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I Lost the Love of My Life

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    Damn. I miss you like crazy.

    I can't sleep, it's almost 5am. I'm tossing & turning. Reminiscing. Stop haunting me. Come save me or let me go. Relinquish this power you have over me, and maybe I'll do the same for you. Why is it that we always let go of the one that we're positive is the one? I wish I would...
    PHL517 PHL517 26-30 1 Response Dec 19, 2013

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    I Want To Forget You, But It's So Damn Hard.

    I love you, I love your boyish charm and how goofy you are even though you think you are a black person with "swag", I love your hazel irises. You make me laugh and when I'm with you all my worries would pass. You were my rock. I even love your imperfection your pale acne ridden...
    MariaRemali MariaRemali 18-21, F Jul 11, 2013

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    My husband died on 28th feb

    and we have his funeral tomoz I just don't know how I'm ever gonna cope we have 3 lovely children and people say you have your kids n I'm like yeah but they can't give me a hug like lee can its different he's my whole world I've been with his since I was 15 I don't know any...
    kezzakamkam kezzakamkam 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    I'M Lost.

    It's been a month since it ended. I'm still in love with her. She ended it the day I was gonna propose. We were together for 4 yrs. She told me 2 weeks prior to ending it that she wanted to spend her life with me. I really feel like my life is pointless now. I keep hoping she...
    jetgreen jetgreen 26-30, M 6 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    How did i lose you?? I mean.

    . you have a huge part in that as well, but I wish... I wish I saw it coming.. I don't know what to do... I feel like my heart is beyond broken... can it ever be fixed.. I don't know.. I have mixed feelings about you.
    monsterfan21 monsterfan21 18-21, F Mar 11

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    she was called Rhiannon

    and i loved her for 5yrs and i had my first kiss with her in year 2 of primary school. But in yr6 she moved to new Zealand so i never could see her again
    oliverbm1 oliverbm1 18-21, M Jan 26

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    so after all of the horrible things

    that I have gone through in my life dating wise.... Rape, cheating, abuse,lies.... I have had an issue with putting up walls to keep people from getting too close. I don't want to become attached because I know sooner or later they will leave me. I don't even really know why I...
    monstergirl1619 monstergirl1619 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    InfinityHeart InfinityHeart 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I met this girl on EP

    and we hit it of right from the start. all I did was love her but after 3 months it all came crashing down.. all I want is my dream girl but its hard..
    azcat azcat 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    Way back when I was 15 I met a girl

    that fell for almost instantly, and I could tell something was different this time because I was one of those boys that started liking girls way back in kindergarten, and this crush was different, there was something there that was different, and I couldnt figure it out, well we...
    Sulka19 Sulka19 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2013

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    We were together 3 and a half years,

    he is still the love of my life. He left me for another woman and told me he didn't want to "settle" for me. But i know deep down we meant to be together. I feel utterly destroyed and i am mad at myself for not being able to stop thinking about him or stop loving him, even after...
    amysia amysia 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2013

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    , my ex and I were drawn towards each other 18

    months ago and we had such a connection, we knew what each other was thinking, we could be our true selves with each other, I have never felt so comfortable with anyone. I am 38 she is 43. The problem started when my ego came out when we were ment to get engaged I started to...
    Davy888 Davy888 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Not Sure How To Walk Away...

    ... i know one step and a time but i am struggling. This is like learning to walk again, i am afraid, very afraid of what the next step will bring, afraid it wont lead me where i need it to lead me... i need to walk away, my heart wont let me, my head is too confused..the only...
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    not so long ago i fond some one how under stud

    me and the week ans years went by i fell moor and moor for him i should of let go my heart only bets for him. i have loved him four 5 years and all ways will .........................................
    bratey bratey 16-17 Mar 28

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    Lost The Love Of My Life & How She Still Pushes Away Any New Romances.

    37 years ago the love of my life gave birth to our son. Due to personal circumstances at the time, we could not marry, but we were deeply in love. I was working overseas when our son was born and it was a time of great excitement when I first saw him and my sweetheart.  Personal...
    mastrlct mastrlct 61-65, M 4 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    He walked into the room

    and my heart immediately started beating quickly. I knew of him and his reputation, but it was the first time I ever seen him up close. That all sounds kinda creepy, but it was the truth. I never exchanged a glance nor one word with this guy. Almost every female that surrounded...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    1000 Words I Wish I Got To Say.

    I'm gonna start off by saying my first name is Castiel but everyone calls me John because that's my fathers name he past away before I was born. My story begins in high school junior year. I wasn't really excited for High school never really was excited about school any year...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 10, 2013

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    Now And Then

    I thought that he was the one who could see past all my flaws.  I never thought heart ache was physically painful. We were celebrating our engagement. We were so happy to be together. I loved him with everything I had. Just a week before the wedding he left. No letter, no...
    rdh001 rdh001 26-30 Apr 9, 2011

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    I never stopped loving you I have simply

    learned to live without you.
    MariaTam MariaTam 26-30, F Dec 28, 2013

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    A Diary Of Life After Him... A Collection Of Insights And Memories

    Day One... Insights: I don't know how to go on.  So I turn to the one thing that has sustained me through all of the tragedies of my life.  Writing.  How many of my words you read.  It was how we fell in love.  And now you will no longer be on the other...
    mylifejourney mylifejourney 41-45 2 Responses Oct 16, 2010

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    My girlfriend of almost 3 years just left me an

    i dont even know where to begin. This is ******, i already have enough problems an she thinks this will be good for me ? An shes sorry ? I feel like a sand counter, slowly pouring down. Getting lower, an when i hit rock bottom, goodbye people.
    Lonelyboy984 Lonelyboy984 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I Miss You Princess

    Yeah, here's another sad one. When I was 14 I was sitting at my local park playing my guitar for money, when a beautiful girl came up to me and started talking to me. We became friends, and later we started dating. It lasted two months and 16 days. She had to go out to San Jose...
    cjmack123 cjmack123 16-17, M Oct 14, 2013

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    I have lost a wonderful lady to dementia it is

    a horrible illness and not enough medical knowledge or cures are available
    howardcoleman howardcoleman 66-70, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    He Means The World To Me, He Is Breaking My Heart

      I have been in a ba marriage for twelve years. Twelve years looking for some escape. A prince to come an save me. I do believe i met my soul lmate just over a year ago. He has been going to school and me? I have been trying to turn my life around. It is a long distance...
    hirsute123 hirsute123 36-40, F 12 Responses Nov 8, 2011

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    Lost Love

    I was with a girl for 5 years. We were engaged and then she left me high and dry. Im trying to get my life together with work and school. I hope to find friends and people that are just as motivated in life. Im trying to keep happy but when I think about her I get lonely and wish...
    Triiniity Triiniity 26-30, M Oct 22, 2013

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    I joined this group 2 years ago

    after my last relationship. After months of thinking, I've come to realise that he is a piece of dog sh*t that does not deserve the title 'the love of my life'. :DHopefully nothing will happen in the future that will make me write another story in this group...
    lntel lntel 18-21 Dec 19, 2013

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    I really fuckn miss you linzzie :'( it hurts

    so much to know your gone, you were everything to me. I'll never forget you're face I cry every time I say you're name , I still hear you're voice when I sleep still feel the warmth of you're smile .. I love you linzzie I always will... R.I.P happy valentines day my love ill...
    TheAngelsVoice TheAngelsVoice 18-21, M 6 Responses Feb 14

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    MY Loving Husband Tim

    HI,MY NAME IS DANA AND I LOST MY HUSBAND ON 3-10-09. HE  HAD A BRAIN ANEURYSM,AND HAD SURGERY,BUT HAD A MAJOR STROKE THAT CAUSED HIM TO GO BRAIN DEAD .WE HAVE TWO BOYS,WINSTON 7, AND TIMOTHY 4. MY HUSBAND WAS 38 AND I AM 28. WE WERE MARRIED 8 MONTHS AND 5 DAYS WHEN HE PASSED...
    lovingtim4ever lovingtim4ever 26-30 2 Responses Mar 26, 2009

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    He is my beautiful man.

    Even though he's not mine anymore. I dreamt about him last night. I was so happy. It breaks my heart when I wake up and he's not here and I remember that he left me for somebody else. I loved to fall asleep with him. Naked, our bodies tangled up. My head on his chest. Feeling...
    leo1292 leo1292 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Where do I even begin?

    Well, back in early high school we were and on again off again kind of couple. He cheated on me all the time, which is why we kept breaking up. Then we kind of drifted apart. I ended up win a very abusive relationship and then we found each other again and I don't even think he...
    92youngforever 92youngforever 18-21, F Apr 6

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    I Lost My Girlfriend/Best Friend

    This is how I lost my special girl. Maria and I were best friends. Then she met a girl whose name was Alena. Alena and Maria were also best friends until Alena got really mad at Maria for being better than her at everything. So they stopped being best friends. I don't know why...
    DelyLori DelyLori 18-21 1 Response Oct 31, 2013

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    I met him when I was 16.

    Going through that awkward , insecure, self conscious stage of my life; he made me feel beautiful. So when a few months later he got locked up in prison for eight years I wrote all the time. We learned everything about each other. His letters helped me through college...
    masseyAssy masseyAssy 26-30, F Jan 28

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    When i recal abt u i still remember

    that s... stationary ground where u n ur sis used to come very often.when i think abt my past u were my first crush gal..i stil ve the fresh image of urs the way u used to dress n come in class.. Although i had crush on u i was so shy that i didnt talk with u.time kept...
    Nksnvn Nksnvn 22-25, M Mar 5

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    I met a girl 2-3 years ago in mcdonalds she was

    beautiful, a real piece of work. The most amazing young woman i've ever seen. Snake-bite piercings jet black hair comepletely gorgeous. She had visable scarring on her left arm (obviously from cutting) Not knowing if i'd ever see this gorgeous girl ever again i decided to take a...
    Coolbeans10 Coolbeans10 16-17, M Mar 24

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    I Am Lost Without Her, And I Wont Give Up On Her

    I was dating a woman for three years, and she became my best friend, my lover, my everything. I tried to give her everything she could have wanted but unfortunately it wasn't enough. Some things happened that eventually led me to have to break up with her ( believe me, I didn't...
    luckjustrock luckjustrock 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

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    What Now?

    For a little over two years, I was with a girl that made every day worth living. We were absolutely perfect for eachother. Her smile was the only thing that mattered to me and that is really still the case. We were happier than I can even begin to describe for the entirety of our...
    godsmack666 godsmack666 18-21, M 15 Responses Jan 29, 2009

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    Tossed Aside

    I made a mistake years ago, I've been paying for it ever since. Threw away something amazing, and her revenge is drawn-out. Forever to be tossed aside, left on the cusp of something great and then let down and thrown away. It's my own fault really, I am living within a demon of...
    LordChronicus LordChronicus 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    As the title says....

    I too lost the love of my life....I lied to her about visiting her for Christmas (Long Distance Relationship) the dumbest thing I have ever done. I honestly regret telling her a lie. The truth is...I didn't have money and I had been fired from my job. I want her back and I just...
    Ermacz Ermacz 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    How do do you do to forget someone you truly

    loved and you still love. I joined this forum and I am truly scared I won't be able to move on... It's been a while and I cannot see myself forgetting her, many say that time will heal however so many also after years still haven't moved on from a love they once had... I want...
    leakcim leakcim 26-30, M 4 Responses Apr 6

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    He was my everything.

    .. I fell in love with him when I was 14 years old. We were in each other's lives for 8 years. It was complicated yet so simple all the same. We hadn't been together for years but always found our way back to one another. It's been three years since we last spoke. He has a family...
    earecnec earecnec 22-25, F Mar 5

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    It's been a while now

    but i can still feel his presence in some corner of my heart.In the heights of hatred, i lost my first love and my only close friend. I regret not making him understand my love. I wish things could have been different.There were times when we could not wait to talk to each other...
    anuxoxo anuxoxo 18-21, F Mar 1

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    The first time he held me in his arms

    as we lay together in bed, I cried. I remember the shocked and apologetic look on his face, and his tender voice asking me if I was okay. I nodded in reply and felt more tears stream down my cheeks, and when I saw his brow furrow deeper still, I knew he did not believe me. I...
    thisangelslife thisangelslife 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Once Upon That Time

    Once upon that time.................Me and my lady were at our favorite spot on a saturday night.we were doing the usual things we did almost every weekend, listening to the band,diggin each other, making love.While she was taking a break in the Ladies room, I sat there by myself...
    JorgeV JorgeV 51-55, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2012

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    Yes

    I knew him from the time I was 15 and he was 17 but we didn't get together until he was 32 and I was 30.  Then ten years later he was rushed to hospital with stomach pains; appendicitus of course, no it wasn't.  He was in a coma for five days, and died on December 5th.  After...
    pinkie5549 pinkie5549 61-65, F 4 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    Where Did I Go Wrong?

    i have read allot of stories about loosing the love of my life.but they all seem written by females ..coincidence perhaps?I'm a male that thought i married the love of my life 21 years ago.never cheated.never argued,and would never go to bed mad,i was the guy that all of her...
    1000pieces 1000pieces 36-40 7 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    I met Ben in December 2012

    and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died that year and I was diagnosed with adolescents depression and was underweight for my age, I wasn't ready for it a relationship...
    meme2183 meme2183 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Soul Mates Are Indeed, Very Real.

    I believe everyone has a handful of soul mates. Another person with which a connection can be made unlike any other. I was lucky enough to find a soul mate early in life. Although now I'd say It was more like a cruel twist of chance and fate. I was thirteen or fourteen, I...
    G5ordo G5ordo 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

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    I been here to hear ur sweet voice I been here

    to watch ur shining face I been here to watch over u every day  I can't sleep whiteout u saying goodnight I can't wake up till u say good morning I love u whit all my heart 
    Jakies Jakies 18-21, M Feb 2

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    Playing guitar, dip in my lip, and ice cold beer sitting in the bed of my truck. LOVEIN LIFE! Hahaha
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