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I Love a Man That Does Not Deserve Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    Am I Living In A Fantasy Or Simply Not Allowing Myself To Live And Be Loved

    I have spent so long finding faults with myself that I have learned to live with and accommodate the bad/negative thoughts that I have both created and convinced myself of. I've been in a relationship for 10 years. We have 2 kids of our own and I have also adopted my partners son...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Heart Lost In Vegas

    I must begin by saying this is about cheating with a married man.  In defense, it does simply... just happen.  I never meant it to... but was truly helpless to prevent it. After a sexless marriage of almost 20 years, I was seduced by a younger man.  This...
    DancingwDanger DancingwDanger 51-55, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    Been There, Done That.

    You live, you learn.  With me being such a nice (naive) person, I would try to hang in there after I clearly felt the relationship going to hell in a handbasket.But with age comes wisdom, and I had to learn that when a man FIRST starts to show me that he is a jerk, I believe...
    Keap Keap 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    I'm Petty, I Think Not!!-vent

    I know being used a bit comes with the territory of a relationship whether its for sex, just to vent and everything in between but when does it become misuse. This is my dilemma, now I might still be feeling some offense from yesterday but this is what happened.My boyfriend is in...
    XioBlue XioBlue 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 17, 2011

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    Lost In My Marrage

    ok so i have been married to my husband for 3 going on 4 years. i love him but its fading because i feel he is pushing me away he dose drugs and drinks alot .we have a 2year old son . my husband comes home from work and dose one of two things goes to sleep or dose drug he will...
    pixiedoc pixiedoc 22-25 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Healing A Broken Heart

    I will firstly admit that after 10 years together,children family life etc...I thought that as we were growing older together and settling down,making certain commitments. I thought I had succeed with this man where other women seemingly failed. WRONG,WRONG,WRONG! He always had a...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F Apr 7, 2012

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    I Did Respond to This Experience, Moments Ago

    I AM SORY ABOUT YOUR RELANSHIP. I KNOW IT HURTS. MINE DOES TOO. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED 28 YRS.SHE WORKS NIGHTS, I WORK DAYS. SHE SLEEPS ON A COUCH IN THE LIVINGROOM WATCHING TV.  I SLEEP ON A KING SIZE BED IN OUR MASTER BEEDROOM. IF WE GET A DAY OFF TOGETHER WE ARGUE. I AM A...
    vetro vetro 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    I Left Him Because I Deserve Better

    I should probably use the past tense as I am no longer with him and no longer feel the love I did for him. Things started out good and went to bad. I started to forget why I was in the relationship in the first place and started to resent him. He wanted to be like me, free...
    forgetmenots forgetmenots 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2011

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    Make Another Go Of It

    My husband and I have not been getting along for a while, pretty much since I got pregnant and we found out it was twins. Im 8 months pregnant right now and its just been getting worse. I know hes been lying to me about lots of things, but not long ago I discovered texts and nude...
    poppyjoy poppyjoy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2013

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    Two days ago was our one year anniversary and four days ago, the day after my birthday, I finally left. After being beaten, lied to about everything, cheated on, and manipulated...
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    ..but everywhere you look nowadays, they are being rammed down your throat. You can't have a wall big enough to put all the plaques on! How many 'mantras' does someone need before...
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    Every woman deserves a man who respects her, and every man deserves a woman who appreciates his effort.
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    oh baby, your "i love you" doesn't mean a ******* thing to me- you spit it down the throat of every girl who makes you feel less dead.
    hansdc hansdc 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    An old teaching, to children contribute into spreading hate and violence just as equal as spreading love. Where does hate and racism start? And I would say home. A child is never...
    FierceFox FierceFox 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Even when he is thousands of miles away in a completely different country my best friend and love manages to surprise me by mailing me a 39 inch teddy bear. He seriously makes me...
    karrilynn karrilynn 18-21, F Feb 2

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    I believe in the kind of love that doesn't demand me to prove my worth and sit in anxiety. I crave a natural connection where my soul is able to recognize a feeling of home in...
    Mars000 Mars000 18-21, F Feb 1

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    barefootgirlygirl barefootgirlygirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 1

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    The religious man does not pray for peace, but victory.
    Deafning Deafning 36-40, M Feb 1

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    vabeachfemale vabeachfemale 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    EnglishDaddyDom EnglishDaddyDom 46-50, M Jan 31

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    Squarah99 Squarah99 16-17, F Jan 30

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    Before I met my heartbreaker, I didn’t know what it means to hurt unconditionally. But I also didn’t know what it meant to truly love someone. I had been floating through life...
    mgnash mgnash 18-21, F Jan 29

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    I've been in love for over a year with someone who is abusive. He's recently been diagnosed bipolar, which explains a lot. He has assault charges from a fight we got in a few...
    ltw1016 ltw1016 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Throughout my life I tried my best to be a good person, but being pushed to the point very young unleashed the demon in me and I became a horrible person for a while. I tried to be...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    I just want to share. I joined this place after two years of struggles in my marriage. I have gone by various names in here : Thedarkenedshadow Dsop Some people have followed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 27

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    July 8, 2015 I tried my best that this relationship wouldn't have any issues. And i try it to be a healthy relationship. As before after January, i would always think about a...
    Aaaashton Aaaashton 22-25, F Jan 27

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    He must be banging her too....once he bangs you he gives you computer access...
    cocran41done123 cocran41done123 51-55, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T 1 Response Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    but unfortunately i fall into the wrong hands ,many times over.from my early relationship days ive dated a women who was waiting for divorce and she never got it ! another was a...
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M Jan 25

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    If you can answer yes to more than a few of the following questions, you are probably a love addict. Remember that love addiction comes in many forms, so even if you don’t answer...
    Q2013 Q2013 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    My sister is strong but she not invincible. after a long time event she has sworn off men entirely and when my sister swears of something she means it. so it angers me when I'm...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 24

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