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I Lost My Baby

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    okay so my cousin who grew up with me is expecting a baby. She is due yo have her baby shower next month and has not invited me. We use to be like sisters. She's been in my life...
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    Im about to talk it out.. i need to dump all of this off my shoulders.. im sorry if its rambling at long.. I don't actually expect anyone to read.. but i need a place to put these...
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