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I Lost My Most Beloved Person To Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    I just lost my mother to suicide. It is almost two years since my oldest sister committed suicide too. I feel very very empty and she was my best friend and guardian. I feel like I...
    florence91 florence91 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 6

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    I lost my mom to suicide in May 2014. She had made several attempts in the last ten years and made threats every couple of months. I always assumed they were cries for attention...
    heatherash1204 heatherash1204 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    My betta fish used to do the most adorable little "happy dance", wriggling like a snake while his petal-like fins fluttered beautifully in the water. I'm going to miss that so much...
    therainbowconnection therainbowconnection 18-21, F Jul 28

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    January 18th, 2014. Police chased me down on January 20th. They had called, to tell me they had some bad news they had to "pass on." I thought if they were going to arrest me I...
    girlivyg girlivyg 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I was one year old when my mother ended her life. It was two days after New Years, 1998. She had depression her whole life. She chose to hang herself while it was just me and her...
    maddiejuliet maddiejuliet 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Tyreexoh Tyreexoh 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's so hard to put yourself first, but sometimes, we all need to take a minute, pause the craziness that is our lives, and take some time to think if we are truly happy where we...
    lostinlove12399 lostinlove12399 13-15, M Aug 4

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    RIP, Groovy~Had you for 10 years. 10 years of fun, happiness, and fond memories. Life was NEVER dull when you were around. You were one of the few things in this horrible world...
    HiPpIeRoNiN HiPpIeRoNiN 31-35, M 6 Responses Aug 4

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    Actually there were two. My parents got my sister a dog in middle school. It was a shelty. It was a good dog. It liked to run around and bark at you. It would bite at your...
    nemo669 nemo669 41-45, M Aug 8

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    It was a little over two months ago. And I blame myself... I hurt her in so many different ways. I will never forgive myself.
    amberlysue amberlysue 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    yet i find happiness by helping, and it takes my mind off the depression. So really I help myself by helping others? I never really though of it that way.
    tmac7318 tmac7318 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    I just recently lost a friend to suicide and I'm still not over it. I'm not sure how to cope :/
    Raelyn13 Raelyn13 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 27

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    I lost the only person i have ever cared about. First thing first, i should have known. I just should have. I'd known Jake for 5 years, hell i'd even been in a relationship with...
    devondoll3 devondoll3 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    I lost my brother to suicide when in 2010. he hung himself by the ceiling fan and I was the one who found him. I put so much guilt on myself. I should've known he was so upset. I...
    Katelynann30 Katelynann30 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 7

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    Everything was still new to me in this city. It was my second month and I went out with two friends I had met only a couple of days before. We went to a latin disco to dance some...
    mimelodia mimelodia 26-30 Aug 7

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    My brothers gone...sorry if this is long but it's what happend. My names Nevada and I'm 14. I'm the only girl my parents have, I have four older brothers. Declan is 21, Jackson is...
    VadaDrewSeventh VadaDrewSeventh 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    Yes i believe so. But not as a disorder, just the different way i think and act in different situations and around different people. I think we all have them, but usually we don't...
    MayaMoonShadow MayaMoonShadow 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I never really thought of myself as terrible, but I'm realizing more and more that people really don't like my attitude or the way I am. I'm told not to talk back or make crude...
    DomoNagron DomoNagron 22-25, F Aug 6

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    So there's this girl that I've known for just about a week. I met her at this party that was held by my best friends friend whom he met through Instagram. Now she was holding this...
    MartinIsInLove MartinIsInLove 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    When I was 9 lost my uncle who was very close to me. I loved him so much. I was told he was hit by a car. That was all I got told. I only found out 2 years ago that he had actually...
    ConfusedAndScared1234 ConfusedAndScared1234 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Anthony825d5cr0 Anthony825d5cr0 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I lost a good friend on Friday. I found out as I was walking into work. It was one of those moments when time stopped. Everything just stood still. And it hasn't started back up...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    This is the first time I have written about and I know there are no answers. I am not really sure why I am writing about it but this is my story... Just over 2 years ago my best...
    Isthereonlyoneofme Isthereonlyoneofme 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I was 15 when I lost my best friend to suicide. She was in Foster Care because her dad beat her numerous times and her mother just didn't want to be a mother. About every other day...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    It is Throwback Thursday, and this one is a very emotional one for me. With the death of Robin Williams who committed suicide, it brings back the moment I found out about my sister...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's been two years since my cousin committed suicide he would of been 18 this year i don't know why he did it though.... He always was so happy and got along with everyone he made...
    PrincessAyyoBbyBoo PrincessAyyoBbyBoo 13-15, F a week ago

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    This year, on February 3rd I lost my dad. My father and I were never really close. I haven't seen my dad in a couple of years but he still made an effort to talk to me. He was a...
    TheKidDanJ TheKidDanJ 18-21 1 Response Aug 11

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    Stephanzt506 Stephanzt506 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    one of my best friends tyra was so supportive of me and I met her in the hospital so she was basically the only person I had for weeks. being in the hospital for suicide was so...
    suicidegetout suicidegetout 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 4

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    Michael749y5lj9 Michael749y5lj9 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    A day in March 2012, had been one of the most darkest days.. I have had it with life and was going to end my life. I had forgotten that my cousin that my cousin who had moved in...
    March122014 March122014 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Okay, facebook sucks and as I was trying to comment on a post, it deleted it, so I'm going to make my statement again. On the topic of whether or not suicide is selfish or not...
    ruca28 ruca28 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I lost my closest and best friend. He was the best thing in my life. He had come out to his father( a homophobic *****) who had chucked him out of home. He then went to live in...
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I lost the love of my life to suicide.... I was 16 and he was 18. It was a rainy depressing ohio day like always. I went over to his house to get ready and go on vacation. When I...
    Cta112 Cta112 18-21, M 4 Responses Jul 25

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    Been going thru some old pics and old letters to you today. Working a 16 hour shift allows for way too much time to think. I miss you and the way life was when you were around...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    I grew up with a Mom and Dad and two sisters. Particularly close with my Mom and middle sister. I am the oldest. We were raised in a beautiful place, very happy and were very close...
    kgirl76 kgirl76 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    I lost my Dad. The day it happened I sat on the couch while he walked out the door that morning. An hour later I went to my grandparents and was greeted by a state trooper who told...
    Brittany4991 Brittany4991 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 6

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    It has been 14 years since my mother commited suicide. One night she went out and drowned herself. She was depressed and probably had some other issues she took with her. Still I...
    Will001 Will001 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I was raped at 14. No one found out I was raped until 3 years later when I finally spoke up about it.. It was three years of my life I know I'd never get back and the day it...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 16 Responses Jul 22

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    I want to take an overdose, right now. I've done it before, and I think I could do it right. But that isn't who I am anymore. I can't think about my own death without thinking...
    Fionndom Fionndom 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 27

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    I used to be strong, thin, and confident. Now I'm old, weak, overweight and afraid of life. I lost my job in 2008 and it has taken me all this time to really get halfway stable. I...
    Zennish Zennish 61-65, F 2 Responses