I've said it a thousand ******* times
That I'm OK, that I'm fine, that it's all just in my mind
But this has got the best of me, and I can't seem to sleep
It's not 'cause you're not with me, it's 'cause you never leave...
and our demons to fight.
But how can I win, when I'm paralyzed?
They crawl up on my bed, wrap their fingers around my throat.
Is this what I get for the choices that I've made?
-Bring Me The Horizon "Don't Go"-
and looking for nightcore, and I found sleepwalking. I thought it was a good nightcore, so I looked it up. The actual song WAS SO AMAZING. It took my breath away. I listened to it 24/7. It did, and still does, make me more relaxed. Gradually I increased my love of bmth, starting...
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in.
I just wanted the lonely inside me to leave.
No matter how ****** you get, there's always hell when you come back down.
The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had.
There's glimpses of heaven in every day.
If I tell you the truth, you'd vie for a lie.
If I spilt my guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.
If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
But you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere"