I Lost Someone To Suicide

I lost my sister to suicide in 2011. We had no idea, like alot of suicides i suppose, that this was coming. She was always so strong and so bright. She pulled me out of some very dark places and helped my find a way to live. I wish i...

Bobby is gone the children are growing I am emotionally and physically exhausted. I never have time to grieve or to rest always going always hurting will this cycle never end???? He shouldn't have left me he shouldn't have hurt us...

This is such a hard thing to do. And honestly... I thought I would never be able to share something so hurtful and one of the causes of this terrible state I'm in... but I just read the story of one of my new EP friends, and have the...

I don't know where to start, or even really what to say. But this is burning a hole in my brain & perhaps if I put it out there my stomach will stop twisting into knots.
I've never really been able to get my head around the difference...

I lost a friend to suicide. We were on the same soccer team when we were 5. We didn't stay in touch and I didn't hear her name again until I heard her father died. My mom researched it more because she recognized his face and she found...

I stood there all in black. Black dress, black coat, black umbrella. Black soul in mourning.

A pitiless world is this where a man can find no solace in the arms of his friends. 

Went back to dust, & gone. 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013, my uncle committed suicide. he was one of the best people i knew. everyday he posted something inspirational that made me feel okay for once. like someone understood that life isnt always sunshine and rainbows...

Ten years ago this month, my precious first born child, my son Joey, decided to take his own life at age 38, It was the day before Thanksgiving that his father found him in his home. I will never forget the phone call telling me my...

Their names were Alice and Bella. I... I can't even begin to describe the hurt... its like... beyond emotional feeling words... I cried for days when I heard Alice was dead and I have nightmares about her... I miss her... and Bella too...

I really try to not dwell in the past, but someone asked a question this week that reminded me of the unique circumstances around surviving the suicide of someone you love.  
My husband took his own life four years ago.  It...

when I got a call that my son's body had been found in his home. He had shot himself.   He was only 38 years old, my firstborn.  Day before Thanksgiving it will be 10 years that he has been gone.  That holiday especially can be...

I cannot believe it has been almost two years since we lost you. My emotions at times can feel just as raw as the day you left. But then there are days where you don’t cross my mind, almost like it was a nightmare, long forgotten...

You were an incredible friend. You were so kind and tender. You were never cruel to anyone. I am so sorry it happened like this. I don't pretend to know what was happening in your life, but you changed everyones' lives for the better...

 
 
                               A Dedication To...

Its 2 months since you been gone . I miss you every of everyday . If only I could tell you how I truly feel . This painful memory of how you left me , hunts me everyday . I can't image how you looked on those drugs , as you were...

So here I stand
with this weight on my shoulders
There`s no turning back
There`s nothing I can do
If I could Turn Back Time
I would do all the things
We Never Did
If I could Turn Back Time
I would say all the things
I Never Said
He...

If you are thinkin of committing suicide tonight and you are looking for a sign not to, here is your sign. Do not committ suicide because there is so much ahead for you. I love you and I believe in you. You are amazing

My mother was a stunning woman. She was of irish, french and tahitian heritage. The clearest blue eyes, dark curly long mane for hair, a models body with the height to match. Apple of her fathers eye, eldest of three, spoiled by the...

I lost my sister to suicide and although we were pretty close, I can hardly tell what I am feeling right now. I didn't cry much yet, just got angry at first for what she did... she didn't thought of us before doing this. Although I'm...

I was only 13 when my best friend committed suicide on his 15th birthday. June 24 2011.
Joey lost his mum to cancer when he was 7 and ever since then his father would physically abuse him whenever he got drunk, which was quite often...