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I Love Drugs

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    Nothing Better.

    There is nothing better than taking a huge hit off some kush. Weed, keeps me sane. There is nothing better than injecting speed into my veins. Speed, keeps me alive and kicking. There is nothing better than popping vicodin. Vicodin, protects me from the pain. There is nothing...
    xxworthlessartist xxworthlessartist 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 5, 2011

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    I Decided To Write This While I'm High....

    Well drugs is so had to struggle with. It's like when you high you feel so amazing. Beyond belief..nothing bothers you. Ou have no worries and I love it. But when your coming down off that high, it's horrible. When you run out of the drugs it's horrible. And I'm not just...
    Xxhurtepainxx Xxhurtepainxx 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    I think I'm always high

    because I love me some bongs & blueberry blunts like, who doesn't??(:
    WildForTheNight WildForTheNight 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    So I did dip for the first time today,

    not as bad as I though, smelt like sh tho, but when I got home and took a pooop, there was blood in my pooop, does this happen often? I never swallowed but I can see how that can make it happen, but why?
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Watching people geting cut,

    hacked, split, crushed, sliced open excites me, not like gives me a hard on but like a line of meth right to my blood stream, gets my heart pumping. I get mad when I haven't seen pouring blood right infront of me, I get so angry I get tempted to cut myself just to watch it, god...
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M Jan 3

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    I am seriously craving pain pills tonight.

    There is nothing I want right now other than opiates. I hate these random cravings, they are the worst. I have stupid Tylenol 3s, adderall, ritalin, and pristiq but those aren’t what I want. I just need to sleep through this “urge”.
    PinkDolphins PinkDolphins 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 30, 2013

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    always swerving on any drug

    or alcohol I can get my hands on, because reality is ****
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Stuff Is Stuff...

    I have been sober for 2 yrs but i still love drugs. I remember on of my favorite quotes from when we tripped acid is "stuff is stuff..." You know? It doesn't matter cuz its just stuff.  I miss how simple everything was. Drugs= happy; No drugs= unhappy. Now i'm so stressed with...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 2 Responses Sep 12, 2012

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    I love drugs so much!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    alyssakellner alyssakellner 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    Memories From The Meth World

    Bugs……. those bugs, those ******* bugs! I can’t believe I forgot about the ******* bugs. I thought they were taking over my apartment. Tiny little white creatures. I was convinced I had created them with each exhaled of meth. I thought I had made some new kind...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 11 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    If It Was Up To Me

    If it was up to me id always be on drugs. I love them. They make me feel whole..they make everything that hurts me just flutter away. I think the drugs make me such a better person. I feel as if i have no identity without drugs. Im always so scared without drugs i feel soo...
    Katelin101 Katelin101 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    Anybody have any experience snorting Ritalin?

    Do I have to take the outer coating off or can I leave it? Any other tips would be appreciated
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I've always been a good girl,

    and i never thought I would touch them, but I did.. I started with ecstasy, than speed & now I'm always smoking meth. I love how confident, spontaneous and just amazing they make you feel. But that's where it ends?
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Back aching belly anxious.

    It's beginning again. Sheets melt to my skin in discomfort. Stemming like a hot pot overflowing Too much, Too soon HELP! My cry echoes the room. Eyes start to wonder back and forth. objects moving to the sound of my raising heart... Spinning, spinning my room is spinning...
    C0C0005 C0C0005 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 14, 2013

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    I love to do Molly, if I go out

    and not do it my night already is ruined, anyone feel sort of the same?
    MikeSmileyXS MikeSmileyXS 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Clarification: I used to love drugs.

    Freshman year, I was the first one home after school, so I'd go out on our backyard deck, roll a joint, and light it up. Every morning before school, I'd pop a couple Adderal to get me through the day. At night, I'd take a few Xanax or some sort of narcotic (Oxy, Vicodin, etc...
    acidxxxfire acidxxxfire 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    nicholasjames95 nicholasjames95 18-21, M Feb 13

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    Well, I used to love them.

    I just think about it sometimes and want to read about how others enjoy them, no strings attached.
    cbnfvr cbnfvr 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    Best Addiction Experience I Have Read: A Husband & Wife On Meth

    This is my favorite drug 'experience' that I have read on the internet. It was also the first one I read, about 3 weeks ago. I started laughing a loud at parts of it while i read it alone in my apartment. Not because I think it's funny in a comic way, but at how brutally honest...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 24, 2010

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    Love Drugs? Yeah I Used To!

    I started using drugs when I was 15yrs. But by then I already knew the effect of alcohol. This was due to my father, everytime we went out for a meal ,I was allowed a  Sherry. At Xmas more was on offer, sherry, Baileys Irish Cream, Bacardi and coke.As my aunt and uncle visited...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    He tells me he needs me.

    And I need him too. His names gives me chills, yet when I speak his name I feel warmth growing inside me. His name is meth, and he's all I ever loved. I long to taste his bittersweetness one last time. But I'm strong, and love is just an illusion. This too shall pass.
    carterv carterv 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2013

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    Again and Again....addicted

    Have been going to NA since I was 16 years old. Have known that I have had a problem since then. And if anyone were to ask me I am up front with my problem, and will admit I am an addict from the word GO. Unfortunately in my area, all the dealers like to prey on the weak at the...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 3, 2007

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    I love how drugs can open your mind

    so that you can view the world and life in a whole new way. It enables you to have just crazy mind ******* thoughts that you can't have while sober.
    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Molly, I missed you. We stopped dating this

    summer. I was in a bad place and you were making me feel worse, our relationship was not the same anymore. So I had to cut you off my life. I know we only saw each other once again, last saturday, but I already miss you. Our night together seemed like it lasted hours. I felt...
    Mystyx Mystyx 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2013

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    So I finally got my hands on MDMA I did it over

    New Years in a party situation. It wasn't what I expected at all. I took it out of its capsule and it was like a paste, so we couldn't really snort it, we just swallowed. At first I got kinda hot and twitchy, then it stopped for like half an hour. Then I just remember thinking I...
    elliesh elliesh 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    MMMM.......

    I love to smoke refeer.  I don't consider it a true drug.  It's my little weed that grows wild in the back yard.  It's my friend, has been for a long, long time.  It numbs me and puts me in a better place.  I will never give up my little weedie....
    emily50 emily50 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I Love Drugs: For Now

    i have to say, i feel like when i look back on my life that i will describe the stage im in right now as "dabbling into drugs"  ive been smoking since about the tenth grade (im a sophomore in college) and i like to smoke weed (and i love tripping- shrooms at the least is...
    blank11 blank11 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 12, 2011

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    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I Wouldnt Say Love.

    its just my way of dealing with the things i cant handle but at the same time it helps me cope as i have been letting things get me down just latley but now i have found a new high and a new support but i would not knock anyone for saying they love drugs every one has a...
    nuttyrocker nuttyrocker 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2010

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    ThatGirlAhtumn ThatGirlAhtumn 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I Roofie Myself.

    i used ghb (the date rape drug) i've come to understand that this isn't exactly a normal choice in one's drug arsenal. i somehow tried it two years ago and i love it. i've also come to understand it is essentially hydraulic floor cleaner. and i still love it. by using it...
    HelloPisces HelloPisces 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 18, 2013

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    I'm trying to find some pcp,

    I want some tips and advice to keep from flipping **** and eating my dad, it would help, please and thank you
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    Not the 'real' ones of course--I just wade

    around in the shallow end
    badatusernames badatusernames 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 27

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    I Followed The Devil Right To Hell

    Looking back now over the last year was a nightmare. I honestly don't even know how I am still alive today after having used everyday for a little over a year starting back in early 09. I had used meth in years prior, but it was seldom and far spread. In a span of less then 6...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    Started very late in life.

    First time with X was when I was 39. First time I did coke, I was 40. Love them both but have a life that doesn't allow me to be high (demanding job and young kids). But the occasions I can sneak away for a weekend, it's off the hook! Do I have a death wish?
    wiredtens wiredtens 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    So this one time I was tripping

    and I became part of a couch
    molestay molestay 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Has Always Been My Weakness

    I love drugs, I know they are bad for me but I love them anyway.  I'm currently working on my addictions but you know what?  I have learned that addictions come in all shapes and sizes.  they don't have to be illegal and some are even socially acceptable, like the...
    chooselife chooselife 36-40, F 12 Responses Jan 10, 2007

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    I took like 7 neproxin,

    witch is like 1,540 mg, people don't say it does much but I know it was doing something
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    Didn't get my Ritalin

    but I did get some neproxin, it's was ok, nothing like a string pain killer, I defiantly felt it but it was faded
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M Jan 6

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    Has anyone ever gone to the void on serenity ?

    For those of you that are not sure what the void is, the void is a point that you get too when you smoke a lot of serenity to the point of where you go unconscious. During the time you are out you are pretty much trapped inside your own head for 10-15 minutes
    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I need advise on Ritalin,

    can I snort it without taking the coating off? Any other info would be great!
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Amphetamines Gave Me A Life

    I've suffered from debilitating depression all my life. As far back as I can remember I felt there was something wrong with me, that I wasn't as good or as deserving as everyone around me. Even though I could see I was a smart guy, popular, athletic, lots of friends, alone I...
    Ecstatician Ecstatician 61-65, M 16 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    Does anyone know where to get black tar.

    I feel like **** and I'm desperate for a connect in huntsville bham or somewhere close to huntsville Alabama. I'm from Chicago Illinois and it's prevailent there unlike here. Please please help thanks
    Jamiejay1212 Jamiejay1212 22-25, M Feb 10

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    My City

    I live in a city where the world revolves around the music business, hip-hop mostly. A secret gem is the studio. I am sitting there now, an average white twenty-something girl in between two men who are internationally known for their "degrading" music. They have made millions...
    Alissabella Alissabella 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    When Will It Not Be Blamed On Drugs?

    Ever since I first tried cannabis I have loved the effect drugs have,or certain types of drugs.Speed was+is my poison,+it was responsible in many ways for how I view life+my beliefs.I read much that holds drugs to blame for crimes,or a persons fall from grace,but think this is...
    pedrohedgerow pedrohedgerow 51-55, M 6 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    God I love being high.

    I love to snort, do pills, smoke. Ahh and sex on drugs is incomparable to anything else. <3 I wanna find someone to just have sex with and travel with and do drugs and bond through creativity and rebellion... Beatnik at heart <3
    Cravingcock Cravingcock 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    Anything That Distracts The Brain

    Anything I can get away with I will take, weed pills speed, anything that makes it difficult to think straight, hydrocodeine is the best chem in my opinion, **** being clean, it's about sanatiy and not thinking about life, I can't live without the pain tho,
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M Nov 17, 2013

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    Goring to get some Ritalin tomarow,

    180 mgs? Is this bs or has anybody actually seen 180 mgs in one pill before?
    Icantcry Icantcry 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 23

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    GODSPEED? Why Not It's the Best

    The year is 15AD and a young Jesus was fooling around in his old mans backyard shed. Whilst searching through dozens of draws and looking under every box looking for his old mans dirty mags he comes across a locked door in the far back corner. Jesus decides that this indeed must...
    boostn boostn 21-25, M 3 Responses Nov 17, 2007

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    graxaxa graxaxa 22-25, F Mar 21

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    I've been battling a meth addiction for awhile now I don't know what it is maybe it's the way it lifts me up makes me confident I don't even know anymore I started using 2 and a...
    nnawata nnawata 16-17, F Mar 22

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    Let me be clear about this. I ABSOLUTELY despise any sort of drug. Especially weed because everyone seems to think it's not bad, it won't affect you. It does. No one ever reads the...
    Kitzami Kitzami 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    There are so many things I could say about this that it's difficult to organize my thoughts, but I'll do my best.First of all, before we even talk about the common sense reasons...
    greatgig91 greatgig91 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F Mar 27

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    Hey! I'm new here at EP and I really need someone to talk to, good advice, experiences and such.. I don't know what to do! My boyfriend did do drugs and tried to take his own life...
    lilcarey lilcarey 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27