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I Lost Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 186 People

    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F Sep 28, 2012

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    She was my best friend

    and we were only 15 when I lost her.. I just hope she's watching over me. I miss her so much that sometimes I can physically feel myself hurting from loss..:(
    IrishRedhead IrishRedhead 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2014

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    Kardia Kardia 36-40 4 Responses Mar 28

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 18-21, F Nov 10, 2012

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    Ididnt Think This Would Happen to Me

    my uncle was killed on sept 2,2008. almost a year from today. the thought of him being killed by someone, just makes me so sad. his local policemen found him on the  the side of the road, dead, my grandfather(his dad) had to claim his body. the last time i saw him was...
    tiilenny tiilenny 13-15 Jul 28, 2009

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    He Was More Then Just A Boyfriend

    Well, where to begin? His name was Clyde, and his life was nothing but a sad story. From the day he was born, nothing seemed to go right. He was a bastard child, and his mother died 2 days after his birth. He lived with his aunt and uncle for all of his life. At age 7, he...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Nov 29, 2010

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    I never lost someone before.

    Especially someone in my family. Now my great grandma is gone. She was the sweetest person ever. I wish I knew her better and visited her more. Now she's gone. :(
    GhostWriter97 GhostWriter97 16-17, F May 15, 2014

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    I had a best friend and we did everything

    together. A couple days before she died she had given me her fave pouch.(we were only in 3 grade. ) so when i found out i knew nothing would be the same. The day she died before we left school we told each other see you tommorrow and hugged. I had been home for a couple hours...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    In loving memory of uncle George.

    Passed away yesterday.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    People come and go, just how it is.

    Just about time till you realise everyone is just a face in the crowd until you give them some significance in your life. Which makes you think who is next in line to make their way into your life and walk just right out.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Sep 19, 2014

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    Almost two years ago,

    I met a guy online. Michael. We became very close, and we helped each other through a lot. He was helping me stop cutting and drinking, and I was trying to help him in his battle against depression, self-harm, anorexia, and drug addiction. I failed. In June of 2013, Michael...
    stalingradsnow stalingradsnow 16-17, F Jun 16, 2014

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    I tried to make things work.

    I was very open with my feelings. But of course not some perverted stuff. I respected him a lot the way he does to me too. Lately he was like avoiding me. I mean cant u use ur phone during your breaks or lunch. The only time he answers my text was after his work time when im...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    i didn't completely lose them,

    im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since December. we went out and it didnt take long for me to be thrown head first, head over heels for him. i love him, i was the first...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23, 2014

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    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Why is this happening to me again.....I lost my father when I was 11. I lost the father of my 4 month son 2 months ago. Just spent the last two hours pouring my heart out telling...
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    my mom passed away a few hours ago. it hurts and i feel empty , lost so many things.i am having a hard time handling it, i dont think i will be sleeping for a long long time. she...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I have lost my brother on March 23, 2014. I really miss him. We didn't really talk and i think I'm part of the reason.
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    I lost a close childhood friend from an heroin overdose in August just two weeks after school start we had all the same classes and we so looking forward to this year I knew she...
    Dalia4ever Dalia4ever 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    April 16th will mark the one year anniversary since I lost my father to suicide. One year later, and it still hurts that your not here to hold me, go tell me everything will be...
    hrose69702 hrose69702 18-21, F Apr 12

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    I lost my youngest son to suicide 9 years ago.
    testing11 testing11 51-55, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    They just decided I wasn't enough and said they wanna be friends. I bet soon i'll only be someone they used to know.
    Insanity404 Insanity404 18-21, F Apr 1

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    I love someone deeply, I love him more than I can bare but my family didn't liked him so I had to let him go, even though he loved me and I didn't wanted to. I stuck up in a...
    abanaop abanaop 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    She was my best friend and i miss her so much:( if only i could talk to her one more time.. I just hope shes someone watching over me.<3
    Deletedemotions Deletedemotions 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It's been almost a month now, it still feels so unreal, I remember holding you in my arms and thinking at any moment now you are going to wake up and hold me back....you didn't...
    Junostars Junostars 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 22

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    It was one September morning, I was looking out the window at my husband, moving around mysteriously on the front lawn. "What are you doing?" I called to him. He looked up, smiling...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    So the past few weeks , I met a girl named Bridget. In alot of ways, we were the perfect pair. We shared the same birthday, liked the same things, talked everyday after school...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Just said good-bye to a guy that flipped my world upside down. He gave me the chance to see what it was like to be in love, & for that I will always be grateful. Take care, my...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Six months today, your beautiful smile was wiped from the earth. The longer you're gone the more I realise you really aren't coming back. I miss you..
    livingmylifeonewayoranother livingmylifeonewayoranother 13-15, T 3 Responses Mar 25

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    After almost four years of grief, I was run down physically and emotionally. Responsibilities, circumstances, and work had taken a toll on me. Burnout numbs the stinging pain of...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 30

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