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I Lost My Daughter

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 45 People

    3/23/14... Almost 10 years

    since Stormy-Denice's passing. How can it be? How can my 12 year old daughter be gone forever? It makes no sense that this life that I cared for with all my heart and soul was wiped out in one cataclysmic moment. What makes life? Where did it go? What can I do to bring it back?
    RoseBudForHim RoseBudForHim 46-50, F 6 Responses Jan 7, 2014

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    My Babygirl Is Gone

    when i was 17 i was driving down the road one day looking is the rear view mirror at my babygirl gabriella who was 9 months old next thing i know a car hit right into her and i got out immediately not caring that i was hurt only cared about her wanted her to be ok i uunhooked her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 17, 2011

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    I Want My Daughter Back. Justice ? Not This Time.

    this is and has been the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with. its a very long story. i am gonna shorten and sum up the first have. this is not something i share or talk about with any one. nor speak about often with my husband. i had a crappy childhood. alcoholic parents...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 18, 2012

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    Almost 2 Months Old...

    I lost my daughter Eloise Madison on October 7th 2013. She was almost 2 months old. We lost her to SIDS. I cannot understand why God had to take her.
    Niomi1986 Niomi1986 26-30, F Oct 12, 2013

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    Jessa Renee <3 I remember the day you were

    born just like it was yesterday, I was 30 years old and you were my youngest of 8 children, I loved watching you grow up and watching you with your older siblings and the nine other siblings that were born after you, you were an amazing sister to all 16 of your brothers and...
    LouiseAddamss LouiseAddamss 46-50, F Nov 9, 2014

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    Less Than Five Minutes And A Hole Never To Be Filled

    I lost my baby girl just a few minutes after her birth. Those moments stay in my mind and heart forever. The moments I held my butterfly, kissed her, hugged her. The moments I screamed and cried as I watched doctors try to revive her- try to get her tiny, tiny, newborn body to...
    lovingmylosses lovingmylosses 31-35, F Apr 20, 2013

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    A little over a year ago I lost my beautiful

    daughter at the age of 36. When I read this poem i couldn't stop tearing up!
    Sallie11 Sallie11 56-60, F Sep 18, 2014

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    The 21st of this month will mark 4 months

    since my little girl passed away. It hurts even more now than before. All three years of her life she battled sickness but she always made it through....... I guess God got tired of seeing my baby girl suffer. I just wish I wouldve had a little longer. She was my best friend...
    abr59 abr59 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    Brianna "11-21-2007"

     She was 19 weeks and 5 Days in my belly.......................... Sigh        I loved her so very much and still do......... I held her in my arms, she was tiny.......... I left the hospital empty-handed.............. I couldn't cry............. :( A few tears rolled...
    lorena1 lorena1 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 14, 2012

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    My Daughter was Born on,

    September 4th, 2009, at 830 in the morning. She was a beautiful, healthy baby. Although my pregency was a very long one, she was born perfectlly healthy. She was the apple of my eye, and she was my world. I Loved her very much, and not a day goes by that I don’t think about...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 5 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    She wasn't my biological daughter.

    But she was the closest I ever had. She was in my life from age 14 to 22. She was beautiful, brilliant, driven and so very wise. She cast a brilliant light into my life. I will never forget that day. My beautiful girl did what she loved most that day. On a hot sunny day...
    FindingMySong FindingMySong 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 20, 2014

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    1barebrit 1barebrit 41-45, M Dec 31, 2014

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    33 Yrs.old Just Gone

    My beautiful baby girl just gone . They say they think she was texting and lost control of the car. went off the road flipped over she was ejected & pronounced dead at the scene. How horrible .I have been thru a lot in my 52 yrs. but I don't think I can take this .
    lorileelee lorileelee 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 11, 2011

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    What The Caterpillar Believes Is The End, To The Butterfly, It'S Only The Beginning

    And that was Izzie. Aged six, she was killed by a dangerous driver, who was later charged with murder unsuccessfully but was sentenced for dangerous driving, along with my husband. She had beautiful ginger hair, blue eyes, was short, loved singing, was sporty and danced, was...
    SummerRainSparkles SummerRainSparkles 36-40, F Feb 17, 2013

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    It is done. So many years later,

    I did what I told you I would NEVER do. I marked my body. I did it for you. It is so beautiful, as were you. On the shoulder we first touched, a rose, just for you. This bud is barely open, as your life had just begun. I struggle to understand why the pain and tears are so...
    FindingMySong FindingMySong 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    I Lost My Daughter As we near the 10 year mark

    I struggle more now than ever. For years I asked if I had healed. I had no clue. After many years I thought "well, enough time has passed, I MUST be "over" your loss. And then it happened. I tend to believe this one was on you. I really believe you put her into my life. I...
    FindingMySong FindingMySong 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    My 8 Day Old Daughter

    April of 2013 was a rough month for me. On April 1st, I got laid off from my job. Then on April 15th, me and my wife were blessed with a beautiful baby girl we named Nevaeh Marie. She was born 17 weeks early and we were set mentally for the long stay at the hospital and the long...
    SuperMark SuperMark 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    she wasnt my real daughter.

    i adopted her when she was only one day old...her parents left her in hospital now she is 4 yo... but her real parents came and got her from me..its not fair...i know she loves my family more..
    Aarshaam Aarshaam 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 18, 2014

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    Fate has been very cruel to

    both my husband and me. I lost my two precious angels to a lethal lung disorder called alveolar capillary dysplasia. We have an elder daughter named Audrey who was born in 2009 and we needed her to have a sibling. She is a perfectly healthy girl who still enjoys our love and...
    catherinesingh15 catherinesingh15 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    I Miss You So!

    This was my first Thanksgiving without you, one of many firsts I'm sure I will have to learn to live with...... I missed our time, making a pie together, how we would get into a flour war, and cover our kitchen with a blanket of white....how we would eat with just candles and the...
    harleylover1970 harleylover1970 41-45, M 6 Responses Dec 2, 2012

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    The Loss of An Angel

      My beautiful daughter was 29 years and six months old when she passed away due to childbirth complications.  She left us with a beautiful granddaughter to share our lives with, but she also left us with an incomplete family and the loss of the heart of me.  ...
    lostathome73 lostathome73 51-55 7 Responses Apr 4, 2009

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    I forsaw him dying and almost to the year it happened., I was in a furniture store two weeks ago and I felt like I was having a heart attack,At the same time exactly across the...
    Alanasma73 Alanasma73 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    My marriage ended very abruptly just about a year ago. At the time, I was suicidal, and my daughter supported me - for about 3 weeks, until she got tired of having both me AND my...
    Spuddie2308 Spuddie2308 51-55, F Mar 20

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    He wasn't just my dad but my whole entire world! its been 1 year and 2 months since my daddy left me i was only 12 when I lost my dad he took apart of me that I'll never find again...
    dadsbabygirl211201 dadsbabygirl211201 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    Almost two years ago I lost my Mother to cancer and it took a toll on me. It was soo sudden and by the time they found out that she had it she was already in stage 4. We found out...
    naturalwoman2 naturalwoman2 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Im about to talk it out.. i need to dump all of this off my shoulders.. im sorry if its rambling at long.. I don't actually expect anyone to read.. but i need a place to put these...
    alienmom82 alienmom82 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I'm actually 13 and just lost my v-card to my 15 year old boyfriend two days ago at a party with 6 other "sleeping" people in the room was great! Felt no pain didn't bleed but...
    mady3 mady3 31-35, F 18 hrs ago

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    First off congrats to everyone here! I have lost a lot of weight but my question is does anyone still have low self esteem after. I mean I buy new clothes should be so happy but...
    Fullofsunshine Fullofsunshine 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    I am passing out of high school this year. I'll be in college soon. I'm sure my grades won't be that great for I'm not the same me now. Since my very childhood I have been very...
    25mayni97 25mayni97 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I have recently lost custody of my daughter. She is 6 and her father is a better care giver in the children's aid society eyes. I am going crazy and it has only been a week. I have...
    abcforever abcforever 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My daughter is a junior at college and is an exceptional student with drive and clear goals for the future, which include graduate school, most likely at a university abroad. This...
    GTdM GTdM 46-50, F 1 Response a week ago

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    should I let my 15 year old daughter wear thongs? my daughter asked me if she could start wearing thongs again today, she was wearing them before without my permission, she had...
    Nicole1974 Nicole1974 41-45, F 9 Responses Mar 14

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    I. Hurting terribly over my ex lover. She has moved on and has no sympathy for me and it sucks . I have my beautiful daughter and I am unable to be the dad I used to be. She sees...
    mooserbears mooserbears 31-35, M Mar 14

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    I'm feeling certain I'm going mad today. My mind won't stop thinking but it cannot think of the right thing to do. I have been like this to please everyone, to be the good daughter...
    vwoolf53 vwoolf53 22-25, F Mar 16

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    A naughty daughter IS a good daughter. That's the way it's supposed to be. A daddy should be kind and take care of his daughter, and in turn, a naughty daughter should try to...
    BlueSkiesNoVa BlueSkiesNoVa 51-55, M Mar 22

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    Please.. I need someone to talk to who understands this level of pain.. I can't take any more. . I'm ready to give up.. i don't think I have a choice anymore... I need a support...
    alienmom82 alienmom82 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    On March 23rd, mama died in my arms after a devastating battle with cancer. Now, myself (nineteen), Chantal (twenty) and grandpa (ninety-two) are left to figure out everything from...
    kayygordon kayygordon 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    On March 23rd, mama died in my arms after a devastating battle with cancer. Now, myself (nineteen), Chantal (twenty) and grandpa (ninety-two) are left to figure out everything from...
    kayygordon kayygordon 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have two daughters. The oldest is actually my step daughter 15, who I have raised since before her second birthday. The second is my 12 year old, computer whiz. Man, this dad...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want to have a daughter and name her Elizabeth Anne after my mother. Since I'm the only daughter in my family, it would be wonderful to bring a beautiful baby girl into this...
    freckles45 freckles45 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    My Daughter is now 2 week old. She is my hero. Life has been hard for me and depression ha been with me most of my life. Since my daughter came into my life however i have felt...
    brocktimus brocktimus 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    Do any of your daughters have periods of time when they seem to like you then for no apparent reason they flip flop, you're now the devil and they only want to deal with their...
    recycledknowledge recycledknowledge 41-45, F Mar 20

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    My daughter just turned three years old and for her birthday, she wanted to send money to Vanuatu, she new almost nothing about it, all she knew was that they were hit by, in her...
    ceddezilwa ceddezilwa 22-25, M Mar 22

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    My daughter is 14 months old and she's my entire world. I was 19 when I had her, and before her my life was a mess. I was in rehab at 17, but without my daughter I know that I...
    hillaryalexis hillaryalexis 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago