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I Love a Man That Does Not Deserve Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    Am I Living In A Fantasy Or Simply Not Allowing Myself To Live And Be Loved

    I have spent so long finding faults with myself that I have learned to live with and accommodate the bad/negative thoughts that I have both created and convinced myself of. I've been in a relationship for 10 years. We have 2 kids of our own and I have also adopted my partners son...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Heart Lost In Vegas

    I must begin by saying this is about cheating with a married man.  In defense, it does simply... just happen.  I never meant it to... but was truly helpless to prevent it. After a sexless marriage of almost 20 years, I was seduced by a younger man.  This...
    DancingwDanger DancingwDanger 51-55, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2007

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    I Did Respond to This Experience, Moments Ago

    I AM SORY ABOUT YOUR RELANSHIP. I KNOW IT HURTS. MINE DOES TOO. WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED 28 YRS.SHE WORKS NIGHTS, I WORK DAYS. SHE SLEEPS ON A COUCH IN THE LIVINGROOM WATCHING TV.  I SLEEP ON A KING SIZE BED IN OUR MASTER BEEDROOM. IF WE GET A DAY OFF TOGETHER WE ARGUE. I AM A...
    vetro vetro 51-55, M 5 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    Make Another Go Of It

    My husband and I have not been getting along for a while, pretty much since I got pregnant and we found out it was twins. Im 8 months pregnant right now and its just been getting worse. I know hes been lying to me about lots of things, but not long ago I discovered texts and nude...
    poppyjoy poppyjoy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2013

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    I Left Him Because I Deserve Better

    I should probably use the past tense as I am no longer with him and no longer feel the love I did for him. Things started out good and went to bad. I started to forget why I was in the relationship in the first place and started to resent him. He wanted to be like me, free...
    forgetmenots forgetmenots 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2011

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    Lost In My Marrage

    ok so i have been married to my husband for 3 going on 4 years. i love him but its fading because i feel he is pushing me away he dose drugs and drinks alot .we have a 2year old son . my husband comes home from work and dose one of two things goes to sleep or dose drug he will...
    pixiedoc pixiedoc 22-25 1 Response Sep 30, 2012

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    Been There, Done That.

    You live, you learn.  With me being such a nice (naive) person, I would try to hang in there after I clearly felt the relationship going to hell in a handbasket.But with age comes wisdom, and I had to learn that when a man FIRST starts to show me that he is a jerk, I believe...
    Keap Keap 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 31, 2012

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    Healing A Broken Heart

    I will firstly admit that after 10 years together,children family life etc...I thought that as we were growing older together and settling down,making certain commitments. I thought I had succeed with this man where other women seemingly failed. WRONG,WRONG,WRONG! He always had a...
    nevaeh5683 nevaeh5683 26-30, F Apr 7, 2012

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    I'm Petty, I Think Not!!-vent

    I know being used a bit comes with the territory of a relationship whether its for sex, just to vent and everything in between but when does it become misuse. This is my dilemma, now I might still be feeling some offense from yesterday but this is what happened.My boyfriend is in...
    XioBlue XioBlue 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 17, 2011

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    knowing that the bad day I had at work doesn't effect the home life I have makes me feel blessed and very happy. I love my fiance more now than yesterday and pretty sure I'll love...
    cnb15 cnb15 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    Blood means nothing to me. I lost my mother at a young age and my father and his new wife couldn't wait to get rid of me. I have never felt loved by anyone in my immediate or...
    pjay2015 pjay2015 46-50, F 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    If you don't love yourself it doesn't matter how much someone else loves you or what they say or even do to prove that...they will never be able to fill that void or emptiness...
    lynnraeberrymay lynnraeberrymay 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    I love this poem, its just perfect. Just what I feel love is.. Sonnets XVII BY PABLO NERUDA I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz, or arrow of carnations...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    I love you Babe, you know who are, you have helped me to heal all of my scars, my heart aint hurt, i aint afraid to love you, i need you foreve, and always baby, so even if i am...
    NitouliScarlet NitouliScarlet 13-15 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    This group is so true as the below will show. I have had the perfect day it started it off not great but then I got a message from MOB saying she will help me do my errands and...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know where to start so I'll begin by rambling. I am from a family of 5. I am the baby. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister. They are all married with kids. I'm single with no...
    mangosandy82 mangosandy82 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I love women. I have always loved everything about them. I love and enjoy sex, passion , making out, touching. All of it. The Dr drew my blood and checked my count once and it...
    ShadowSteel ShadowSteel 36-40, M 5 hrs ago

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    ( Translation + Video )I let on a chair the morning paperThe news are bad wherever they come fromIm waiting her to wakes up and finally get upI blow on the embers to light...
    Prokamin Prokamin 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    8 Gifts Everybody Deserves To Receive. Everybody loves receiving gifts - for their birthday,for Christmas or randomly.There's nothing more thrilling,but deep down the...
    teachocolate teachocolate 41-45, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I am an only child and a mother of an only child. I married for security and had hoped for love but have been faithful to a man that has detachment disorder for 20 years . My...
    JustGeorgieGirl JustGeorgieGirl 46-50, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    This is my dilema and the most obvious is that it is NOT a dilema but the feelings I have makes everything feel so wrong. I in a sense do know the person I am inlove with, but I...
    LoveUnite LoveUnite 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I don't think love cares about age and the stigma associated with them. My mom married a man 20 years younger and they are deeply in love with each other. I envy some days what...
    ShadowSteel ShadowSteel 36-40, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Known her for about 12 years now since elementary school. Had a crush on her previously back in middle school but that translated to a very tight friendship over time. We are spend...
    razorbum razorbum 22-25 13 hrs ago

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    This is a brief telling of the three years I spent with this teacher all the way until I fell head over heels in love with her. This might bother your eyes with the block wall of...
    AKoolGuy AKoolGuy 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I wonder if it has anything to do with its Latin origins, which (strangely) translates into "Earth Pig" ...? The guy's actual name was Yeshua, and after being squeezed through the...
    charlieAgain charlieAgain 70+, M 15 hrs ago

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    my friend and i were roommate in our dormitory. i always in love for his feet.one day we start to play football. David was a good player also he has a beautiful face and nice big...
    goal9880 goal9880 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    My dog got out of the yard and ran down the street. A policeman in the neighborhood brought him back to me. He said he had to give me a citation He said my dog was seen chasing...
    amazingdream amazingdream 46-50, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    Lately I have been feeling unappreciated. I cook,clean,do laundry,help my younger siblings with homework, and I wait up all night for my boyfriend to finish working so I can talk...
    ladycherie97 ladycherie97 18-21, F 5 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    We all do, but I feel like there are too many people who think they are superior to others. So peace won't last longer anymore.
    Bryona Bryona 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Baby Steps While shopping one day with my son , Jett , we happened upon an arts and crafts store . He was only two years old at the time and all the colors of the paint pots...
    freefallnc freefallnc 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    LOOOOVE mangos, I think they are the most sensual of the fruit.
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Every woman deserves a Man who calls her "Baby". Kisses like he means it and holds her like he never wants to let her go. He doesn't cheat or lie. And when she cries he wipes her...
    southerncaviar southerncaviar 51-55, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I never thought I would get divorced but it happened. I realize now that through all the pain I learned so much about myself. I didn't even see until months and months later how...
    piper66 piper66 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    i was chatting with him on viber few minutes ago while he's studying..i told him he is such a successful man who deserves a successful woman and when he find one..just tell me he...
    ber9904 ber9904 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I've been in love many times. I've been in love many times but not like this. She was a shy girl that I met in middle school. People were always awful to both of us and she had a...
    NewNonsense NewNonsense 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Here's my story: I grew up in a tiny, deeply Southern town. With a small, close minded, religious family. Being different was difficult and coming out as gay was downright...
    lovelyconflict lovelyconflict 22-25, F a week ago

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    Im another one who loves black men. But saying the word "love", i doesnt mean i dated them. I never talked to even one in real life, but only online. I made many chats online with...
    lonely4560 lonely4560 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am madly in love with someone... It's the first time in my life I have ever felt connected to anyone. She is perfect in ever way, almost... She's beautiful, smart, successful...
    TheWindBlown TheWindBlown 22-25, M Aug 17

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    Whenever brought up to Christians the reason a loving god would send people to hell the inevitable response is: "God does not send you to hell, yoi send yourself by choosing not to...
    Goldenhawk521 Goldenhawk521 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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