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I Lost My Most Beloved Person To Suicide

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    About three and a half years ago I lost my beloved Blitz. We'd been together since i was a baby. She passed from kidney failure. She was only 11. Blitz had long calico hair and...
    DancerGal3 DancerGal3 13-15, F 2 Responses 40 mins ago

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    My name is Jessica I lost my mother to suicide May 17 th 2009 but wasn't found until the 19 th . It still feels like it just happened yesterday she left behind her three children...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F Aug 27

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    I lost my mom to suicide in May 2014. She had made several attempts in the last ten years and made threats every couple of months. I always assumed they were cries for attention...
    heatherash1204 heatherash1204 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I lost my mum to suicide in May 2012. She was my world. I still pretend she's just in holiday or something. I'll never except it. If i did I would never be able to cope
    jaimeleigh98 jaimeleigh98 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    "Gone in my arms"Today, me and my family bid a tearful farewell to our beloved companion and best friend, Reagan.She was the sweetest girl with a lovely soul and disposition.She...
    takethispain takethispain 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    My Wife';s beloved "Yellow Headed Amazon Parrot. She was over 40 years old
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 2 days ago

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    I am so incredibly heartbroken:( I have just learned that my uncle & Cousin's family dog, Skyler passed away yesterday. This dog was like my very own. He was loved by so many...
    MKM18 MKM18 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Less than 10 months ago my life changed drastically, it was a sun shining day but yet a horrible day. Around 4 or 5 pm my sister found my mother dead in her bed. We had a clue on...
    ninja6152 ninja6152 13-15 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I have lost my puppy. I only had him for a year but I feels like longer. I just can't deal I don't see how someone can hit a dog and not even stop to see if he's ok. Husky kins...
    forders forders 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    ME ! MYSELF! I This 3 words may sound selfish but its something we all should value the most. The Me ! Myself and I when we start to value our self then we start to appreciate...
    alkhanlata77 alkhanlata77 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    My dachshund, Nibbles, is almost 10 and I don't know how long dogs can live but I just recently thought about how I will feel when she passes on. In a way, I'm trying to grieve now...
    simplycomplex82 simplycomplex82 31-35, M 4 Responses Aug 31

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    She died on my First year anniversary meeting her and my spouse. My mother never gotten another DOG. We were very very sad on her death. I myself still cries for her. She was the...
    HurtTornSpeechless HurtTornSpeechless 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Had to sell my lizard since we were moving. Never cried this hard in my life. I'll miss you Spikey, you were the best bearded dragon anyone could ask for. Hope you have fun in...
    blackveilbride1318 blackveilbride1318 16-17, M Sep 9

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    This is the best Experience ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M Sep 8

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    I need to find that perfect mate. Every master needs a mistress. She has to be just as dominant as me.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    When it comes to partying all night time, Ypsos is, by far, quite possibly the most dynamic location to be in Corfu. There are 4 noteworthy venues in Ypsos, namely, Lumberjack...
    Jeffrybup Jeffrybup 31-35, M Aug 27

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    My name is jessica I'm 27 I lost my mom to suicide may17 th 2009 I'm starting a support group for families left behind after a suicide it called Julie's hope. I'm looking for other...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 27

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    My teen daughter committed suicide last year, and I wrote a book that's being published in 2015 about it : "Once The Storm Is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    My teen daughter committed suicide last year, and I wrote a book that's being published next year about it : "Once The Storm Is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F Aug 29

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    I've earned the title "heartless" around here. Because I don't show it. My mom even thinks that I can't cry. My grandma died, didn't shed a tear, my friend, even my most beloved...
    Riukkuyo Riukkuyo 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been in love with him for five years; he was everything he even helped me get over my dads abuse to me before i move out. Waiting for him for all those years just for him to...
    Misguided123 Misguided123 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I lost the one person in this world that gives my life meaning .Yes I did my share of pushing her away but never did I mean too..Altho i know she love me just as she has from day...
    lastcall33 lastcall33 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    The worst part is I worry that I lost the only person who will ever love me. He loved that I was a plus sized girl and that I wore glasses which are two of the things about myself...
    Dovesery Dovesery 22-25, F Aug 26

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    Lillafyq Lillafyq 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    There is NO ONE that can say that looks don't matter and they only care about "personality" because that is a damn lie, you know for a fact that if you're hot as **** and the...
    Helloirrelevant Helloirrelevant 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    No one understands me anymore, I don't even understand myself sometimes. The things I do,the things I say ,it all just seems to confuse the ppl around me. I'm like a puzzle that...
    AriaDream AriaDream 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    I remember thinking about her while sitting on the sidewalk. Of course, I can never think too hard about her without breaking down, so I have to keep it at a minimum. When a close...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Hi at the moment I don't live life. I feel like I wasted a lot of time doing crazy things, that are good for telling a story but not for your resume. At the moment nothing really...
    freebirdOz freebirdOz 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    By the time I was 24 years old, I long ago passed that line between social drinking and alcoholism and, in that nebulous alcoholic fog and exaggerated egoism, smirked at relatives...
    cmmacneil cmmacneil 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    I survived a depression thanks to my dog, it began in 2005, i was only 15, i didn't know what i was going to do, i was not myself, from being a happy always laughing type of girl...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I still remember the time I tried, 5 years ago when I was 12. I popped 60 over pills into my mouth and tried to swallow them, of course eventually I did. I remember feeling sick...
    Verasayshi Verasayshi 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Some info for your quest: Numerous studies indicate that the single most helpful thing you can do for someone experiencing suicide ideation... Listen. The likelihood that you can...
    o0capricious0o o0capricious0o 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    I had this amazing best friend, the kind that you see in movies that you always wish you had but never find. We found each other when we were 16, he was working at the hospital i...
    crazyinbama86 crazyinbama86 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I remember all the threats he made of committing suicide and I realized he was asking for help in his own way. The time he stopped talking about it, he actually did it. So I...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Shorelines – Terrific vacation resort which has a 3 or four seashores to choose from. The Seashore in front of the pool and cafe may be the busiest but has much more...
    Keniaga838 Keniaga838 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    Fail. There's no way category of "suicide is okay" I think some people should be allowed to choose suicide as a way out. It is a mentality. It is a quick fix to a problem...
    Sacryfice Sacryfice 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Stephanzt506 Stephanzt506 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    When I was a kid it was hard for me to make friends. My parents really didn't let me do anything, and when I did have friends over they were so strict on me and my friends that no...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I've known I have been a girl since I was around 4, but have kept it a secret(mostly). At first I thought myself wanting to be a girl was just a dream, until I came across...
    Jordan469 Jordan469 18-21, T 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I wrote a book that's being published: "Once The Storm is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My Daughter." I'm interested in connecting with those who have been...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F Aug 23

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    It took me long enough to share this but I felt I had too. The recent death of the late Robin Williams brought back memories of own biological fathers' suicide. I was ten at the...
    ChristyyS ChristyyS 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 26

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    Why is suicide so wise spread josh marks September 5 2014 2 weeks after his baby sister committed suicide
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    He ended our engagement and I feel despondent. It's been about 6 weeks already. Every day feels like a chore to get through. Walking around numb. I keep myself exhausted so I wont...
    ImmortalHeart ImmortalHeart 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    It is not always necessary to hire a personal injury lawyer, but if you are injured in an accident and you are not at fault, hiring someone to help can make a world of difference...
    greensdrinksnews greensdrinksnews 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I was 14-15 at the time. And he was my ex. I never knew he was suicidal. Until my mom told me he shot himself in the head. He had been drinking and wrote a suicide letter. I...
    Inherownwords Inherownwords 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago