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I Lost Someone

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    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 16-17, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F 1 Response Sep 28, 2012

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    I lost someone who was so great, but I could never say goodbye,I feel so horrible. I need someone to chat with :(
    MrRj1 MrRj1 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost someone to drugs, and now they don't want anything to do with me? is it my fault that i tried and helped?
    maryytrangg maryytrangg 18-21 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I have not posted on here in two weeks. Because of the last two weeks I've lost someone else that I love. I cannot believe how bad 2014 is. Every month brings a new death. I've...
    Shmily68 Shmily68 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I lost my first love to suicide at age 19 (he was 20). I found him hanging in the attic. His parents were out of town…so I rode alone in the ambulance to the hospital with him...
    shylainey shylainey 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    i have not lost just one person i have lost a few people in my life who have meant alot to me. (And its a long post) Whilst some people think that i "lie" when i talk about whos...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 25

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    I lost my 18 year old son to suicide on September 09, 2012. IT has been a very emotional experience for me. I have my moments of sadness and then my moments of just good memories...
    esanchez5195 esanchez5195 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I lost my best friend who I was like in love with back in 2010 to a drunk driver. To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. You don’t get over it because ‘it...
    krorenae krorenae 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I met this guy at a hockey game we hit it off right away we talked for about a month then he asked me out... We went out for like a week the he said I love you I told him that I...
    whyAmINeverGoodEnough whyAmINeverGoodEnough 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Almost a year ago to the date .. I lost my two little nieces... And every since then I am so lost without them . My little Amanda was only 3 years old and rebecca only 10 when my...
    Katrinas16 Katrinas16 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    Eddie, my horse recently died from an intestine problem that made it so she could not get the nutriments from her food. I watched her slowly getting thinner and thiner until she...
    taekwondogirl taekwondogirl 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    I lost my son, 30 years old, just before the holidays, Dec. 18th, 2013. He and I were very close, he was successful, but had this feeling of no self-worth. He had been on and off...
    donnalittlekitty donnalittlekitty 51-55, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I lost my grandpa on Father's Day 2008, he was my best friend. He taught me how to play checkers and was always there for me. I was the last one to say good bye to him, but I didn...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I lost my dad to suicide when I was 12...
    mariahann88 mariahann88 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I just lost my nana recently & I miss her very much. I feel stink for not going to visit her as much as I should have. I know she's in a better place now & that the Lord is taking...
    Charlie794 Charlie794 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I lost my mother at the age of 9 , to cancer . I can't really remember her well but I know that she was really sick throughout those nine years.
    musicdance814 musicdance814 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    On October 19th 2012 I lost my boyfriend to suicide. After a long journey of trying to help with his ever deteriorating behaviour he took his life. I am still struggling to...
    Nats07 Nats07 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    Today makes one year since I lost you. You will always be in my heart. Gone but never forgotten. I love you.
    MSeigler MSeigler 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I can't believe it's been a year already since we lost you. I miss you so much Karynza. I love you to death. Today is not going to be easy.. You were beautiful and strong and...
    battlewounds battlewounds 18-21, F Apr 11

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    I lost my brother at 33 years old a couple of weeks ago to suicide. His death certificate says March 24, 2014 but we aren't exactly sure of the exact date which kills me. They...
    aimj1979 aimj1979 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had a good friend in high school, we spent time together every day. I was the only one he would talk to when he was feeling bad. I was legitimately head over heels for him. I...
    ksnaps ksnaps 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Hey everyone, I hope your day is going well. I can't imagine what any of you have been through. I've never lost anyone close to me and for that I am lucky. My grandfather died of...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I lost a friend that was as close as a brother to suicide. We had been friends since we were in cub scouts. We pretty much did anything and everything together. We had girlfriends...
    bluefireball4949 bluefireball4949 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    My Angel - It's been a year today since my best friend lost her life to Cancer. I miss her so much! Today's been kind of hard, but aim trying to focus on all the fun we had before...
    BroadwayDreamer16 BroadwayDreamer16 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    My brother was 21 when he committed suicide. He hung himself in his house. Apparently you can tell when someone has regretted their decision before they die and they move their...
    OverThinker123 OverThinker123 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I've been feeling like I need to share this experience because I have been struggling with it occasionally since I have found out about it. This experience is because of a guy I...
    betweenlustandlove betweenlustandlove 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I think the worst part about losing someone to suicide is when you see them spiraling down, and you know there isn't much you can do. I didn't ever know how to help him and next...
    sambfh sambfh 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I have once had someone I loved so dearly to my heart named Chloe then she had moved across country, I can't find her new number so I can never talk to her ;(
    Pokedog344 Pokedog344 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Not literally but the person she is today is someone I can't get along with. The only hard part about letting ourselves drift from each other is she's about to lose a family member...
    unexpectedhope unexpectedhope 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I sat with GG when no one else there on the morning they called us to come over; things were getting worse. It's takes her a while to breath about five seconds before she inhales...
    MixedMulatto MixedMulatto 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    It's 24 years today and I remember it like it was yesterday. Some years it's easy, merely a note of what the day is, and some years I keep going over and over it in my head. Like...
    itskismet itskismet 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I had a friend on here, she was a good friend, we talked here and messaged each other often, every day in fact. Then suddenly, she stop talking to me. Wont respond to me at all...
    lizziegirl10 lizziegirl10 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    My dad killed himself just 2 months ago. That's why I haven't been on. I hardly have internet anymore cuz I had to move to my dopehead moms house (which she shares with 2 other...
    AnnonymousSecrets AnnonymousSecrets 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 23

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    My husband was 32 when he committed suicide I was 23
    uniqeuliv uniqeuliv 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    When I was in 4th grade, my dad and stepmom adopted a girl my age. It was honestly a horrible experience in the beginning. But as time went on, it got better and she looked up to...
    wizardofwhack wizardofwhack 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Most of the time I hate the world.
    RawrItsAmber RawrItsAmber 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    My 31 year old son Scott had been having marital problems. He talked with his dad and me for the whole month before that horrible day he took his life about his failing marriage...
    ustheis ustheis 51-55, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    My best friend of 10 years won't talk to me anymore. 😞 we have so many memories and she just stopped talking to me out of the blue. It really bothers me. I don't have many...
    Nessybabi Nessybabi 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 26

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    I love him. I hope he knows that. I've always loved him. But I need to move on like he did. He's perfect. His smile. His laugh. His personality. The way he pretends to not care but...
    keepitugly keepitugly 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    It has bee a couple of months now but I'm still depressed. I can barely bring myself to write about it. That morning I had called her to see how she was but we didn't get a chance...
    ddemi ddemi 31-35, T 1 Response Mar 27

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