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I Lost Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 174 People

    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    I had a best friend and we did everything

    together. A couple days before she died she had given me her fave pouch.(we were only in 3 grade. ) so when i found out i knew nothing would be the same. The day she died before we left school we told each other see you tommorrow and hugged. I had been home for a couple hours...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 4 Responses Jun 8

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    Almost two years ago,

    I met a guy online. Michael. We became very close, and we helped each other through a lot. He was helping me stop cutting and drinking, and I was trying to help him in his battle against depression, self-harm, anorexia, and drug addiction. I failed. In June of 2013, Michael...
    stalingradsnow stalingradsnow 16-17, F Jun 16

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    I tried to make things work.

    I was very open with my feelings. But of course not some perverted stuff. I respected him a lot the way he does to me too. Lately he was like avoiding me. I mean cant u use ur phone during your breaks or lunch. The only time he answers my text was after his work time when im...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I never lost someone before.

    Especially someone in my family. Now my great grandma is gone. She was the sweetest person ever. I wish I knew her better and visited her more. Now she's gone. :(
    WhenICouldWish97 WhenICouldWish97 16-17, F May 15

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    He Was More Then Just A Boyfriend

    Well, where to begin? His name was Clyde, and his life was nothing but a sad story. From the day he was born, nothing seemed to go right. He was a bastard child, and his mother died 2 days after his birth. He lived with his aunt and uncle for all of his life. At age 7, he...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Nov 29, 2010

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    Ididnt Think This Would Happen to Me

    my uncle was killed on sept 2,2008. almost a year from today. the thought of him being killed by someone, just makes me so sad. his local policemen found him on the  the side of the road, dead, my grandfather(his dad) had to claim his body. the last time i saw him was...
    tiilenny tiilenny 13-15 Jul 28, 2009

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    i didn't completely lose them,

    im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since December. we went out and it didnt take long for me to be thrown head first, head over heels for him. i love him, i was the first...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23

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    People come and go, just how it is.

    Just about time till you realise everyone is just a face in the crowd until you give them some significance in your life. Which makes you think who is next in line to make their way into your life and walk just right out.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Sep 19

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 18-21, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I don't know if it can be said that I lost someone to suicide, when I didn't know her at all. You can't loose what you never had. My mother killed herself exactly two weeks after...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    July 15th, 2014 I lost someone I was very close to. I met Justin when I was 11, and we hung out almost every single day, and had sleepovers every weekend. We didn't always get...
    kr1sten kr1sten 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Last summer i lost someone in a quading accident, plus six wonderful souls in a car accident. Last night my friend passed away in a car accident. This has been the worst year of my...
    Highamongstars Highamongstars 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Recently I have lost an uncle and his life was a crazy one he lost his leg to a logging accident and later spent his time in china and Mexico teaching English he never married but...
    gigapo gigapo 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Lost my girlfriend. It'll be a year in December. She sufferes from depression and she cut and it hurt me watching her go through that. When she lost her twin brother, a close...
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I lost my best friend 5 months ago.i saw him die and it's messing with my brain. I couldn't/didn't go to his funeral. Message me if you lost your best friend
    TheMusician4231 TheMusician4231 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lost my boyfriend a month ago, now I'm lonely every night and waiting for him to call..dont really have anyone around me to talk to about him so I turned to the internet people for...
    Ashley612 Ashley612 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 3

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    I lost my wife on what was meant to be one of the happiest days of our life together I miss her a lot everyday some are worse than others
    solopoppa solopoppa 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I lost my mom on 7/16/14 and it's been the hardest thing I've ever been through I'm 29 years old with a 5 year old son and I miss her so bad I still have my days that I don't...
    sonia3035 sonia3035 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    So much has been going on lately , I just started a new job and I go I school now so my schedule is pretty much full. It's so much new stress added on ... Then this. I went to...
    JustIndifferent JustIndifferent 18-21, F Sep 9

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    Soooooo...I have a male friend that was close to me for very long time. We were friends for four years and know so much about each other that it was more than exciting to me to...
    fairytale24 fairytale24 22-25, F Sep 10

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    6 yrs ago to this day I lost my grandfather because he had a heart attack miss him so much died 2 days after his birthday
    Guywhopees Guywhopees 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    I remember all the threats he made of committing suicide and I realized he was asking for help in his own way. The time he stopped talking about it, he actually did it. So I...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    My mother's cousin, whom I knew growing up, passed away on Sunday and they found his body in his house today. He had type 1 diabetes and apparently his sugar dropped and he died in...
    Franciscocalvo96 Franciscocalvo96 18-21, M Sep 17

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    I guess there is no such thing as being used to whenever there is someone important being taken away from you. Third death within our family in 10 months. I feel for my cousin...
    gwenllian gwenllian 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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    Lost my dad in May. Its now September and here I am sipping liquor under a dark cloud. Every time I feel like I'm starting to handle his passing something or in this situation...
    Pokahottyass Pokahottyass 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 21

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    I was driving my little brother who was 18 to his girlfriends house and when I went through a green light and a 4-way intersection someone flew through a the red light t-boning us...
    mparker7789 mparker7789 22-25, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was 14-15 at the time. And he was my ex. I never knew he was suicidal. Until my mom told me he shot himself in the head. He had been drinking and wrote a suicide letter. I...
    CreoleItalianwoman CreoleItalianwoman 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    I remember thinking about her while sitting on the sidewalk. Of course, I can never think too hard about her without breaking down, so I have to keep it at a minimum. When a close...
    EthanFisher EthanFisher 16-17 1 Response Sep 18

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    First was my maternal grandfather who had been a huge part of my life, then my teacher and friend, someone that had a huge impact on who I am now, and more recently, my good friend...
    ModernHippieMama ModernHippieMama 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My brother died a little over a week ago... Memorial is tomorrow. Numb, cold, sad. I Feel like there is a gaping hole in my chest and every bit of energy is dripping out. How...
    SnugglyBuffalo SnugglyBuffalo 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    My god mother died in June 5 days before her birthday and it's been really hard on me
    Mikeystanley Mikeystanley 18-21, M Sep 1

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    Im planning on ending my life soon ..
    Abdallahbaki Abdallahbaki 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Happy birthday, Jess. I haven't forgotten.
    Sicarium Sicarium 36-40, M Sep 2

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    Brigitte, how I miss you. You were my best friend. I will be joining you on the other side soon... and we will be happy again.
    sweeteveryday sweeteveryday 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    My friends suicide note dedicated to me
    stevencollett stevencollett 13-15, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    Today is the 9th anniversary of the death of my best friend... my soul mate... to suicide. Time does not heal...I hate being here without him.
    skk1966 skk1966 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    It was on June 24 of this year that one of my oldest and closes friends took his own life. I remember it like it was yesterday, I was out at an even for feeding the hungry when I...
    hugsandkisses26 hugsandkisses26 22-25, F 12 Responses Sep 5

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