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I Love Drugs

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    madsgrammar madsgrammar 16-17, F 12 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I haven't spend a day without drugs

    since I was 16. It's been two years now. I know I could spend a couple days clean if I wanted too, but I would be sad, bored and angry. The thing is I don't think I have a drug problem. I just don't have anything else to make me happy, you know? The problem is my life.
    mymasochismtango mymasochismtango 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I Decided To Write This While I'm High....

    Well drugs is so had to struggle with. It's like when you high you feel so amazing. Beyond belief..nothing bothers you. Ou have no worries and I love it. But when your coming down off that high, it's horrible. When you run out of the drugs it's horrible. And I'm not just...
    Xxhurtepainxx Xxhurtepainxx 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 28, 2013

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    nochurchinthewild nochurchinthewild 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I've taken speed and my willy has shrivelled up

    like a kids and I'm horny as ****
    johnsmith455 johnsmith455 41-45, M Sep 26

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    Weed is good :) BOO!

    !! O.O Sorry, I had to add more words so I could post this XD Did I scare anyone though? O.o
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M Sep 11

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    All I can think about,

    I can't stop shaking. Someone help
    nochurchinthewild nochurchinthewild 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Going to foreign countries kills me,

    in Turkey and suffering can't get anything over here talk about going cold turkey
    nochurchinthewild nochurchinthewild 16-17, F Aug 15

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    I don't know how to cope without drugs I wish

    my foster parents could understand
    tracy317 tracy317 16-17, F 5 Responses May 21

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    Stuff Is Stuff...

    I have been sober for 2 yrs but i still love drugs. I remember on of my favorite quotes from when we tripped acid is "stuff is stuff..." You know? It doesn't matter cuz its just stuff.  I miss how simple everything was. Drugs= happy; No drugs= unhappy. Now i'm so stressed with...
    JoyfulSilhouette JoyfulSilhouette 22-25 1 Response Sep 12, 2012

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    When Will It Not Be Blamed On Drugs?

    Ever since I first tried cannabis I have loved the effect drugs have,or certain types of drugs.Speed was+is my poison,+it was responsible in many ways for how I view life+my beliefs.I read much that holds drugs to blame for crimes,or a persons fall from grace,but think this is...
    pedrohedgerow pedrohedgerow 51-55, M 6 Responses Oct 15, 2010

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    I Followed The Devil Right To Hell

    Looking back now over the last year was a nightmare. I honestly don't even know how I am still alive today after having used everyday for a little over a year starting back in early 09. I had used meth in years prior, but it was seldom and far spread. In a span of less then 6...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    Just took a couple perks smoked some buds

    feelin good;* just chillin w/ some friends 💋 ✌🍁😫 💨
    Amberlync93 Amberlync93 18-21, F Sep 11

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    Has Always Been My Weakness

    I love drugs, I know they are bad for me but I love them anyway.  I'm currently working on my addictions but you know what?  I have learned that addictions come in all shapes and sizes.  they don't have to be illegal and some are even socially acceptable, like the...
    chooselife chooselife 36-40, F 12 Responses Jan 10, 2007

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    So this one time I was tripping

    and I became part of a couch
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 16

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    I hate how you can hate what you love.

    Yet at the same time I'm completely fine with it. I've mainly used opiates and other narcotics (found out it's better than weed). Lately I've tried to stop but I've just given up cause it hardly worked the only problem is now I can't find a good dealer -.-
    Marielights Marielights 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    rawerimadino rawerimadino 16-17, F Oct 19

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    slimmsadiee slimmsadiee 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    MMMM.......

    I love to smoke refeer.  I don't consider it a true drug.  It's my little weed that grows wild in the back yard.  It's my friend, has been for a long, long time.  It numbs me and puts me in a better place.  I will never give up my little weedie....
    emily50 emily50 46-50, F 10 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    In my life I have been

    both lucky enough and unlucky enough to try so much. Different substances, ones that I have forgotten the names off and ones that have been printed in me forever. But there are two that stand out. My first true love, ketamine. From the moment it goes up my nose, to the moment I...
    Cheshirethecat Cheshirethecat 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 24

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    I love speed and morphine.

    For years I struggled with depression and anxiety. Dexedrine used to be prescribed for depression. I brought some off a dealer and what I loved was taking one with water and lying down. Then it was like 'ding a ling'. I AM HAPPY. I asked my doctor but she refused. I came clean...
    chanelP chanelP 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I love how drugs can open your mind

    so that you can view the world and life in a whole new way. It enables you to have just crazy mind ******* thoughts that you can't have while sober.
    Ryan9541 Ryan9541 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Well I guess I should explain.

    ... What I love is that they make people happier and society better as a result!
    chrismarlboro chrismarlboro 51-55, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    I just wanna talk about drug experiences

    especially with girl stoners because I smoke with my bf but I need some girls to share experiences with or even just talk to msg me
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses May 19

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    I love facing a blunt of kush popping a couple

    Xanax bars n getting drunk as **** it's just a feeling I can't describe lol
    kennykrr2 kennykrr2 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 11

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    Molly, I missed you. We stopped dating this

    summer. I was in a bad place and you were making me feel worse, our relationship was not the same anymore. So I had to cut you off my life. I know we only saw each other once again, last saturday, but I already miss you. Our night together seemed like it lasted hours. I felt...
    Mystyx Mystyx 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    When people lecture you about how weed can is

    bad for you xD people need to calm down and smoke a blunt.
    fckerr fckerr 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 19

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    Love Drugs? Yeah I Used To!

    I started using drugs when I was 15yrs. But by then I already knew the effect of alcohol. This was due to my father, everytime we went out for a meal ,I was allowed a  Sherry. At Xmas more was on offer, sherry, Baileys Irish Cream, Bacardi and coke.As my aunt and uncle visited...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    GODSPEED? Why Not It's the Best

    The year is 15AD and a young Jesus was fooling around in his old mans backyard shed. Whilst searching through dozens of draws and looking under every box looking for his old mans dirty mags he comes across a locked door in the far back corner. Jesus decides that this indeed must...
    boostn boostn 21-25, M 4 Responses Nov 17, 2007

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    Has anyone done DMT? I've never done shrooms

    or acid but I really wanna try DMT. Everyone else is so scared of it but I think it's awsome from what ive heard. Please shared experiences !
    Unknown124678 Unknown124678 22-25, F 7 Responses Sep 2

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    I think I'm always high

    because I love me some bongs & blueberry blunts like, who doesn't??(:
    WildForTheNight WildForTheNight 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I currently started doing coke a few months ago

    my best friend got me started to do it. I swear I'm a follower smdh but now I like it but it's really costly so I buy like 20 dollar worth on the weekend and it last me for two days. I just start taking it at work too now I hope the drug doesn't start to take over me. I have...
    BadGirl0312 BadGirl0312 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    I just found some Tramadol!

    !! I love this stuff:) soooooo nice:)
    notsoprettyhatemachine notsoprettyhatemachine 18-21, M Sep 1

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    gonna try salvia for the first time today.

    .. anyone have any advice/tips?
    kinkykittymeow kinkykittymeow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I've always been a good girl,

    and i never thought I would touch them, but I did.. I started with ecstasy, than speed & now I'm always smoking meth. I love how confident, spontaneous and just amazing they make you feel. But that's where it ends?
    skindeeep skindeeep 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    So, I made the leap from 300mg of Tramadol to

    400mg and wow....physical, emotional and psychological peace, literally paradise....I felt so good, I could cry, and the afterglow is lovely too:)
    notsoprettyhatemachine notsoprettyhatemachine 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 16

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    Memories From The Meth World

    Bugs……. those bugs, those ******* bugs! I can’t believe I forgot about the ******* bugs. I thought they were taking over my apartment. Tiny little white creatures. I was convinced I had created them with each exhaled of meth. I thought I had made some new kind...
    lionsdenn lionsdenn 26-30, M 11 Responses Sep 23, 2010

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    As a person I'm always sad

    and lonely. but when I'm stoned i joust forget about all the **** from the past. and i can smile once again. i don't have to remember that pervert uncle of mine that stole my innocence from me. I don't give a **** in the world. it makes me think more deeply about my life. and i...
    rebbica142 rebbica142 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    anyone else like to do dxm?

    i love the high i get off it and the feeling of spirituality that comes with it... i much prefer it to thc
    kinkykittymeow kinkykittymeow 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I made this account to share my love

    for drugs, because i didnt want my friends to judge me too bad so i made this, because i just love talking about them, ive done fair amount and a good variety id say and im just in love with drugs basically
    krisofree krisofree 13-15, M 4 Responses May 12

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    Amphetamines Gave Me A Life

    I've suffered from debilitating depression all my life. As far back as I can remember I felt there was something wrong with me, that I wasn't as good or as deserving as everyone around me. Even though I could see I was a smart guy, popular, athletic, lots of friends, alone I...
    Ecstatician Ecstatician 61-65, M 18 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    If It Was Up To Me

    If it was up to me id always be on drugs. I love them. They make me feel whole..they make everything that hurts me just flutter away. I think the drugs make me such a better person. I feel as if i have no identity without drugs. Im always so scared without drugs i feel soo...
    Katelin101 Katelin101 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2012

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    How I start and end my day.

    Morning: weed, 2 X pills, with a dash of oxycontin. Night: lithium, weed, olanzapine, benadryl. I haven't done too many hard drugs in years. I'm not proud of myself, but I'm not ashamed either.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 31

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    As I'm typing this. I'm

    so faded. I have been sober for about half a month now and everything was going sober great until today **** idk what to say someone message me lol
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 21

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    I'm flying on a cloud of opiates,

    but I'm somehow underground as well...these pills are a profound experience, and this music makes it all the better Lana makes the best music for getting ****** up
    notsoprettyhatemachine notsoprettyhatemachine 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Zexy129 Zexy129 22-25, F Aug 16

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    HOW CAN YOU LOVE WHAT YOU HATE?

    ?? ANSWERED?!! SO WHAT!! WELL HOW DOES IT STOP!!????????? ONLY THAUGHT AND HOPE IS A LOVE OF A WOMAN THAT TAKES ITS PLACE AND CONQOURS ALL DEMONIC SUBSTANCE ABUSE WELL IF YOU RELATE OR CAN ADD FEEDBACK...
    BIGIZBETTER BIGIZBETTER 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    So I finally got my hands on MDMA I did it over

    New Years in a party situation. It wasn't what I expected at all. I took it out of its capsule and it was like a paste, so we couldn't really snort it, we just swallowed. At first I got kinda hot and twitchy, then it stopped for like half an hour. Then I just remember thinking I...
    elliesh elliesh 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I love drugs so much!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    alyssakellner alyssakellner 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 20

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    starchildren starchildren 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm trying to wean myself off the druggie

    pleasures I enjoy today. I want to prove to myself that I can beat it even if it's just for the day. :)
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 6

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    My City

    I live in a city where the world revolves around the music business, hip-hop mostly. A secret gem is the studio. I am sitting there now, an average white twenty-something girl in between two men who are internationally known for their "degrading" music. They have made millions...
    Alissabella Alissabella 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 16, 2012

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    always swerving on any drug

    or alcohol I can get my hands on, because reality is ****
    neckd33p neckd33p 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Again and Again....addicted

    Have been going to NA since I was 16 years old. Have known that I have had a problem since then. And if anyone were to ask me I am up front with my problem, and will admit I am an addict from the word GO. Unfortunately in my area, all the dealers like to prey on the weak at the...
    KarmaKatcher KarmaKatcher 31-35, F 10 Responses