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I Lost My Best Friend

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    I felt her pulse fade away.

    It all happened so fast. One day, I was sitting in my Spanish class, so excited because it was my senior year of high school. A few minutes later, my life came crashing down before me and there was nothing I could do. For three days I stayed in her hospital room, singing to...
    molliee151 molliee151 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    I lost my best friend to suicide

    and it hurts so much ): I miss him so much my life is meaningless and worthless without him 😔
    wallfl0wer wallfl0wer 16-17, F Jan 13, 2014

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    Friday February 21, 2014 I lost my best friend

    of 18 years. The one who cheered me on the sidelines at my baseball and soccer games. The one who would give me rude looks when I got a Yahtzee before she did. The one who I would text and talk about the NASCAR race that was happening at that very moment. I lost someone who was...
    Angelmarie14 Angelmarie14 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2014

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    Hey, my name is Daniel Michael R,

    I have hypopituitarism and this is the story of my best friend, the only girl that ever loved me. Her name is Samantha J. McClain, she was born on the same day as me, in the same hospital, some may say coincidence but I believe it to be Fate. From my very first year in primary...
    DanielMR DanielMR 18-21 1 Response Nov 26, 2014

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    Since she's hurt me I seem to blame everything

    that goes wrong now in my life on her even though she's no longer in it. It just seems easier that way. I think it's because she was the beginning of a serious of people leaving my life. People don't stick around for very long and I just can't help but blame her.
    achantal achantal 18-21, F Mar 8

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    He Was Taken Away Way To Soon

    Tomorrow marks one year that my best friend, the person that I relied on was killed. He was amazing. The one person that never hurt me. He was always there even though he had a troubled life, though he didn't ever let anybody know that. He constantly stayed at our house. He was...
    Youagaisntme5 Youagaisntme5 18-21, F Dec 1, 2013

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    I've been just thinking

    and realizing how much of a ***** she was, and how much of a pain in the *** she way. How I was stupid to be okay with how she treated other people because she was nice to me. Like in September she told me to kill myself. In December she told me she was in love with me then...
    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We have been friends

    for 5 going on 6 years. She moved away to another city for university 6 months ago. We have seen eachother every month since she left. I have visited her twice. She came back this week, we've hung out, she stayed over my house and I've stayed over hers. I seen her yesterday and...
    sophiew93 sophiew93 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1, 2014

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    One Day He Was Here ....

    ... and the next day he was gone .... when he deleted his account, he wiped out every message he ever wrote me, every story he dedicated to me, every comment he ever gave on my stories and pic's, his name was gone from my gestures and gifts and cards. For the first time...
    kinkitty kinkitty 36-40, F 21 Responses May 18, 2008

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    I just lost my best friend,

    she told me I'm not the same person I was and that is true, I'm really depressed and sad lately. I have a lot of problems and she didn't know about them and she hates me now. She told me something that hurt my feelings really bad. I don't have much friends,everyone hates me...
    FUFLOOTA FUFLOOTA 13-15, F Jul 10, 2014

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    4 THINGS YOU NEED TO DO TO HAVE A HEALTHY

    FRIENDSHIP I was out there trying to make sense out of my life when God led me to a place which I never imagined myself to be in – a lair of future missionaries. And there I found a friend that I believe God sent for me to start believing in friendship and the truth in...
    callmegee callmegee 22-25, F May 25, 2014

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    Note that this.... is an entirely different

    story and not the same or a repeat of the story i wrote about my racist best friend who i lost. She came after the couple of girls i'm about to talk about right now. Well... before and after, as we ended contact and started talking again in later years...Yea just check that out...
    xRockGlossPrincessx xRockGlossPrincessx 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    Last year I had a lot of crazy business happen,

    but the most painful was losing my best friend. for two very long weeks my life was hell, she passed along a rumor that I had sex with multiple guys at a new years eve party. I got several calls from my now husband who's world just got turned upside down, and trying to figure...
    ambernoel ambernoel 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I've lost multiple best friends.

    One to cancer and three to suicide. I can't imagine the pain they were going through, but now it's very painful for me. Luckily, I've mostly moved on emotionally, although I'll always remember them.
    SteloCasisto SteloCasisto 18-21, F Jan 23

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    She's still alive. I married her.

    We were together for 15 years. We shared everything together. Every experience. Everything about our bodies. Every feeling. Every love. But things changed. We are no longer together. But the good thing is, in losing my best friend, and lover, I found myself. And I'll never be...
    chimbie88 chimbie88 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 16, 2014

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    Nothing is the same anymore with her,

    and Im hanging with people that share common interests. Of course when I'm around those people she looks a little jealous but hey she doesn't text me or make plans with me. Thinking about it from all of this, and past events I dont really want one anymore because they never put...
    startingovertw startingovertw 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Several times. Mine are the best.

    And society made them jump planet.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 8

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    I lost my best friend some time ago,

    she said she couldn't deal with me being sick all the time and it caused her a lot of sadness. I didn't blame her. But I now see she just moved on with her life and it makes me sad im no longer part of it
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I had a best friend who was the closest person

    to me in the world. We'd talk all the time, even when we weren't together, we'd text each other from "good morning" till "good night". Ever since I decided to move to the city next door to live with my boyfriend, things weren't the same. It gradually felt like she was...
    xmasquirade xmasquirade 22-25, F Oct 20, 2014

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    Tiffany

    Her and I have been friends for six years. A year and a half ago I went to visit her, and her and I had a very intimate relationship. Her mother found out about it after I left and she can't stand the thought of her daughter being attracted to another woman, so she said she would...
    MonicaMarie MonicaMarie 31-35, F 9 Responses Sep 27, 2013

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    I lost my best friend last year around October.

    She was my other half in the completely opposite way. She was tall and skinny, I'm short and stout. We fought like sisters, loved like them too. Every time I was around here, no matter where I was or what was going on, I felt at home, I felt relieved. We had a falling out, after...
    cibreezy cibreezy 18-21, F 1 Response May 1, 2014

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    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    A - ex best friend B - current best friend C -

    girl who hates my guts but acts nice to my face D - 2 friends that don't like A Okay, so, A and I were best friends from the middle of last year up until the end. She had a fight with this girl and ended up moving to our group. But A would always do this annoying thing that...
    321send 321send 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 23

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    The Eulogy

    My cousins wife, whom is my friend Robert's cousin called me and told me she has been chosen to give the eulogy and she had asked me if I had anything to say to be added in the eulogy. She said, she would mention to everyone that it would be my words.. and assured me that...
    Cosreal Cosreal 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    she's acting all different on me

    for some odd reason
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 13

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    If your ever gonna tell somebody about self

    harm, make sure it's an adult. I love my best friend because I told her about self harm. She said she would stay and help but nope.
    josef2000 josef2000 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 17

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    I miss him. :( but I'm pretty sure he doesn't

    want to talk to me and I know it's my fault.
    confusedinlove83 confusedinlove83 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    His birthday was on the first of this month.

    He left us seven years ago in March. I don't know why he took his life, but he said goodnight to me that night. What struck me as odd was that he said he loved me, and that he appreciated me. I've been hyper-sensitive to others choice of words and grammar since then. I used to...
    grindhound grindhound 22-25, T May 12

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    I met a lady at work

    and we became friends she was my best friend but then one day in october 24 2001 I lost her due to cancer. I miss u
    snowcop snowcop 46-50, F Apr 24

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    Well basically I lost my best friend over a

    racist comment Honestly I'm not even sad I believe that best friends shouldn't care about what u say or do But only if ur there for them and that u always show that u care And even though my best friend doesn't want me near her I still gave her a valentines day gift
    Aroura666 Aroura666 16-17, F Feb 14

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    NeonCorpse64 NeonCorpse64 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 23

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    He died almost three months ago.

    We were on our way back home from a 2 hour trip. We ended up taking too many xanax bars, and we ran off an embankment. I was arrested, but he passed all sobriety test despite being under the influence. He did not have his glasses, and it was about to start storming. He...
    kringle69 kringle69 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    I've focused a lot on my fetish,

    but let me add a little depth to my personality. This is about the greatest friendship I ever had and lost. I'm an army brat, so I moved around a lot when I was younger. Eventually my family moved to Ohio when I was starting middle school. I spent a year and a half there living...
    Hairaddict67 Hairaddict67 22-25, M Aug 6, 2014

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    I lost my best friend to suicide about 5 months

    ago. We've known each other for a little over 13 years and we hung out all the time. One night she stayed over and we.. Had a night.. It was my first willing "sexual" experience. She quit talking to me for nearly 4months and would send me the every now and then text that she was...
    Sarabell00 Sarabell00 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 7

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    17 years... I've known him

    for 17 years and now it feels like he's really gone. I wasn't planning on actually ending our friendship I thought we could just keep it a secret for a while to make nate happy and give him time to cool down. But when I told nate and I saw those puffy eyes at the door I felt...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    She was my height, we wore the same size jeans.

    We both cut our long hair into Mohawks and had the same crazy taste in different thing at a time. I left Trinidad to come to the US and she died almost a year after. Car accident. I couldn't cry for months. The songs remind me so much of her. It girl by Jason derulo. She used to...
    overcomer24 overcomer24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14, 2014

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    My bestfriend, Izak Millanta

    who was like a older brother to me got murdered 2 years ago in august. Police charged online one guy out of 3 let the other 2 off with a "warning" & the guy that handed himself in after only got 6 years for murder, attempted murder, & 3 counts of assult on 3 diffrent people...
    xBrookelle xBrookelle 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 25

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    Well me and this amazing girl.

    . We were best friend since 5th grade it felt like forever. She was like my other half literally all day everyday. We were family and I thought that would never end. Ever. And six months after the end here we are miles and miles away saying I want you back. But now there's...
    JadeDaGem15 JadeDaGem15 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2014

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    At All Btt I Havee To Thankk Herrr Forr All Thee Stupidd & Fun Shitt Weee Didd Toghterrr ...
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F Oct 12, 2014

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    She Was Only 15 Years Old...

    My best friend died a year ago today... I don't know how to cope anymore I have tried so hard to keep it all inside but I don't think I can anymore... She was the only person besides, CandyAppleLette, That gets me... She died the same day that I had to go to court... She never...
    AngryLittlePrincess AngryLittlePrincess 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2012

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    I remember the last time I saw him it was my

    sisters party and we where all happy dancing together full of joy, he was always smiling he was so full of life and just like that they took him away from me I miss him so much why would anybody kill an innocent soul :(
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F Apr 26

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    It's been a week and two days

    and life is absolute **** without you today jordy. Sleep well in paradise. 💕
    emgg emgg 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13, 2014

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    One of my best friends was getting beat up

    after school and he wouldn't tell me anything about. I've known for about two months and I couldn't take it anymore so I told my counselor. She called him down and we all talked but now he won't even look at me. I don't know what to do. I can't see him getting hurt anymore and I...
    justliloleme97 justliloleme97 16-17, F May 14

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    overnight 3 years ago,

    died in his sleep, I was meant to be with him and his girlfriend that night and it haunts me to this day I wasnt there. He was the most gentle yet passionate soul with a smile for everyone and theres not a day goes by I dont think of him with a smile or laugh or a tear in my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 24, 2014

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    She became very distant

    and blatantly avoided me, then got pissed when I called her out on it. I gave up. We haven't spoken in months.
    amandathegay amandathegay 13-15, F Apr 7

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    he acted like a double faced jerk.

    .. now I'm mad... he knows who he is... my big brother joked around saying "doesn't he have something better to do then talk to u" and he acted like he was busy trying to impress me... yeah epic fail jerk
    A1133cat A1133cat 13-15, F Mar 22

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