I Lost

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    I'm afraid to love her uconditionally,

    to open up to her, for fear disappointment, trust, and lack of transperancy. I've known my best friend for about 20 years, and we've had long breaks in between maybe 6 years total because of disagreements, promises unkept, and hurt/pain. I came back to her about two years ago...
    sd2lv sd2lv
    36-40, F
    Mar 23

    How Do I Deal?

    I've been with this girl for a year and 4 months, I care a lot about her and I am in love with her. For the first part of the year she lied a lot about what she has been doing (behind my back) and every couple of months she will pull this "I love you/I dont love you" crap. All it...
    lifeslesson lifeslesson
    22-25
    3 Responses Jul 29, 2010

    It's three years today

    that you left me. My eyes are welling with tears as I compose this. I wish you didn't have to leave me, I wish I didn't have to put you down, I wish you were here. My wounds on the day you died are as fresh as today. I think about you every day. Some days are better than...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 13, 2014

    I Lost

    The chance to win $10,000 by writing a poem. Today is the deadline and they aren't taking any more submissions.  Oh well there's next years contest. Contest was in Writers Digest.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    May 9, 2012

    Losing is a learning experience.

    It teaches you humility. It teaches you to work harder. It's also a powerful motivator.
    sleyblakes sleyblakes
    26-30
    Nov 15, 2014

    I don't know how to deal with my feelings.

    I usually detach and avoid feelings all together but I'm missing someone so much I'm physically sick.
    TicToxic TicToxic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2015

    I've herd about Angle's using people to do good

    and disappear after, With me I feel like I've been used for that purpose. All I wanted to do with my life was to travel to Japan learn the language maby fall in love. Not to much to. Ask for but now I'm back where I started from again and now there is no way for me to do that. I...
    for2ne for2ne
    46-50, M
    Mar 28

    I lost the prerogative to complain about my

    pain , the injustice done to me , I became just like anyone else who hurt and cheat people , I became as cruel as anyone else was . I stooped to the level of the rest who cause pain and anguish and play with other peoples lives , I see my myself in the same mirror as the rest...
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    Jan 20, 2015

    What, Where, How And Why?

    From day one I have found it hard in life. I was bullied for my full 12 years at different schools. I had friends but was always the one that was pushed aside when better people came along. At 17 I met someone at work. He was the violent type and any contacts that I had I...
    argve argve
    36-40, F
    Nov 10, 2013

    Its happenned. I lost her.

    I don't know If I will ever see her again. I feel so bad that i couldnt talk to her. I wanted to. I wanted to ask her out. I wanted to be her friend. I wanted to get her number. I wanted to kisss her. I wanted to be there. And I wasnt. I was quiet, shy, stupid. And now she is...
    ninerzoon ninerzoon
    36-40, M
    Jan 5, 2015

    Lost And Upset

    I asked B. at work yesterday if we could ride together to todays office meeting. When I started working here she said we could take turns driving to them because we also live next door to eachother. So yeasterday she said umm no we have to drive seperate because I have stuff to...
    overdrama overdrama
    31-35, F
    Nov 2, 2012

    Dead Relationship

    Dead Relationship Its been over 2 years now in this dying and possible already dead relationship with the mother of my son. I heard stories of people who have left relationships broken in every way possible, but i refuse to believe it was  possible. i thought that it was...
    mw69 mw69
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 5, 2009

    I just kinda need someone to talk to about

    everything I'm kinda just lost right now.
    falboo falboo
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 16, 2015

    Tesy In Piece, Matthew Mark Wesolowski, <3

    So, I just lost my boyfriend, on February 14, 2010. And it has been really hard, without him. We started dating on, March 18th, 2008. And it was the best day, of the whole world. He had passes away, in car accident. And it has been killing me the most, on the inside. There's...
    shawtytildeath shawtytildeath
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 26, 2011

    He Is Gone

    I just receive the bad news 2 hours ago tht my boyfriend passed away , its like I'm going crazy ,on his last call he spoke about all the memories we had we laughing it was both good and bad Memories and he told me that's what bring us together , He promise to come see me and he...
    Diagretha Diagretha
    31-35
    Jun 11, 2013

    I had unprotected sex

    and that following week I had my period now I'm 2 weeks late and my stomach hard N my friend thinks I'm getting bigger.
    hoeyou1 hoeyou1
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2014

    We met and it all was magical ,

    we could not stop talking , not for hours but for days, nights continuously, it was more than magical, I lost myself in him, infact we were lost in each other. There was no one more important or anyone I wanted to talk to. We spend our days on phone/whatsapp and nights on skype...
    broookeennnn broookeennnn
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2014

    Blocked Out

    hi im a lil confused as all my life i have tried to block put things that happend when i was a child .. from the age of 3 my mother met a man who i dont remember any good memorys from . he used to beat her up on a regular he was a heroin addict and alcoholic. i can remember a few...
    yumimumii yumimumii
    22-25, F
    Jul 20, 2012

    Just Lost

    and depressed.i have no one to turn to.my momis dying,and every knight i stay up with her.it is hell.she gets to where she has trouble breathing,then she starts having panic attacks.nothing i say calms her.then day comes.i sit with her.but lately ,i have noticed the toll it is...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself
    36-40
    2 Responses Nov 2, 2010

    Feeling Confused And Trapped

    Hi, this is my first story here and i'll start off by saying that all feedback is encouraged.. well im 21 years old but ive been told i act younger than my age which is fair even though at times its said as a put down. well i guess i act younger because ive kept to myself for...
    lcl1020 lcl1020
    18-21
    Nov 9, 2011

    Lost

    I don't know where I'm going. I have goals that I'm aiming for and in the process of reaching them but there's so many things literally putting a hold on them and once I get what they want in order for me to continue, there's something else. I'm emotionally torn and no one knows...
    Lyyfe Lyyfe
    26-30, F
    Jan 30, 2013

    So I was trying to find a cure in the memory of

    her love. Is it bad to expect to be loved by the one you've loved? Is it to be depended emotionally? Is it...I don't know, I just got to many questions. Is it a problem for you? Am I lost? To be honest so far, you could erase it all and that...that will be okay in my head. I...
    manta412 manta412
    26-30, F
    Apr 18, 2014

    Completly Lost

    the more I try to find my way the more it gets worse....i dont no where i m ..n where i m leading to..i m fed up of this tiring ..ruthless journey.but i wil cm out of this..i m sure..sooner or later..i wil...
    saarah79 saarah79
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 26, 2010

    I don't see life as a game,

    but it can be compared to a game. I can imagine life being compared to a game of chess. Pawns can represent the first years of your life, such as getting through your education. There are always mistakes and sacrifices you have to make along the way to get to where you need to...
    Thad3268 Thad3268
    18-21, M
    1 Response Aug 21, 2014

    “All that is gold does not glitter,

    Not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. From the ashes a fire shall be woken, A light from the shadows shall spring; Renewed shall be blade that was broken, The crownless again shall be king.” ― J...
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    Dec 7, 2014

    I'Ve Lost All My Respect

    So idk exactly what I'm doing on here but I need help . I used to be the happiest and loving person around. My ex broke up with me so I went out with some friends and I was the only girl . But i had known these guys forever so I didn't think I was in danger . Well they offered me...
    Feb 7, 2013

    So Lost

    To start I would like to say that I have Dyslexia, so somtimes my spelling is very bad or I may type letters in the wrong order. I try very hard to spell and type but please work with me. Thank y I am a very open person and I guess that gets me in trouble somtimes. I tend to...
    overdrama overdrama
    31-35, F
    Nov 2, 2012

    To Feel Lost.

    The definition of lost for me, is to feel unwanted, unappreciated, an outcast. For the past year I have felt like I was numb to the world, I couldn't smile without it being fake. I hid what I felt from everyone, everything hurt my feelings, I felt like everybody was out to crush...
    mandysue13 mandysue13
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2012
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