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I Lost My Baby

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piƱata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Aug 16, 2013

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    He had never left his ex, I had no idea. I loved him so much. We just fell apart I thought after I got pregnant. We lived together and he just stopped... everything. I thought it...
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    I forsaw him dying and almost to the year it happened., I was in a furniture store two weeks ago and I felt like I was having a heart attack,At the same time exactly across the...
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    I had a very bad dream. I woke up in sweat and tears. I have dreams of her. My darling baby niece. In my dream, my boyfriend and I were in this child hospital. We were waiting for...
    BITTERandNAIVE BITTERandNAIVE 22-25, F a week ago

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    I want to warn people strongly: stay on the paths already paved in tradition or stay on the ONE path you have chosen and do not let anyone kick you off it. I can not stress this...
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    I have lost my brother on March 23, 2014. I really miss him. We didn't really talk and i think I'm part of the reason.
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    Now better men than me have failed. Drinking from that unholy grail. I've got her. And she got me. And you've got that ***. But I kindly gotta be like aw baby, naw baby, you've got...
    NotAKenDoll NotAKenDoll 18-21, M Mar 15

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    "(yeah man) So we back in the club Get that bodies rocking from side to side (side to side) Thank God the week is done I feel like a zombie gone back to life (back to life) Hands...
    Deckenheart Deckenheart 18-21, M Mar 16

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    "So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye? So you think you can love me and leave me to die? Ooh baby Can't do this to me baby Just gotta get out Just gotta get right out...
    Crazyguitarist Crazyguitarist 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    I can't tell you how long I've had this dog. I was pretty young when my uncle gave her to my grandmother. She was a black chihuahua mixed with something. I didn't like her at...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I lost my father when I was only 37. He was my best friend and partner in crime. It was a very complex relationship and there were some very difficult times but I loved him with...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 4 Responses a week ago

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    I am a baby that cant find a loving family or a single mummy that wants a baby boy that eats only normal baby foods and snacks just like a baby with his bib on. I also only drink...
    AOrphanbaby AOrphanbaby 31-35, M Mar 11

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    I am a sweet baby boy that as never in life have a mummy as my mummy died when giving birth to me. I want a mummy that can show me what love is and be able to treat me as a normal...
    AOrphanbaby AOrphanbaby 31-35, M Mar 17

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       Baby boomers are the most narcissistic, most selfish generation of all time. No matter what the conversation is about, they always say it was better when they were...
    Nihil4EVA Nihil4EVA 22-25, M Mar 1

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    Everything He said was a lie from the very beginning. He hurt me so bad. Why would someone be so mean and deceitful ? Why would someone purposefully ruin another persons life. Why...
    MomOfSmoot MomOfSmoot 31-35, F Mar 2

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    When I have my first child I do not want a baby sitter. I look at to many videos of bad baby sitters, some would smile in your face then hit your kids when you leave for work. If I...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Mar 5

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    I have recently had a miscarriage while my husband is deployed. I also lost 3 family members all in 3 months. I can't deal with daily life. I am all alone and my husband just does...
    zoeyB zoeyB 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I live for hard styles baby
    dropitnow52 dropitnow52 18-21, F Mar 9

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    The baby is grouchy today. my husband confessed two days ago after being in recovery from perk addiction for three years,taking suboxone, and being drug free for four months he...
    toreybella toreybella 18-21, F Mar 12

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    got around to baby talk im gonna be 26 in a month my partner says it hasnt happend so theres nuthing that can be done he doesnt want sex of me does this mean he doesnt want me or...
    givenupforever givenupforever 22-25, F Mar 15

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    Yesterday my fat black fish Ace died :( I had him for four years. He was a tiny baby fishy when I brought him home from the pet store and he was huge when he died, at least 10...
    NoRegretsAndNoRemorse NoRegretsAndNoRemorse 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    Haha this morning at 4 am In my baby's truck about ******* time lol I've been waiting a year
    drew725 drew725 13-15, M Mar 15

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    There's a part of me that's dying inside! I want a baby so badly! I've been feeling like this for years, I can support a baby emotionally and financial, however I'm single... And...
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