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I Lost Someone Important to Me

Losing a family member and or close friend 4,303 People

    My nana brought me up from the day I was born

    until the day she died, August 31st 2015. She was my best friend. My mum basically. My only friend. My happiness. Everything I did. Everywhere I worked. All my education choices? They were all made around her. Planned around her and my life together. She left suddenly in her...
    Johelletapper Johelletapper 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    (It's a shame, it's whatever) Look at me don't

    try to deceive me I don't understand why you're being dishonest You know I love you, no lies no deceits I want us to get better Don't lose me, when I need you more than ever I want to give you all that I can Treat you good and love me like I love you Lately you've been like...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F Jan 21

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    Today Is Gonna Be The Day

    .........I couldn't believe I have lost you. Every time one turns around when I'm thinking of you, my heart always keep telling me you're always with me here. When I look at your pictures, I felt like we will return to day of our lives. Even though I know It won't be possible...
    SpicyChicken SpicyChicken 22-25, F 10 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    I have already lost several people in my life,

    I hope I won't lose anymore, at least not for a long while. It just hurts beyond belief once they are really gone.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    When I was ten, my mom passed away a month

    before my birthday and the day after I got my first period 😭. It was truly horrible. Things will never quite be the same. I wish she were here 💔
    purpleice27 purpleice27 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    Goodbye Sara

    Sara, This is the second time I write about you, the irony being the cruel difference of reasons. I found out today that you are gone and won’t be coming back this time. This cannot be real; this must be a joke, yet I have confirmed for certain that it is not. You should...
    RedRubies RedRubies 36-40, F 13 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    What Hurts As Much As Losing Someone To Death....

    ..... is losing people important to you that are still living. failed friendships, failed love affairs, etc. i think in a way it would be easier to cope with knowing that they left you not of their choosing but that the clock of life ran out for them. but when they're still here...
    jerrica jerrica 46-50, F 17 Responses Feb 1, 2011

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    Today is the anniversary of the death of my

    little brother in law. He was three when I first me him. The first thing he did was crawl into my lap and lay his head on my chest and say, " I really like you!" He was the kind of child that wrapped your heart around his finger. Full of fun, mischief and laughter. He was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    When you lose someone,

    you try to remember the last time you saw them. And most of the time it's a blurry memory, because at that last time you had no idea it would be the last.
    JustSomeTeenagerr JustSomeTeenagerr 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    One of my good friends was brutally murdered by

    her husband this past weekend. We were always friends but during high school we became best buds. You didn't see one without the other. Soon after high school I was married and pregnant and she went off to college. By the time we reconnected I was in college and a mother of 3...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 5

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    Friends Come, Friends Go

    When i was in primary school, i had a best friend, and we had a "close-friends" group, the 4 of us were always together, going out every day, talking, partying, drinking (yeah, since the age of 13, judge me if you dare :D :D ) but then at the last year of primary school something...
    lofaszbazmeg lofaszbazmeg 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 11, 2013

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    I lost my best friend,

    today....crying....
    RohanRam RohanRam 16-17, M 5 Responses Oct 6, 2015

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    If Only I Could Play God For A Day..

    i see all these post's about how they can't find love or how they have found and can't get enough. well i used to be one of the 'all nighter's' on facebook and a non-stop talker on the phone. all of this was because of one man in my life that i have loved for almost two years. we...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2012

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    At 12:15am 12/17/15 my brother had a heart

    attack and died, I miss him very much and wish I had to chance to tell him one last time how important he was and how much I cared about him. Rest in peace.
    Jnstoneami Jnstoneami 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 17, 2015

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    I lost my best friend to suicide.

    He was the best thing in my life and we did everything together and I could always talk to him. It's been 15 years now and I still miss him terribly.
    1melody79 1melody79 36-40, F 6 Responses Nov 25, 2015

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    A dear friend just killed himself.

    He had been a nearly 30 year sober alcoholic but relapsed about 3 months ago. It tore through him like a tornado. In three months he lost his wife, his new house, the use of his legs in an accident, his small business, and yesterday his life. Be at peace my friend.
    misterbob misterbob 46-50, M 9 Responses Dec 23, 2015

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    A good friend died this weekend.

    I'm in complete shock and I have no idea what to say to his friends and family. I'm in another country so I can't physically be with them to grieve.. I don't think it's really hit that its true anyway. He was only 21 and I can't even express how much of a genuine and funny guy...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    a person has million wishes

    and lost all of it just bcoz of one...and losing that one remain hurts :'( like It hurts me deeply every single minute.
    RomalAtif RomalAtif 18-21, M Jan 10

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    Today, it's been exactly 20 years

    since my father died...I was fine all day, until about 10 minutes ago. I want to cry, but for some reason crying in front of people (even my husband who is very supportive) makes me feel stupid because it's over something that happened 20 years ago... The picture is me and my...
    PoetPrincess85 PoetPrincess85 26-30, F 5 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    Here I am again with insomnia lol.

    .. Melatonin has been consumed so just waiting for it to kick in. So yeah, think we all have lost some one important to us, but I miss my mom tonight, our family is dysfunctional at best but if my mother was still living pretty sure she would get everyone together and with my...
    AwakenEdge AwakenEdge 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 22, 2015

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    One year today she took her last breath.

    I always wonder if she was scared when that gun turned on her. She wasn't scared of anything. She knew she wasn't coming back. She told all of us that it was her last day of work because her soon to be ex husband was coming into town. She knew she was going to be murdered. I'd...
    sighselly sighselly 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    Your name will never appear in the missing

    persons list, not in gray courtrooms, not in files, no hearingsYour deepest, freshest tracks end up in a dead-end.I can not bear it, there's no case and no dossier.And knowing you're not here, feels like lead.I keep on searching for you, being long lost.But you remain ahead of...
    TheStoryman TheStoryman 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2013

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    ImperialZero that was his name on here.

    I have known him for over 3 years and at some point he just up and disappeared in 2013. I haven't heard from him since. I miss him very much and if anyone knows him on here and off this site please tell him I miss him my old screen name was luv2pee23
    luv2pee23 luv2pee23 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2015

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    Today I found out my godfather died in a

    hospital he live in TN and I live far away my heart is so heart broken right now he was my guide my support kind of my second dad I miss him so much already I wish I can go back and call him and say I love u I am loss tonight
    girls2015 girls2015 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2015

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    I was in a relationship with her

    for 2 years. We had our ups and downs but overall she was a great person. I became aloof with her because I felt smothered as a result we parted ways. She was my best friend, I try not think of her because the thought of her almost brings me to tears. It hurts that she won't...
    zealots201 zealots201 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2014

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    Today would've been my big brother's 18th

    birthday. I never even got the chance to grow up with him.. My parents didn't tell me about it until I was older though, which made me feel like crap for days. Like I understand why they didn't tell me when I was younger because I maybe wouldn't understand. But when I think...
    jcogg jcogg 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 23, 2015

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    I lost my three precious babies

    before they were born when I was 24. I'm 31 now and I still think about them everyday. I never got to see them because the dr said it would devastate me even more then I already was. (I was only 12 weeks along when I lost them) But I know I will see them again when we meet in...
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 3 Responses Jan 17

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    I recently lost my best friend in a drunk

    driving accident. He left my house, even though my ex (gf at the time) wanted him to stay, since he was ill. He was on the I-64 off ramp when a black pickup truck slammed into his car, flipping it and slamming it into a ditch. He died on impact and officer said that he didnt...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 6, 2015

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    When I was 10. I was in i car wreck.

    Had many injuries. But what I hate about it most I lost my older sister that was going to turn 13 on March 15. She was DOA at the hospital and I was unconscious. So I had no idea. Until after the funeral. I never got to say goodbyes. So Candy I love and miss you
    minesintexas2 minesintexas2 46-50, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have gone through 14 years without you my

    boy... This time of year is always sooo hard for me... I try every year to just make the days meld into each other but every year it seems to get worse... It was your birthday the other day and I still catch myself wanting to buy you something... I miss you so much... I will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    I Lost My Older Bro

    I lost my older brother.  One day I was at my friends house playing and my parents suddenly rushed over to tell me my brother had fallen down a mountain and was dead.  It's been almost eight years since he passed away and I still think about it almost every day. He was the only...
    satelliteoflove satelliteoflove 22-25, F 16 Responses Jul 20, 2011

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    Four years ago today,

    I lost my uncle. I know for most people losing an uncle sucks but is not necessary life changing, for me on the other hand, it was a huge blow. I was very close to my uncle, we were both middle children and had very similar dispositions. My uncle was one of my best friends, he...
    mvskokehokte mvskokehokte 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I lost my dad to cancer in 2012

    and I have nearly lost all of my children to death . Two of my children have suffered depression and tried to take their own lives and thankfully I was there to prevent that happening. I have had a daughter who could have easily died in a house fire and a son who could have bled...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    So. I guess I lost someone really special to me.

    From EP. we've known each other for over 6 months now. We talk a lot outside of EP. So over the past three months since writing this, I have changed drastically. And she reminds me all the time. Apparently I'm cold and less romantic. I careless about things. I have changed, I'll...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    My grandpa died last month

    and i really miss him, whenever anyone brings up death or anything like that i start crying and everyone looks at me weird....
    anovasiangel anovasiangel 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    When you loose the one

    that makes you happy , the one you live for , that makes your world unique and interesting. That makes you smile. Sometimes i close my eyes and i see some old memories , the wind blowing the leafs of the trees and my brother watching over me. Life is so cruel , it will beat you...
    KidWithVisions KidWithVisions 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I lost my boyfriend who recently passed away.

    This is our story. I met my boyfriend over a year ago on Ep actually, we started talking and connected instantly. After that day we were inseparable, we did everything together as couples did. He lived miles away but we didn't let that stop us! Always talking on the phone...
    CityLife90 CityLife90 22-25, F 11 Responses Jan 17, 2014

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    Recently my mother passed away.

    She had small-cell lung cancer. Over the course of a few weeks she went from a full quality of life to being bedridden, hospitalised and with no quality of life whatsoever. I'll miss her forever...
    JackMann JackMann 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 20, 2015

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    I miss your voice, your smile

    and your hands to kiss... He left us with no reason Dr said it was heart attack but how come? ?! he was 53 and it's not the age that you can accept the death of your parents... He had long way to go, but now he is in grave. how we can take him back? ? how we can relief this pain...
    soulmaz soulmaz 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

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    So Ima just write down what's going on in my

    mind Is it weird that after all u did I miss u I did everything with u You became a big part of me And no matter how hard I try to forget you ...you r all I see Everyone tells me move on But u r what kept me on All these other girls r Trynna get me for what So they can date...
    Bennythebull7 Bennythebull7 13-15, M Dec 30, 2015

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    Mother

    I Lost my beautify MOTHER!!!
    cristina1rib cristina1rib 51-55, F 15 Responses Nov 8, 2013

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    Just found this app, 2 years ago my girlfriend

    died on February 5th I was planing to propose on the 14th
    Cire555 Cire555 22-25 2 Responses Dec 19, 2015

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    Losing My Grandmother At 10 Years Old

    I don't even know how to begin. so many things I would like to say about this whole experience...I guess i'll just start by saying that I loved my grandmother (whom I called "Nanny") very, very much. She passed away six years ago due to severe stomach ulcers and other health...
    Sparkey96 Sparkey96 16-17, F 20 Responses Jul 3, 2012

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    Bill19641111 Bill19641111 51-55, M 7 Responses Dec 28, 2015

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