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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    6 years ago, I was in a relationship with a man who had been with me since high school and for once I felt like I was human. Like I had a person who loved me, flaws and all. We...
    LunarStone LunarStone 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I miss him. I wish I hadnt broken up with him. I mean hes changed. We had ONE fight that we couldnt make through like damn. He said I was the first one he actually loved. The first...
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F Mar 16

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    What is it about your first love? Why do they occupy a permanent corner of your mind and another permanent corner of your heart? I still sometimes fondly remember my WJV. He comes...
    Iwalwjv Iwalwjv 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Don't get me wrong, my husband is my world... My here, now and my future... But I can't stop having either dreams about my first true, long term love. Why is that? I know up and...
    laurenb229 laurenb229 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    It has Been 3 years that we didn't see each other.. I'll meet him tomorrow! My first Love :) miss him a lot! i Hope that all goes right.
    NawelClarck NawelClarck 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    tonight, we got the call. after a month and a half, my grandfather drew his last breath at 10:30PM, on this day, 13th of july, year 2014. as i drove in silence back to the...
    nadialje nadialje 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Jana, Twenty-seven and a half years is a long time, a very long time, but that's how long it has been since I made the stupidest mistake of my life. That's how long it has been...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 5 hrs ago

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    I originally shared this story in response to an EP question but I think it needs to be added t my stories because it's the saddest story of my life... I lost my father at the age...
    stillinlove2 stillinlove2 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I met my soul mate in college and the bond and love between us was incrediable. We both were madly in love and were inseparable. We both are middle eastern I had lots of Suitor ad...
    MelodyMoon MelodyMoon 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    I've told this to only one other person, so putting it here on EP for everyone to see is quite a step for me, but I want to get it off my chest. There's a piece of information in...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 12

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    i have lost many people, but the lost of my crush was surprisingly the most hurtful of them all. RIP Toboe. i`m a mess without you.......
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 2 days ago

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    this will sound cheesy, and probably stereotypical...but i've loved only one girl since i was 15 years old. i'm 21 now, and she broke my heart years ago, but i still can't stop...
    NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow 18-21, M Mar 17

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    Yes I did but that was only the beginning of trouble-In 2003 after 14 years years together,12 years of marriage,and two children. We met and were married in Spain,but resided...
    Valentindelapontes Valentindelapontes 41-45, M a week ago

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    Well what can I say... :( So, there was this one girl that i fell madly in love with. We even shared Whatsapp numbers to keep in touch. She was my dream girl... We did everything...
    ossiboy ossiboy 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    My mind wanders through my 17th year and the two happy ones that followed when we were together. You taught me what it was to love, you were my first flame that's never been...
    GoddessBluefox GoddessBluefox 36-40, F Mar 6

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    I wonder if he thinks of me as often as he seems to cross my mind. I know I remember who he was and not who he probably is today. But I hope he still thinks of me. We were each...
    Iwalwjv Iwalwjv 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    It's been about 2 years since I've talked to him last. Even 2 years ago when we talked, it was just polite dribble. Anyway, I'm not sure if I ever loved him. I do know that he is...
    cowellowl cowellowl 22-25 a week ago

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    I met my 1st love when I was 17 and he was 21. It was intense from the start. He was Muslim so we had some cultural differences which caused problems between us. We dated for 3...
    Tigga1975 Tigga1975 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F Mar 1

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    it was amazing but havent seen her in years,havent got to call her because i dont have her number. anybody interested in love?
    vinz101 vinz101 13-15, M Mar 2

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    ??"love will lead you back, someday i just know that love will lead you back to my arms...where you belong..."??- it happened when i got separated and he just got married...
    sexydivide sexydivide 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    I miss you so much cheyenne???? words can't express what I felt and still feel for you. every second I'm not with you kills me.
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    To be honest, i feel like i think similarly to light. Wanting a perfect world, coming up with elaborate strategies, holding secrets, feeling little emotion, getting good grades, uk...
    TwoFists TwoFists 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    my dog died. when you have mental problems its even worse. He was the only friend I ever had and now he's gone :'( he helped me so much and he's gone. I'm gonna cut myself bad now...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    we met online and talked on and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    I sure do! He is my husband! We are so lucky! <3
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I miss Colorado. I miss the West. I've been away for 20 years and I miss it more with every passing year.
    sandstone4160 sandstone4160 51-55, M Mar 3

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    Don't Wake Me I went to bed I was thinking about you Ain't the same since I'm living without you All the memories are getting colder All the things that I wanna do over I went to...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 6

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    It's funny how I hate you, I hate you for the way you treated me, I hate you for the lies, I hate you for going out with my best friend and ruining a friendship that began before...
    minnieblack93 minnieblack93 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I wonder if this counts. I married a girl in the eighth grade her name was Kerry Stanger. I'm pretty sure it didn't count. LOL
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    I just feel hurt and cheated we only dated for a few months but i cut all contact with her when I started to have serious health issues because of embarrassment. So many...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I Still Cherish Those sweetest Moments, That I have Spent with you. Those Moments That Make Me Smile, Which Light up My Heart And Soul. I Cannot Forget That Glance Of Yours...
    rogi123 rogi123 36-40, M Mar 18

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    I can't live without you. I would breathe the air, and my heart would beat, but I would not feel the joy of life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I...
    rogi123 rogi123 36-40, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Breast cancer and cervical cancer took two people I loved. Death is hard but you learn to move on. And one day at a time life gets easier and easier. The memories I have are enough...
    bubble83 bubble83 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My first love happened when I was just 9! (Yes, kids can fall in love!) But it didn't work very well! When I was a child I started to spend my weekends with my cousin (she was 9...
    Marin22 Marin22 22-25, F 1 day ago