I Lost My Best Friend

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    now many do not ever hear me talk about my

    sister because I can never handle it. but I think it will help me my sister was 3yr above me. she was so sweet, so helping and caring. she always let me snuggle up to her. she would go to the store just for me. she showed me country music and showed street racing, how to drive...
    dailyracingdadboy dailyracingdadboy
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 24

    If your ever gonna tell somebody about self

    harm, make sure it's an adult. I love my best friend because I told her about self harm. She said she would stay and help but nope.
    josef2000 josef2000
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 17, 2015

    I think i lost a Good Friend!

    ! 😥😰 i used to talk to him every single day..
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    About a month ago I lost my best friend

    who I cared about so much and meant so much to me and was everything to me. She tried to get me and my other best friend to turn against eachother and it almost worked. It caused a big fight but in the end me and my other best friend figured out what she was doing and dropped...
    Vrl1022 Vrl1022
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 13

    I want him back but I am afraid to hurt him

    again because I am so uncontrolled and unstable.I just want to die.Will he come back if I become a normal person?Will he ever forgive me for what I did?How will I forgive myself if he would not?Will I be able to become a normal,happy,healthy and stable girl again after all what...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 16

    I lost my best friend to suicide about 5 months

    ago. We've known each other for a little over 13 years and we hung out all the time. One night she stayed over and we.. Had a night.. It was my first willing "sexual" experience. She quit talking to me for nearly 4months and would send me the every now and then text that she was...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2015

    No. she didn't die. But I dropped her

    for my boyfriend. I know its wrong but the 2 hate eachother and I'd be more hurt if I dropped my boyfriend instead
    azzyxo azzyxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 31

    So last Friday I went on a camping trip with my

    father. ( I don't have a good relationship with my father) I was too worried that I would get in another fight with my father and ruin the trip , fortunately everything went well. My father have a Polaris rzr 900 xp that's an utv we were having to much fun with it, so I started...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 25

    I lost my best friend .

    .. The one person I had endless conversations with , the best advice giver , always there when I needed someone ... The night I lost him ... I felt this horrible pain in my chest , I remember crying and not knowing why , it was the worst pain ever .. The next morning I found out...
    XEpickk08 XEpickk08
    18-21, F
    Jan 8

    Ste, What started as an innocent conversation

    today has ripped the scab off the old wound in my heart that marks the spot where you were ripped away. Hard to believe that it's been 15 years this year, mate. I still blame myself for the fact that you are gone... and I always will. It's always in the back of my mind what...
    LoneSouls LoneSouls
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Feb 11

    We knew each other for 11 years.

    .. And were best friends for 11 years... There was never a day in those 11 years that we didn't see each other... We knew each other better than we knew ourselves... But then last year when he found out that I'm gay... Well, I haven't seen him since...
    BabyKyle14 BabyKyle14
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Sep 27, 2015

    I had a best friend who was the closest person

    to me in the world. We'd talk all the time, even when we weren't together, we'd text each other from "good morning" till "good night". Ever since I decided to move to the city next door to live with my boyfriend, things weren't the same. It gradually felt like she was...
    xmasquirade xmasquirade
    26-30, F
    Oct 20, 2014

    I stood at the bus stop

    where we danced. Where I thought about grabbing your hands and making you twirl me. I stood where we got honked at for being silly on the side of the street. Counting the smiles we'd catch in the passing cars. I stood there, and killed time without you today. Your smile doing...
    Inevitablyflawed Inevitablyflawed
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 29, 2015

    My best friend of over a decade won't speak to

    me. She has completely disappeared from my life it seems. Ever since we met we've spoken everyday without fail and now, suddenly, absolutely nothing. She ignores my attempts of contact. I know she's alright, I know there is nothing going on that would make it difficult or...
    spitglitter spitglitter
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 13, 2015

    Friday February 21, 2014 I lost my best friend

    of 18 years. The one who cheered me on the sidelines at my baseball and soccer games. The one who would give me rude looks when I got a Yahtzee before she did. The one who I would text and talk about the NASCAR race that was happening at that very moment. I lost someone who was...
    Angelmarie14 Angelmarie14
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    He died a little over two months ago in a car

    accident with his little brother. They say it was the worst head injury they'd ever seen. Only one to ever know everything about me, and he was here one day and gone the next.
    ButISaidThespian ButISaidThespian
    18-21, F
    Jan 23

    My best friend at the time

    and I had known each other since the 6th grade. She was always the person to laugh while I was the shy one. Although I was being bullied by the class around the time, she still chose to be my friend. We befriended my other bestfriend and it was love at first sight. We was...
    ILoveBacon23 ILoveBacon23
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 9

    Lost my bestfriend she got brainwashed by my

    godsister now shes a total different person i want to talk to her but i cant it hurts me to see how she is but i gotta move on i guess I MISS HER SO MUCH it hurts
    ilovetturtles ilovetturtles
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015


    FRIENDSHIP I was out there trying to make sense out of my life when God led me to a place which I never imagined myself to be in – a lair of future missionaries. And there I found a friend that I believe God sent for me to start believing in friendship and the truth in...
    callmegee callmegee
    22-25, F
    May 25, 2014

    I lost my little brother

    and my childhood friend last month. My childhood friend of 20+ years is the life of the party so when we lost him, we really felt a big chunk lost in our group. He did not even tell us that he was terminally ill. He did not tell anyone even his immediate family. We only knew he...
    gylyweed gylyweed
    Dec 4, 2015

    My best friend and I were inseparable.

    We did everything together!! And then I got engaged.. I started planning my wedding and I was friends with someone that she wasn't and I had asked them both to be in my bridal party. She felt as though someone else should have been, a girl that we were both friends with. I mean...
    Kwright089 Kwright089
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    Dear the person who hurt me: thank you.

    I was your best friend of five years and you made sure to diminish my self confidence every day. Thank you for teaching me that people aren't always who they seem. Thank you for teaching me that people can and will hurt you. But moreover thank you for giving me the strength to...
    QuietViolets QuietViolets
    16-17, F
    Jan 16, 2015

    This is what I've discovered,

    this is what I've learned. When you channel every bit of emotion inside you into a pet, when you make that pet your rock, your anchor... when that pet becomes the one constant in your life, the one thing you can rely on and cling to in life....losing that pet is every bit as...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    I can't believe it has been 3 years

    since you have been gone. When I was 14, me and my best friends had taken the world. The trio and I would do anything and everything together. (Including daring each other to eat a piece of dog food- don't do it.) A member of the trio, well she killed herself on this day. We...
    tessagj14 tessagj14
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 23, 2015

    I lost my best friend some time ago,

    she said she couldn't deal with me being sick all the time and it caused her a lot of sadness. I didn't blame her. But I now see she just moved on with her life and it makes me sad im no longer part of it
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 27, 2015

    The Eulogy

    My cousins wife, whom is my friend Robert's cousin called me and told me she has been chosen to give the eulogy and she had asked me if I had anything to say to be added in the eulogy. She said, she would mention to everyone that it would be my words.. and assured me that...
    Cosreal Cosreal
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 2, 2009

    It's been a week and two days

    and life is absolute **** without you today jordy. Sleep well in paradise. 💕
    emgg emgg
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 13, 2014

    A couple of months ago,

    my best friend caught me and her boyfriend kissing and she was devastated and now she wont talk to neither of us. She said? "How could you do this to me?! You're my best friend and you kiss my man behind my back. I'm done with you and our friendship is over!! Have fun with my...
    Didi1992 Didi1992
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2015

    I lost a best friend here on EP.

    its sad some people just vanish without informing you. Its hurts because they didnt feel it necessary to inform you. .
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2015

    Note that this.... is an entirely different

    story and not the same or a repeat of the story i wrote about my racist best friend who i lost. She came after the couple of girls i'm about to talk about right now. Well... before and after, as we ended contact and started talking again in later years...Yea just check that out...
    xRockGlossPrincessx xRockGlossPrincessx
    18-21, F
    Dec 16, 2014

    It's been a long day without you my friend,

    but I'll tell you all about it when I see you again...
    Rosepetalz97 Rosepetalz97
    18-21, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    I think I just lost my best friend.

    ..... I feel so empty and my life is over.... I barely feel anything because I'm just so numb but everything hurts so much at the same time....
    Vrl1022 Vrl1022
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 13

    A life time friendship gone.

    We've been friends since kindergarten. it ended about a few months ago, officially, that is. We had our fights but we were always there for each other. She finally met the person she believes is her soul mate. He asked her to run away (move out she's 20) with him she did...
    Claura Claura
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 20, 2015

    Okay so.. Me and my bestfriend was really good

    friends. I was a really good friend to her but something happened that threw our friendship off.. Well we were always the type to tell each other any and everything because she trust me and I trusted her! Well.. Today she told me something that id never expect. She likes me...
    sweethearts67 sweethearts67
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 15, 2015

    I'm looking for someone to take care of again,

    to be crazy with or do nothing at all with all day. My ride or die. I had one but she actually did die and I can't. So I'm stuck alone. I have a place. Most would call it a beautiful sanctuary on a lake. But without someone else here it's a prison or a tomb. I'm a man...
    ValanceC ValanceC
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 16

    Today I finally realized

    that I've officially lost my best friend. We were inseparable throughout high school, he would always fight for me with his feelings if anybody picked a fight. My support system, he accepted me for who I was and laughed at all my none funny jokes and dry sarcasm. We made...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB
    22-25, F
    Oct 17, 2015

    I discovered she was in love with me

    and I had to move on to my native country. 3 months later I saw in the TV that she killed herself. I was traumatized by the way she wanted to escape I found some letters in her home for me They were saying she loved me and she wanted me forever. But it was so late that letter...
    Santiagocp7a Santiagocp7a
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 7

    I lost my best friend last year around October.

    She was my other half in the completely opposite way. She was tall and skinny, I'm short and stout. We fought like sisters, loved like them too. Every time I was around here, no matter where I was or what was going on, I felt at home, I felt relieved. We had a falling out, after...
    cibreezy cibreezy
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 1, 2014

    No matter what I do even

    when I try to date other guys.. It's never going to be the same because. I still love him .. He still has my heart it's been years since then .. But the love for him is still in my heart. I'm trying to date to move on and he's still has my heart captive.. And he doesn't have to...
    Nunu80 Nunu80
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015


    Her and I have been friends for six years. A year and a half ago I went to visit her, and her and I had a very intimate relationship. Her mother found out about it after I left and she can't stand the thought of her daughter being attracted to another woman, so she said she would...
    MonicaMarie MonicaMarie
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Sep 27, 2013

    We had been friends for 12 years.

    We had great times together going to happy hour, shopping, hiking, going to art galleries. I listened to and supported her as she left her sexless marriage, but I never told her about mine. I was ashamed. I listened to her and supported her as she started learning to date...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Dec 21, 2015
    mstre123 mstre123
    31-35, M
    Mar 25

    I never thought I'd ever have to hit Me Too to

    this topic...... I miss you Terri! Whenever I needed a friend, you were there. When everyone else left me for dead, you were always there to pick me up. Your hugs I am going to miss the most. I knew that regardless of how bad of a day I was having, a hug from you made it all...
    Elexxa Elexxa
    26-30, T
    Mar 15

    Its about my BFF. We are BFFs

    since 10 years. But when we were 12, she went to another country. And after that she changed completely. She is now like "I don't care". We are connected via internet. She is now always talking about her crushes. No matter what I say, she gets very irritated. I am mildly...
    tasneemfaiza49 tasneemfaiza49
    Dec 26, 2014

    overnight 3 years ago,

    died in his sleep, I was meant to be with him and his girlfriend that night and it haunts me to this day I wasnt there. He was the most gentle yet passionate soul with a smile for everyone and theres not a day goes by I dont think of him with a smile or laugh or a tear in my...
    deleted deleted
    May 24, 2014

    I just lost a close friend

    for the second time. I've known this girl for 11 years. We were extremely close growing up. We just clicked. I loved her like a sister. Now I think I hate her. For hurting me. Over and over again. I just kept taking it because that's what I did when I love someone, but...
    Lunamoon18 Lunamoon18
    18-21, F
    Oct 29, 2015

    he was hit by a train.

    I still don't think it's real...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 15

    I think I lost my best friend.

    we used to do everything together. And in the last week she has disappeared from my life. I only get texts from her saying she's hanging out with people I also know who I thought was my friend. I took my best friend on vacation 3 years in a row. And then she goes camping with my...
    Smurfette1 Smurfette1
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jul 22, 2015

    I met him online, my best friend in my whole

    life, and I don't even know his name... I know that he lives on the other side of the globe in the US of A, likes to partake in humorous banter and is scarilly similar to me. We met on some humor website, wasted so much time commenting silly things to eachother and had fun...
    SunDrakon SunDrakon
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2015

    it sickens me that I lost him,

    although we both know it was for the better. But sometimes it's just unbearable, missing those talks, the good morning messages, knowing he was always around having my back. It f'cking hurts, and yet I know we took the right decision. I just hope the missing each other gets...
    rvz16 rvz16
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jan 11

    No matter how good a friend is,

    they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Those who injured us did only what they knew how to do, given the conditions of their lives. If you don't learn to forgive, then you allow those ancient injuries to continue their hold on you...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 17, 2015

    There was a Boy ?n a Girl,

    boy was iran and girl was Pakistan. They were best friends for years ?n years,They could Talk for hours on the skype ?n text each other for days ep,When They were Together;Not a single Sad Thought could cross their Minds, everything was Great, But One Day;The Boy did not Answer...
    lonelyhellhole lonelyhellhole
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 28

    I don't feel like my best friend

    and I are really best friend. She is emotionally supportive when I need her. I'm very thankful for that. But many times, she is also dragging me down emotionally. She usually comes to me and tell me how stressful her study is. I feel like she always has excuses and those...
    JulieK8 JulieK8
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2015
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