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I Lost My Love

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    I recently lost someone I thought was special.

    . turns out, she wasn't! but nevertheless, I spent 10 months taking care of her and her dhildren, along with my own. then, she "never loved me" and she was gone.
    dvkillar dvkillar 41-45, M May 6

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    Finally .................................................. I Had To Give Up

    finally ...........i had to give up The most awful day of my life , my worst nightmare came true on the very perfect day ,  yes this was the Valentine's day ..and he said NO to me. writing this whole thing is making me cry , but I had to give up after 2 years of...
    smilewithpain smilewithpain 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 31, 2010

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    Why Me

    i never wanted anyone to enter my life..!!! but many came..!! Now so that they came i never wanted them to leave...!! but my fate...everyone left !!! when i am empty they made a heart in me...!!! now that i wanna love some one... everyone's started breaking it...!!! LIFE..so...
    crazygirlinworld crazygirlinworld 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2012

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    Love Forever

    hi friends , may be some of you will hate me after reading of my life  because i am a boy . i was a jovial person who didn't care of any tensions .who did every thing for me but one day on net i met a person, initially i had no interest in him but as soon as we talked too...
    smilewithpain smilewithpain 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2008

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    Understand The Lost Of The One You Love

    it still seems like just yesterday i was coming out of a coma andour grandparetns told mt my wife and her mother both died tha day after i was shoot down and reported KIA in viet nam the nex day was was walking some place with one of the people she worked with when she a little...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M Jun 5, 2011

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    My True Love Shattered Me....

    I first saw him when I was 13 years old.  He walked into the Mosque and it was as if a glow was around him.  I had a strange feeling in my heart that he was the one.. I had no idea what his name was or how old he was, all I knew was that this was the man I was suppose to marry...
    TaraRani TaraRani 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 24, 2011

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    I'm Left Without You

     “I wanna Love you so/ I wanna be the one to kiss you at night… Come on take my hand/ I won’t let you go/ I’ll be your friend/ I will love you so… Turn your rain into sun… Say you’ll never let me go.”Say i'll always be your sunshine, your breeze, your whisper...
    storm77 storm77 31-35, F 1 Response May 26, 2011

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    I got married 6 years to

    which i don't love. In my country marriages are arranged by parents even my x confirmed that she don't wanna marry anybody otherthan me to my parents. My parents trusted her and tried to convince me many times to marry her they keep on asking me like that one day i got...
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    She Was Forced To Move!!

    Wow this is kinda hard to write about,but here it goes its real!!This lady and i worked together @Sealed Power Corp.,she had i real JERK for a boss to say the least.Her and I became friends at work,and we would go for lunch together and talk.She told me some of the things he...
    slo69 slo69 56-60, M Apr 29, 2011

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    And You Weren't Even Mine

    i have never been the one to believe in love. i find it hard to believe that anyone would even like me. but this past summer i met this guy at my job and he changed my opinion on love. when i first saw him i have to admit i tried not to stare. it wasnt because he was as stunning...
    netgurl netgurl 18-21, F Oct 28, 2008

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    Trying to Live Alone

    after one year of getting hurt , i still work out to stay calm and stable , and you know i still cry everynight . i am just now not able to trust on anyone but in spite of this now i started to learn to live alone , not to express my grief to everyone . I still love him madly and...
    smilewithpain smilewithpain 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16, 2009

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