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I Love Him Although I Shouldn't

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    I Finally Told Him...:)

    I told my friend I like him. He said he prefers African American boys. But we're still cool! :) That's good enough for me but however this one girl we are both friends with told me she wanted to be there when I told him. She was and she made it more uncomfortable than it...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    He has a history of being a heartbreaker &

    ladies man. I've been warned but now he's in his 40's & tells me he's a changed man. We've been deeply in love for over a year & he hasn't done anything wrong. Should I marry him?
    jasminebear jasminebear 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 10, 2014

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    There's Now A Small Chance...

    My friend broke up with his boyfriend! Now maybe I can tell him how I feel without feeling dirty about it!
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 17, 2010

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    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Feb 8, 2015

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    Dangerous!

    I sometimes feel like I love my best friend. I told him i have thought about it before. He said he understood and was not surprised. I love him as a brother anyway. But I suppose if it weren't for his dad we might be together. His stepmother likes me and she doesn't know I'm bi...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2010

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    He Is Back

    He is back in my life again and i still love him, i have so much to work out..I know i shouldnt care about him cause he hurt me greatly but i just cant make my feelings go away..
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2008

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    In Over My Head

    I love my best friend and I don't know why. I'm confused as to whether it's botherly or in a gay way. I would rather have a girlfriend, but I don't know if that will change anything. I find myself OBSESSING over him! I consider him family so this makes it even more damn twisted...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    Time To Say Goodbye?

    Once upon a time I felt like I was his whole world, like my feelings mattered and I was loved. I believed in him and trusted him. I gave him everything I had to give. I was there when he needed me, staying up all night for days on end if he needed to talk. This was all okay...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    I've found myself falling

    for this guy in my nursing class. He's everything I've ever wanted in a guy... but he's engaged. And I have a boyfriend. We have so much in common and we enjoy being around each other. He's so sweet and intelligent and extremely attentive. He even notices the little things...
    Naomilove89 Naomilove89 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    Is There Hope?

    I told my friend I like him. Since we're both bi I thought we could try to be together but I think I ruined whatever chance (if there even was one) and our friendship as well. No matter I will still love him. Even if I shouldn't but I feel so dirty! :'( I am IN LOVE!!! I will...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 20, 2010

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    I was infatuated by a guy

    that I've seen between classes. I usually don't get to know the people that I'm interested in, I always just stay with the desire to meet them until it fades away, but in this case, I did get to talk to him, to get to know him (facebook really helps to start those things). It's...
    Waveheart Waveheart 22-25, F Oct 10, 2014

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    I Know It Cannot Be Fixed.

     In high school, I met a guy, Matt, that was always there for me. We always had fun together and I was sure that he was going to be the guy that I would spend the rest of my life with. We dated for almost 3 years but the last few months were rocky. I was 19 at the time, and...
    chomikm chomikm 18-21 Oct 16, 2011

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    How do we escape this labyrinth of suffering?

    This labyrinth being whatever inflicts suffering on you whether it’s this life in general or some other matter that never fails to hit you where it hurts. I don’t quite know what signifies the labyrinth of suffering for me, but I do know I am suffering on some level...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F Mar 27, 2015

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 16 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 Dec 4, 2014

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    The Fire Won't Go Out

    It's been years. He is not mine. He travels. He knows my name. He knows my laugh. We have sung and danced all night. but, We have never touched. I love him even though it would hurt others if I told him. His "girlfriend" and my admirer. Damn love...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Oct 23, 2008

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 6 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Arrghhh

    It's been 2 years since we broke up.. we did everything together.. he said he no longer loves me... it hurts...and its hurt for 2 years.. its got better to only feel worse then ever before.. i shouldnt love him .. but i cant help it.. and i miss him.. and it makes me miserable...
    popsypop popsypop 18-21 2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    Here We Go Down This Road Again

    I shouldn't love him hell I shouldn't even like him!  The list of what I shouldn't with him could go on forever!  I shouldn't look forward to hearing from him or count down when I'm going to see him again.  I hate that he is at work right now and I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2008

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    He Might Leave...

    I am more or less in love with my best friend. Unfortunately he might be going to military school if he gets caught dipping again. I have tried to get him to stop, he wants to stop. He is the best friend I have ever made in my school career. I know it's not neccessarliy a good...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2010

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    I cared for him when everyone else rejected him. I told him I was here for him when he was truly and utterly alone. He told me I was the most precious thing he had in his life. He...
    Iluvbeingme Iluvbeingme 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I always knew i feel something for him but i did not accept it because he is very close to me he is my friend and i do not want any problem ..may be i am afraid from rejection i...
    sanumash sanumash 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I have a crush on someone I shouldn't I know it's wrong but it's so hard when you really have a major crush on someone you can't have. she knows I love her but she has no idea that...
    satinlover1958 satinlover1958 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have a crush on someone i probably shouldn't, but I know he doesn't like her. When she kiss him he feels uncomfortable, I can se it on his face. I fell so bad when he looks at me...
    Mariaishappy Mariaishappy 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    One of my lecturers at my university. He's 26 years old, admirably intelligent, kind, gentle and to my mind very handsome. The issue is, he's married. I see him almost every day...
    Lipsinco Lipsinco 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    He lead me on. I was so weak at the time and he knew that. He told me he loved me and that he would never leave me. We talked every night until we went to sleep. After hanging out...
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    sassykittycatz sassykittycatz 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Ohhh the feeling is bad, it aches a lot. When you love somebody and that didn't love you. I dream of getting intimate with him. I want it in reality. He is handsome hunk and my...
    Sweetsana6969 Sweetsana6969 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    all he cared for was sex, didnt make a difference to him that I was underage. he dumped me the moment I told him I wasn't ready
    Tatiana163 Tatiana163 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    girlonpause girlonpause 36-40, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    TroubleInDeCamp TroubleInDeCamp 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 29

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    I was madly in love with a man who broke my heart. He was so handsome and loving and charming. We would talk about our future together and so many other things for hours. Our...
    NurseChapel NurseChapel 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I'm a 21 year old girl and i've been in a relationship for almost two years. I really like my boyfriend and everything is great, but there is one problem. He is immature. He never...
    xc94 xc94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 27

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    Where to begin? My heart flutters by how he looks. He has a much younger Jon Hamm mixed with Adam Levine face with dark eyes, a skinnier nose and a well-trimmed professional beard...
    Nessi4u Nessi4u 18-21, F Jan 26

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    okay so I need help. I really am uncertain if a guy likes me or not. I'll write some of the stuff he's said to me. he said he loves talking to me he talks to me every day he...
    ipynniiu765 ipynniiu765 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 26

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