I Lost My Passion For Life

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    I Dont Know What Happend To Me

    I really don't know what happened to me. When I was younger, I had such a great life. My mom took me places, my family went on lots of vacations, and life was just better. Now that I am older, I don't know what happened. My dad started smoking, My mom is just mean to me, and I...
    kaeleycutie kaeleycutie
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2013

    I Lost My Passion For Life....

    The winter blues and SAD are well upon me now, each year gets worse and with the ever changing climate I find myself excluding and hiding away even in the warmer months.  I ask myself constantly what's the point in existing, the doors are locked to the outside world, I don't...
    roots2life roots2life
    46-50, M
    1 Response Dec 30, 2011

    I Feel Like I Don't Have Much Desire Either

    I really can't explain it either. Seems like such a long story. But it started a few years ago. It has gotten somewhat better I admit. In 2008 my ex-husband divorced me. He married me to get US citizenship. I thought I was crazy about him, but we never really lived together...
    Spring321 Spring321
    51-55
    Jul 18, 2013

    Want To Reach Deep Down, And Come Out Of My Mental Prison.

    For as long as I can ever remember, I was torn between two people. My mother and my father. Always trying to appease the two people closest in my life. I traveled back and forth at such a young age, I became two different people for each of them, and lost myself, and my...
    FreshOut24 FreshOut24
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2011

    Where Is It?

    I can't tell you when "it" left. I have waited for my husband to want to be a part of our marriage for so long. I guess that I have lost my identity for wrapping myself around his life. And now that we haven't lived together for over 3 years because of his career, it's...
    passionplea07 passionplea07
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 18, 2007

    Allow Me..

    Miss I don't anything it has crossed the saturation level..Now I don't feel anything only left are closet full of reasons to blame myself none else...only the single thing that I miss most is my passion to pen I am unable to pen, my words don't flow I don't feel like to make them...
    Feb 8, 2013

    Lost? I'm Not Even Sure I've Ever Had A Passion For Life...

    I often find myself worrying about my intelligence-- or lack of it. I graduated from high school & college, but I'm starting to wonder if there isn't something seriously wrong with me... I graduated as valedictorian. Because of that, everyone expects me to be so smart...
    hidingout hidingout
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Feb 2, 2011

    Tired Of The Same Old Crap

    im supporting 6 kids, one of which is pregnant,the bills never stop,8 people in the house with only 2 of which are working and ill have my no good son in law living there soon my ex gets out of prison in a year or so , and shell probably shoot me cause she doesnt want to be the...
    seadragon59 seadragon59
    51-55, M
    6 Responses Dec 28, 2010

    What's Missing?

    I don't really know what to say. I have almost no social life. There is no one I would say that I am "close" to, meaning that I don't believe anyone understands me or knows anything about who I am on much more than a surface level. I dislike my job... called into work today...
    ruetra ruetra
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 15, 2011

    A Long Time Ago In A Galaxy Far, Far Away

    I knew there was a problem when the simple things that had delighted me....the smell of used bookstoresthe taste of crunchy peanut butterthe feel of a friend's hugthe sound of the ocean crashing on the rocksthe sight of my baby....no longer gave me joy.Bear in mind that I had...
    milkynips milkynips
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2011

    He has taken everything.

    My life, my love, no he threats to take one of my best friends. It hit me hard. I feel a huge hole in my heart where love should be. He is getting more cunning. Sometimes I think he'll destroy us all. I have never gave up, so if does come down to this, I'll go down fighting.
    StrandedandAlonr StrandedandAlonr
    18-21, M
    Feb 6, 2014

    Don't Know What To Do Anymore

    Everything seems pointless, I have no idea what i'm going to do for a job.  I not really passionate about anything anymore.  I feel like screaming because it's so frustrating to not know what to do.  I had so many hopes and dreams but they seem far far away and...
    Wiccanrockstar Wiccanrockstar
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2010

    I feel like it's coming back.

    See there was something I've wanted, science I was young. To take care of my sisters. I was 10/11 when they were born, and I raised them as my own. Due to life, I had to move out, and leave my sisters behind (not by choice) but this summer it just became possible for me to have...
    Chrissiwho1989 Chrissiwho1989
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 15, 2015

    Life

    My passion for life has slowly leaked away over the past year.  I have no more drive somedays, I feel so empty that sometimes I just do not want to exist anymore.  I cling to a thread everyday because of my children and how much they need me.  But somedays I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings
    36-40
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2009

    Now It's Gone

    I am about to turn 23 and I already have absolutely no passion left for life. I've been around the world too. I haven't seen everything. But i've seen enough to know that what's out there doesn't impress me in the slightest. I have yet to meet any human that makes me think...
    doctorlazerus doctorlazerus
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Jul 3, 2010

    Will To Live.

    You know how sometimes when someone survives some sort of accident that was sure to have killed them people attribute it to them having a strong will to live.  Well, sometimes I wish that I just lay down and go to sleep and not wake up simply because I lack the will to live.
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 24, 2011

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