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I Lost Mt First Love To Death

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    Missing Love

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M 3 Responses May 26, 2011

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    Never Regular Kids

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    The Lasy Kiss

    The last kiss Think it was about 10 am on a Saturday morning as we ate breakfast with each other, and mike and his wife had joined us for breakfast at a little teas shop in Tokyo not far from where we would take public transportation to the airport then back in to Indian country...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    I lost the love of my life at the age of 20 now I'm 22 now but since he been gone it seem like I lost apart of me. I feel like my heart has been broken n can not b fixed. I don't...
    raebaybrown raebaybrown 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    My first love...i miss not my first love or even my last of the moment, but of the one left undone, unexplored and quite possibly unrequitted as well. JC was in my life at the time...
    ursulaf ursulaf 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Experiencing love that I felt with my first love is truly rare. It has been years since he left but still I can remember the intense impact his love had on me. I dont mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 4

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    My first love , he was much older then i ,11 years , i was 20 he was 31 , he made me so happy and i have never been attracted to a man like him again in my life not even my...
    Desiredlove Desiredlove 51-55, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I still love my first love. Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    me and my first love would talk on facetime until we fell asleep and then still be connected in the morning... Memories sometimes hurt to think about because we no longer are...
    TheThinkerr TheThinkerr 13-15, F Apr 13

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    I did Marry my first love the second time around. I walked through more stop signs then they have in downtown San Francisco.
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Two weeks ago I lost my nan, she was like a second mum to me. I'm 25 and she's the first person I've lost who I was close to! Every now and then I forget, forget she's gone, that I...
    XMissunderstoodx XMissunderstoodx 22-25, F 7 Responses Apr 14

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    i have lost many people, but the lost of my crush was surprisingly the most hurtful of them all. RIP Toboe. i`m a mess without you.......
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 Mar 27

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    We were young; I was stupid. At 13, how was I supposed to know that falling in love doesn't always work out? All the fairy tales and stories I heard growing up told me that my...
    PorcelainDoll17 PorcelainDoll17 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    how do you move on from someone you love more than anything in the world I just can't seem to do it or have any strength to do so
    XENETH XENETH 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I love susanvance but she blocked me please help me get her back
    Pride128 Pride128 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    It's more than 5 years now and when ever I think about her I feel sad. She gave me my first kiss and was one of the first girls to ever be interested in me. Sometimes we talk. And...
    Garafan Garafan 22-25, M Apr 4

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    I met him when i was twelve by accident on Facebook. Don't remember who spoke to who first but one of us added the other on Facebook by accident and upon answering the typical 'Do...
    darrygyles darrygyles 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 11

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    "Don't believe the bridge between you and me could ever be washed away. . ." She is Home. She's my heart. My life, my love, and my one and only. Now, if only we could be...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 30

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    One of my biggest regrets so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right...
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I met him in high school, and even though for the most part he treated me like ****, he always gave me just enough 'love' or kindness to keep me holding on. Once we were older...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer, checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9

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    It was so in love with her....and i miss her so much. biggest mistake ever, letting her go.
    TopNotchGuy TopNotchGuy 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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    I miss him but it's hard to move on am I right like I mean seriously it's harder than it looks I mean I want someone new I think I know the person but then I want him why can't it...
    sunzoshi99 sunzoshi99 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    my ex boyfriend and i were bestfriends for years after we broke up. in fact it was like we never broke up although we moved on with separate partners. truth is we still love each...
    evasweet evasweet 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Passionate, 'can't live without you' love, we have that and just want each other, to have and to hold
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    To be honest, i feel like i think similarly to light. Wanting a perfect world, coming up with elaborate strategies, holding secrets, feeling little emotion, getting good grades, uk...
    ForeverJashinist ForeverJashinist 18-21, M Mar 25

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    We DOn't Know How Strong We Are Until Being Strong Is THe ONLY Choice! I'm wearing a shirt today that says this in support of pancreatic cancer, and in memory of my Hubby...
    emerald emerald 36-40, F 13 Responses Apr 1

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    Still trying to cope now that my grandmother died.
    zakkiyyia8 zakkiyyia8 36-40, F Apr 1

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    i trusted some one who taught me to never trust another one else ...
    Smile3ee Smile3ee 16-17, F Apr 6

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    My granny's funeral is tomorrow. I'm not really nervous, even feeling a little odd. I haven't really progressed her passing yet.
    absenceofsound absenceofsound 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I miss you so much cheyenne???? words can't express what I felt and still feel for you. every second I'm not with you kills me.
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    You just transformed.. or the world just transformed..
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I cant move one without her im so confused
    Mongyy Mongyy 18-21, M Apr 2

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