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I Lost Someone I Never Knew

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    I Miss Someone I Never Knew

    I don't know what I mean, really.    I feel like I have lost someone so close to me that a part of me is physically missing. But I haven't. I've lost grandparents whom I regretfully wasn't all that close to, but other than that I've never suffered true loss. I...
    temporaryhappiness temporaryhappiness 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2010

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    I've lost someone dear to me. this happened awhile ago but I feel like I need to tell this story. I knew this girl her name was Christina and she was my very first girlfriend. we...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    My sister took her life 5 mos ago. I still have to walk myself through this new reality forgetting or finding it impossible to believe that this actually happened. Life is tricky...
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    I hope that this is ok to post. I am a lawyer trying to help a young girl whose father was killed 2 weeks before she was born. I am trying to put myself in her place, somehow...
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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
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    I met Noah and his brother in 2013. We were both in a dark place in our lives and pretty lost. His brother simon was the most beautiful person in the world and kept us both...
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    hey, This is my first post so please bare with me.. She was my best friend.. her name was Hannah. we used to hang out a lot together, smoking, and having laughs.. she would...
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    Y'all ready for this? TRUE HORROR STORY COMIN YOUR WAY please respond---- I was with the man of my dreams, he took me everywhere and treated me like a queen and literally would...
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    Are you still haunted by the loss of a loved one to suicide? Recently my husband's nephew shocked everyone one that knew and loved him. I wrote a general post about suicide and...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    In the hospital where my husband and I worked, the cardioresucitator/defibrillator was put in his charge. Everyone knew how strict he was; meticulously careful with whatever was...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    when the love of my life committed suicide 2 1/2 yrs ago I felt lost for a long time. I went thru a wide range of emotions the lsdt few years but can honestly day I'm ok. losing...
    slovek slovek 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    "Tread softly! All the earth is holy ground." ~ Christina Rossett "Where there is sorrow, there is holy ground." ~ Oscar Wilde If that is true, then the four walls of my bedroom...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Knew him 20 years......Sitting here......Cant even type the story!
    rebel9933 rebel9933 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 9

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    He's my best friend and my partner. He's everything I ever needed when I needed it and he pushed me to be the best me I could be and since he did it I've been on my own. Finding...
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    Her name was Olivia Pernicka. I set up a Instagram memorial pg in her honor, with her art,pic etc called = Olliepop_art. She was my cousin, she was 19 and an...
    RagAmuFFin92 RagAmuFFin92 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    I lost my step mom to suicide I can't help but feel as though I pushed her to it all the things I said I can never take back. something funny happens I dial her number to let her...
    allilionna allilionna 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    Sometimes, I wish I forget everything. But how can I forget everything, if there's still a value in my heart. </3 It's really hard to pretend that I am always okay 'cause the...
    MissBlue143 MissBlue143 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Did you know the opposite of life is not death--it's birth? It is impossible to die because the soul is energy. Energy moves and changes form but does not die. Think of it this...
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    My niece was the world to me. It's like no matter how much I talk about her or how much I visit her grave, the emptiness won't go away. I remember how distraught my father was a...
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    In 2012, around the time the world was suppose to 'end', is when i lost my grandma, who was the only one I could talk to out of everyone in my family and also my dog. He was a...
    MissJazmineeeee MissJazmineeeee 13-15, F Jan 6

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    How callous when people place a time frame for grieving. You are expected to "get back in the saddle", and some are more concerned about your productivity and profitability. I...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I wished I could of helped you. You where like my little brother haha even though we are a month a part. I met you on here and we've became so close. But suddenly you changed, I...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 5

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    Every day I wake up and I know it's my fault you pulled the trigger...we were mad. We said things we didn't mean. You told me you were going to do it and I didn't believe you. I...
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    The Valley of Anger I had little control over my reactions to grief. I felt weak, almost breathless. I could not ignore the cold damp feeling of dread that crept over me. The...
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    I did it again.. i keep doing it and each time i say to myself that is it now i won't go back but then i find myself talking to her again. She leaves me feeling so frustrated...
    BrokenWildChild BrokenWildChild 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    Hello. This is my first post since the incident. My father committed suicide a month ago as of tomorrow. I am having a difficult time dealing with the fact that he is no longer...
    graciegirl37 graciegirl37 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    The Valley of Unknowns There were no warning signs to prepare me for all the emotional and physical unknowns. As early as during the wake of my husband, I was already in the valley...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The Valley of Reality "You won't pass this test; you're not strong; you are angry.", the devil kept telling me in my mind. I didn't care if I passed a test I had never signed up to...
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    My older brother, the only protection I had from my parents, I hated him for such a long time, he left me to be hurt, and it only got worse once he was gone. But now almost 2 years...
    imsinkinkimg imsinkinkimg 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    ok. this is going to be hard but I'm going to try, born 1947(i think) my great grandmother, Mary Ellen McDaniel, was the sweetest person you would ever meet. she always was an...
    Rachelelizabeth417 Rachelelizabeth417 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I must have heard them all; things people say to someone widowed early. The most meaningful one came from a beautiful old widow. "Be grateful your husband died in your arms. Isn't...
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    Suicidesilenced Suicidesilenced 13-15, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was surprised to see a highlighted message and lifeline numbers for help when searching this topic....Thankyou EP!! Ive lost more than one person this way and appreciate this...
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    I lost SOTF...Email me pjline2003@yahoo.com.au
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    could someone message me, i would really appreciate it
    unfuckmyworld unfuckmyworld 18-21, M 13 Responses Jan 20

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    i stopped talking to 2 people who was very important my best friend since I was 7 years old and someone else who grew on me. the crazy part is I stopped talking to both of them a...
    Comeflywithme23 Comeflywithme23 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    how dare someone inbox me saying he was selfish for doing what he did ! y'all people are ******** n this is exactly why I hate people and was reluctant to join a damn support group...
    shatteredheart13 shatteredheart13 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    my cousin was kill yesterday and it hit me hard I broke down crying wondering why her she was only 12 R.I.P. Mi Mi
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    all I need it to be In a box ready for the funeral to go up to heaven with my grandad and all the people that have died 2days left me being around .:-(
    LisamBlore LisamBlore 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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