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I Lost My First Boyfriend to Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 24 People

    seven years ago i lost my dad to suicide .

    .befor he died we had a row.. i miss him loads !!>>>then 3 months ago after a row with my boyfreind i to lost him to suicide the last thing he said to me was i love you .i wouldnt do anythink to hurt you . as i let his arm go out side my house he left... thats was the last i saw...
    jenjenni jenjenni
    26-30
    Jan 25, 2015

    R.i.p <3

    Nearly four years ago I lost my best friend/boyfriend to suicide. We were at a party, he was taking care of me because i'd drank too much so we sat by ourselves upstairs alone watching movies until I fell asleep. I woke up and he wasn't there. I searched the house for him and I...
    liioness liioness
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Dec 15, 2012

    Well, not yet. I wouldnt be able to bear losing

    him, wondering what else i could have done.. Im taking further precautionary steps tomorrow. I have to. Im sorry, my dear. I have to. Ive never cried so much in my life...
    peaceinmiles peaceinmiles
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2014

    To Little To Late

    Owen was my first boyfriend he was depressed and was bullied since he was 7 years old he was my first love my first crush and my last. I was 13 he was 15 we were in love then one night . I let love over take me and I had a little child in me. I wanted to make sure so I waited 2...
    aj135 aj135
    13-15
    Aug 23, 2012

    A week ago today my boyfriend killed himself.

    He was the most amazing, funny, happy-go-lucky guy I have ever met, no one saw it coming. I am 20 years old, and I am not a firm believer that young love makes it the long haul, but I was starting to change my mind, he was starting to change my mind. Regardless, I used to tell...
    rebeccarae rebeccarae
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2015

    Baby Daddy Commited Suicie

    Being with my childerns father was such a struggle of love and hate. Him being depresses and bi polar made it hard to stay by his side. One day i just couldnt take it and felt that my 2 yr old son and my unborn daughter shouldnt have to experiance an abusive life style, i packed...
    keshia86 keshia86
    22-25, F
    Aug 14, 2012

    I lost my boyfriend to suicide over 7 years ago.

    It is truly the hardest experience I have ever had to deal with. He will always be a part of me and anyone that comes into my life is just going to have to deal with that. Loosing your first love to suicide is something that changes the rest of your life..
    allisonxo allisonxo
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2014

    I Will Never Forget You

    how to believe that his gone my boyfriend my every thing was overdosed 2 days ago because of same stupid friends he went en vacation on 2762012 and his not coming back to me it to hard to believe and to carry on like nothing happened . im not that kind of person i can never...
    sarrah380 sarrah380
    26-30, F
    Jul 2, 2012
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