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    I tried to give it up,

    but I can't. I'm high now off of ecstasy and weed. :)
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I wish I could try salvia,

    but they don't deliver to my state :(
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    ROWELLLISA421 ROWELLLISA421 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    So I finally got my hands on MDMA I did it over

    New Years in a party situation. It wasn't what I expected at all. I took it out of its capsule and it was like a paste, so we couldn't really snort it, we just swallowed. At first I got kinda hot and twitchy, then it stopped for like half an hour. Then I just remember thinking I...
    elliesh elliesh 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    My DD hasn't been around

    so I've been dry for weeks. No molly, x, nothing, but weed. I wish one of you could email me some drugs.,
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Lots of drugs, every kind of drug ever made.

    I want to get low on heroin and I want to get high on ecstasy and then I want to get mellow with tons of weed. I want to do Ayahuasca in the desert, shrooms in a forest, and powder in a club. I want to wake up and not know where I am. I want there to be someone beside me that I...
    HeyThereHeather HeyThereHeather 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    Two days ago, I lost my best friend.

    He was a father to two, and a great man. He helped me through a lot of tough times. He was always there for me, even going so far as to put up every penny he had to bail me out of jail. And now, he's gone. Dead. I am going to have to watch them put my best friend in the ground...
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 7 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    I once over did it with pills one day,

    it was so scary because my heart was racing so fast & my body was shaking so much, I kept see'ing a lot of colors around & stars, that day was my death date foreal. If I didn't have the patience I have now or control of my body or if I didn't know how to be calm, I would of died...
    Shaiunique Shaiunique 18-21, F Jun 19

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    always swerving on any drug

    or alcohol I can get my hands on, because reality is ****
    neckd33p neckd33p 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14, 2014

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    Ah, sweet needle. We meet again.

    You are my savior, yet you also will be my downfall, my death. Our relationship is complicated, but something keeps me coming back. Perhaps it's because you're the only one who can give me the freedom, the release I crave.
    NoF7cksSeven NoF7cksSeven 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    For me, Drugs mimic the feeling of being in

    love, & being loved in return. It is not something I do recreationally to "get stupid" it is to fill a void in my heart. You see when her heart is broken, she knows I will always be there to pick up the pieces & put it back together. But when my heart breaks, there is no one to...
    yolo19 yolo19 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 20, 2014

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    It's Spring break and that's the only thing at

    the top of my list. Drugs Drugs And more drugs
    iamj iamj 16-17, F 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I am a slave to the needle.

    My preferred drug is cocaine but locally I can only get meth. So I do and I shoot it into my veins every day. I was able to quit cocaine and meth for near 10 years but as they often do, they had me running back with open arms.
    Tstanley86 Tstanley86 26-30, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I love how drugs can open your mind

    so that you can view the world and life in a whole new way. It enables you to have just crazy mind ******* thoughts that you can't have while sober.
    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 27, 2014

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    jimmyboy97 jimmyboy97 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 15

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    I'd love some good E right now,

    but my weed is just fine for now
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 20

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    How I start and end my day.

    Morning: weed, 2 X pills, with a dash of oxycontin. Night: lithium, weed, olanzapine, benadryl. I haven't done too many hard drugs in years. I'm not proud of myself, but I'm not ashamed either.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    ROWELLLISA421 ROWELLLISA421 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    I'm trying to wean myself off the druggie

    pleasures I enjoy today. I want to prove to myself that I can beat it even if it's just for the day. :)
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    I don't want to give up taking speed.

    It makes me happy and I clean my flat until it is spotless. At work I always offer to do extra hours and anything that needs doing. A customer said to me "you are very sweet" I happily replied "That's OK. It's what I'm here for". I haven't drank alcohol for over 15 years. When...
    chanelP chanelP 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    If It Was Up To Me

    If it was up to me id always be on drugs. I love them. They make me feel whole..they make everything that hurts me just flutter away. I think the drugs make me such a better person. I feel as if i have no identity without drugs. Im always so scared without drugs i feel soo...
    Katelin101 Katelin101 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    Ch3y Ch3y 16-17, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I wish ketamine wasn't

    so expensive in my town... I could go for a line, or eight, about now.
    skunkpunk skunkpunk 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    God I want to get high

    so bad. It's been almost 3 months since I've used. I would if I could but I can't sneak enough money to get some right now. Just wishing I had a big white rock right now!
    Matt26036 Matt26036 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    I want to try LSD, shrooms,

    and perks but every time I experiment, I visit the hospital.
    monse1523 monse1523 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 19

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    I LOVE DRUGS DRUGS ARE AWESOME but don't be

    stupid and get addicted. they're not that great. have priorities.
    br00k3y br00k3y 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    they are the only things in life

    that keep me from throwing myself off an overpass somedays. at least i can wake up and look forward to something in my stupid life.
    DazzleX DazzleX 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 12

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    So this one time I was tripping

    and I became part of a couch
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    tabi1334 tabi1334 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    I have tried heroine once

    and got such a rush I simply cannot explain thru these words. It was like floating thru a field of delicious strawberries.
    BosniakStud BosniakStud 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 30

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    youdontgetme youdontgetme 26-30, F 6 Responses Jun 10

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    coltsphan12 coltsphan12 31-35, M Jul 3

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    I just wanna talk about drug experiences

    especially with girl stoners because I smoke with my bf but I need some girls to share experiences with or even just talk to msg me
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses May 19, 2014

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    coke and pain killers.

    I love f ing on them
    sikphuq sikphuq 31-35, M 4 Responses May 31

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    Love Drugs? Yeah I Used To!

    I started using drugs when I was 15yrs. But by then I already knew the effect of alcohol. This was due to my father, everytime we went out for a meal ,I was allowed a ย Sherry. At Xmas more was on offer, sherry, Baileys Irish Cream, Bacardi and coke.As my aunt and uncle visited...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    Liquid codeine, Xanax,

    some lorazepam...getting chills from imagining the feeling. In love with drugs ๐Ÿ˜
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 19

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    Best Addiction Experience I Have Read: A Husband & Wife On Meth

    This is my favorite drug 'experience' that I have read on the internet. It was also the first one I read, about 3 weeks ago. I started laughing a loud at parts of it while i read it alone in my apartment. Not because I think it's funny in a comic way, but at how brutally honest...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    I've only ever done weed,

    but that was the best experience I've ever had :P
    ffiflon ffiflon 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    anyone from the Orlando area?

    I'm looking for some like minded heroin lovers so if you fit the description feel free to contact or leave me a comment!! looking forward to hearing from you!!! (speedballersRus)
    DirtyGriff1 DirtyGriff1 31-35, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've done coke four times

    and I feel addicted to it. I keep having dreams and getting cravings so bad I can't sleep. I think about it all the time. Only reason I haven't done it is because I can only afford to if someone buys it for me. But all I can think about is drugs, pills too. I haven't done much...
    Justventingg Justventingg 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 17

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    MMMM.......

    I love to smoke refeer.  I don't consider it a true drug.  It's my little weed that grows wild in the back yard.  It's my friend, has been for a long, long time.  It numbs me and puts me in a better place.  I will never give up my little weedie....
    emily50 emily50 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I found a small drug baggie on the bathroom

    floor...contemplating what used to be in it. Wondering what I can get my hands on in this forsaken hellhole. lol
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Nomadiccloths Nomadiccloths 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 8

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    I think I'm always high

    because I love me some bongs & blueberry blunts like, who doesn't??(:
    WildForTheNight WildForTheNight 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27, 2014

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    So... im dating a drug dealer how bad is

    that he also has a girlfriend
    DJames1990 DJames1990 22-25, T 1 Response Jun 15