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I Lost My Virginity To Rape

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    I was a virgin at 16,

    I met a 20 year old and he got me drunk then took advantage of me. He didn't know and was just doing what most boys would do, but it's ruined my life ever since. I can't trust anyone, if any guy touches me, even if I like him I push him away. It's been two years and I can't get...
    ClaudiaLily ClaudiaLily 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    The Story Of How

    My story starts when I stayed late at my friends house. It was dark by the time I was leaving and her brother offered to walk me home. It wasn't that far so I said he didn't have to. But he insisted. On our way we laughed and joked. Shared embarrassing school moments. He was my...
    oOoAllieoOo oOoAllieoOo 18-21, F 17 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    It was painful, it was mentally breaking me

    apart when I was raped, I was 13...and he impregnated me. The guy that ******** me off of my innocence mercilessly definitely deserves the jail time he's facing.
    LolitaChrisbell LolitaChrisbell 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I-I was 5 he didn't me leave

    if I didn't please him. I woke up bleeding that night so scary
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    Basically, I was meant to be meeting up with a

    friend that I hadn't seen in ages because he went to boarding school at the end of year 7, we met up at the rodeo and we started making out then we went for a walk and the next thing I knew, I was on the ground and he was on top of me and I kept telling him to stop and that I...
    starflicka starflicka 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    Dirty Floor

    The summer of 2008, I was a happy little girl that loved everything ♥ Especially the barbeques we would have every Sunday at my grandpa's house. :) Those were my favorite. One Sunday, after church, we changed into pants, boots and t-shirts, and headed out to grandpas. We had...
    12love34 12love34 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    A Stolen Childhood.

    I was eight when he first put his hands down my pants. i was eight when he trhreatened to hurt my baby sister if i said anything to anyone. I never said a word. I began to beg my mom to let us stay home and she thought it was because i didn't wanna have a stranger replace my...
    Cbaybay1992 Cbaybay1992 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    When I was 16, and shortly

    after losing my Mum, some people saw me walking looking extremely depressed and sad. They took complete advantage of me, kidnapped me and raped me for what felt like an eternity. It hurt like hell having things shoved where they shouldn't be, they took my virginity (not in the...
    adendvw adendvw 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    really I had went to a party at my friends house

    and a few blocks away from my house and so I was really, bored and then a guy came up to me sort of tall I had seen him at my school a few times but I never had a boyfriend or anything cause I was very, very shy. When he came up to me I was really excited so we talked and talked...
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    JaydeLyndaMay JaydeLyndaMay 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    While My Mother Was Watching And Did Nothing

    I was 14 years old when it happened. I grew up in a bad neighborhood and always heard stories of all the horrible stuff people would do. I was scared all the time, but I never would of thought that I would be raped in my own house and my mother watched.. I walked into the house...
    deleted deleted 26-30 52 Responses May 6, 2012

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    When I Was 13

    Hi my named is jess and I am 15. I went to this party with my friend it seemed fine so I went with her. Her and her bf introduced me into this boy when I went home he offer to give me a lift he drove to wards my house but he drove straight past the turn off I started to get...
    rapedgirl13 rapedgirl13 13-15, F 16 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    If u want to read my story it o.

    My white board but put comments in the boxes below thanks
    smileingthroughthepain smileingthroughthepain 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I was 14 and I was invited to a party by a

    senior and of course I said yes. And I planned not to drink any alcohol but he offered me one and I said yes hesitantly but I did say yes I had a few drinks but I was not drunk cause I knew what was happening around me, I was ready to go home but my date wanted to have sex but...
    skylar904 skylar904 13-15, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    MellifluousMilkshake MellifluousMilkshake 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't really know how to start.

    it is like there is a filter in my brain keeping me from talking about it. But maybe i can write about it. So Hello there i guess. it is almost exactly 6 months ago, i can't believe that 7 months ago it wasn't a part of me, i was just trouble free, foolish little me. Any ways 6...
    helloandgoodby helloandgoodby 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    Well this rape happened

    when I was having my 16th birthday party at my house. Since I was 16 I can have my freedom from my parents and hangout with people later than midnight. Most important I get to drive. But until my best friend's friend older brother raped me....... Yes, I was in so much pain...
    amywang123 amywang123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    New Years Eve 1992

    I was young it was the first real New Years Eve party I was ever invited to. Getting ready to go was better than prom. I had a formal dress with a white top and a black skirt. The wrap for my sholders was red and sparkley just like my shoes. It was the first time I wore perfume...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 36 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    Just Another Story..

    I dont like starting my story about how awful my rape was... I need to tell you about me.. My name is Kaylan. I am 18 years old, & i have a son named Asxen Larkin. Now here is my story. I was a freshman in high school. Short blonde skinny, everyone called me beautiful and told...
    LarkinsMommy LarkinsMommy 18-21, F 26 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    I got raped when I was 4 years old

    and it lasted for 4 years total so it stopped when I was eight years old and I got raped by my brother
    angelrodriguez123 angelrodriguez123 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I remember alot about my rape it was brutal

    and I got pregnant by it and I don't know who is the father. I was raped by 3 men very tall and they were definitely adults. Well I will start from the beginning it all started when I was at my my grandmothers house and there was a guy lawn mowing my grandmothers grass and I...
    Sarahski Sarahski 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 2

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    Is It My Fault?

    I was already raped when I was nine but I was now raped again! When I went to the mall with my mum I needed to use the bathroom so since it was close to closing time there was no one in the bathrooms. So when I walked in the bathroom someone else walked in behind me. I looked...
    onehundredsecrets onehundredsecrets 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    I Should Have Been Smarter

    i had just turned 16 years old and i already struggled with depression from previous verbal abuse as a child but now one of my closest friends had passed away, i had never felt so lost in my life. there was this guy who was 23, he started showing interest in me and knew all the...
    lookingforsomethinglost lookingforsomethinglost 18-21, F 45 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    When I was 17 me and my twin brother (let's

    call him James) where staying over at my boyfriends house (let's call him Aaron) with some other friends. our parents were out of town so my mum had asked get friends step-son (let's call him Tom) to keep an eye on us, he was coming round to Aaron's with us, he was in our year...
    TheGreenEyedGirl TheGreenEyedGirl 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 6

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    when I was a child a day my parents went to work

    and them let me with my big bro at home as usually. and then he told me "let's play a game". I was a inocent little girl and I told him "ok, let's play". but I wasn't prepared for his games. I don't want to tell everything that he did to me. but yes, he raped me. and I wanted to...
    sadoll sadoll 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 5

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    I got home from school one day

    and my dad told me I could go to the store with him. All my undies were dirty so I couldn't wear any with my leggings. When we got to the store I was walking around by myself, then a man came up and squeezed my booty. Startled a just walked away he came and grabbed me. Ripped...
    pickles102A pickles102A 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 9

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    I lost my virginity to a bunch of strangers.

    I was walking home from my aunts house after being yelled at. I was crying, upset very vulnerable.... I wasn't even paying attention to anything in my surroundings. Some stranger came up behind me and put a hand over my eyes and mouth so I wouldn't scream and stuffed me inside a...
    LexiBabe126 LexiBabe126 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 23

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    11 Year Old

    my mother and i were homeless. she was a heroin addict and well she could use some money, so she used me as her personal prostitute.. first time i had to work i was just 11 years old. this old guy i guess begin 50, dont know for shure. I still cant believe how a 50 year old could...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 38 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I was thirteen. It was to my former foster

    father. I don't remember much about it because I blacked out quickly. After though, I took my little brother and ran without thinking twice. It was like a week later he found us and brought us back to his place. A few days later I found out I was pregnant from it. Obviously he...
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    This is very hard to tell,

    I have not told anyone and I just need someone to vent to. This was a terrifying experience and I can't help but think I could've prevented it in so many ways. Alright, so I was going with a new friend to his house. I was 14, he was 16. I obviously cannot drive so he had to...
    al2isun al2isun 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    i was about 5 years old

    when my own father stared to abuse me.it lasted for 3 years. i had to get surgery on my vagina because it had ripped open like when a woman has a baby.my dad told the doctors i tryed to do the splits or something like that, and i dont know how enybody found out cuz i never told...
    baileyboo1822 baileyboo1822 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    You Will Never Forget Your First...

    I'm going to make this simple and to the point. I was raped 9 years ago, when I was 14. I was a freshman in high school, had a steady boyfriend and great grades. However, I had to stay after school one day in April, to make up a World History exam. I asked my sister, who was a...
    orchidlove23 orchidlove23 22-25, F 34 Responses Mar 31, 2013

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    It's your fault. It wasn't rape.

    You didn't want it, but you didn't try hard to resist. Right? I mean.. it's not like you were an insecure 14 year old and he was a responsible adult or anything. Crying, pleading and gently trying to push him off aren't exactly going to do anything- you turned him on, and you...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 4

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    Never Again

    It happened when I was 12. At school's WC. WIth like hundred of classmates in the hallway ouside. I was like frozen through it, then got away. I told a friend that someone TRIED to rape me. She got scared and told it to everyone. It spreaded around the school and I was put it the...
    rulinna rulinna 26-30, F 13 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    This Time Of Year

    It's always this time of year when I remember more things that happened when I was raped since the holidays are like a jumbled together I don't know how I remember them but its like every time a holiday comes my brain releases something I locked up in a vault in my head to forget...
    melvis501388 melvis501388 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    Ya well I was raped by my cousin

    and like it screwed me up bad. I wish that I could be like every other kid and lose my virginity when I'm in love but sadly that didn't happen. But if it can be right I'm gonna call myself a sortof virgin...it'll make me feel better 😔
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was 14 and i went over my exs house

    because we were friends after we broke up. I went with my bestfriend. thinking nothing would go wrong with a drink or two because i had trusted him and his friend that was there, his best friend dragged me into a room and locked the door and raped me.I blacked out and i only...
    christinax33 christinax33 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 9

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    I don't think I ever dealt with it

    or got over it but I wanna be a cop who investigates sex crimes . I wanna help ppl but idk if I'm ready for it
    Narik94 Narik94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    My Life Of Mysery

    Right now, I'm on the edge of suicide. I feel more alone than ever. I don't even have words to express how I feel. Ever since the truth came out, things have gone 360 degrees left for me. My life long dream has always been to confront him, but I don't think I have the courage to...
    kathyln kathyln 16-17, F 26 Responses Nov 11, 2012

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    Ok

    Hi people. Yes, I lost my virginity to rape. It was very scary. Even now I look back and I'm scared. I can not trust men. It's terrible, because I want to get married and have children. But, I can not imagine the fact that I will have sex with a guy. It will follow me all my life...
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    The twist in my story.

    I really didn't have much of childhood. I was forced to grow up fast. I believe that is one of the many reasons why I take things too seriously and to heart, which I know is really bad. Not only had my childhood been taken from me but what I think could be one of the worst...
    laog laog 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 6

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    When I was 13 I went to my friends house

    and she left. And it was just me and her 21 year old brother. He came up to me and hit me and just starting having sex with me. I was so scared I couldn't even scream, or stop him
    bloomingrose23 bloomingrose23 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I Lost A Whole Lot More...

    About a year ago, I lost my virginity to my stepfather. I blame myself for the incident a little bit. If I had maybe fought a little harder, screamed a little louder, maybe I'd still be a virgin. My therapist and grandparents continue to try convince me that it isn't so, but I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 60 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    I lost my virginity to rape

    but he didn't mean to he was drunk and I don't wanna tell anyone how I got pregnant I don't wanna remember the pain and screaming I went through help.
    Sabrinaamichelle Sabrinaamichelle 18-21, F 6 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    It's really hard just talking about this but,

    when I was 16 and I was walking to my house from work there was this really drunk guy and he took my virginity right there.After he was going to kill me, he had a knife. But that's when my boyfriend (who was my friend) who was looking for me saw and pretty much saved me. It's...
    Claudi1802 Claudi1802 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    Dumb Little Girl

    I'm not sure this actually qualifies as rape, but I decided to put my story here to share with you all. This experience, while scary and painful at first, hasn't devastated my life, nor does it haunt me. But this experience has taught me to use better judgement. Here's my story...
    LittleDuck622 LittleDuck622 26-30, F 9 Responses Sep 26, 2013

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    Survived...

    I was twelve years old when it first happened. My mother had only recently separated from my father (a man who never gave a damn about us). My mother soon met a man, whom she married. We lived in a very narrow apartment, only one bathroom, and two bedrooms. I slept in one of...
    Alykz20 Alykz20 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    What It's Done To Me

    Went To My Friends Friend House And .... she left me there after a while and next thing you know this guy who i found out was named Ray made his way into the bathroom where i was and he tackled me and i fell over and hit my head on the tile floor and at first im like WTH ? My...
    CallMeDizzy CallMeDizzy 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 28, 2012

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    I'm thinking of posting my experience I'm scared

    because I have never told anyone
    Babyjuliagulia Babyjuliagulia 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 26

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    I may hold another’s hand,

    let their fingerprints tattoo themselves across my body but I cannot rid myself of the ones you already put there.
    alisxhaa alisxhaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    I was only 12 years old at the time

    and I was hanging with my abusive ex boyfriend's friends where they gagged my mouth so I couldn't make a peep and 6 of his friends took turns.
    killyourhero killyourhero 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Stolen Innocence

    Throughout my childhood I had never learnt about sex. The summer before starting seventh grade, I still didn't really know what sex was, I was twelve. That summer my family and I had gone to Balina, Queensland for the holidays and stayed with mum and dad's friends there, they had...
    isabellemitchell isabellemitchell 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    My Best Friend's Boyfriend Stole My Virginity

    It was 2 days before I turned 17 and the end of the school year. My friend M and I were going to skip school together because it was the last day before finals. She had asked her boyfriend to come with us and he said he would. But that morning she found out she had to do a test...
    zesta zesta 31-35, F 9 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    I saw him again yesterday.

    It's been a while but he hasn't changed. I saw the scar on his neck that I gave him fighting him off. His creepy smile. And his disturbed eyes. It's all come flooding back. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to feel. I feel scared and unsafe. But the rest is numb. I want...
    HC12345 HC12345 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I was 14 when it happened.

    Did I want it to happen? No. It happened and I have to move on. Here's my story. My cousin "Carly" told me she was going to a party. I was a drinker but nothing else. (And yes I understand that's a stupid choice) she's a junior; I'm a freshman. Little to my knowledge, this...
    4llysun 4llysun 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 25

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    I was 16. It was two years ago

    but it feels like it was yesterday sometimes. Other times it feels like it was lifetimes away. I've always found it hard to talk about because I'm a guy - I'm not in anyway saying that girls find it easy to talk about, not at all. Its a story I feel I need to tell, but now, not...
    DeadBehindTheEyes DeadBehindTheEyes 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 24

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    Never Told Anyone

    I was 15. It was new yrs eve 1997.my best friend was seeing this guy who had a car, so he phones my friend and asks if they wanna meet up, but he was bringing his friend, for me! They drove us to a secluded wood, in the middle of nowhere and demanded sex. I was in the front...
    Jen742 Jen742 26-30, F 22 Responses May 11, 2012

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