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I Lost the Love of My Life

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    He walked into the room

    and my heart immediately started beating quickly. I knew of him and his reputation, but it was the first time I ever seen him up close. That all sounds kinda creepy, but it was the truth. I never exchanged a glance nor one word with this guy. Almost every female that surrounded...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    we fought like wolves

    but we loved like angels. we were both flawed, saying all the right things at the wrong times.. fighting for all the wrong reasons and forgetting how we got as far as we did, your gone now. one with the universe and as i marinade in this mixing pot burning on hells fire all i...
    SelinaKyle1 SelinaKyle1 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Is asking you to hold my hand in public too

    much to ask? Is wanting you to kiss me like you love me too much as well? I don't understand I just want to be loved, I want someone to care about me and miss me But I especially want him. I want him to hold like we're about to fall off a cliff, like he'll lose me forever if...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 1 Response Jul 30, 2014

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    I have lost a wonderful lady to dementia it is

    a horrible illness and not enough medical knowledge or cures are available
    howardcoleman howardcoleman 66-70, M 2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

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    My girlfriend was the love of my life.

    She was waiting for organ transplantation( heart and lungs) . A transplantation she never had. Party , drugs, sex all first experiences we ve done together.I am alone since she passed away, 4 years ago. I go through Tough times. And I can't move on .its hard to tell all this...
    antitoyz antitoyz 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

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    I joined this group 2 years ago

    after my last relationship. After months of thinking, I've come to realise that he is a piece of dog sh*t that does not deserve the title 'the love of my life'. :DHopefully nothing will happen in the future that will make me write another story in this group...
    lntel lntel 22-25 Dec 19, 2013

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    I don't know what else to say ,

    it says it all, I lost the love of my life.
    SerafinaDouglas SerafinaDouglas 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    So my very first serious boyfriend Shane,

    was not just my boyfriend but my best friend, my partner in crime. I loved him to death and I still do. I was just 16 at the time and he was 17, but we knew what we wanted. We had our future se out, and then one day he told me he had to move to Maryland because his mother had...
    deathlessfear deathlessfear 18-21, F Jul 27, 2014

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    its at night when usually everything just hits

    you. your past comes to mind and memories come alive. on this earth I have only been in love once. and I lost it. I don't know how things went wrong but everything just changed. I don't know where to begin..i had a bestfriend whom I ended up falling for everyday and I knew I...
    thenun232 thenun232 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2014

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    I lost the joy of living

    since she left me. 7 years has gone an nothing has been the same. Since that very day I've been living a grey darker life. I suppose disdain is one of the worst humiliations a human being can experience. This is life.
    urius urius 26-30 1 Response Aug 3, 2014

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    :( I lost the love of my life.

    I lost the boy I love Jose Chavez. Wow how could I been so stupid. Why am I always scared to get hurt. It's my fault. I broke up with him because I thought he was going to hurt me . The day I lost him was the day my heart broke down. My life has been a mess since that day. Now...
    unbreakable2014 unbreakable2014 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    this will sound cheesy,

    and probably stereotypical...but i've loved only one girl since i was 15 years old. i'm 21 now, and she broke my heart years ago, but i still can't stop thinking about her. literally every single day. no other girl i've been with since can live up to her. they're all just living...
    NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow 18-21, M Mar 17

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    A woman sat next to me last night

    that looked like my wife. I wanted to tell her she looked like my wife and how I had lost her one night. I wanted to tell the woman that looked like my wife of the pain that I felt and the whole in my heart. I wanted to tell how I dreamed of her still How the dream that I...
    bornfem bornfem 56-60 1 Response Jun 30, 2014

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    Not Sure How To Walk Away...

    ... i know one step and a time but i am struggling. This is like learning to walk again, i am afraid, very afraid of what the next step will bring, afraid it wont lead me where i need it to lead me... i need to walk away, my heart wont let me, my head is too confused..the only...
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    Once Upon That Time

    Once upon that time.................Me and my lady were at our favorite spot on a saturday night.we were doing the usual things we did almost every weekend, listening to the band,diggin each other, making love.While she was taking a break in the Ladies room, I sat there by myself...
    JorgeV JorgeV 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2012

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    I Lost My Girlfriend/Best Friend

    This is how I lost my special girl. Maria and I were best friends. Then she met a girl whose name was Alena. Alena and Maria were also best friends until Alena got really mad at Maria for being better than her at everything. So they stopped being best friends. I don't know why...
    DelyLori DelyLori 18-21 1 Response Oct 31, 2013

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    I really fuckn miss you linzzie :'( it hurts

    so much to know your gone, you were everything to me. I'll never forget you're face I cry every time I say you're name , I still hear you're voice when I sleep still feel the warmth of you're smile .. I love you linzzie I always will... R.I.P happy valentines day my love ill...
    TheDeadvoices TheDeadvoices 18-21, M 7 Responses Feb 14, 2014

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    I Want To Forget You, But It's So Damn Hard.

    I love you, I love your boyish charm and how goofy you are even though you think you are a black person with "swag", I love your hazel irises. You make me laugh and when I'm with you all my worries would pass. You were my rock. I even love your imperfection your pale acne ridden...
    MariaRemali MariaRemali 18-21, F Jul 11, 2013

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    He is my beautiful man.

    Even though he's not mine anymore. I dreamt about him last night. I was so happy. It breaks my heart when I wake up and he's not here and I remember that he left me for somebody else. I loved to fall asleep with him. Naked, our bodies tangled up. My head on his chest. Feeling...
    leo1292 leo1292 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2014

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    I Am Lost Without Her, And I Wont Give Up On Her

    I was dating a woman for three years, and she became my best friend, my lover, my everything. I tried to give her everything she could have wanted but unfortunately it wasn't enough. Some things happened that eventually led me to have to break up with her ( believe me, I didn't...
    luckjustrock luckjustrock 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    I'M Lost.

    It's been a month since it ended. I'm still in love with her. She ended it the day I was gonna propose. We were together for 4 yrs. She told me 2 weeks prior to ending it that she wanted to spend her life with me. I really feel like my life is pointless now. I keep hoping she...
    jetgreen jetgreen 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    I was young when I lost the love of my life,

    to young, I thought I didn't even know what love was. But its been almost 3 years now (in a couple weeks) that I lost him. I am now older and understand more. I am very spiritual and believe in mediums and the other side. When he passed away, his moms friend went to theropy, and...
    livingwithlife livingwithlife 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Now And Then

    I thought that he was the one who could see past all my flaws.  I never thought heart ache was physically painful. We were celebrating our engagement. We were so happy to be together. I loved him with everything I had. Just a week before the wedding he left. No letter, no...
    rdh001 rdh001 26-30 Apr 9, 2011

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    I never stopped loving you I have simply

    learned to live without you.
    MariaTam MariaTam 31-35, F Dec 28, 2013

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    I was in love with forbidden fruit she was to

    young for me but we both agreed we never felt love like this So I wonder why she cheated and lies so much ? I will never understand girl. I hope this time I keep her in my past
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20

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    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M Dec 9, 2014

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    Yeah. I think so. It was a long time ago now.

    Whether it's because I was young at the time. Or whether it was the time itself, I don't know. I do know I've never felt the same way with any other woman since.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 3, 2014

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    Yes

    I knew him from the time I was 15 and he was 17 but we didn't get together until he was 32 and I was 30.  Then ten years later he was rushed to hospital with stomach pains; appendicitus of course, no it wasn't.  He was in a coma for five days, and died on December 5th.  After...
    pinkie5549 pinkie5549 61-65, F 5 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    The first time he held me in his arms

    as we lay together in bed, I cried. I remember the shocked and apologetic look on his face, and his tender voice asking me if I was okay. I nodded in reply and felt more tears stream down my cheeks, and when I saw his brow furrow deeper still, I knew he did not believe me. I...
    thisangelslife thisangelslife 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    1000 Words I Wish I Got To Say.

    I'm gonna start off by saying my first name is Castiel but everyone calls me John because that's my fathers name he past away before I was born. My story begins in high school junior year. I wasn't really excited for High school never really was excited about school any year...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 10, 2013

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    It's been over two years

    since we officially toke up. I've spent every single day thinking about you. Crying about you. I've managed to trash a relationship with a really great guy because I was too scared to let him in with you still in the back of my heart. He and I might end, and that's going to...
    KaylaNicole93 KaylaNicole93 18-21, F Sep 12, 2014

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    What Now?

    For a little over two years, I was with a girl that made every day worth living. We were absolutely perfect for eachother. Her smile was the only thing that mattered to me and that is really still the case. We were happier than I can even begin to describe for the entirety of our...
    godsmack666 godsmack666 18-21, M 15 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    I Miss You Princess

    Yeah, here's another sad one. When I was 14 I was sitting at my local park playing my guitar for money, when a beautiful girl came up to me and started talking to me. We became friends, and later we started dating. It lasted two months and 16 days. She had to go out to San Jose...
    cjmack123 cjmack123 18-21, M Oct 14, 2013

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    I said something stupid to my boyfriend

    resulting in him leaving me.. Now I'm broken and scared I won't love anyone again
    goldensmile goldensmile 18-21, F Oct 29, 2014

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    I don't know how to start moving on.

    My girlfriend(of 2 1/2 years) wasn't my entire world, but she sure was my favorite part and a big part at that. We broke up because of distance. not because we don't love each other. I can't do a single thing without thinking of her. I miss waking up to a text from her. i miss...
    VirtualCygnus VirtualCygnus 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 3, 2014

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    My boyfriend of almost 2 years cheated on me,

    when I found out, the other girl got mad at him and said some horrible things, to make him feel bad she said she would take her life. His reply was "ill go first". All she had to say to that was "k bye." Two hours later I received text message saying he loved me and he'll...
    katierow katierow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 3, 2014

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    I met Ben in December 2012

    and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died that year and I was diagnosed with adolescents depression and was underweight for my age, I wasn't ready for it a relationship...
    meme2183 meme2183 16-17, F Mar 28, 2014

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    April will mark 15 years

    since our happy family disentergrated? Why did you have to do what you did? Why did you leave? Why did you break my heart and damage our children? For 12 years we were happy. Are you ever going to tell me and our children WHY? I think about you and what we had often. I have not...
    LadinoAbba LadinoAbba 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Soul Mates Are Indeed, Very Real.

    I believe everyone has a handful of soul mates. Another person with which a connection can be made unlike any other. I was lucky enough to find a soul mate early in life. Although now I'd say It was more like a cruel twist of chance and fate. I was thirteen or fourteen, I...
    G5ordo G5ordo 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I lost her because I was

    so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she heard me. I smothered her with thousands of texts and phone calls. It was all passion but I never realized it was driving her...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21, 2014

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    I just found out that he's died.

    Crashed his tractor on the A1. They cut him out of it, then he died in hospital. He was 19. Once upon a time he was my light. The boy I became unhealthily consumed by. The boy I would have died for. The boy who nearly killed me. The boy who unknowingly changed my life for ever...
    ssssmills ssssmills 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 3, 2014

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    Tossed Aside

    I made a mistake years ago, I've been paying for it ever since. Threw away something amazing, and her revenge is drawn-out. Forever to be tossed aside, left on the cusp of something great and then let down and thrown away. It's my own fault really, I am living within a demon of...
    LordChronicus LordChronicus 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    I haven't exactly lost him yet

    but I will in a month We met on Tinder. After talking for two months, I was interested in meeting him. After meeting him once, I had a crush on him. After seeing him every weekend for two months, I fell in love with him. Ive been in love with im for a month. I am 21 years old...
    iloveyoutothesunandback iloveyoutothesunandback 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2014

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    Even after 7 long years,

    it felt like it happened yesterday.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 20

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    Yes I did but that was only the beginning of

    trouble-In 2003 after 14 years years together,12 years of marriage,and two children. We met and were married in Spain,but resided primarily in Italy. We were madly in love. I loved everything about her. Smile,come hither eyes,deep chocolate skin,curves. In 2001, she had moved...
    Valentindelapontes Valentindelapontes 41-45, M a week ago

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    Well at least I think I did.

    I was 17 when I started dating him and we were each other's first love. 3 and a half years later and I left him.. For no good reason. I don't know why. And now I realise he was the only one that really did unconditionally love me, but it's too late now.
    ailurophiile ailurophiile 18-21, F Nov 5, 2014

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    Lost Love

    I was with a girl for 5 years. We were engaged and then she left me high and dry. Im trying to get my life together with work and school. I hope to find friends and people that are just as motivated in life. Im trying to keep happy but when I think about her I get lonely and wish...