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I Lost Someone

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 194 People

    I wanted so much to stand

    before you and stare into your eyes Study the contours of your chiseled jaw and your beautiful lips I wanted so much feel your arms around me To feel your breath on my neck I wanted so much to connect with you spiritually, emotionally and intellectually Let my guard down to...
    MsInvis MsInvis 46-50, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    She was my best friend

    and we were only 15 when I lost her.. I just hope she's watching over me. I miss her so much that sometimes I can physically feel myself hurting from loss..:(
    IrishRedhead IrishRedhead 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2014

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    So Much For Freedom

    your life was fading in the distance, i was well aware of this yet i never visited, shackled to a classroom, tied down by exams, assignments infinite and endless, couldn't get away, couldn't spare a moment, so much for freedom, my only knowledge of what was going on, came...
    PhoenixAlpha PhoenixAlpha 22-25, M Nov 18, 2013

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    i didn't completely lose them,

    im afraid im dead to them by now. I loved him and have him everything.. i thought i was wayy too ugly to get a boyfriend. i had liked this kid since December. we went out and it didnt take long for me to be thrown head first, head over heels for him. i love him, i was the first...
    internationalinspire internationalinspire 13-15, F Jul 23, 2014

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    He Was More Then Just A Boyfriend

    Well, where to begin? His name was Clyde, and his life was nothing but a sad story. From the day he was born, nothing seemed to go right. He was a bastard child, and his mother died 2 days after his birth. He lived with his aunt and uncle for all of his life. At age 7, he...
    DeviouslyHarrowing DeviouslyHarrowing 16-17, F Nov 29, 2010

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    Losing Someone

    Is it loosing someone or letting go of someone?! I saw a movie last night called ‘death sentence’ where a father looses his family in a war against gangsters. The father lost his family and loved ones cuz they died. It made me think of myself. I lost so many people...
    starfaraway starfaraway 26-30, F Jan 5, 2009

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    Ididnt Think This Would Happen to Me

    my uncle was killed on sept 2,2008. almost a year from today. the thought of him being killed by someone, just makes me so sad. his local policemen found him on the  the side of the road, dead, my grandfather(his dad) had to claim his body. the last time i saw him was...
    tiilenny tiilenny 13-15 Jul 28, 2009

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    Broken Hurt

    i had still born back in '86 she was a girl losing someone is a hurting feeling
    heaven44 heaven44 41-45, F Aug 14, 2010

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    In loving memory of uncle George.

    Passed away yesterday.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I Just Don't Know...

    I lost my wife. We had been arguing and we said some stupid things. She walked away from me and neither of us ever got the chance to say I'm sorry. I'm still very much in love with her. I miss her every day. My friends and family all expect me to move on. To forgive myself...
    Nox2102 Nox2102 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Almost two years ago,

    I met a guy online. Michael. We became very close, and we helped each other through a lot. He was helping me stop cutting and drinking, and I was trying to help him in his battle against depression, self-harm, anorexia, and drug addiction. I failed. In June of 2013, Michael...
    stalingradsnow stalingradsnow 16-17, F Jun 16, 2014

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    Mama

    Hello Mama, Has it really been almost 10 years already..?? I still feel like you left us just recently. We were together for 30 years and all of sudden you have to leave, I miss you so much and you honestly don’t know how hard is it. Things are different without you being...
    catcs catcs 36-40, F 10 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    and don't know even why

    and that hurts so much
    unknownpoetx unknownpoetx 26-30, M 2 Responses May 29

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    Kardia Kardia 36-40 3 Responses Mar 28

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    My Friend Was Killed

    I lost the closest friend I ever had and probably ever will have. We met in school 7 years ago and instantly became best friends. I loved him like a brother. He was the only person in this world that knew everything about me and never judged me. I could trust him with my secrets...
    girl1991 girl1991 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    I couldn't make it to the funeral but my uncle read this there. Death is nothing at all I have only slipped away into the next room I am I, and you are you. Whatever we were to each other That we still are. Call me by my old familiar name Speak to me in the easy way which...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2009

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    Agony That Still Persists

    My mother died on December 12th, 2004. I was 12 at the time, I still don't like to hear my aunt talk about it. It still pains me to hear her name said so easily. I turn, walk away, and tun my ipod up a little louder. Hoping to drown out the world and drown myself in the music.My...
    Yaeger Yaeger 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2011

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    Still In Shock.

    I heard about the passing of someone on my campus due to an overdose last night. I was doing some digging trying to figure out who it was, and when I found out... I just stared at my computer in shock. I knew her. I'd only talked to her a few times, but she was really close with...
    Amay408 Amay408 18-21, F Nov 17, 2013

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    Too Many Losses

    Five years ago I lost my son to suicide. It has been a long devastating journey back to trying to be normal again. I am divorced and I had to go through this alone.. After being alone for 12 years, and not dating I finally met someone who I thought was a lifelong such as it is...
    Tooalone46 Tooalone46 66-70, F Sep 28, 2012

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    My Love

    I lost the love of my life. He was fighting for his contury, he had the choice to die or save someone. He didnt think twice about, he went in there saved him and lost his life. I cry everyday, I lost him 4 months ago. My life will never be the same, I dont think I could ever love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 2, 2012

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    I had a best friend and we did everything

    together. A couple days before she died she had given me her fave pouch.(we were only in 3 grade. ) so when i found out i knew nothing would be the same. The day she died before we left school we told each other see you tommorrow and hugged. I had been home for a couple hours...
    wannaloveyou wannaloveyou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    My Step Brother Killed Himself

    i can be selfish and say i dont understand bc i dont...i can be mad and ask why didnt he think of anybody but himself...i can be sad for all the pain that is left behind...i can hate the fact that it seems no one fears God anymore...but i will pray and know that he has...
    dignus101 dignus101 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 3, 2008

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    I never lost someone before.

    Especially someone in my family. Now my great grandma is gone. She was the sweetest person ever. I wish I knew her better and visited her more. Now she's gone. :(
    GhostWriter97 GhostWriter97 16-17, F May 15, 2014

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    My Grandma , & My Two Grandpas .

    While growing up I lost my grandma and my two grandfathers . They were the only grandparents that I ever really knew and that I loved . The first one that passed away was my grandpa that was 71 years old . There was no cause of death , but everyone seems to think that my mom is...
    TiqqerGore TiqqerGore 18-21, F Nov 10, 2012

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    People come and go, just how it is.

    Just about time till you realise everyone is just a face in the crowd until you give them some significance in your life. Which makes you think who is next in line to make their way into your life and walk just right out.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Sep 19, 2014

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    I tried to make things work.

    I was very open with my feelings. But of course not some perverted stuff. I respected him a lot the way he does to me too. Lately he was like avoiding me. I mean cant u use ur phone during your breaks or lunch. The only time he answers my text was after his work time when im...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    For anyone who had a rough time growing up I'm sure you'll understand when I say you always have those people who made you feel safe. I had 2, my grandmother who passed over 10...
    Recklessdesires Recklessdesires 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My soulmate and my everything: What does it take to not mix your ex wife so much? I married the woman of my dreams in October, we had only been dating for 6 months but since I met...
    runandteach runandteach 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I've lost about 30 pounds in about a year. just stopped binge eating and starting biking.
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    I lived in Austria for a year. He went to the same school as I did and although we had never talked before, we did say hi to each other in the hallway--This was because one day we...
    LucySG LucySG 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    Me and my partner were amazing together, we were very much in love did everything together was inseparable we got engaged got married moved in together within a a year .. But the...
    wehaveissues wehaveissues 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I wish i had one more chance to talk to him . Before lost his name . I dont seem to be able to get over this .... :(
    Beachgirl625 Beachgirl625 51-55, F 19 hrs ago

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    I lost something I recently found out I never had. All my life, I was told I had a bigger brother, who turned out to just be a close family friend, that was almost forced to bond...
    Tak162015 Tak162015 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    This story is going to be written as if I was talking to her, because its one of the only ways I know how to get it out. Please bare with me, this is a hard story to write, but it...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm scared a family member is suicidal, and there isn't anything I can do about it. I don't know how to deal with the possibility. I can't help. Legal issues. I can't stop the law...
    TechieGeek TechieGeek 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not sure exactly what it was or maybe I do, but I don't want to admit it to myself. I lost who I was. I lost my close relationship with God. I lost my cool BC I snap at people...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was married to one of the most beautiful women on the planet. She was a nurse for over 15 years. One of the most caring loving and by far to this date the sexiest woman I have...
    Curtazman Curtazman 46-50, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Funeral is today.... Can someone tell me the history of heroin? How it came to be abused.
    redheadedmelly redheadedmelly 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    in 2001 I lost my father to alcohol, drugs,and suicide. in all honesty the drugs and alcohol had taken him long before that. he hit my mother and siblings, but for some reason I...
    Rache06 Rache06 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost my uncle & friend. My uncle had a wonderful life he was full of joy but he was going through some stuff and I guess he couldn't take it and hung himself in the closet. My...
    liliovoxo liliovoxo 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So this is just funny to ppl.. How low.. Really low and to tell someone to take their life too is f*cked up
    FukYuhITellTheTruth FukYuhITellTheTruth 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was attached to you because you were sweet to me. You were the sweetest of all guys I knew. I thought no one could be sweeter. I went online again and I realized that I have...
    jwl9119 jwl9119 22-25, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I lost my soulmate suddenly and tragically 10 years ago. It took me six years to even be able to talk openly about her death. That's when I knew I was starting to recover from my...
    MikeL2017 MikeL2017 46-50 1 Response 6 days ago

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    here it is. Today. 6 years gone. We love and miss you more than you know. You're really missing out. Your precious girl is so much like you and growing up without her mom. I choose...
    iusedtolovemyself iusedtolovemyself 46-50, F 8 Responses 6 days ago