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I Lost My Baby

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 5, 2011

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    Even though it wasn't born

    yet that doesn't mean it wasn't a child.I was raped and I became pregnant.The news of me having a baby made me overjoyed beyond compare and to lose the baby was horrible .
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 1, 2015

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    you gave me the greatest gift?

    . you made me a mommy www.theurbanhippiemac.com my letter to my unborn child
    theurbanhippiemac theurbanhippiemac 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    HOW CAN I GET MY CHILD BACK DSS ADOPTED HER,

    SHE WAS BEAT BY ANOTHER CHILD WHILE IN FOSTER CARE CARE OF DSS MY HUBBY CUSSED THEM 2 WEEKS LATER WE GOT TERMINATION PAPERS, NEEDLESS TO SAY THEY ADOPTED HER-CAN I CONTACT ANYONE TO HELP ME?
    staceycrossen staceycrossen 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 17, 2015

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 36-40, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 1 hr ago

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    Hey hey hey my name is James. I am going to have my second child, second son in March. We cannot think of the perfect baby boy name and could use some ideas . My first sons name...
    zombiedd98 zombiedd98 22-25, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend and I were previously trying to get pregnant for lengths of time. I was so scared that I was infertile, and I am still scared to this day. He got locked up not too...
    Mo201 Mo201 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I lost more than 20 people to suicide. Saying "more than" makes me even more upset, because 20 is a large enough number alone. I can't take another suicide.. Please talk to me?
    FreeXNow FreeXNow 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    My first daughter would have been 3 yrs old this month. After going to full term, with high fives from the doc all the way, we lost her when she went into the birthing canal and...
    michellefultz michellefultz 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    it's been 3 and a half years and i still think about him all the time. sometimes i will hear a new song or watch a new movie and know he would have liked it, wish he could see it...
    strs248 strs248 26-30, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Just rambling, getting this off my chest, I have no idea what I'm doing, so I'll just type and see where this goes. I MAY have anxiety, I know for sure I'm probably hurting in the...
    Kchp Kchp 22-25, M 16 hrs ago

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    At 19 I decided that I was ready to fall in love. I met a boy through mutual friends, we talked all night, and I knew he was the one I would open my heart to. Our relationship...
    Halfapersonn Halfapersonn 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    April 2nd 2015 At 10:20 pm I got a call from my sister Katie, she told me mom committed suicide. She shot her self in the head and at the time I thought it was a sick april fools...
    bethaneyj bethaneyj 18-21, F 11 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know I can't be the only person in this country who hates the term baby mama/baby daddy. I understand things do happen and we all make choices to engage ourselves in unfavorable...
    Jazzy1234 Jazzy1234 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    Hehe, I guess I am a babysitter now!My girlfriend and I watch her cousin's baby twice a week. Her cousin is taking night classes, and she has no one else to watch her baby during...
    Tezh Tezh 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    God I love and miss having her talking back and sarcastic remarks, her lips curling with that little smirk when she sees she got my attention. Yanking her over my lap, toes barely...
    joey1111 joey1111 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Im honestly not ready for a baby. I just got married, but I dont want to wait too long.Im not even crazy about kids. My mom had me at 37. My aunt had a baby at 40. I definitely...
    blackgirlsblush blackgirlsblush 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This is a true story about something that happend to me when I was 10 me my lil bro Tommy and two of my friends Sam and jack we were going to the water park my mom took us and...
    littledude54 littledude54 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Anyone looking to roleplay as my mommy or daddy or babysitter? I'm a little baby that needs to be taken care of
    rororunaway12 rororunaway12 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    If it isn't the baby mama then its her family conjuring up drama and at times its both. Some months ago her family members were walking pass my fiancé's mother house because "they...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I weawwy miss my daddy when I diapied! As soon as I put my pwug in my mouf I fuww baby talk and wanna watch aww of my favowite wittwe kid shows and put on a wittwe baby onesie and...
    AngelEyes907 AngelEyes907 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I was sitting on the coach when I got really depressed I couldn't feel my heart beat I was totally down all things came flash back as I was getting nervous and crying I saw a baby...
    extosee extosee 18-21, F a week ago

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    i have read on EP that some people actually had babysitters that were younger than themselves. This sounds so exciting to me and I can't help but fantasize about what it would have...
    Cleancut Cleancut 41-45 a week ago

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    Anyone wanna roleplay? I like to act like a baby and be ur little baby and u take care of me
    rororunaway12 rororunaway12 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    You were my main ingredient for the last seven years. You seasoned my life with the way you were. The way you would dance on your hind legs when you begged, or the way you would...