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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My dog porky was 13 years old, 3 days ago she gave birth to 5 puppies, in the next two days the rest of her puppies died. She's had 3 litters of puppies, and none have died, except...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    And i also like post hardcore Death core bands i like : Suicide silence Bring me the horizon Asking Alexandria Post hardcore bands i like: Pierce the veil Sleeping with...
    piercetheveil22 piercetheveil22 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    It's been over two years since we officially toke up. I've spent every single day thinking about you. Crying about you. I've managed to trash a relationship with a really great...
    KaylaNicole93 KaylaNicole93 18-21, F Sep 12

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    I got married 6 years to which i don't love. In my country marriages are arranged by parents even my x confirmed that she don't wanna marry anybody otherthan me to my parents. My...
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M Sep 16

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    Does anyone know her??? Dani Edwards she's 17/18 please ask around this is only picture i have ha we lost contact she lives in Australia but have been told she moved to Us not sure...
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    So I lost my grandmother on Labor Day. It was pretty hard to deal with, still is actually. I just am glad I have great cousins, all six of us were laughing, remembering, joking...
    thedude5600 thedude5600 36-40, M Sep 7

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    Yeah sure she was the love of my life at the time...but I feel like someone out there is better for me. I just want love
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F Sep 8

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    After 5 long year I reunited with that guy who made my heart skips the first time... I was in 8 grade and he was in 6. Now I am working on my career and he's in 11 grade... Live...
    jasou31 jasou31 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I met a boy my freshman year of high school. We spent a lot of time together, not really doing much of anything. I felt butterflies when he said sweet things but I wasn't until...
    whocanibe whocanibe 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F Aug 31

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I could never admit to anyone how much I miss him, especially after all the pain he put me through. But now and then I can't help but think of what it would be like if we had never...
    Bonamie22 Bonamie22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I don't think I'm still in love with her but... Gah I don't know! The reason I'm missing our relationship more than usual is because I'm going through our old messages from when we...
    Parker33 Parker33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I just found out she got married not too long ago. I thought it wouldn't effect me since we haven't spoken to each other for years now, but I guess it's all a lie cause I still...
    luckie530 luckie530 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Brand new- Guernica I remember my mom taking us to Dallas when I was 15. standing with his arms wrapped around me on the balcony at The Door as he sang every word of every song of...
    korifrancis korifrancis 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I am laying down currently high and tipsy. And I just got home and my night is over.. I was with a few friends but I thought I had to babysit and turns I didn't. And while I'm...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    You'll always be a fire I can't put out and endless love
    steelergirl43 steelergirl43 46-50, F Sep 10

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    I cant remember my firts love(platonic) im not sure how it can be possible but its true, so he was not unforgettable :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    22 long lonely years since she was taken from me so violently. 264 months wondering what could have been, 8035 painful days wishing I could get my hands on the drink driving c**t...
    SmokBFG SmokBFG 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I have always thought about him and wondered what could have been , but I'm also a big believer in everything happens for a reason. Thinking about it still makes me smile and takes...
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Heart attack Bye Demi loveato
    Forders2 Forders2 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    "Lullabies" by Yuna or "almost lover" by A Fine Frenzy
    sabrinabuurke sabrinabuurke 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Maroon 5 She will be loved .........
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Rappers delight. The Sugarhill gang. I remember we were at a disco. (Yes children. Clubs were called disco's back then) and the girl I really loved asked me for a dance! As I get...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I could feel the wind on my face, it was dark and raining slightly. It felt good. It seemed to carry some of my sorrow away with it. The waves sounded distant but I was standing on...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M Sep 12

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    I bruised and cut up my knuckles/hand like crazy the other day. my uncle died less then 3 weeks ago and the anger is just now getting to me. I can't answer the question "how are...
    brown2306 brown2306 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Now hear is heavy raining.... and i miss him so much his hug and we drink coffee and eating corn on his bike.... i wish now you r wid me... plzzz come bake in my life.... i hope...
    NivyaSurani NivyaSurani 16-17, F Sep 1

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    I have so much to write , and will when I'm home alone. I'm so relieved that this is here, thank you
    myfavoriteteacup myfavoriteteacup 56-60, F Sep 12

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    I'm broken hurt scared crying I'm so broken because of u u hurt me so bad
    butterflypink butterflypink 13-15, F Sep 18

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    Stay high by tove lo "sigh" :((((((
    Emoheartbroken Emoheartbroken 13-15, F 4 days ago

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