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I Lost My Best Friend

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    I just lost my best friend,

    she told me I'm not the same person I was and that is true, I'm really depressed and sad lately. I have a lot of problems and she didn't know about them and she hates me now. She told me something that hurt my feelings really bad. I don't have much friends,everyone hates me...
    FUFLOOTA FUFLOOTA 13-15, F Jul 10

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    She's not dead, just gone from my life.

    We first met when we were both only a few weeks old and grew up together. By the time we started 3rd grade, we realized we were completely different from each other. She was popular, and I was a nerd. 6 years and many fights later, I decided I had enough. In the middle of a huge...
    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    She was my height, we wore the same size jeans.

    We both cut our long hair into Mohawks and had the same crazy taste in different thing at a time. I left Trinidad to come to the US and she died almost a year after. Car accident. I couldn't cry for months. The songs remind me so much of her. It girl by Jason derulo. She used to...
    overcomer24 overcomer24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    My Megan

    For about 24 years, I was best friends with Megan. For a time, she didn't live in our town. She married an Army guy and they moved to a base not far from here, then to Germany, then to Kentucky, then back here. I never visited her in Germany, which I regret, but we phoned as...
    Crazy4Rn Crazy4Rn 41-45, F Sep 2, 2013

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    Today I Lost My Best Friend

    Today I lost my friend to a long and hard battle with Huntington Desiese.  In a way it's a blessing for her.  I'm just having a very hard time with it.  Remembering all the good times, laughing.  I will miss her so much!  
    Katkitswt1 Katkitswt1 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2008

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    It's been a week and two days

    and life is absolute **** without you today jordy. Sleep well in paradise. 💕
    emgg emgg 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    preetham007 preetham007 18-21, M Jul 3

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    I Dont Know What Happened..

    i made a very good friend in college. we became best friends.she was beautiful, smart, funny. even though we couldnt see each other everyday because of schedules we were very close. we were often asked if we were a couple. we were just best friends..two years in college gone by...
    EseMarijuano EseMarijuano 18-21 1 Response Aug 1, 2009

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    This is one of those days

    where I feel I can't go on anymore. It's been over a year since my best friend has died. We met on the bus in Las Vegas in 2000. He invited me to his house and that's how we became inseparable. He knew me more than I knew myself. He was the one I always shared good things and...
    ninathecat ninathecat 31-35 7 Responses Jul 11

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    My Broken Heart

    Most of the time, I feel ok.  Then there are times, like right now, that my heart is killing me.  I feel so alone.  I lost my best friend.  The one person in this whole world that I truly trusted, that I could tell everything to, the only person who...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 12 Responses Sep 10, 2010

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    Nessa..

    a little over 4 years ago my best friend died... today would have been her 20th birthday....im gonna wonderover to the graveyard later to see her..my how i wish she was still here...there is not one day that goes by where i dont think of her...and its been quite a while since...
    pinknailpolish89 pinknailpolish89 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    She's still alive. I married her.

    We were together for 15 years. We shared everything together. Every experience. Everything about our bodies. Every feeling. Every love. But things changed. We are no longer together. But the good thing is, in losing my best friend, and lover, I found myself. And I'll never be...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 16

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    One Day He Was Here ....

    ... and the next day he was gone .... when he deleted his account, he wiped out every message he ever wrote me, every story he dedicated to me, every comment he ever gave on my stories and pic's, his name was gone from my gestures and gifts and cards. For the first time...
    kinkitty kinkitty 36-40, F 21 Responses May 18, 2008

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    His name is Kyle, he died on Oct.

    31, 2011 around 1615 hrs. A veteran of the US Army Infantry, he served in Iraq and later became a firefighter/paramedic with a Fire Dept here in FL. I met Kyle when I was assigned to a Army Reserve, and we realized we were the only two Infantry soldiers there.Slowly we bonded...
    wildeire wildeire 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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    overnight 3 years ago,

    died in his sleep, I was meant to be with him and his girlfriend that night and it haunts me to this day I wasnt there. He was the most gentle yet passionate soul with a smile for everyone and theres not a day goes by I dont think of him with a smile or laugh or a tear in my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24

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    Sweet Angel.

    Last year after moving into a new place my male cat was acting strange. He was lathargic and was not being himself. He had had crystals in his pee before but I was hoping they wouldn't come back... But they had. Full force, by the time we got him to the vet there was only 2...
    sweetiepie1992 sweetiepie1992 22-25, F 3 Responses May 30, 2013

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    Our ship was boarded(pirates) in the Melaka

    straits. My best friend/lover & savior. I believed it only happened in movies, not here. A part of me left as I felt her fade away~
    Randy1a Randy1a 51-55, M Jun 5

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    He Was Taken Away Way To Soon

    Tomorrow marks one year that my best friend, the person that I relied on was killed. He was amazing. The one person that never hurt me. He was always there even though he had a troubled life, though he didn't ever let anybody know that. He constantly stayed at our house. He was...
    Youagaisntme5 Youagaisntme5 18-21, F Dec 1, 2013

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    Well. I have(well had) a friend named Kaitlyn.

    We have been friends since diapers. She started texting me less and we never hung out anymore. I find out she has a new best friend. Shes at Kaitlyns house all the time. She has a girlfriend, her gf was flirting with me so i told Kaitlyns best friend and she said to me "she...
    Effys Effys 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It seems as if my best friend from the fifth

    grade doesn't want to remember me for some reason. She's a military kid like many of my other friends are. I tend to make friends with the new kids at school because I never really fit in with any clique or group. And when she moved I didn't get her number because at the time I...
    drpastasauce drpastasauce 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I lost two just this school year.

    The first one I knew my whole life and lost in November and the second I knew for three years and lost yesterday. I'm going to miss them both so much, but it seems like that's what God wanted me to do. Ily and goodbye Caitlin and Olivia.
    Wishingtobegone Wishingtobegone 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Tiffany

    Her and I have been friends for six years. A year and a half ago I went to visit her, and her and I had a very intimate relationship. Her mother found out about it after I left and she can't stand the thought of her daughter being attracted to another woman, so she said she would...
    MonicaMarie MonicaMarie 31-35, F 9 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    4 THINGS YOU NEED TO DO TO HAVE A HEALTHY

    FRIENDSHIP I was out there trying to make sense out of my life when God led me to a place which I never imagined myself to be in – a lair of future missionaries. And there I found a friend that I believe God sent for me to start believing in friendship and the truth in...
    ImWithJesus ImWithJesus 22-25, F May 25

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    I met a girl on EP and we quickly clicked on

    so many levels. We enjoyed many times talking about sexual fantasies and enjoyed a few mutual ************ sessions. But more importantly, we clicked on so many levels and soon became best friends. No subject was left unturned and we openly shared so many thoughts and dreams...
    jordantoms11 jordantoms11 36-40, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I lost my best friend in 2008.

    Not to a falling out or slowly drifting apart, but to murder. She was a sister to me and another daughter to my mother. Her kids called my mother "Grandma" because my friends parents both died of HIV when she was only 12. Her name was Ilisha (we called her Isha 'E-sha'). We...
    DeaditeQueen DeaditeQueen 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    She Was Only 15 Years Old...

    My best friend died a year ago today... I don't know how to cope anymore I have tried so hard to keep it all inside but I don't think I can anymore... She was the only person besides, CandyAppleLette, That gets me... She died the same day that I had to go to court... She never...
    AngryLittlePrincess AngryLittlePrincess 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2012

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    I Just Couldnt Do It

    So a little while back i lost my best friend in the world. A couple weeks ago, his wife held a service to spread his ashes. It was a nice event and it was a very small group of people, only people who were really close to him. Then after the service everyone took some of the...
    2mythoughts 2mythoughts 31-35, M Jun 10, 2012

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    Well she was my best friend.

    it was one of those things where yall both just kinda stop talking to each other. idk what the hell her problem was though. she was making a huge deal about it and how it was my fault bc i never made the effort to talk to her. lol i laughed bc the first two years of our...
    12love34 12love34 13-15, F Jun 9

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    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    We'd all be lucky to have loved like that in a lifetime

    I met Phil when I was 15years old. A friend introduced us, because he saw I was flailing around like a fish out of water. (being a teenager is like that) When I first met Phil, he had a bible in his hand. The little hellion that I was, thought this was amusing. He was 20 years...
    mackaylalayne mackaylalayne 22-25, F Mar 19, 2012

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    Heartbroken

    One of the most painful experiences in my life..
    cheekychic400 cheekychic400 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23, 2012

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    Aroux Aroux 18-21, F Mar 30

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    Friday February 21, 2014 I lost my best friend

    of 18 years. The one who cheered me on the sidelines at my baseball and soccer games. The one who would give me rude looks when I got a Yahtzee before she did. The one who I would text and talk about the NASCAR race that was happening at that very moment. I lost someone who was...
    Angelmarie14 Angelmarie14 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    It was the most eerie feeling weekend of my life

    that Friday me and both of my best close friends went out on my parents house boat we was going to go out and drink and write songs for our band we just formed it just months before this I was on guitar my friend Kevin is the singer and 2nd guitar and billy was the drummer we...
    maridoneka maridoneka 18-21, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    We have been friends

    for 5 going on 6 years. She moved away to another city for university 6 months ago. We have seen eachother every month since she left. I have visited her twice. She came back this week, we've hung out, she stayed over my house and I've stayed over hers. I seen her yesterday and...
    sophiew93 sophiew93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    It seems people are always changing

    and moving on with their lives but I'm the same person I have always been and I've become too boring to be around anymore.
    Xeniabolton Xeniabolton 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    My best friend hates me

    because of something that happened at prom, but something good came out of it so I have no clue why he's still mad, he should be grateful things happened that way..
    savannah764253 savannah764253 18-21, F Jun 4

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    I thought our friendship was strong enough to

    overcome everything, turns out it wasn't. It happens really slowly, you don't see each other as often as you used to, you stop texting each other, you don't know anything anymore. We lost contact and were never able to rekindle our friendship, even though it was strong in the...
    infinite1994 infinite1994 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    So my ex best friend prank called me at 1am

    telling me to go burn in hell and die well **** him I might just go do that live with that guilt you c*nt I just don't get what happened we were best friends for all our lives and suddenly he just changed and I'd done **** all wrong he just said I've turned into a tw*t now and...
    Lolbeansarefun Lolbeansarefun 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I lost my best friend last year around October.

    She was my other half in the completely opposite way. She was tall and skinny, I'm short and stout. We fought like sisters, loved like them too. Every time I was around here, no matter where I was or what was going on, I felt at home, I felt relieved. We had a falling out, after...
    cibreezy cibreezy 16-17, F 1 Response May 1

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    We would've made 2 year friendship today

    but it seems we knew each other so much longer . He meant so much to me . I never intend to betray him in any way . Im so confused though .. He promised me in these exact words . "You wont lose me, i promise" Promises are not meant to be broken right ? people came between our...
    lillyanntae lillyanntae 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    The Eulogy

    My cousins wife, whom is my friend Robert's cousin called me and told me she has been chosen to give the eulogy and she had asked me if I had anything to say to be added in the eulogy. She said, she would mention to everyone that it would be my words.. and assured me that...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    She didn't like die or anything I just stop

    being friends with her. Her name is Marci. When we were younger we were best friends and did everything together. But when kids started caring about popularity in grade 3 it all changed. She isn't like the typical looking popular girl and they didn't like her but the liked me...
    QuinnStew QuinnStew 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    Well me and this amazing girl.

    . We were best friend since 5th grade it felt like forever. She was like my other half literally all day everyday. We were family and I thought that would never end. Ever. And six months after the end here we are miles and miles away saying I want you back. But now there's...
    JadeDaGem15 JadeDaGem15 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    **** YOU SUICIDE, YOU MITHER ******* SON OF A

    BICH WHY?!?!?!! WHY DOD YOU TAKE THE ONE PERSON THAT KNEW ME BETTER THEN I KNE MYSELF?!?!?!! I ******* HATE YOU
    1LilLefty 1LilLefty 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    Visiting An Old Friend.

    We grew up and went to school together. We parted are ways at college. But got together again to serve our country. We came home from war at the same time. And we parted ways again. But I return to New York 4 times a year to see him and tell him what I've been up to...
    retiredfather retiredfather 61-65, M 3 Responses Dec 19, 2008

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    I met her on twitter we got

    so close to each other we were more than best friends more like twins, she's amazing I truly love her and trusted her more than anything. She know how busy my life is bc school and everything so one day I texted her but she didn't replay I thought she was busy so I waited and...
    Flowerydedo Flowerydedo 16-17, F 13 mins ago

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    I lost her... Again. The first time she left

    was back in October I think because me and her boyfriend had started talking and became like brother and sister. She left and I cried for hours. The next day at school I barely talked at all. I only talked to my friend Kylie who had been there for me through it all. I wanted to...
    talia13 talia13 16-17, F Jul 7

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    My Matt

    First, I want to make it clear that I am very happily married and have been for 21 years. My friendship with Matt was only friendship--if anything he was like a grown son or a younger brother to me, although we are very close in age.  I met Matt in a class I was taking...
    zekesmom2 zekesmom2 41-45 1 Response Jan 15, 2009

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    I lost my Bestfriend quite awhile ago

    that I ended up leaving school and dropping year 12. That's how bad the relationship was. My Bestfriend whom had been my Bestfriend for about 2 years decided to just up and leave me without any notice. At first she seemed distant, she was so hesitant to speak to me and acted as...
    ceekayyyy ceekayyyy 22-25, F 1 Response May 21

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    I remember him with a smile on his face some

    how he managed to always keep a smile it feels like it just happen yesterday the day they took his life away but he was taken away 4 years ago I wish I could get a chance to see him one more time but sadly I can't he was the best friend anybody could ask for he didn't deserve to...
    lovebritney lovebritney 18-21, F Jul 3

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    i lost my best friend with a silly

    misunderstanding. Now i'm not talking with him. We had an attitude problem i want him to come to me & say sorry & he wants the same.....:(
    BkkVARMA BkkVARMA 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 30

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    She's Gone

    My best friend has recently died from breast cancer. It was about 2 days ago. I was told she had it about a year ago. I grew up with her, since we were in pre-k we were the best of friends and I will really miss her. If anyone out there can relate, how did you get threw this...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 29, 2012

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