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I Lost Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 196 People

    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    I lost someone that I

    once was so close to we grew up together and i really caref for het but we driftet apart. July 13th she died and i feel like I'm not allowed to be sad for her death because I wasn't her close friend anymore...
    voicefullofmoney voicefullofmoney 18-21, F Jul 16

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    Ididnt Think This Would Happen to Me

    my uncle was killed on sept 2,2008. almost a year from today. the thought of him being killed by someone, just makes me so sad. his local policemen found him on the  the side of the road, dead, my grandfather(his dad) had to claim his body. the last time i saw him was...
    tiilenny tiilenny 13-15 Jul 28, 2009

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    She was my best friend

    and we were only 15 when I lost her.. I just hope she's watching over me. I miss her so much that sometimes I can physically feel myself hurting from loss..:(
    IrishRedhead IrishRedhead 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2014

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    i didn't completely lose them,

    im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since December. we went out and it didnt take long for me to be thrown head first, head over heels for him. i love him, i was the first...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23, 2014

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    Almost two years ago,

    I met a guy online. Michael. We became very close, and we helped each other through a lot. He was helping me stop cutting and drinking, and I was trying to help him in his battle against depression, self-harm, anorexia, and drug addiction. I failed. In June of 2013, Michael...
    stalingradsnow stalingradsnow 18-21, F Jun 16, 2014

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    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    People come and go, just how it is.

    Just about time till you realise everyone is just a face in the crowd until you give them some significance in your life. Which makes you think who is next in line to make their way into your life and walk just right out.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Sep 19, 2014

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    I had a best friend and we did everything

    together. A couple days before she died she had given me her fave pouch.(we were only in 3 grade. ) so when i found out i knew nothing would be the same. The day she died before we left school we told each other see you tommorrow and hugged. I had been home for a couple hours...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    In loving memory of uncle George.

    Passed away yesterday.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    and don't know even why

    and that hurts so much
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M 2 Responses May 29

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    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F Sep 28, 2012

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    I tried to make things work.

    I was very open with my feelings. But of course not some perverted stuff. I respected him a lot the way he does to me too. Lately he was like avoiding me. I mean cant u use ur phone during your breaks or lunch. The only time he answers my text was after his work time when im...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 18-21, F Nov 10, 2012

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    He Was More Then Just A Boyfriend

    Well, where to begin? His name was Clyde, and his life was nothing but a sad story. From the day he was born, nothing seemed to go right. He was a bastard child, and his mother died 2 days after his birth. He lived with his aunt and uncle for all of his life. At age 7, he...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Nov 29, 2010

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    I never lost someone before.

    Especially someone in my family. Now my great grandma is gone. She was the sweetest person ever. I wish I knew her better and visited her more. Now she's gone. :(
    GhostWriter97 GhostWriter97 16-17, F May 15, 2014

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    my uncle, he always listened

    and gave me his honest opinion in a way that I knew that whatever my choice I'd have his support, I don't have that in my family anymore. the only thing I have from him still is his lava lamp from one of his yard sale dives, I miss that most, going with him to yard sales and...
    Azureal Azureal 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I wanted so much to stand

    before you and stare into your eyes Study the contours of your chiseled jaw and your beautiful lips I wanted so much feel your arms around me To feel your breath on my neck I wanted so much to connect with you spiritually, emotionally and intellectually Let my guard down to...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    Kardia Kardia 36-40 3 Responses Mar 28

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    It is so heartbreaking to just suddenly realize he's not here anymore. And even more when he's been gone for months without me knowing. We met on the internet, he was a very kind...
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    Hi, this is my story about said topic.. thanks for reading, if you stick around to the very end .. it all started when i was about 4. . i "accepted Jesus into my heart", and it...
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    I lost my dad November 31st last year. He had lung cancer which eventually spread to his brain and he was very ill because of it. anyway he had a shunt to relive pressure in his...
    CookmySock CookmySock 18-21, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    It was my mum. She had used drugs for just about as long as I can remember. And a few months ago she injected heroin that was too pure and passed away alone in the park.
    Emilyistheone Emilyistheone 13-15 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My younger sister committed suicide on May 11, 2015. I need to say that she was an alcoholic/addict and I am an alcoholic/addict that has been in recovery for a few years now. I...
    rwgh79 rwgh79 31-35, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could just be done in this world with my depression, anxiety and a loss of a best friend in 5th grade and now I loose my best friend since 6th grade, plus my...
    Cain7429 Cain7429 13-15, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Last August I lost my dad to suicide. Me, my mom and my little sister were upstairs when we heard a loud pop. We ran down the stairs and saw my dad slumped over in a chair with his...
    TaiLee23 TaiLee23 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really miss someone. And I know they doesn't even think about me for a second but I think about them all the time. I lost my appetite, lost sleep because i'm just sitting there...
    kmsok kmsok 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I can't believe it's been a year. I still miss you more then anything. Everytime I see your picture my heart breaks again. I know your looking down on me and smiling. I hope I've...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Well , November 6th, 2014 , my boyfriend at the age of 20 took his life. I feel so responsible . We were already not on good terms and we talked it out prior to that moment , but...
    KiNieeBee KiNieeBee 22-25, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    My Aunt passed away yesterday, she was a rock in my foundation, please pray for our family.
    CDKristiK CDKristiK 51-55, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    I was really close to my grandma and she was so funny and everything but then a day before my birthday she died and it killed me. A year later my other grandma was sick and then...
    jessythekittenx jessythekittenx 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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