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    Best Addiction Experience I Have Read: A Husband & Wife On Meth

    This is my favorite drug 'experience' that I have read on the internet. It was also the first one I read, about 3 weeks ago. I started laughing a loud at parts of it while i read it alone in my apartment. Not because I think it's funny in a comic way, but at how brutally honest...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    I'm trying to wean myself off the druggie

    pleasures I enjoy today. I want to prove to myself that I can beat it even if it's just for the day. :)
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 6

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    So, I made the leap from 300mg of Tramadol to

    400mg and wow....physical, emotional and psychological peace, literally paradise....I felt so good, I could cry, and the afterglow is lovely too:)
    notsoprettyhatemachine notsoprettyhatemachine 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 16

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    For me, Drugs mimic the feeling of being in

    love, & being loved in return. It is not something I do recreationally to "get stupid" it is to fill a void in my heart. You see when her heart is broken, she knows I will always be there to pick up the pieces & put it back together. But when my heart breaks, there is no one to...
    yolo19 yolo19 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    always swerving on any drug

    or alcohol I can get my hands on, because reality is ****
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    ROWELLLISA421 ROWELLLISA421 22-25, F 6 Responses Nov 19

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    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    So I finally got my hands on MDMA I did it over

    New Years in a party situation. It wasn't what I expected at all. I took it out of its capsule and it was like a paste, so we couldn't really snort it, we just swallowed. At first I got kinda hot and twitchy, then it stopped for like half an hour. Then I just remember thinking I...
    elliesh elliesh 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    My City

    I live in a city where the world revolves around the music business, hip-hop mostly. A secret gem is the studio. I am sitting there now, an average white twenty-something girl in between two men who are internationally known for their "degrading" music. They have made millions...
    Alissabella Alissabella 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    So this one time I was tripping

    and I became part of a couch
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 16

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    In my life I have been

    both lucky enough and unlucky enough to try so much. Different substances, ones that I have forgotten the names off and ones that have been printed in me forever. But there are two that stand out. My first true love, ketamine. From the moment it goes up my nose, to the moment I...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    How I start and end my day.

    Morning: weed, 2 X pills, with a dash of oxycontin. Night: lithium, weed, olanzapine, benadryl. I haven't done too many hard drugs in years. I'm not proud of myself, but I'm not ashamed either.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    I've taken speed and my willy has shrivelled up

    like a kids and I'm horny as ****
    johnsmith455 johnsmith455 41-45, M Sep 26

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    I just wanna talk about drug experiences

    especially with girl stoners because I smoke with my bf but I need some girls to share experiences with or even just talk to msg me
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses May 19

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    HOW CAN YOU LOVE WHAT YOU HATE?

    ?? ANSWERED?!! SO WHAT!! WELL HOW DOES IT STOP!!????????? ONLY THAUGHT AND HOPE IS A LOVE OF A WOMAN THAT TAKES ITS PLACE AND CONQOURS ALL DEMONIC SUBSTANCE ABUSE WELL IF YOU RELATE OR CAN ADD FEEDBACK...
    BIGIZBETTER BIGIZBETTER 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I tried to give it up,

    but I can't. I'm high now off of ecstasy and weed. :)
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    I hate how you can hate what you love.

    Yet at the same time I'm completely fine with it. I've mainly used opiates and other narcotics (found out it's better than weed). Lately I've tried to stop but I've just given up cause it hardly worked the only problem is now I can't find a good dealer -.-
    Marielights Marielights 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    Well that's it then party on tonight with me

    pal. Time to forget life for a few hours. Bliss
    Bubbalicious93 Bubbalicious93 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Stuff Is Stuff...

    I have been sober for 2 yrs but i still love drugs. I remember on of my favorite quotes from when we tripped acid is "stuff is stuff..." You know? It doesn't matter cuz its just stuff.  I miss how simple everything was. Drugs= happy; No drugs= unhappy. Now i'm so stressed with...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 1 Response Sep 12, 2012

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    I think I'm always high

    because I love me some bongs & blueberry blunts like, who doesn't??(:
    WildForTheNight WildForTheNight 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    starchildren starchildren 18-21, F Oct 25

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    When Will It Not Be Blamed On Drugs?

    Ever since I first tried cannabis I have loved the effect drugs have,or certain types of drugs.Speed was+is my poison,+it was responsible in many ways for how I view life+my beliefs.I read much that holds drugs to blame for crimes,or a persons fall from grace,but think this is...
    pedrohedgerow pedrohedgerow 51-55, M 6 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I need something right

    now someone send me drugs lol
    cookingaubrey cookingaubrey 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 23

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    As a person I'm always sad

    and lonely. but when I'm stoned i joust forget about all the **** from the past. and i can smile once again. i don't have to remember that pervert uncle of mine that stole my innocence from me. I don't give a **** in the world. it makes me think more deeply about my life. and i...
    rebbica142 rebbica142 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 1

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    Amphetamines Gave Me A Life

    I've suffered from debilitating depression all my life. As far back as I can remember I felt there was something wrong with me, that I wasn't as good or as deserving as everyone around me. Even though I could see I was a smart guy, popular, athletic, lots of friends, alone I...
    Ecstatician Ecstatician 61-65, M 18 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    They take away the pain.

    I know it's not forever, but it works
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    The only times I feel happy anymore is

    when I'm on drugs.. My friends tell me to cut back. But I keep telling myself I want more.
    BeautifulSin BeautifulSin 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 17

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    Molly, I missed you. We stopped dating this

    summer. I was in a bad place and you were making me feel worse, our relationship was not the same anymore. So I had to cut you off my life. I know we only saw each other once again, last saturday, but I already miss you. Our night together seemed like it lasted hours. I felt...
    Mystyx Mystyx 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Ive smoked weed for the majority of the last

    8years and I manage that well. no problems however lately ive been so depressed from previous life happenings im having to take speed in the mornings just to make sure im out of bed in time to make breakfast, do the school run, clean up etc. Now kids are at school and ill spend...
    Bubbalicious93 Bubbalicious93 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Has anyone done DMT? I've never done shrooms

    or acid but I really wanna try DMT. Everyone else is so scared of it but I think it's awsome from what ive heard. Please shared experiences !
    Unknown124678 Unknown124678 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I love facing a blunt of kush popping a couple

    Xanax bars n getting drunk as **** it's just a feeling I can't describe lol
    kennykrr2 kennykrr2 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 11

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    slimmsadiee slimmsadiee 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    Two days ago, I lost my best friend.

    He was a father to two, and a great man. He helped me through a lot of tough times. He was always there for me, even going so far as to put up every penny he had to bail me out of jail. And now, he's gone. Dead. I am going to have to watch them put my best friend in the ground...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 18

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    Man. Where to start. I've been clean

    since the end of January. Came off skag and have regretted it ever since. I wish I had never OD'd and ended up in that ******* hospital. My life was much better before. I had friends. A life. Now, nothing. My old friends try to stay away from me because they can't have any fun...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 9 Responses Sep 7

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    I LOVE DRUGS DRUGS ARE AWESOME but don't be

    stupid and get addicted. they're not that great. have priorities.
    br00k3y br00k3y 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    I love speed and morphine.

    For years I struggled with depression and anxiety. Dexedrine used to be prescribed for depression. I brought some off a dealer and what I loved was taking one with water and lying down. Then it was like 'ding a ling'. I AM HAPPY. I asked my doctor but she refused. I came clean...
    chanelP chanelP 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Ah, sweet needle. We meet again.

    You are my savior, yet you also will be my downfall, my death. Our relationship is complicated, but something keeps me coming back. Perhaps it's because you're the only one who can give me the freedom, the release I crave.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Just took a couple perks smoked some buds

    feelin good;* just chillin w/ some friends 💋 ✌🍁😫 💨
    Amberlync93 Amberlync93 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I love how drugs can open your mind

    so that you can view the world and life in a whole new way. It enables you to have just crazy mind ******* thoughts that you can't have while sober.
    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Love Drugs? Yeah I Used To!

    I started using drugs when I was 15yrs. But by then I already knew the effect of alcohol. This was due to my father, everytime we went out for a meal ,I was allowed a  Sherry. At Xmas more was on offer, sherry, Baileys Irish Cream, Bacardi and coke.As my aunt and uncle visited...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Only weed. Weed is good

    and the only acceptable. Other drugs are bad and dumb. Ooh I'm cool. There 25 words.
    hermannator hermannator 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    Memories From The Meth World

    Bugs……. those bugs, those ******* bugs! I can’t believe I forgot about the ******* bugs. I thought they were taking over my apartment. Tiny little white creatures. I was convinced I had created them with each exhaled of meth. I thought I had made some new kind...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 11 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    If It Was Up To Me

    If it was up to me id always be on drugs. I love them. They make me feel whole..they make everything that hurts me just flutter away. I think the drugs make me such a better person. I feel as if i have no identity without drugs. Im always so scared without drugs i feel soo...
    Katelin101 Katelin101 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    I love drugs so much!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    alyssakellner alyssakellner 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    As I'm typing this. I'm

    so faded. I have been sober for about half a month now and everything was going sober great until today **** idk what to say someone message me lol
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    Has Always Been My Weakness

    I love drugs, I know they are bad for me but I love them anyway.  I'm currently working on my addictions but you know what?  I have learned that addictions come in all shapes and sizes.  they don't have to be illegal and some are even socially acceptable, like the...
    chooselife chooselife 36-40, F 12 Responses Jan 10, 2007

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    When people lecture you about how weed can is

    bad for you xD people need to calm down and smoke a blunt.
    fckerr fckerr 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 19

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    madsgrammar madsgrammar 16-17, F 12 Responses Oct 31

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    I haven't spend a day without drugs

    since I was 16. It's been two years now. I know I could spend a couple days clean if I wanted too, but I would be sad, bored and angry. The thing is I don't think I have a drug problem. I just don't have anything else to make me happy, you know? The problem is my life.
    mymasochismtango mymasochismtango 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    MMMM.......

    I love to smoke refeer.  I don't consider it a true drug.  It's my little weed that grows wild in the back yard.  It's my friend, has been for a long, long time.  It numbs me and puts me in a better place.  I will never give up my little weedie....
    emily50 emily50 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I love meth I smoke meth every day.

    I go to work every day as well. I am among the best at what j do and am compensated quite well. If helps me to be who I really am. It removes my anxiety and inhibitions. I love meth.
    calvindean calvindean 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 23