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I Lost My Baby

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 46 People

    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-18, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piƱata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 1 Response Aug 16, 2013

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    I wanna have a baby and family its been my lifeling dream. I lost my soulmate though and I am alone it unbearable this pain. I feel I lost my baby and wifey and I feel like dying...
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M Dec 15

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    Now I'm actually getting somewhere in the exploration of my regressive tendencies. I'm figuring out a lot about myself that I've never really accepted before. The most important...
    realsweetbaby realsweetbaby 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 9

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    a month ago i lost my best friend after 10/5 years of being attatched to eachother. unfortunely my baby girl took her life after a number of things she was experiencing and didnt...
    lilmiss02 lilmiss02 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am new on this site...Honestly i'm not 100% sure what i am searching for..answers, help, relations! I will tell you my story, if anyone can relate, then my mind is open. lets...
    4everkim 4everkim 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    when I was young I had a baby brother who died and it was all my fault I should have been watching him now I blame myself everyday since then
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver 13-15, F Dec 2

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    I went to babysit someone down the street from me Jessie 5 and Harry 6 there parents had to go out so asked me at late notice I said yes reluctantly I don't really know the kids...
    nathangleed nathangleed 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Or shall I say 4 someones... October 4th, 2010. My only sibling, my elder brother by 11 1/2 years was in a four wheeler accident that proved to be fatal. Despite our age difference...
    Fallynangel Fallynangel 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    I met my child's father, Z at work. He was married and I I was engaged to H. It was a volatile relationship. I befriended Z. He was someone new to talk to. Something besides the...
    lostinmommyview lostinmommyview 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 5

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    Am 22 single and still studying And I want to have a baby so bad I would kill someone for it But I can't have a baby unless I was married or have a job I want a baby to hug and...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Ok , I recently just got separated from my husband . I ended things because I felt like he was not treating me right and pretty much hurting me in the process . I'm currently...
    riaa777 riaa777 18-21, F Dec 1

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    Well, where do I begin? I've wanted a baby my whole life. I can't wait to hold my bundle of joy in my arms. I got pregnant in March of 2013 and miscarried in May 2013. My due date...
    babygirl325 babygirl325 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    You must always pay attention towards choosing the best baby skin care soap for your little prince or princess. Proper skin care of your baby can be done only with natural products...
    elizabeth141 elizabeth141 22-25, F Dec 12

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    My neighbours kid who I used to baby sit was diagnosed when she was five and died when she was eight. Later I was diagnosed with leukaemia stage 1, I'm better now and when my hair...
    Puck4Eva Puck4Eva 16-17, F Dec 14

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    Okay so I'm 19 years old and a female and I want to be adopted into a loving home since a young age I was placed in a care made un wanted I've been up for adoption twice which both...
    daisydoo567 daisydoo567 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 17

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    You must always pay attention towards choosing the best baby skin care soap for your little prince or princess. Proper skin care of your baby can be done only with natural products...
    elizabeth141 elizabeth141 22-25, F Dec 5

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    Idk what's going on or if I'm js overthinking it but the "baby" subject and me having one keeps getting brought up, like my friend Amanda had a dream Abt me being pregnant, today I...
    DRB92 DRB92 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I can't stop thinking about the day I'll get to lift up my baby and kiss its tummy and see it smile and giggle from being ticklish. But then I try to remember that that vision is...
    danielle1423 danielle1423 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    It is a part of me. It is something that I can't help but desire, like it is attached to my soul to want to stay young, I don't plan on calling myself adult baby or a teen baby...
    DontBeModest DontBeModest 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am an older gentlemen who is currently the Daddy of a sweet 19 year old baby boy. Brody has been living full time as a baby for a few months now. It has been an adjustment for...
    DaddyBryan DaddyBryan 51-55, M 5 Responses Dec 5

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    Jeremy tickles Brianna This story isn't true Jeremy calls his wife of 11 months . Ya Melissa says Jeremy! R u staying home this afternoon ? Ya was planning on it y? Marie and I...
    Dollfan32 Dollfan32 31-35, F Dec 9

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    So a lot of people seem to think guys who don't date single moms are just pigs or want to be put first. Not always true..let me tell you a tale.. So I am 25 yrs old..I have come...
    dirtyzerg dirtyzerg 22-25, M Dec 12

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    Well, he's not technically my boyfriend, but it's the closest term I could think of at the moment. I stay with him, we sleep together, we hang out. But we really never talked about...
    EmeraldDreams12 EmeraldDreams12 18-21 Dec 18

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    "I'd like to get lost in the darkest corners of your mind". When I wrote her this line, I was lost, lost in life. One day you wake up and realise your life has past by and you...
    Krist0f Krist0f 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I'm looking for an adult baby, I love baby's, Their laughs, their faces, changing their outfits and playing with them I'll teach you right and wrong, I'll love you, I'll be...
    Ericafaith Ericafaith 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 29

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    Ik I'm only 16 but I really want a baby with my boyfriend. My an my boyfriend just know we're going to spend the rest of are lives together. We have been friends for a year. And...
    Hiimamyimdead Hiimamyimdead 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I need a mommy. I wanna be a live in baby. right now I'm in the States, but I'm going back to the UK in September, unless I find a mommy. If you want a 1 year old baby boy who's...
    urbabyboy urbabyboy 16-17, M Dec 1

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    I need a mommy. I wanna be a live in baby. right now I'm in the States, but I'm going back to the UK in September, unless I find a mommy. If you want a 1 year old baby boy who's...
    urbabyboy urbabyboy 16-17, M Dec 1

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    I need a mommy. I wanna be a live in baby. right now I'm in the States, but I'm going back to the UK in September, unless I find a mommy. If you want a 1 year old baby boy who's...
    urbabyboy urbabyboy 16-17, M Dec 1