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I Love a Man That Does Not Deserve Me

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    Lost In My Marrage

    ok so i have been married to my husband for 3 going on 4 years. i love him but its fading because i feel he is pushing me away he dose drugs and drinks alot .we have a 2year old son . my husband comes home from work and dose one of two things goes to sleep or dose drug he will...
    pixiedoc pixiedoc 22-25 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Am I Living In A Fantasy Or Simply Not Allowing Myself To Live And Be Loved

    I have spent so long finding faults with myself that I have learned to live with and accommodate the bad/negative thoughts that I have both created and convinced myself of. I've been in a relationship for 10 years. We have 2 kids of our own and I have also adopted my partners son...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    I Did Respond to This Experience, Moments Ago

    I AM SORY ABOUT YOUR RELANSHIP. I KNOW IT HURTS. MINE DOES TOO. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED 28 YRS.SHE WORKS NIGHTS, I WORK DAYS. SHE SLEEPS ON A COUCH IN THE LIVINGROOM WATCHING TV.  I SLEEP ON A KING SIZE BED IN OUR MASTER BEEDROOM. IF WE GET A DAY OFF TOGETHER WE ARGUE. I AM A...
    vetro vetro 51-55, M 7 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    Healing A Broken Heart

    I will firstly admit that after 10 years together,children family life etc...I thought that as we were growing older together and settling down,making certain commitments. I thought I had succeed with this man where other women seemingly failed. WRONG,WRONG,WRONG! He always had a...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F Apr 7, 2012

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    I'm Petty, I Think Not!!-vent

    I know being used a bit comes with the territory of a relationship whether its for sex, just to vent and everything in between but when does it become misuse. This is my dilemma, now I might still be feeling some offense from yesterday but this is what happened.My boyfriend is in...
    XioBlue XioBlue 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    Been There, Done That.

    You live, you learn.  With me being such a nice (naive) person, I would try to hang in there after I clearly felt the relationship going to hell in a handbasket.But with age comes wisdom, and I had to learn that when a man FIRST starts to show me that he is a jerk, I believe...
    Keap Keap 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    Make Another Go Of It

    My husband and I have not been getting along for a while, pretty much since I got pregnant and we found out it was twins. Im 8 months pregnant right now and its just been getting worse. I know hes been lying to me about lots of things, but not long ago I discovered texts and nude...
    poppyjoy poppyjoy 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2013

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    I Left Him Because I Deserve Better

    I should probably use the past tense as I am no longer with him and no longer feel the love I did for him. Things started out good and went to bad. I started to forget why I was in the relationship in the first place and started to resent him. He wanted to be like me, free...
    forgetmenots forgetmenots 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2011

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    Heart Lost In Vegas

    I must begin by saying this is about cheating with a married man.  In defense, it does simply... just happen.  I never meant it to... but was truly helpless to prevent it. After a sexless marriage of almost 20 years, I was seduced by a younger man.  This...
    DancingwDanger DancingwDanger 51-55, F 5 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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