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I Lost My Baby

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I'm looking for a mommy to take care of me, I haven't started yet but want to start wearing diapers 24/7 and be diaper trained, I want to be fed baby food, given my baby bottle...
    TaylorDoyle TaylorDoyle 18-21, T 5 hrs ago

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    My family banned me. I am sorry I lost them, I hurt them all. I am 27 years old and am on the streets of Alicante, Spain. I was a once a good boy. I was an outstanding university...
    HermesNauta HermesNauta 22-25, M 18 mins ago

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    Last year, lost a friend and a cousin to suicide. Both suffered from severe, ( obviously), depression. Both had supportive and loving families, it's hard to fathom how dark their...
    HarryOsbourne HarryOsbourne 56-60, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    February 17 2000- Early on this morning,two police officers showed up at the club I was dancing at(don't judge me!) and ask "Are you the mother of J------ Martin-Zecharias?". That...
    CocoaBelle CocoaBelle 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Its been almost a year since i lost my 1 year old baby cousin.. He was the brightest, smartest, handsome little boy you have ever met.. everyytime youd walk in a room an he see you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 11

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    This picture speaks volumes. I've cried every day since I lost my son. Somedays are harder than others, it's hard to fully believe that I am, in fact, a mother even though my...
    kay5262 kay5262 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    my sister, Lola, was 14. She was the best sister i couldve asked for. she was smart(even tho she didnt think so), funny, crazy at times but most important, she trusted me. she felt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2

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    (Female vocal)  Who are you? I  can't remember you're fading away Another blurred face in the crowd Resent me and beat me down  Because I promised you the world  And you have...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F May 13

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    Many years ago, I was raped the same day from two independent men. A couple of months later, I realized I was pregnant. All I could think of was, how will I explain this to my...
    reallymessedup2 reallymessedup2 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    I feel that it was the only thing that mattered to me. If I had my child nothing else would matter. I wouldn't need my whole family, I wouldn't need a man, I would just be happy...
    LUzunov LUzunov 18-21, F 2 Responses May 13

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    "He was your friend, your partner, your defender. You were his life, his love, his leader. He was yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart." My dog Kovu was my best...
    EskimoRae EskimoRae 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    My Sweet Little Angel... You came in the world with such violence and pain. I am so sorry little one, charged with you're protection for this I have failed. He beat me again today...
    angeleyes4urpleasure angeleyes4urpleasure 41-45, F 42 Responses May 14

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    I can say that I am a person who lived a miserable life. I am not writing this out of pity, but I just want to get this off my chest. It started when I was a baby. My parents are...
    redsilver26 redsilver26 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Mittens is my baby. I haven't personally met any cats that rest their cheek against your own cheek and wrap her arms around my neck like she's actually hugging me. I love burying...
    TheEnduringSunrise TheEnduringSunrise 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    On April 22, 2012 I left my home of 6years and husband due to physical and mental abuse. I had been beaten and raped in my garage for 2days. I escaped when my 6yr old unlocked the...
    HeartbrokenMotherof4 HeartbrokenMotherof4 22-25, F May 10

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    I need a friend to help me deal with the stress the pain and cop the right way I miss him sooooo much im 20 years old my first baby was my everything
    whitney5627 whitney5627 70+, F 1 Response May 13

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    So, I posted a story on this app, around a year ago, about my mother. If you read it, you know that she loves to make me feel like crap about myself. It's her favorite hobby, other...
    VAxox VAxox 13-15, F May 19

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    Part 1 Well where do.i start. All my life I have been a baby. It all started when muma tried to potty train me. So a normal mum would say bye to nappies and put there toddler in...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had my dog she was a lot of fun and very much my baby girl she sleep with me on Sunday u went out for a bit and then I got home I found her dead I miss her
    fordguy98 fordguy98 51-55, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've lost more than one, but the last one is still bittersweet, he died doing what he loved, being a soldier! He was KIA, serving our country. He never got to hold her but his baby...
    nicegirlinaz nicegirlinaz 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My wife keeps me as a baby girl I mean in nappies baby dresses baby socks and maryjanes etc I am also made to sleep in a cot eat every meal which is always baby food followed buy...
    babysue babysue 41-45, M 1 Response May 6

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    I live in Katy, Texas. I am looking for someone nearby or willing to travel. I want a BABY and that is really the only thing on my mind rite now. I am great with kids. My baby...
    Trish101 Trish101 22-25, F May 9

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    I live in Katy, Texas. I am looking for someone nearby or willing to travel. I want a BABY and that is really the only thing on my mind rite now. I am great with kids. My baby...
    Trish101 Trish101 22-25, F 2 Responses May 9

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