, but he got scared and ended it. However, it never really ended. We still talked on the phone. He said he still...
    ldsgirl923 ldsgirl923 51-55, F 7 Responses Feb 5

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    I miss you so incredibly Much, and now that I am in my darkest moments again, but am finally free to be with you, you moved on and act as if Our love never truly mattered...
    TKnight11 TKnight11 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Well, first 'girlfriend', sure. Every month for 6 months, she had a different guy. Then she told me she can't stand doing it to a guy like me, and that I deserve better. Frankly, I...
    LemStark LemStark 16-17, M 3 Responses Feb 9

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    it's been almost a year since we've broken up and consciously thinking about it, it still almost feels fresh. I'm not sure if I miss him, but there is this feeling that I can't get...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 23

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    her name was Sam, that wasnt her really name but she hated her really bame and just went by Sam. she had a lot of self hate, depression and selfharm problems. me living in indiana...
    andylovesyou23 andylovesyou23 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I had a girlfriend (R). I loved her a lot and we did all kinds of krazy stuff together. She loved guitar, so I learned how to play one. One of the most memorable day that I...
    ArupDas20 ArupDas20 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I loved her so much, I'd never met her in person but she was the most amazing person I had ever spoke to. I spoke with her every day and she made me so happy. We were together...
    charliewolfie12 charliewolfie12 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I see her on facebook and sometimes we text. I've loved her for 27 years,no one has ever had my attention more. I married knowing that I would never have the ability to love them...
    Blaker19 Blaker19 41-45, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    I miss her so much. We broke up because we didn't get time for each other. I love her but there is no way of getting her again!
    just4u97 just4u97 16-17, M Feb 23

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    it was amazing but havent seen her in years,havent got to call her because i dont have her number. anybody interested in love?
    vinz101 vinz101 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I miss Colorado. I miss the West. I've been away for 20 years and I miss it more with every passing year.
    sandstone4160 sandstone4160 51-55, M 7 hrs ago

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    I just discovered Rompeprop and Carnal Diafragma. Brain melted.
    CountSavage CountSavage 22-25, M Feb 10

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    I surprisingly haven't yet though?? If my dog dies I'm taking over the world then I'll jump off a bridge she's the sweetest <3
    Uhilikepizza Uhilikepizza 13-15, F Feb 9

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    We had a family friend's ex pass away yesterday. He leaves behind a 9 year old son. I feel so bad for him.
    ownfrnchseplaya ownfrnchseplaya 26-30, M Feb 10

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    I'm still your lil princess daddy, be proud of me in heaven or where you are 💁
    lilbiatch lilbiatch 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Pretty much anything by Ozzy, Maiden, or ACDC-- I think of Close Your Eyes Forever by Ozzy and Lita Ford fondly and Lady in Red by Chris DeBurgh (probably misspelled horribly...
    CatMagnet CatMagnet 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Every Little Thing She Does is Magic. Ghost and the Machine Police 1981
    johnstlouis johnstlouis 56-60, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    yes it was enough to put me off dating for ever more. I come to the UK was dating a man for 4 years we had a good time but unfortunately I did not know that while away from me for...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 9

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    Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright
    omgttyl72 omgttyl72 16-17, M Feb 9

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    Mine would be you or honey bee both by Blake Shelton. He sung them to me. Every time I listen to either one all memories of him start to flood back and I break down.
    briannalynn190 briannalynn190 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    I have every thing in life . Money , family . Friends , best life style .but there is something which is missing,i am waiting 4 sm 1 or smthing which i myself dont know
    mwelsh404 mwelsh404 61-65, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    we met online and talked on and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago