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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I of cores loved Death Note bcuz first of all of all, it was anime, or manga, what ever. Second of all, cuz I love L and I'ma fangirl :3
    animeobsessed18377 animeobsessed18377 13-15, F a week ago

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    You were my very first love. You came to me during a bad period of my life, and changed me forever. You showed me that I need to have respect for myself, and to not put others on a...
    blossomforth blossomforth 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I think of her each day and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I remember him. I was in sixth grade. I was stupid. Too naïve. He moved away in seventh grade. But I remember him. I always will. "My first love broke my heart for the first time...
    PartyingWithEllie PartyingWithEllie 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I'm with my first love, but we are in such a rocky stage. I don't know if I should continue being with him. But right now I love him so much. He is my best friend. I don't WANT to...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Even though it was over 2 years ago, and I have another man that I love very much, I still think about my first love all the time. He was emotionally and physically abusive but I...
    Kaylamarie9413 Kaylamarie9413 16-17, F Jul 6

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday. My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove...
    KissesA KissesA 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love. I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    The last couple nights , I've been dreaming about my first love . It's weird because I don't think of her at all . Only in my dreams . It's like she won't go away lol The sad...
    Raymoonnn Raymoonnn 22-25, F Jun 30

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    My first love was a pretty Mexican girl in Texas. Sadly, we moved to Florida and that ended it. She was so pretty and sweet. She was 17 and I was 15. I think about her often.
    gonzogeek gonzogeek 56-60, M Jun 30

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    I do think first love is the deepest... it resides deep in the brain far away from the things that destroy the memories later in life.
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Everybody misses their first love! They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    My first love...for 10 years the thought of him used to make me melt but now when I think of him. He just someone I used to know
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I have been with my first love and best friend for over 2 years now. We are in high school. He has broken my trust in 2 ways now and he has a lying issue. Ugh. I don't know if I...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    So my very first serious boyfriend Shane, was not just my boyfriend but my best friend, my partner in crime. I loved him to death and I still do. I was just 16 at the time and he...
    deathlessfear deathlessfear 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    We put each other through hell. We were young, dumb, and crazy. Sometimes we were crazy about each other and sometimes we hated each other SO much it was insane. I could talk...
    blondedream226 blondedream226 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I finished watching this in two days! It was so unbelievably good! Someone introduced it to me and I was thinking, "Eh, it's not gonna be that good and I don't even like anime...
    ceexa ceexa 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I found on several sites that Death Note is ranked the #2 greatest anime of all time DBZ is #1. ( this is on average not just 1 site )
    mjp3898 mjp3898 16-17, M Jul 13

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    Love is so far from me I can't even reach. At times like this it kills me softly but I hold on to my smile. Maybe I like pretense but underneath this mask is a sorrowful girl...
    MoonMusicLover22 MoonMusicLover22 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I've just began seeing a psychotherapist for my grief! It's hard ,life is strange, I'm a very strong person who's had to deal with a lot, I feel my past experiences has made me the...
    dahliamoon dahliamoon 31-35, F Jul 6

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    December 2013 I lost my dad to suicide. not only did I lose my dad but I also lost my best friend. things aren't the same. I've had trouble sleeping ever since and Iay every night...
    madison1998 madison1998 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    A woman sat next to me last night that looked like my wife. I wanted to tell her she looked like my wife and how I had lost her one night. I wanted to tell the woman that looked...
    ADF37 ADF37 56-60 1 Response Jun 30

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    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    I have finally accepted that i have lost what i had for my husband a long time ago, maybe i have held on for so long because i have been scared to be on my own. I know my mental...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 3

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    My Dearest Virginia, I realize that as I write this that the possibility of your ever reading it is virtually non-existent. Though I only knew you for a few short years when we...
    memdump memdump 70+, M Jul 11

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    I wouldnt say he was my boyfriend.. We never dated. But had been friends from little kids on. Always did everything together. We were each other's first kiss but then stayed just...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I remember the first time I fell in love with a guy instead of a girl. He was my first and only love. We broke up once but we got back together after 2 years and have been...
    Princessinmind Princessinmind 18-21, F Jul 7

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    The thing that i've learned is that you will never forget your first true love.. Its like the first girl that the universe made for you a.k.a ''Soulmate'' and it went wrong , i...
    LuisPT LuisPT 18-21, M Jul 16

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    Oh my first (true) love.....I was moving to another school in the middle of the fifth grade year n there he was. I was really smart n caught up with stuff really fast. I was even...
    intellinerdgirl intellinerdgirl 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Yea remember my first real computer is was beautiful black HP windows vista I loved her so much but sadly she became I'll from a virus and she had to be put down.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I do not know, how to start this because the fact that this is my first time. And really hard to begin. I know I got my partner with our only 5 years old girl ,but why she stilled...
    mervz mervz 22-25, M Jul 12

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    Always will :) I thank God everyday for my love and for the blessings he continues to give us. We have a love like no other.
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Her name was Wiki. No she was not named after Wikipedia, but feel free to make fun; I hate her. She was an agricultural student, sounds interesting? Nope, not when she smelt like...
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    Love can make u do sum crazy things
    BeauteFloue BeauteFloue 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    It's late at night and I can't catch a wink, I am still wide awake but feeling numb. I miss her. I miss the way we were before. Our laughter and funny moments, our tears and...
    madlovelace madlovelace 26-30, F Jul 4

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    He was abusive but I love him.
    geekXOfat geekXOfat 16-17, F Jul 8

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    you said you loved me , you bought me a ring and everything was going to be perfect through college . I trusted you with my life and you threw everything we had in the trash for a...
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    My high school sweetheart. We were together always. In the summer of our junior-senior year, her family moved from Illinois to somewhere in the West. I joined the army and went to...
    raysmith344 raysmith344 66-70, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I'm not going to go into detail because then I'd sound crazy to everyone but all I have to say is I thank God for giving me the opportunities of having eternity through Jesus, and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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