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I Lost My Most Beloved Person To Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    About three and a half years ago I lost my beloved Blitz. We'd been together since i was a baby. She passed from kidney failure. She was only 11. Blitz had long calico hair and...
    DancerGal3 DancerGal3 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I lost my mum to suicide in May 2012. She was my world. I still pretend she's just in holiday or something. I'll never except it. If i did I would never be able to cope
    jaimeleigh98 jaimeleigh98 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Do you know anything worse then rolling into your driveway and seeing your unconditionally loving pet whom you've had since he was a puppy's lifeless body lying there? He was just...
    Someoneatschoolfoundme Someoneatschoolfoundme 16-17, F 11 Responses Sep 20

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    "Gone in my arms"Today, me and my family bid a tearful farewell to our beloved companion and best friend, Reagan.She was the sweetest girl with a lovely soul and disposition.She...
    XxxFallenAngelxxX XxxFallenAngelxxX 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    My Wife';s beloved "Yellow Headed Amazon Parrot. She was over 40 years old
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M Sep 16

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    I had to have my beloved Sheba put to sleep 9 years ago and I still miss her every day. She was a starving stray when I took her in and I wasn't sure if she'd adjust. She did and...
    Dodger30y2k Dodger30y2k 51-55, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just came home a little while ago and found my beloved Mo had died. He was the best cat, but he was more than that, he was like my little roommate. He was always here and...
    tide814 tide814 36-40 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am so incredibly heartbroken:( I have just learned that my uncle & Cousin's family dog, Skyler passed away yesterday. This dog was like my very own. He was loved by so many...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 17

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    13 years ago today I was 5 and I lost something I never had. It's a weird feeling to have a hole from something you never remember to begin with. She jumped out of a hotel window...
    idontknowidontknow idontknowidontknow 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I have lost my puppy. I only had him for a year but I feels like longer. I just can't deal I don't see how someone can hit a dog and not even stop to see if he's ok. Husky kins...
    forders forders 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 17

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    ME ! MYSELF! I This 3 words may sound selfish but its something we all should value the most. The Me ! Myself and I when we start to value our self then we start to appreciate...
    alkhanlata77 alkhanlata77 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    My dachshund, Nibbles, is almost 10 and I don't know how long dogs can live but I just recently thought about how I will feel when she passes on. In a way, I'm trying to grieve now...
    simplycomplex82 simplycomplex82 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 31

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    She died on my First year anniversary meeting her and my spouse. My mother never gotten another DOG. We were very very sad on her death. I myself still cries for her. She was the...
    HurtTornSpeechless HurtTornSpeechless 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Had to sell my lizard since we were moving. Never cried this hard in my life. I'll miss you Spikey, you were the best bearded dragon anyone could ask for. Hope you have fun in...
    blackveilbride1318 blackveilbride1318 16-17, M Sep 9

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    It happened 2 years ago, I was away from home for 112 days on military duties, my phone was taken away from me and I haven't spoken to my family since then, after 112 days they...
    sadpanda7 sadpanda7 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    My beautiful puppy, Indy. He was just 1 year old. He was hit by a truck and died nearly instantly. He looked like he was sleeping by the road. I said "Indy? My little Indy baby...
    icecreambones icecreambones 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    my big yello lap dog he was a mixture he...he helped me when i was a little kid, he was beaten and a aboused in texes but my aunt saved him and brought him were my grandma lived...
    TheRainbowDino TheRainbowDino 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 20

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    R.I.P. molly, best friends always
    hasinalady hasinalady 46-50, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    A moment of silence for Mo
    TrackerKim TrackerKim 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is the best Experience ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M Sep 8

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    I need to find that perfect mate. Every master needs a mistress. She has to be just as dominant as me.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M Sep 12

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    20 years ago today my brother took his own life. You would think after 20 years the pain wouldn't be as bad, but it's not true. Today a milestone anniversary and it hurts like...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 36-40, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've earned the title "heartless" around here. Because I don't show it. My mom even thinks that I can't cry. My grandma died, didn't shed a tear, my friend, even my most beloved...
    Riukkuyo Riukkuyo 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 13

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    Just found out few days ago that they were envolved and having sex that started about 3 months ago in my back.. she was my girlfriend for an year and he was my best friend for 9...
    Cristiano331 Cristiano331 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 21

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    I had success with a great family, with work where I was respected and valued by my company and by my customers. I worked hard on improving my health, and had finally reached my...
    gmeza98 gmeza98 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    Ok so tell me if this is bad or not! Plz! Ok, so last night I cried like the whole night cuz I miss my mum so much, like she is the reason I'm here and she's the most important...
    Strangerdanger47 Strangerdanger47 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I have been in love with him for five years; he was everything he even helped me get over my dads abuse to me before i move out. Waiting for him for all those years just for him to...
    Misguided123 Misguided123 22-25, F Sep 11

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    There is NO ONE that can say that looks don't matter and they only care about "personality" because that is a damn lie, you know for a fact that if you're hot as **** and the...
    Helloirrelevant Helloirrelevant 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    No one understands me anymore, I don't even understand myself sometimes. The things I do,the things I say ,it all just seems to confuse the ppl around me. I'm like a puzzle that...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    Im the simplest most complicated person you may ever encounter
    HannaBananaa HannaBananaa 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Has the quest to find the perfect soul mate done more harm than good? Have you lost the one and only person you truly loved to another?Lost love spells can help you mend the...
    profabdi profabdi 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    Hi at the moment I don't live life. I feel like I wasted a lot of time doing crazy things, that are good for telling a story but not for your resume. At the moment nothing really...
    freebirdOz freebirdOz 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    By the time I was 24 years old, I long ago passed that line between social drinking and alcoholism and, in that nebulous alcoholic fog and exaggerated egoism, smirked at relatives...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 51-55, M Sep 17

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    I survived a depression thanks to my dog, it began in 2005, i was only 15, i didn't know what i was going to do, i was not myself, from being a happy always laughing type of girl...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I still remember the time I tried, 5 years ago when I was 12. I popped 60 over pills into my mouth and tried to swallow them, of course eventually I did. I remember feeling sick...
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Some info for your quest: Numerous studies indicate that the single most helpful thing you can do for someone experiencing suicide ideation... Listen. The likelihood that you can...
    o0capricious0o o0capricious0o 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I remember all the threats he made of committing suicide and I realized he was asking for help in his own way. The time he stopped talking about it, he actually did it. So I...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Fail. There's no way category of "suicide is okay" I think some people should be allowed to choose suicide as a way out. It is a mentality. It is a quick fix to a problem...
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 17

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    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    When I was a kid it was hard for me to make friends. My parents really didn't let me do anything, and when I did have friends over they were so strict on me and my friends that no...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I remember thinking about her while sitting on the sidewalk. Of course, I can never think too hard about her without breaking down, so I have to keep it at a minimum. When a close...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 1 Response Sep 18

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    July 6, 2014. My brother committed suicide. Worst day of my life. I miss him so much. I think about him all the time. I'm always going to wonder if there was something I could have...
    NaNeenah NaNeenah 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 19

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    Why is suicide so wise spread josh marks September 5 2014 2 weeks after his baby sister committed suicide
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    He ended our engagement and I feel despondent. It's been about 6 weeks already. Every day feels like a chore to get through. Walking around numb. I keep myself exhausted so I wont...
    ImmortalHeart ImmortalHeart 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    It is not always necessary to hire a personal injury lawyer, but if you are injured in an accident and you are not at fault, hiring someone to help can make a world of difference...
    greensdrinksnews greensdrinksnews 26-30, M Sep 12

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    I was 14-15 at the time. And he was my ex. I never knew he was suicidal. Until my mom told me he shot himself in the head. He had been drinking and wrote a suicide letter. I...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 3 Responses