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I Lost My Baby

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    Miscarriage Is Not Fun

    I lost my baby  5/25/07.  I feel as sad as ever.  I was not so thrilled to be pregnant, but now the grief is so unreal.  I guess it will take a few days...I am open to suggestions.  I want to leave the house, but I don't want to leave the house.  How...
    josie josie 36-40, F 3 Responses May 27, 2007

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    My Mother Lost Her

    When I was about ten I learned I would have had an older sister. she was miscarried. I see her in my dreams just as mum said she looked. She would have blue eyes, blond hair, and was small. I talk to her even if she doesn't talk back. She is in The better place. My mother and I...
    jewels223 jewels223 18-21, F Oct 5, 2013

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    Letter To My Son 2

    Dear Ryder, Your first birthday is coming up. I should be going overboard. Getting you a new birthday outfit so everybody can admire how cute you are. Buying you lots of presents so you can decide the boxes are more fun. Getting a piñata that others could...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 1 Response Aug 16, 2013

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    Lost My Baby

    I ended up getting pregnant at 16 and i knew i wanted to keep my baby. The baby's dad ditched out on me during the whole pregnancy. Well i took good care of myself and everything and i made it to 5 1/2 months with everything being normal but when i went to to my second trimester...
    sadloss sadloss 16-17, F Sep 23, 2009

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    My First Son

    I went through a normal pregnancy with my daughter so there was no need for me to be worried when I became pregnant with my son. I carried him to full term two weeks before my due date i went into labor at work. On Dec.9,1999 I gave birth to my son Nasear I knew that their...
    Braveheart4real Braveheart4real 31-35, F 2 Responses May 25, 2008

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    Lost My Dignity With The Baby

    I am very confused right now. I'm not sure what I'm doing anymore. I have this plan, that I think I'm following. I have goals, and I still plan on doing everything I have always wanted to. But sometimes I just feel like I don't deserve anything. Sometimes, I want to give up...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I Miss My Angel Baby...and No One Cares.

    I got into a serious relationship in January of 2009. Though i was 14 and he was 15, we were both more mature than most of the people around us. About 3 months into the relationship we lost our virginities to each other and 2 weeks later i woke up and just... knew. I was pregnant...
    V159 V159 16-17 2 Responses Jul 19, 2010

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    I Lost My Baby

    Im gonna try to make this short. But its hard when youve been through too much. im 19. I was pregnant for a long time, at my 20 week ultrasound me and my amazing bf were told our baby had a stomach tumor, only one kidney that didnt function, a bladder that couldnt hold urine and...
    DieForMetal666 DieForMetal666 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 2, 2013

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    Letter To My Son

    When I found out I was going to have you I was happier than I had ever been in my life. When I lost you my world was shattered. Every plan I had made was gone. Decorating your room, holding you, shopping for you was no longer an option. I will never hear you cry, or see your...
    laffydaffy laffydaffy 31-35 2 Responses Oct 10, 2012

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    You'll Always Be My Sunshine.

    I found out I was pregnant January 21st of this year, I remember making my husband go to the bathroom with me lol, I peed on the stick and there it was.. our future. Oh my god I was so excited we were both a little speechless his eyes lit up his whole face really! it was the most...
    Henrysmommy Henrysmommy 26-30 Jul 7, 2013

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    My Precious Twin Girls...

    For as long as I can remember I wanted to be a mommy. When I was 18 years old my doctors told me I had a severe case of endometriosis and I'd never have a baby. My boyfriend knew this but still asked me to marry him, I was ecstatic. We got married May 31st, 2011. We knew the odds...
    kelseyqt22 kelseyqt22 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 31, 2013

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    First Time Writing About This

    So this is one of the things I hate to talk about, think about or even admitt to. When I was 16 I had a one night stand with a guy I had only met that day. It was the worst mistake of my life. I honestly hate everything about this. It makes me feel disgusting. I didn't know I was...
    skittles93 skittles93 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    I thought I wasn't pregnant.

    The test was negative. My period came. Or so I thought I thought ''Okay, there's no way I can be pregnant. My period came and my test was negative." But no. I was pregnant and I lost my baby. I had taken the test too early. The pregnancy hormone hadn't shown up yet. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I Need Help

    I was induced for labor Jan 22 and I was so excited.  I gave birth to a little girl but she had no muscle.  We had to take her off life support and now I want to die just so I can see her again.  I need help.  Please someone talk to me.
    sdavid1 sdavid1 16-18, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2007

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    How I Miss You, My Sweet Little Angel...

    You were my treasure, but I lost you. I will never forget the day that I found out I was pregnant with you. I couldn't believe it. I was finally pregnant after such a long struggle. Even now it seems unreal. But you were real, and my heart breaks over and over again for you. July...
    benzqueen19 benzqueen19 22-25, F Nov 11, 2013

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    I Lost Mine

    I lost my baby early this year. I feel like it was my fault. I was stressed and freaked out the whole first trimester, and into the beginning of the second (when I lost him.) I wasn't eating or sleeping right. But I was told it would be fine, and as long as I was eating at all...
    MysteriousSkin MysteriousSkin 22-25, F Nov 13, 2009

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    My Babies...

    I had been pregnant quite a few times but kept having misscariages finally september 08 i found out i was pregnant...with twins ahhhhhh...not what i expected but i got over the shock and was super excited later on when i found out they were twin boys...It wasnt what i would call...
    megz209 megz209 18-21 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I Lost My Babies

    I am not always so happy and so positive in my thinking and in my demeanour, There was a stage when I was angry..really angry not only with myself but with God and with everyone else. But as time went by, I learned how to............COPE I married well and I have a great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    It's that time of the year again where my memories are strong and yes sometimes painful! For those of you who have met me before will know that I have two daughters and lost four...
    Sandyshaw13 Sandyshaw13 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    I am so destroyed, 8 months ago I lost my older sister to cancer. She was 21, she had just had her first child and was so excited to be a mother. She had a full week with her until...
    beccah1234 beccah1234 18-21, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    37 weeks. Im excited knowing that my lovely first baby has grown so much inside of me.I feel her moving and it makes me happy... soon Ill have her in my arms. But also Im nervous...
    Calipri Calipri 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I lost a baby at 15. I was in an abusive relationship and my bf got me pregnant at 15. When he found out, I was 6 1/2 months pregnant and he got violent and beat me til I lost the...
    AKimball AKimball 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I have lost all motivation and cannot live. I don't know what to do. No one understands my problem.Everybody thinks its strange or I am not being honest.
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    So, we were really close, you know this kind of " more than friends less than lovers" relationship? Yeah, that was exactly the situation, but we fought and then we lost contact! I...
    Nm16 Nm16 16-17, F 6 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I don't think I had ever really found myself. I remember the day that I lost the thing I held most precious. In that day, I lost everything that I was. November 1, 1998, my...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Cannot find my purpose on this Earth...I'm still young but it feels like I've been living for thousands of years without any meaning. I am grateful for every breath that I take...
    sicajae7 sicajae7 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    She was shot....all over a boy..my sweet sweet angel, was shot in the face all over a worthless boy..I'm stricken with anger & I feel like fighting the world..how could you kill...
    YoursTrulyLina YoursTrulyLina 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F a week ago

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F a week ago

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    I just wanted somewhere to vent do here's My Story....My name is Shun. I'm 34 years old and I'm lost. 7 years ago I was single I met what I thought was sweetest woman in the world...
    shunjustin shunjustin 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I am 27, I lost my father to lung cancer 3 weeks ago he was 67, i feel so sad and alone and i feel that there's nothing to live for anymore. what breaks my heart more is that i...
    DadysGirl DadysGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I lost my first love to suicide at age 19 (he was 20). I found him hanging in the attic. His parents were out of town…so I rode alone in the ambulance to the hospital with him...
    shylainey shylainey 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    On, March 21st, 2012 my baby girl passed away due to Sids. She was born on September 15th, 2011. She was my third child. Only daughter. She was my world. A little princess. She had...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6

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    Almost a year ago to the date .. I lost my two little nieces... And every since then I am so lost without them . My little Amanda was only 3 years old and rebecca only 10 when my...
    Katrinas16 Katrinas16 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Hello. My name is Kaitlynn. I'm 18 years old, and have lost my parents to addiction. I was born illegitimate to a young couple in their mid-twenties. My dad was in a band he was...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Ok so I don't know how long this will be.. Growing up I was always a confident popular girl.. I met my ex when I was 15, he was 17.. He was cool, had a car and was fun to be around...
    crrc crrc 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I lost my best friend Kayla when we were in 8th grade. Kayla moved here in 6th grade, but we didn't really get close until the summer after our 7th grade year. We did everything...
    harperm97 harperm97 16-17, F Mar 24

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    Hi all was looking for some advice. Basically am in a relationship which I don't want to be in. Am not in love anymore but I don't think my family would support me in my choice I...
    Mark007uk Mark007uk 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Yesterday was the last day I spend time with my Lady, a small dog with a big personality. Lady was a year dog, my sister dog had puppies and out of all of them we kept the eldest...
    SennaPyon SennaPyon 18-21, F Apr 12

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    how I became me. A true story of how I became a adult baby and not just a adult baby but as a adult baby girl. My true confession here might bring a bit of shock but please do not...
    babyglp babyglp 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    I am now 25 and find myself living with my parents. I haven't really lived at home since my mid teens because of my drug use which i stopped about 2 years ago. I remember all too...
    WidowsNephew WidowsNephew 22-25, M Mar 22

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    I am pregnant I was about to start school and now I find out he is cheating again why does everything always fall apart I need support and feel like I have none why would we be...
    Jackie85 Jackie85 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    i was about 5 years old when my own father stared to abuse me.it lasted for 3 years. i had to get surgery on my vagina because it had ripped open like when a woman has a baby.my...
    baileyboo1822 baileyboo1822 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    Where do I even begin? Well, back in early high school we were and on again off again kind of couple. He cheated on me all the time, which is why we kept breaking up. Then we kind...
    92youngforever 92youngforever 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I am currently going thru a divorce with my soon to be ex husband. I never knew that going thru a divorce would be so tough. I left my husband because things just didn't pan out he...
    missingmy1angel missingmy1angel 31-35, F Apr 7

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    My daughter was born March 15 2014 she was perfect . Two days before I lost her due to a blood clot in her umbilical cord I was at the doctor and she was up and moving all around...
    londynn londynn 16-17, F Apr 9

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    I was 14 and I was invited to a party by a senior and of course I said yes. And I planned not to drink any alcohol but he offered me one and I said yes hesitantly but I did say...
    skylar904 skylar904 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    Ooh my Ellie <3 sweet baby, not a year old yet. You know how they like to crawl in cars and get warm by the engines? Yeah. She did that and I saved her. C:
    lifelesswine lifelesswine 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like this makes me a bad person. But my reason for it is well...I met him on plentyoffish.com and we started talking and had alot in common. We met up about 2...
    alaskanrose90 alaskanrose90 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I miss the times when GFs would insist I lay suckling thier breasts as they hold my head closely.I also miss the times I would be put in to a diaper,nursed,bottle fed and be put in...
    ToddlerTom ToddlerTom 51-55, M Apr 9

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    See, I want one, then I don't because I'm too selfish. Like, I need an ETA on how long I'm going to have to watch a baby. Or anything for that matter. I'm fairly impatient and...
    CharleeLuv CharleeLuv 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 7