I Lost Someone I Love to Drugs

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    This Is Why I Worry

    Emellio was my first proper boyfriend. We met at school, he played the bass in the school band and I played the drums. We did everything together. We always had the odd smoke and whatever but it never seemed to be that big an issue. When we hit 15 I kind of stopped because...
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    2 Responses Dec 4, 2008

    Last Words, First Love

    I was Nineteen when he past. We had been seeing each other for about a year. He was a raging drug addict, five years older than me as well. Very manipulative, very abusive. No, I didnt know he was an addict, i thought he partied. W did it together. Then one day I woke up...
    LiveloveJ LiveloveJ
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 25, 2013

    10 Years

    Today it has been 10 years. I will never forget that phone call. My little brother was in the hospital after he had a terrible accident a few days before. I had just moved into my first house I purchased a week earlier. I had people at the house - movers, handyman and painters...
    Changewilldoyougood Changewilldoyougood
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    Lost Forever

    I lost my mom in the fall of 1990 to sclerosis of the liver from years of alcohol and drug abuse. Those years were heart wrenching. Her and my dad dabble in recreational drugs quite a lot in the 70's. By the time my sister was born, she was a full fledge addict. I was 7...
    everett552 everett552
    41-45, F
    Apr 8, 2011

    my sister, Lola, was 14.

    She was the best sister i couldve asked for. she was smart(even tho she didnt think so), funny, crazy at times but most important, she trusted me. she felt like she could come to me bout anythng. i loved her to death an she loved me back the same way. well, she got into stuff...
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    May 2, 2015

    Having a big family is a blessing.

    Yet at times it seems like a curse, because it means you have more to lose. I have 5 brothers and 5 sisters. Two of my brothers have already taken their leave of this world. Unfortunately, if it weren't for drugs they would still be alive. No need to go into details. One was...
    FIeener FIeener
    26-30, F
    Feb 19, 2014

    If it's not the drug itself,

    the lifestyle will kill them.
    spreadthelove22 spreadthelove22
    22-25, F
    Feb 3, 2014


    From time to time you visit my dreams.  We share our time together.  Talk about the world.  You give me advice that I could never think up on my own.  It's hard to believe that you don't exist somewhere, in some form, you were pure energy.  I've never...
    intothewoods intothewoods
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2008

    I miss you much, I love you more.

    My best friend, my other half, my husband, my soulmate. You lost your battle with addiction sometime in the early morning hours of Halloween 2013. I know that you are finally at peace and your soul doesn't have to fight anymore but I'd still give anything to bring you back. For...
    desireediane desireediane
    31-35, F
    Mar 5, 2014
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