I Lost the Love of My Life

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    5 month ago my ex broke it off to be with

    another girl. Every month he comes back begging for me to get back with him. He tells me a bunch of thing about how he knows im the love of his life etc. But he never breaks it off with her. Im tired of this thing thats been going on, it drains me in every possible way. I love...
    lola393 lola393
    18-21, F
    Jul 3, 2015
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83
    31-35, F
    Aug 19, 2015

    April will mark 15 years

    since our happy family disentergrated? Why did you have to do what you did? Why did you leave? Why did you break my heart and damage our children? For 12 years we were happy. Are you ever going to tell me and our children WHY? I think about you and what we had often. I have not...
    LadinoAbba LadinoAbba
    46-50, M
    Jan 4, 2015

    I miss you so incredibly Much,

    and now that I am in my darkest moments again, but am finally free to be with you, you moved on and act as if Our love never truly mattered...
    TKnight11 TKnight11
    36-40, M
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015


    I knew him from the time I was 15 and he was 17 but we didn't get together until he was 32 and I was 30.  Then ten years later he was rushed to hospital with stomach pains; appendicitus of course, no it wasn't.  He was in a coma for five days, and died on December 5th.  After...
    pinkie5549 pinkie5549
    61-65, F
    4 Responses Nov 13, 2011

    I lost you a year ago

    and it hasn't gotten easier. I rember watching you die just like it was yesterday. Helpless because there was no way that I could save you. They tell you it Betts easier but it doesn't it's a lie they tell you to try and make you feel better but it doesn't. I just wish you were...
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 24, 2015

    I haven't exactly lost him yet

    but I will in a month We met on Tinder. After talking for two months, I was interested in meeting him. After meeting him once, I had a crush on him. After seeing him every weekend for two months, I fell in love with him. Ive been in love with im for a month. I am 21 years old...
    iloveyoutothesunandback iloveyoutothesunandback
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    Not Sure How To Walk Away...

    ... i know one step and a time but i am struggling. This is like learning to walk again, i am afraid, very afraid of what the next step will bring, afraid it wont lead me where i need it to lead me... i need to walk away, my heart wont let me, my head is too confused..the only...
    deleted deleted
    13 Responses Oct 6, 2013

    I Lost My Girlfriend/Best Friend

    This is how I lost my special girl. Maria and I were best friends. Then she met a girl whose name was Alena. Alena and Maria were also best friends until Alena got really mad at Maria for being better than her at everything. So they stopped being best friends. I don't know why...
    DelyLori DelyLori
    1 Response Oct 31, 2013

    I Miss You Princess

    Yeah, here's another sad one. When I was 14 I was sitting at my local park playing my guitar for money, when a beautiful girl came up to me and started talking to me. We became friends, and later we started dating. It lasted two months and 16 days. She had to go out to San Jose...
    cjmack123 cjmack123
    18-21, M
    Oct 14, 2013

    I lost her because I was

    so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she heard me. I smothered her with thousands of texts and phone calls. It was all passion but I never realized it was driving her...
    jdroodry jdroodry
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jul 21, 2014

    this will sound cheesy,

    and probably stereotypical...but i've loved only one girl since i was 15 years old. i'm 21 now, and she broke my heart years ago, but i still can't stop thinking about her. literally every single day. no other girl i've been with since can live up to her. they're all just living...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 17, 2015

    I met him when I was 16.

    Going through that awkward , insecure, self conscious stage of my life; he made me feel beautiful. So when a few months later he got locked up in prison for eight years I wrote all the time. We learned everything about each other. His letters helped me through college...
    masseyAssy masseyAssy
    31-35, F
    Jan 28, 2014

    I met Ben in December 2012

    and we both instantly liked each other, things I think went way to fast and we jumped into a relationship to quick. A lot of my friends and family died that year and I was diagnosed with adolescents depression and was underweight for my age, I wasn't ready for it a relationship...
    meme2183 meme2183
    18-21, F
    Mar 28, 2014

    I'm new to this so bare with me.

    I'm figuring this may be more helpful to mend or help my aching heart. I guess I start with my story... I was with the most wonderful man on the world. For so many years, it's still a shock that he is gone. Even though it's been two years since he has left my heart can't seem...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 17, 2015

    Making Peace With Your 1st Love &Amp; Loss

    When I met Scott, my heart squeezed so had, I ran away & hid under the school staircase! When a friend from class told me she had someone for me to meet!!!! Behind her was Scott!!!!! I nearly fainted! Something chemically no doubt released itself & I was naturally high! I was a...
    Shewolfiie69 Shewolfiie69
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 30, 2013

    Soul Mates Are Indeed, Very Real.

    I believe everyone has a handful of soul mates. Another person with which a connection can be made unlike any other. I was lucky enough to find a soul mate early in life. Although now I'd say It was more like a cruel twist of chance and fate. I was thirteen or fourteen, I...
    G5ordo G5ordo
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2013

    I was too mentally unstable

    for it to work and the bridge is burned. It was love at first sight. It's been two years and I hurt and miss him everyday. I love you Johnny.
    Flowerpower5678 Flowerpower5678
    22-25, F
    Mar 14, 2016
    Rem3Eyes Rem3Eyes
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 14, 2015

    I was young when I lost the love of my life,

    to young, I thought I didn't even know what love was. But its been almost 3 years now (in a couple weeks) that I lost him. I am now older and understand more. I am very spiritual and believe in mediums and the other side. When he passed away, his moms friend went to theropy, and...
    livingwithlife livingwithlife
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2015

    I'M Lost.

    It's been a month since it ended. I'm still in love with her. She ended it the day I was gonna propose. We were together for 4 yrs. She told me 2 weeks prior to ending it that she wanted to spend her life with me. I really feel like my life is pointless now. I keep hoping she...
    jetgreen jetgreen
    31-35, M
    6 Responses Oct 13, 2013

    I was 5 years old when I lost the girl I was

    meant to be with forever Her name was Sarah. I was 7 when I told her I was going to marry her I was 13 when we went on our first real date She was there at every football game I ever played including little league She was there when I was 16 and I had acl surgery I was there...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 24, 2015

    I really fuckn miss you linzzie :'( it hurts

    so much to know your gone, you were everything to me. I'll never forget you're face I cry every time I say you're name , I still hear you're voice when I sleep still feel the warmth of you're smile .. I love you linzzie I always will... R.I.P happy valentines day my love ill...
    TheDeadvoices TheDeadvoices
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Feb 14, 2014

    Damn. I miss you like crazy.

    I can't sleep, it's almost 5am. I'm tossing & turning. Reminiscing. Stop haunting me. Come save me or let me go. Relinquish this power you have over me, and maybe I'll do the same for you. Why is it that we always let go of the one that we're positive is the one? I wish I would...
    PHL517 PHL517
    Dec 19, 2013

    I never stopped loving you I have simply

    learned to live without you.
    MariaTam MariaTam
    31-35, F
    Dec 28, 2013

    The first time he held me in his arms

    as we lay together in bed, I cried. I remember the shocked and apologetic look on his face, and his tender voice asking me if I was okay. I nodded in reply and felt more tears stream down my cheeks, and when I saw his brow furrow deeper still, I knew he did not believe me. I...
    thisangelslife thisangelslife
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2014

    I don't know how to start moving on.

    My girlfriend(of 2 1/2 years) wasn't my entire world, but she sure was my favorite part and a big part at that. We broke up because of distance. not because we don't love each other. I can't do a single thing without thinking of her. I miss waking up to a text from her. i miss...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 3, 2014

    I lost the love of my life.

    My ex wife, 15 years on I still miss and love her.
    moraymint moraymint
    41-45, M
    Aug 25, 2015

    Well at least I think I did.

    I was 17 when I started dating him and we were each other's first love. 3 and a half years later and I left him.. For no good reason. I don't know why. And now I realise he was the only one that really did unconditionally love me, but it's too late now.
    ailurophiile ailurophiile
    22-25, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    I have lost a wonderful lady to dementia it is

    a horrible illness and not enough medical knowledge or cures are available
    howardcoleman howardcoleman
    70+, M
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2014

    Even after 7 long years,

    it felt like it happened yesterday.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 20, 2015

    Now And Then

    I thought that he was the one who could see past all my flaws.  I never thought heart ache was physically painful. We were celebrating our engagement. We were so happy to be together. I loved him with everything I had. Just a week before the wedding he left. No letter, no...
    rdh001 rdh001
    Apr 9, 2011

    I Am Lost Without Her, And I Wont Give Up On Her

    I was dating a woman for three years, and she became my best friend, my lover, my everything. I tried to give her everything she could have wanted but unfortunately it wasn't enough. Some things happened that eventually led me to have to break up with her ( believe me, I didn't...
    luckjustrock luckjustrock
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    My wife and I met Elle a few years

    after getting married. My wife kissed her and then confided in me that she was interested in this woman. We started a relationship with her. After years our marriage fell apart, but my love for Elle has grown so strong I can literally say I know for a fact there is no way to...
    LakeD LakeD
    31-35, M
    Dec 14, 2015

    knowing that we will never be together again is

    just unbearable! I will always love you!
    citysquare citysquare
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 7, 2014

    I'm a 34 year old male.

    I'm an introverted homebody gamer that doesn't ever want kids. I've always been painfully shy with women. I met someone on a dating site a little over a year ago. I took the chance and met with her. Immediate connection. She was a homebody gamer that didn't want kids either. She...
    OrganicMachina OrganicMachina
    36-40, M
    Jan 21, 2016

    What Now?

    For a little over two years, I was with a girl that made every day worth living. We were absolutely perfect for eachother. Her smile was the only thing that mattered to me and that is really still the case. We were happier than I can even begin to describe for the entirety of our...
    godsmack666 godsmack666
    18-21, M
    14 Responses Jan 29, 2009

    we fought like wolves

    but we loved like angels. we were both flawed, saying all the right things at the wrong times.. fighting for all the wrong reasons and forgetting how we got as far as we did, your gone now. one with the universe and as i marinade in this mixing pot burning on hells fire all i...
    SelinaKyle1 SelinaKyle1
    22-25, F
    Dec 27, 2014

    I love my wife, but we're not right

    for each other. We've been sexless for four years. Six months ago a started an affair with a young escort. But right away there was a much more serious connection than a provider client one. We became friends, then lovers outside the client zone. No woman has ever made me feel...
    misterbob misterbob
    51-55, M
    Dec 31, 2015

    I Want To Forget You, But It's So Damn Hard.

    I love you, I love your boyish charm and how goofy you are even though you think you are a black person with "swag", I love your hazel irises. You make me laugh and when I'm with you all my worries would pass. You were my rock. I even love your imperfection your pale acne ridden...
    MariaRemali MariaRemali
    22-25, F
    Jul 11, 2013

    Tossed Aside

    I made a mistake years ago, I've been paying for it ever since. Threw away something amazing, and her revenge is drawn-out. Forever to be tossed aside, left on the cusp of something great and then let down and thrown away. It's my own fault really, I am living within a demon of...
    LordChronicus LordChronicus
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 8, 2013

    1000 Words I Wish I Got To Say.

    I'm gonna start off by saying my first name is Castiel but everyone calls me John because that's my fathers name he past away before I was born. My story begins in high school junior year. I wasn't really excited for High school never really was excited about school any year...
    deleted deleted
    Sep 10, 2013

    my husband died 22 august 2012.

    heart attack he was 55 we had been married for 34 years met when i was 17 engaged just before my 18th birthday.i love him so much it was so sudden i was with him when he died in our bed room he was sitting on the end of the bed just fell i knew he was dead as soon as i saw his...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 3, 2015

    Lost Love

    I was with a girl for 5 years. We were engaged and then she left me high and dry. Im trying to get my life together with work and school. I hope to find friends and people that are just as motivated in life. Im trying to keep happy but when I think about her I get lonely and wish...
    Triiniity Triiniity
    31-35, M
    1 Response Oct 22, 2013

    I miss Marc so much.I was 18 it was in

    September 2014 when I met him on meetme.com.When I saw him I found him so cute and attractive.I talked to him on the phone for a little bit sometimes.Then one day I really wanted to meet him,so I talked to him and we met at the park.I remember the spot where I saw him I...
    LinaM12 LinaM12
    18-21, F
    Jul 7, 2015

    Well last year I had a huge crush on this guy.

    . Well things happened and it became awkward almost hating.. This year he acts like nothing even happened... He even flirts with me... I've moved on but i wonder if it's a worth to try again... Me and him are almost girl and guy twins... In basketball he has number 4 so do I...
    RoseTherapy RoseTherapy
    16-17, F
    Oct 28, 2014

    I still remember how much I used to love him,

    I thought I had forgotten it, instead it comes back like a boomerang. Oh, I miss you despite all the problems, we weren't synchronized, I was angry with you and you needed time to understand your mistakes and I needed time to forget and... and... but I loved you more than my...
    hashsoul hashsoul
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2015

    I said something stupid to my boyfriend

    resulting in him leaving me.. Now I'm broken and scared I won't love anyone again
    goldensmile goldensmile
    18-21, F
    Oct 29, 2014

    He walked into the room

    and my heart immediately started beating quickly. I knew of him and his reputation, but it was the first time I ever seen him up close. That all sounds kinda creepy, but it was the truth. I never exchanged a glance nor one word with this guy. Almost every female that surrounded...
    Skinnylove29 Skinnylove29
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 27, 2014

    how do you move on from someone you love more

    than anything in the world I just can't seem to do it or have any strength to do so
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    Well, here I am...alone on Valentines Day.

    He just couldn't face the fears of leaving his life in Montreal to move to be with me. I would have moved there, I would have done anything I had to do be with him. But he's just too scared, he has 'too much to lose' if we ever broke up. He was always too worried about what ifs...
    BleedingDesperation BleedingDesperation
    31-35, F
    Feb 14, 2016

    My girlfriend was the love of my life.

    She was waiting for organ transplantation( heart and lungs) . A transplantation she never had. Party , drugs, sex all first experiences we ve done together.I am alone since she passed away, 4 years ago. I go through Tough times. And I can't move on .its hard to tell all this...
    antitoyz antitoyz
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 3, 2014

    my to be wife was pushed away by my emotional

    problems & not being able to solve them I have tried to reconcile with her, but she has given up hope on me/us now I feel so hopeless & struggle everyday to just live with what has happened & the pain & mental anguish seems to be increasing with every second that passes
    mechanicman96 mechanicman96
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2015

    I lost the love of my life

    who was in the middle of teaching me a intense spiritual journey. I found out she had another guy before me and in my attempt to fix us, I became the hated one and he won my goddess.
    ShyManic ShyManic
    31-35, M
    2 Responses May 26, 2015

    I was in love with forbidden fruit she was to

    young for me but we both agreed we never felt love like this So I wonder why she cheated and lies so much ? I will never understand girl. I hope this time I keep her in my past
    deleted deleted
    Jan 20, 2015

    Once Upon That Time

    Once upon that time.................Me and my lady were at our favorite spot on a saturday night.we were doing the usual things we did almost every weekend, listening to the band,diggin each other, making love.While she was taking a break in the Ladies room, I sat there by myself...
    JorgeV JorgeV
    51-55, M
    1 Response Feb 11, 2012
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