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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I do not miss him because I loved him so much. I miss him because he was my friend for the formative years. Plus he's the first person I have ever loved and cared for deeply...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    We met up the other day for coffee. I had brought my best mate as I had to give him a ride somewhere. We were catching up and everything was going great. We all went for a walk...
    Cossie227 Cossie227 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    :( I lost the love of my life. I lost the boy I love Jose Chavez. Wow how could I been so stupid. Why am I always scared to get hurt. It's my fault. I broke up with him because I...
    unbreakable2014 unbreakable2014 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 day ago

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    I met my "first love" at the age of fourteen. Let's call him N. He was sixteen at the time. I was head-over-heels in LOVE (or, what I thought was love) with this kid. I gave him my...
    Ferpaderp Ferpaderp 18-21, M Aug 8

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    I was 16 when I found my first love, from the moment I laid eyes in him I knew he was the one. He was kind of shy, happy sweet funny and very attractive. He wasnt all mr romantic...
    angelskyanderson angelskyanderson 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Every once in a while, I fantasize about my first love. I didn't realize he was my first love for a long time. One day I became aware of it after seeing his face in my mind over...
    Emojinoid Emojinoid 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    Why is it tht this one song brings back all these feelings i have for him i miss him sooo much even tho it was a long distance Relationship we had plans that we were gonna meet...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    She was the girl I had my first long term relationship with. She was the girl that made me know what love was. She was very friendly and beautiful. The cutest, jolliest and most...
    ccdawgg ccdawgg 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 10

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I just found out that he's died. Crashed his tractor on the A1. They cut him out of it, then he died in hospital. He was 19. Once upon a time he was my light. The boy I became...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    My girlfriend was the love of my life. She was waiting for organ transplantation( heart and lungs) . A transplantation she never had. Party , drugs, sex all first experiences we...
    antitoyz antitoyz 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    My boyfriend of almost 2 years cheated on me, when I found out, the other girl got mad at him and said some horrible things, to make him feel bad she said she would take her life...
    katierow katierow 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I’ve been trying to figure out how to write this for a month now. Every time I start, I always get off track or start to sound a little depressing. Although I suppose that’s...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M Aug 15

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    So my ex girlfriend is back in my life. We have a college class together. We've been talking and it's been real nice catching up. I secretly miss her, but I don't know if she feels...
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lost my lil bro to drugs a little over 5 years ago. He actually died because he wasn't a druggie! One of his buddies gave him methadone and since he had never taken drugs before...
    Keekeem Keekeem 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I lost the joy of living since she left me. 7 years has gone an nothing has been the same. Since that very day I've been living a grey darker life. I suppose disdain is one of the...
    urius urius 26-30 1 Response Aug 3

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    Preface: I know that some people say that, "time heals everything." It really doesn't. I was in a horrible car crash with my boyfriend at the time and I lost him forever...But...
    Jessicamlee21 Jessicamlee21 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Does anyone know her??? Dani Edwards she's 17/18 please ask around this is only picture i have ha we lost contact she lives in Australia but have been told she moved to Us not sure...
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't know how to start moving on. My girlfriend(of 2 1/2 years) wasn't my entire world, but she sure was my favorite part and a big part at that. We broke up because of distance...
    bigbrownbastard bigbrownbastard 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Every time I think about picking up a book, or if I start a book, I lose all interest in it very quickly. It can be a book I know I'll love or a book that catches my attention...
    Justalicia Justalicia 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I know it may seem like a short amount of time, but for the past year, I met a girl who changed my life. Initially we didn't plan to be together...it just happened. We fell...
    peaceout9 peaceout9 22-25, F Aug 20

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    After 12 years I have reconciled with my first real love, and the father of my oldest child. We both have remarried and had children with other people. We went through a horrible...
    907dreamer 907dreamer 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I forgot about you last night.. ..for the first time in a long time I did I was caught up in these drinks they keep Making a amazing conversation with this guy named Tremaine...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I never experience love until I turned 23. I had plenty of girlfriends throughout the years...but never love. I would say it but I didn't feel it till she came into my life. I met...
    ebah22 ebah22 22-25, M a week ago

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    I remember New Year's Eve about four years ago, I went to her house for a party. We had an incredible relationship between us, but we lived a little too far to make it labeled as...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    First off. None of you know how old I am, and won't tell you. So if you wanna say something to me just leave. Okay so two years ago I met a boy and I had a huge crush on him, and...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I had a boyfriend a couple weeks ago I was with him for almost a month I still don't understand why he left me I cry all the time about it I truly loved him with every piece of me...
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I don't know if I miss you, or if I miss every part of who I was when I was in love with you. 2 years has started to seem so long ago.. maybe only because so much has changed since...
    ChNi ChNi 18-21, F Aug 15

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    It's been a month and I can't get over him I still love him I don't know what to do
    baileyzook baileyzook 13-15, F Aug 16

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    I was with my ex-boyfriend for two years. We've been broken up since May 20th. Sometimes I feel good. But nights like tonight I feel like the wound is freshly sliced. I regret so...
    tryingtobehappy123 tryingtobehappy123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I could sit here for hours and write about him, but what would that do? It would give me a sense of nostalgia and a surge of depression that would leave me in tears for the rest of...
    MissAutumn MissAutumn 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Would it be considered love if him/her was never really yours? I've been in love with this one girl since I was 8. We were best friends. We were both very small so we both were...
    Beauty98 Beauty98 16-17, F Aug 22

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    That's not love that's something beyond my understanding love dosent hurt
    lastcall33 lastcall33 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I still love you. But I'll keep it to myself. I really want to talk to you again, but I know you don't want to remember me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    My 1st Love have up on me for no reason, but I never have up on him..
    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I met a boy my freshman year of high school. We spent a lot of time together, not really doing much of anything. I felt butterflies when he said sweet things but I wasn't until...
    whocanibe whocanibe 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I started crying today because i dont know how to make my dad's chicken soup.
    mairesequin mairesequin 16-17, F Aug 4

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    He told me and i was devastated... at the time he was doing fine, it was getting better. 2 weeks ago he made a wish to come see me... long distance relationships are hard...
    aleexsofia aleexsofia 13-15, F Aug 6

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    It is important to see that even when one is the life of the party, and brings smiles to others by the mere mention of their name, it is possible, they are suffering inside...
    PandorasDream PandorasDream 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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