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I Lost My Baby

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 7 Responses Jun 15

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-18, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 1 Response Aug 16, 2013

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToBe2x MommyToBe2x 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    By now most of you will know i lost my baby a

    couple of weeks ago, reasons are not important here, its between me and my boy friend. For anyone whos had this happen will know how were feeling right now, for my self iam angry ,sad, i get a deep feeling of gloom and emptyness, for days i just laid on the couch with a blanket...
    mells mells 31-35, F 18 Responses Jan 26

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    annabella14 annabella14 13-15, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I lost my baby august 11 . I was really depressed and in a bad place about even being pregnant for the second time at 16 so that's one factor of how I lost he or she. It was weird...
    Loving1234 Loving1234 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Words Can't Express.... Words can't express the pain, hurt, anger and depression you go through when you have lost your child. Your baby is a part of you growing inside you and...
    Blackbarbie27 Blackbarbie27 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    August 18,2014 was a gift and a curse. I was 36 weeks at the time and had a pretty normal pregnancy. Everything was fine. I had my baby shower I had been decorating my baby boys...
    Mzerambo Mzerambo 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    It's been 4 years this month since I lost my baby girl aroura, I think about her daily that this month she would have been 4, it's weird to think that 4 years ago I lost a baby...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 18-21, F Sep 7

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    It's has been 2 weeks and 1 day since I gave birth to the love of my life.... I have always wanted to be a mother. It is truly my hearts desire. When I found out I was pregnant in...
    meltimes2 meltimes2 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    At about 4:30, July 12, 2012 my phone had 2 missed calls, but I was playing a competitive game of ladder ball with my phone charging on the deck on silent mode. It was boys against...
    nco706 nco706 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I'm lost and I'm afraid. I'm scared of what has happened and I fear what may happen. Every single day I have dozens of macabre scenarios flashing through my mind. I see the people...
    iKitKat iKitKat 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 27

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    Lost my last baby tooth Yeah I'm an adult now lets party!
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F Aug 31

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    First, my condolences to all the mothers and fathers who have lost their child(ren).On January 7th of this year I lost my baby girl Aidan. I went in to early labor at 5 months. I...
    LonelyWifeInGA LonelyWifeInGA 36-40, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    On august 31 my baby boy, Jacen, was born at 22 weeks. Saturday night I had my first really big contraction. I wrote this off as a Braxton hicks because I didn't get another for...
    maggie3333333 maggie3333333 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I am so lost I just need help. I am 15 years old. Two night's ago I had a sleepover with my friend who has an older brother. We go to her house from a party where we both had...
    lifeofateenager520 lifeofateenager520 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 8

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    Today was one of the bad days that happen once in a blue moon. Being recovered for many months it pains me to feel this way. I know im not depressed, im just having a terrible day...
    OverWorkedWoman OverWorkedWoman 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    Granny I'm really gonna miss u! You've left your mark on me... It's hard to believe this time has come, leaving me with flooding memories from the time I was a little girl. I would...
    Jadedlace Jadedlace 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 27

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    I want a baby so bad. When I was 24 I lost three babies due to ectopic pregnancies and now I'm afraid it will happen again but I really want a baby so I'm going to adopt one. Wish...
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 1 Response Sep 8

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    im going through that as well. I love my fiancé and his two boys but, his baby momma is such a nut case, I really let him handle it but im getting irritated cause she is just pure...
    Destiny199221 Destiny199221 22-25, F a week ago

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    I got her back then I lost her again. I'm done dealing with her drama and her bullshit. I'm just done with her. I thought everything would just go back to the way it was after we...
    HeartBreakHero HeartBreakHero 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    It was embarrassing, a bit painful and hilarious! Me and my girlfriend were walking in our neighborhood and saw our friends over in the park so we went over. After a little while...
    MtnDewForever MtnDewForever 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    Her brothers baby mama hates me and doesn't believe me. She doesn't see how rude she is to me and how she's manipulating their entire family. She doesn't see that it hurts me to be...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 31

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    I was pregnant. The other day I was standing and a blob of clotted blood came out of me. I was late with my period. Had a spot of blood but that's it. Then two weeks later this...
    Agapoula Agapoula 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I lost my beautiful baby boy at only 14 months. They said undefined. How is that possible? It's either SIDS or somthing, but every test they took gave no results. Said it would b...
    msmendiola122 msmendiola122 22-25, F Sep 2

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    Have Lost My Best Friend Well it's been 4 years today since you were taken away from Mr Jamie my best friend my gay soul mate you made me laugh always you made me smile when I was...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 18-21, F Sep 6

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    I was 18 when I met X, we'd been dating only 4 months when we found out I was pregnant. It was a big shock but we were prepared to do this together, even though we came up against...
    Coco181225 Coco181225 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    About three and a half years ago I lost my beloved Blitz. We'd been together since i was a baby. She passed from kidney failure. She was only 11. Blitz had long calico hair and...
    DancerGal3 DancerGal3 13-15, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    When i was a kid i had teenage babysitters so when i became a teen i expected not to have babysitters. WRONG! My mom worked or went out most nights and left me with babysitters...
    Cleancut Cleancut 41-45 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Okay so this might be long, apologies in advanced ... I've been with my boyfriend for about a year now, officially. We've been in each other's lives for longer. My problem is, I...
    jlflyers jlflyers 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 28

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    One day my parents were out for a week and dropped me off at the babysitters and the babysitters name was Amy and Amy had two cousins over Molly and Katie.amy had to go out and...
    Dryraxyes Dryraxyes 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend of 11 plus years broke up with me 8 months ago. She was the one that I wanted my whole life. She was a sweet, loving woman and I blew it. We have a 10 year old son...
    sadsingledad66 sadsingledad66 46-50, M Aug 19

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