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I Lost My Virginity To Rape

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    I was 16. It was two years ago but it feels like it was yesterday sometimes. Other times it feels like it was lifetimes away. I've always found it hard to talk about because I'm a...
    DeadBehindTheEyes DeadBehindTheEyes 18-21, M 7 Responses Mar 24

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    I'm thinking of posting my experience I'm scared because I have never told anyone
    Babyjuliagulia Babyjuliagulia 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 26

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    New Years Eve 1992 - I was young it was the first real New Years Eve party I was ever invited to. Getting ready to go was better than prom. I had a formal dress with a white top...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 36 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    It was painful, it was mentally breaking me apart when I was raped, I was 13...and he impregnated me. The guy that ******** me off of my innocence mercilessly definitely deserves...
    LolitaChrisbell LolitaChrisbell 18-21, F Apr 6

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    The twist in my story. I really didn't have much of childhood. I was forced to grow up fast. I believe that is one of the many reasons why I take things too seriously and to heart...
    laog laog 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 6

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    I was a virgin at 16, I met a 20 year old and he got me drunk then took advantage of me. He didn't know and was just doing what most boys would do, but it's ruined my life ever...
    ClaudiaLily ClaudiaLily 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Honestly can't do any of this anymore
    JaydeLyndaMay JaydeLyndaMay 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is very hard to tell, I have not told anyone and I just need someone to vent to. This was a terrifying experience and I can't help but think I could've prevented it in so...
    al2isun al2isun 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    really I had went to a party at my friends house and a few blocks away from my house and so I was really, bored and then a guy came up to me sort of tall I had seen him at my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 15

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    Survived... - I was twelve years old when it first happened. My mother had only recently separated from my father (a man who never gave a damn about us). My mother soon met a man...
    Alykz20 Alykz20 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    I don't really know how to start. it is like there is a filter in my brain keeping me from talking about it. But maybe i can write about it. So Hello there i guess. it is almost...
    helloandgoodby helloandgoodby 16-17, F 9 Responses Dec 12, 2013

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    Ok - Hi people. Yes, I lost my virginity to rape. It was very scary. Even now I look back and I'm scared. I can not trust men. It's terrible, because I want to get married and have...
    LunaOanaAris LunaOanaAris 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 17, 2013

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    When I was 13 I went to my friends house and she left. And it was just me and her 21 year old brother. He came up to me and hit me and just starting having sex with me. I was so...
    bloomingrose23 bloomingrose23 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I don't think I ever dealt with it or got over it but I wanna be a cop who investigates sex crimes . I wanna help ppl but idk if I'm ready for it
    Narik94 Narik94 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 3

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    Never Told Anyone - I was 15. It was new yrs eve 1997.my best friend was seeing this guy who had a car, so he phones my friend and asks if they wanna meet up, but he was bringing...
    Jen742 Jen742 26-30, F 22 Responses May 11, 2012

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    Ya well I was raped by my cousin and like it screwed me up bad. I wish that I could be like every other kid and lose my virginity when I'm in love but sadly that didn't happen. But...
    fredlez2306 fredlez2306 13-15, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    when I was a child a day my parents went to work and them let me with my big bro at home as usually. and then he told me "let's play a game". I was a inocent little girl and I told...
    sadoll sadoll 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 5

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    While My Mother Was Watching And Did Nothing - I was 14 years old when it happened. I grew up in a bad neighborhood and always heard stories of all the horrible stuff people would...
    deleted deleted 26-30 52 Responses May 6, 2012

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    I got home from school one day and my dad told me I could go to the store with him. All my undies were dirty so I couldn't wear any with my leggings. When we got to the store I was...
    pickles102A pickles102A 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 9

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    It's really hard just talking about this but, when I was 16 and I was walking to my house from work there was this really drunk guy and he took my virginity right there.After he...
    Claudi1802 Claudi1802 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    I-I was 5 he didn't me leave if I didn't please him. I woke up bleeding that night so scary
    dunwitdis dunwitdis 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 3

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    I Was Stupid - Well it started when I had saw this guy at school many of times and he sort of looked weird but I never paid him no mind my friends would always want to go hang out...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    When I was 17 me and my twin brother (let's call him James) where staying over at my boyfriends house (let's call him Aaron) with some other friends. our parents were out of town...
    TheGreenEyedGirl TheGreenEyedGirl 18-21, F 15 Responses Jan 6

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    When I Was 13 - Hi my named is jess and I am 15. I went to this party with my friend it seemed fine so I went with her. Her and her bf introduced me into this boy when I went home...
    rapedgirl13 rapedgirl13 13-15, F 16 Responses Jan 16, 2013

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    If u want to read my story it o. My white board but put comments in the boxes below thanks
    smileingthroughthepain smileingthroughthepain 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    Dirty Floor - The summer of 2008, I was a happy little girl that loved everything ♥ Especially the barbeques we would have every Sunday at my grandpa's house. :) Those were my...
    12love34 12love34 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2012

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    I was only 12 years old at the time and I was hanging with my abusive ex boyfriend's friends where they gagged my mouth so I couldn't make a peep and 6 of his friends took turns.
    killyourhero killyourhero 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I was 14 and i went over my exs house because we were friends after we broke up. I went with my bestfriend. thinking nothing would go wrong with a drink or two because i had...
    christinax33 christinax33 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 9

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    i was about 5 years old when my own father stared to abuse me.it lasted for 3 years. i had to get surgery on my vagina because it had ripped open like when a woman has a baby.my...
    baileyboo1822 baileyboo1822 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 28

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    A Stolen Childhood. - I was eight when he first put his hands down my pants. i was eight when he trhreatened to hurt my baby sister if i said anything to anyone. I never said a...
    Cbaybay1992 Cbaybay1992 22-25, F 8 Responses Oct 2, 2013

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    I got raped when I was 4 years old and it lasted for 4 years total so it stopped when I was eight years old and I got raped by my brother
    angelrodriguez123 angelrodriguez123 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I may hold another’s hand, let their fingerprints tattoo themselves across my body but I cannot rid myself of the ones you already put there.
    alisxhaa alisxhaa 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27

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    I remember alot about my rape it was brutal and I got pregnant by it and I don't know who is the father. I was raped by 3 men very tall and they were definitely adults. Well I will...
    Sarahski Sarahski 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 2

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    My Life Of Mysery - Right now, I'm on the edge of suicide. I feel more alone than ever. I don't even have words to express how I feel. Ever since the truth came out, things have...
    kathyln kathyln 16-17, F 26 Responses Nov 11, 2012

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    I was 14 and I was invited to a party by a senior and of course I said yes. And I planned not to drink any alcohol but he offered me one and I said yes hesitantly but I did say...
    skylar904 skylar904 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Is It My Fault? - I was already raped when I was nine but I was now raped again! When I went to the mall with my mum I needed to use the bathroom so since it was close to closing...
    onehundredsecrets onehundredsecrets 13-15, F 10 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    11 Year Old - my mother and i were homeless. she was a heroin addict and well she could use some money, so she used me as her personal prostitute.. first time i had to work i was...
    Woesh Woesh 18-21, F 38 Responses Nov 13, 2012

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    I Should Have Been Smarter - i had just turned 16 years old and i already struggled with depression from previous verbal abuse as a child but now one of my closest friends had...
    lookingforsomethinglost lookingforsomethinglost 18-21, F 45 Responses Sep 29, 2011

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    I lost my virginity to rape when I was 13 years old my uncle rape me & kept on doing it for years. When I came out & told someone on the family they said no that's not true! So...
    Animallover69 Animallover69 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    Never Again - It happened when I was 12. At school's WC. WIth like hundred of classmates in the hallway ouside. I was like frozen through it, then got away. I told a friend that...
    rulinna rulinna 26-30, F 13 Responses Mar 24, 2013

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    The Story Of How - My story starts when I stayed late at my friends house. It was dark by the time I was leaving and her brother offered to walk me home. It wasn't that far so I...
    oOoAllieoOo oOoAllieoOo 18-21, F 17 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    This Time Of Year - It's always this time of year when I remember more things that happened when I was raped since the holidays are like a jumbled together I don't know how I...
    melvis501388 melvis501388 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    My Best Friend's Boyfriend Stole My Virginity - It was 2 days before I turned 17 and the end of the school year. My friend M and I were going to skip school together because it was...
    zesta zesta 31-35, F 9 Responses Apr 22, 2013

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    Basically, I was meant to be meeting up with a friend that I hadn't seen in ages because he went to boarding school at the end of year 7, we met up at the rodeo and we started...
    starflicka starflicka 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    It's your fault. It wasn't rape. You didn't want it, but you didn't try hard to resist. Right? I mean.. it's not like you were an insecure 14 year old and he was a responsible...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 4

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    I was thirteen. It was to my former foster father. I don't remember much about it because I blacked out quickly. After though, I took my little brother and ran without thinking...
    Samchezz Samchezz 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    When I was 16, and shortly after losing my Mum, some people saw me walking looking extremely depressed and sad. They took complete advantage of me, kidnapped me and raped me for...
    adendvw adendvw 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I Lost A Whole Lot More... - About a year ago, I lost my virginity to my stepfather. I blame myself for the incident a little bit. If I had maybe fought a little harder, screamed a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 60 Responses Sep 7, 2011

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    Just Another Story.. - I dont like starting my story about how awful my rape was... I need to tell you about me.. My name is Kaylan. I am 18 years old, & i have a son named Asxen...
    LarkinsMommy LarkinsMommy 18-21, F 26 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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    I lost my virginity to a bunch of strangers. I was walking home from my aunts house after being yelled at. I was crying, upset very vulnerable.... I wasn't even paying attention to...
    LexiBabe126 LexiBabe126 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 23

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    Well this rape happened when I was having my 16th birthday party at my house. Since I was 16 I can have my freedom from my parents and hangout with people later than midnight. Most...
    amywang123 amywang123 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    You Will Never Forget Your First... - I'm going to make this simple and to the point. I was raped 9 years ago, when I was 14. I was a freshman in high school, had a steady...
    orchidlove23 orchidlove23 22-25, F 34 Responses Mar 31, 2013