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I Lost Someone

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    I never lost someone before.

    Especially someone in my family. Now my great grandma is gone. She was the sweetest person ever. I wish I knew her better and visited her more. Now she's gone. :(
    WhenICouldWish97 WhenICouldWish97 16-17, F May 15

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    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F Sep 28, 2012

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 3 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    i didn't completely lose them,

    im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since December. we went out and it didnt take long for me to be thrown head first, head over heels for him. i love him, i was the first...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23

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    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    I had a best friend and we did everything

    together. A couple days before she died she had given me her fave pouch.(we were only in 3 grade. ) so when i found out i knew nothing would be the same. The day she died before we left school we told each other see you tommorrow and hugged. I had been home for a couple hours...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 8

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Almost two years ago,

    I met a guy online. Michael. We became very close, and we helped each other through a lot. He was helping me stop cutting and drinking, and I was trying to help him in his battle against depression, self-harm, anorexia, and drug addiction. I failed. In June of 2013, Michael...
    stalingradsnow stalingradsnow 16-17, F Jun 16

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    He Was More Then Just A Boyfriend

    Well, where to begin? His name was Clyde, and his life was nothing but a sad story. From the day he was born, nothing seemed to go right. He was a bastard child, and his mother died 2 days after his birth. He lived with his aunt and uncle for all of his life. At age 7, he...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Nov 29, 2010

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    Ididnt Think This Would Happen to Me

    my uncle was killed on sept 2,2008. almost a year from today. the thought of him being killed by someone, just makes me so sad. his local policemen found him on the  the side of the road, dead, my grandfather(his dad) had to claim his body. the last time i saw him was...
    tiilenny tiilenny 13-15 Jul 28, 2009

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 16-17, F Nov 10, 2012

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I just keep repeating the same mistakes... How can I enjoy my senior year knowing that I've lost someone dear to me? even worse.. Knowing that it's all my fault?
    JellyJubJubs JellyJubJubs 13-15 1 Response Jul 6

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    I've had some dark days in the 25 years of my life and this summer some new ones were added to that. I watched my mother die of cancer at 16, and within a year after her death, I...
    heartsofgold22 heartsofgold22 22-25, F Jul 9

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    My uncle Greg killed himself yesterday. He had been in a car accident two years ago and was in constant pain. He was the youngest of my father's brothers. I lost my dad when I was...
    random619 random619 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 3

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    I was 15 when I lost my best friend to suicide. She was in Foster Care because her dad beat her numerous times and her mother just didn't want to be a mother. About every other day...
    Skinnylove99 Skinnylove99 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was fourteen. He was fifteen. I was a freshman. He was a sophomore. I was awkward and swooning. He was lost in thought and pain. That first day when our relationship started, and...
    TeddyBearTweaker TeddyBearTweaker 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Almost 8 years ago I lost my brother. He committed suicide. Ever since then I have tried to help others who think their only way out is to do what my brother done. This year on my...
    Hanny20 Hanny20 18-21, F Jul 5

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    Well I lost my little sister! She was only eleven years old and it still hurts. It's only been one month with her and I'm suffering. My little sister was born with brain damage and...
    LittleCuteIndian12 LittleCuteIndian12 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I lost a dear friend. It started quite innocently. I got his e-mail and he got mine. We started as pen-pals as we lived too far apart. I would return from school happy and...
    Lurikan Lurikan 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 7

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    I lost my friend in 2005 to suicide We were supposed to go on what would have been our first cruise He took his life on the train tracks He was only 23 Iwas devastated and...
    Stanray Stanray 61-65, M 6 Responses Jul 7

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    I was always a "different" person than others. Some would say when I was young I was just going through changes. The older I got the worse my struggle was with myself. I had major...
    MissShotti MissShotti 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    So there's this one great person. And I lost him. But not spatially. Ugh... I guess I can't deny my feelings forever. He's had a huge effect on me
    st3ph3rzz st3ph3rzz 18-21, F Jul 10

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    I lost my best friend and she don't even seem to care. If you ever seen the movie money can't buy you love that is what she did. She destroyed me and laughed about with her friends...
    greenH greenH 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    7 years ago I lost my grandmother . The woman who raised me since I was born . She was all I had , she saved me from my mother and father .. I was only 12 when she died but she...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F Jul 19

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    My 18 year old cousin passed away this morning. It's been the saddest news I woke up to today. He was polite, he had finished his A levels and was planning to go to university this...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    My grandfather (poppy) had been fighting his battle with cancer for 5years. On the 11th of July, last week, he lost that battle. Seeing him just a few weeks before he passed, it...
    edenfw edenfw 16-17, F Jul 19

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    So my cousin definately not with us anymore. This is so crazy! It was a terrible car accident and his face is a mess. Awaiting the coroners report which will be out tomorrow...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I lost my closest and best friend. He was the best thing in my life. He had come out to his father( a homophobic *****) who had chucked him out of home. He then went to live in...
    Il0veandre Il0veandre 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    My lovely Rebekka. I used to be best friends with her. We were like sisters. She had played a very important role in my life up until that point where we started to drift apart...
    natliking natliking 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    I lost a good friend on Friday. I found out as I was walking into work. It was one of those moments when time stopped. Everything just stood still. And it hasn't started back up...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I lost the love of my life to suicide.... I was 16 and he was 18. It was a rainy depressing ohio day like always. I went over to his house to get ready and go on vacation. When I...
    Cta112 Cta112 18-21, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just recently lost a friend to suicide and I'm still not over it. I'm not sure how to cope :/
    Raelyn13 Raelyn13 13-15, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost my cousin 2 years ago because he was being bullied to the point to where he couldn't take it anymore and he shot and killed hisself. I blame myself because I could have...
    naniwani01 naniwani01 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I lost both the girl I loved and my daughter (non-biological but I loved her all the same) on the same night. My girlfriend finally reached the end of her rope and I should of seen...
    Mordacai Mordacai 18-21, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost the only person i have ever cared about. First thing first, i should have known. I just should have. I'd known Jake for 5 years, hell i'd even been in a relationship with...
    devondoll3 devondoll3 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I miss my grandma. She was my hero. She helped me when I was down. I lost her to Leukemia. I cried for days and days. I wish everybody else hope. I just wish I knew something that...
    cutemonkey cutemonkey 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Been going thru some old pics and old letters to you today. Working a 16 hour shift allows for way too much time to think. I miss you and the way life was when you were around...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My mom died on September 4, 2013 from stage 5 breast cancer... It was during my first semester of college, and I didn't even have the chance to come home to visit her. My first...
    babybird05 babybird05 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    My Mom's Death I remember it clearly as though it happened yesterday. She was an amazing woman. Very independent yet not. My dad really held her together. I remember the...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    When I was little, my mom and dad were separated. I'd go to his house every other weekend. Then he stopped coming to pick me up for a couple months and nobody knew why. Then my...
    ImJustMeAlex ImJustMeAlex 18-21, F 13 Responses Jul 11

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    Pretty sure I'm about to lose someone to suicide and no matter what I say or do its not changin their mind. :/
    SpilledTea SpilledTea 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12