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I Lost My Baby

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    I am 18 and I want to make something out of

    myself. Growing up I had enough and my mom made sacrifices for me to study further. When I fell pregnant I thought that my life was over. I had no clue what to do. I wanted an abortion because i was at varsity on financial aid. Then I decided that the father also had a say so I...
    AshleighMc AshleighMc 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Not many people know this

    but in my freshman year my friend and I decided to be friends with benefits..well it didn't work out great, two weeks into it we had sex with each other and after that I found out I was pregnant. Unfortunately my friend, the baby's father, didn't believe me and still doesn't...
    MommyToPrincesses MommyToPrincesses 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 31, 2013

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    I was 22 weeks pregnant,

    I was so happy I was gonna bring a new life into this world. I love kids and I want so many little kiddies runnin around, me and my boyfriend weren't quite ready but it happened and it brought us closer. but we went out to a friends house, I got shoved and I landed right on my...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 15, 2014

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piƱata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 1 Response Aug 16, 2013

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-18, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
    MindlessMatters MindlessMatters 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    So I'm babysitting my nieces and the eldest one just woke up from her sleep and started crying and making a fit, I tried to calm her down but she kept pointing to something in the...
    username3462 username3462 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Before I begin positing about my experiences, I'd like the world to know where I am at and where I have been. After my father passed away in 1994 (I was 2 and my sister turned 1...
    SamRoberts3 SamRoberts3 22-25, M Jan 14

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    Ok here's my experience....prepare yourself this is gonna be a bit lengthy in details, but I'll try to make it brief. I'm not here to bash the mother but I'm beyond tired of her...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Fate has been very cruel to both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    Fate has been very cruel to both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15 31-35, F Jan 11

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    Fate has been very cruel to both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I lost my dog Frankie, on Wednesday the 31st. It was horrible. We went to the park like always and when we got back into the car Frankie was not right. He was looking out the...
    MrsBlue MrsBlue 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Fate has been very cruel to both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I need a mommy to baby me. I lost my momma at a very young age i think i was 2 but i dont know. I'd love for a mommy to treat me like their own baby. Pm me if interested
    harlemwildcatbaby harlemwildcatbaby 18-21, M Jan 6

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    In the hospital where my husband and I worked, the cardioresucitator/defibrillator was put in his charge. Everyone knew how strict he was; meticulously careful with whatever was...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    Four days ago I found out from my doctor that I miss carried my baby. My doctor believes it was due to stress. I don't think anything has ever been more painful or harder to deal...
    Lexikay99 Lexikay99 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Few days ago i made tattoo dedicated to my baby boy. He was born on Nov,23 and God took him back 5 days later. My lovely angel died on Nov,27. I miss him so much. :-(  What do...
    yuliano4ka yuliano4ka 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    i have a great babygIrl. her name is kinkysexybabe.i love her so much. she make me so happy.i love her so much i would be lost without her
    kinkysdaddy kinkysdaddy 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    My niece was the world to me. It's like no matter how much I talk about her or how much I visit her grave, the emptiness won't go away. I remember how distraught my father was a...
    BITTERandNAIVE BITTERandNAIVE 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    today was the day I found out I was pregnant with you. I never imagined I would lose you and never see your precious face. right now I should have a 5 year old boy running around...
    lovebites86 lovebites86 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have a MA in Psychology and many years of work in large corporations with greats jobs. When I had a baby, my ex husband and I agreed that working from home would be the best...
    lostinthessauce lostinthessauce 41-45, F Jan 3

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    My son just told me he wants to live with his dad. He is 15 and I am trying to support him but my world is crashing down around me. I work three job to support him. His dad never...
    willcri willcri 36-40, F Jan 8

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    I lost my dad to cancer. He had lung cancer and he didn't realize it until it was too late. I was 7 years old when he passed away. He was 44 when I was born. Yeah I was definitely...
    srb76 srb76 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I was dating a man that I love. He has an 18 month old. I was helping him raise his child. I loved his son as if he was my own. I did all the "mommy" things with him. I have...
    Muffitt Muffitt 36-40, F Jan 16

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    A really sweet orphan baby boy here looking to be owned by a Lovely mummy or daddy as there normal baby as I am 100% like a real baby but don't cry. I have some real style baby...
    AOrphanbaby AOrphanbaby 31-35, M Jan 5

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    Its not so much scared, its more worried. We're going to have a natural birth when we get pregnant. I'm kind of high risk (I have epilepsy and anemia) so there's one thing to be...
    WildFlowerChild19 WildFlowerChild19 18-21, F Jan 4

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    (pic inside) my cousin found this photo... this is me when I was little, with my aunt kathy. (honestly, I don't know who the baby is though lol) and I look horrible in this picture...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 5