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I Love Him Although I Shouldn't

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    He Is Back

    He is back in my life again and i still love him, i have so much to work out..I know i shouldnt care about him cause he hurt me greatly but i just cant make my feelings go away..
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2008

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    I Finally Told Him...:)

    I told my friend I like him. He said he prefers African American boys. But we're still cool! :) That's good enough for me but however this one girl we are both friends with told me she wanted to be there when I told him. She was and she made it more uncomfortable than it...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    There's Now A Small Chance...

    My friend broke up with his boyfriend! Now maybe I can tell him how I feel without feeling dirty about it!
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 17, 2010

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    Arrghhh

    It's been 2 years since we broke up.. we did everything together.. he said he no longer loves me... it hurts...and its hurt for 2 years.. its got better to only feel worse then ever before.. i shouldnt love him .. but i cant help it.. and i miss him.. and it makes me miserable...
    popsypop popsypop 18-21 2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    The Fire Won't Go Out

    It's been years. He is not mine. He travels. He knows my name. He knows my laugh. We have sung and danced all night. but, We have never touched. I love him even though it would hurt others if I told him. His "girlfriend" and my admirer. Damn love...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Oct 23, 2008

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    Here We Go Down This Road Again

    I shouldn't love him hell I shouldn't even like him!  The list of what I shouldn't with him could go on forever!  I shouldn't look forward to hearing from him or count down when I'm going to see him again.  I hate that he is at work right now and I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2008

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    He has a history of being a heartbreaker &

    ladies man. I've been warned but now he's in his 40's & tells me he's a changed man. We've been deeply in love for over a year & he hasn't done anything wrong. Should I marry him?
    jasminebear jasminebear 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    He Might Leave...

    I am more or less in love with my best friend. Unfortunately he might be going to military school if he gets caught dipping again. I have tried to get him to stop, he wants to stop. He is the best friend I have ever made in my school career. I know it's not neccessarliy a good...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2010

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    Time To Say Goodbye?

    Once upon a time I felt like I was his whole world, like my feelings mattered and I was loved. I believed in him and trusted him. I gave him everything I had to give. I was there when he needed me, staying up all night for days on end if he needed to talk. This was all okay...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    In Over My Head

    I love my best friend and I don't know why. I'm confused as to whether it's botherly or in a gay way. I would rather have a girlfriend, but I don't know if that will change anything. I find myself OBSESSING over him! I consider him family so this makes it even more damn twisted...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Dangerous!

    I sometimes feel like I love my best friend. I told him i have thought about it before. He said he understood and was not surprised. I love him as a brother anyway. But I suppose if it weren't for his dad we might be together. His stepmother likes me and she doesn't know I'm bi...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2010

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    Is There Hope?

    I told my friend I like him. Since we're both bi I thought we could try to be together but I think I ruined whatever chance (if there even was one) and our friendship as well. No matter I will still love him. Even if I shouldn't but I feel so dirty! :'( I am IN LOVE!!! I will...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 20, 2010

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    I Know It Cannot Be Fixed.

     In high school, I met a guy, Matt, that was always there for me. We always had fun together and I was sure that he was going to be the guy that I would spend the rest of my life with. We dated for almost 3 years but the last few months were rocky. I was 19 at the time, and...
    chomikm chomikm 18-21 Oct 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    This is what I would like to ask God: Why can't I, just ONE damn time in my life, have the man I want? Not the nice guy that I date for awhile because he's the best of a bad lot...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    This is what I would like to ask God: Why can't I, just ONE damn time in my life, have the man I want? Not the nice guy that I date for awhile because he's the best of a bad lot...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    If it's meant to be, then we will not always please each other. People are like that. We'll get irritated, annoyed, get hurt feelings, get outright angry. But grown-up people with...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I liked him for a very long time now. I think I'm starting to love him... But to him, I'm just "the friend." I'm one of the few girls he can have a decent conversation with. We...
    HarmonyEvers HarmonyEvers 16-17, F Jul 9

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    I still want him. Incredibly - after all this time. After he has been through a pattern of encouraging me, then disappearing, at least 3 times in the past year. After two failed...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I just cannot believe I did this to myself. I am in love, absolute 100% madly in love with my boyfriends of years now. BUT recently I started a new job, and I am falling for my co...
    NaiYoMie3 NaiYoMie3 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I was mad at him. I thought he was behaving like a jackass. And I spoke plainly to him. I'm not mad any more; and I'm still interested. But I'm going to call him on his bullshit...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    He hearted my story today. That makes me happy. Not as happy as a little conversation would, though. That would take, what - 10 minutes? I still want to meet him IRL....and at...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have reason to believe he has a real, recurring problem - the way he goes trough periods of depression and seems to shrink away from life. If only I could hold him close IRL! I...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I'm so crazy about him it's not even funny. He sends me a one-line PM and I'm ecstatic. He adds a woman to his circle and I'm worried that he's losing interest in me. If only the...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    And when I heard from him a few days ago, and we had a really good talk, I swear I could feel my heart singing. And I've been happy ever since. (G) It might not happen right away...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Talked with him briefly today - but not the really sexy, romantic way. I miss that. I hope we can have it again soon.
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F Jul 15

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    Yes, I still do. But I meant what I said - I am not going to let that fact ruin my life. I'm not going to make major life decisions based on him unless I start getting a lot more...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 6 days ago

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    Had a great day!!! sometimes I feel like I should be with the guy I just hung out with. We are so alike. But I'm in love with his best friend. :-/
    Lucietabell124 Lucietabell124 18-21, F Jul 1

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    We're both in sexless marriages. Today my H said something that really hurt me. I'm not happy. My H isn't happy. The man I want isn't happy. I bet his W isn't happy, either. How...
    TheTruthIfItKillsMe TheTruthIfItKillsMe 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 6

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    I don't know how I feel about him. When I'm talking with him or sitting right beside him, his attention goes straight to me. Even if we don't talk, it's like I know he doesn't mind...
    HarmonyEvers HarmonyEvers 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    He broke my heart and left me for his ex. She left you before you fool! Why take her back. But then I realized I would do the same for you. I can't help but want the thing that...
    mracinow mracinow 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I miss him. I shouldn't. I am married. He's married. We were playing with fire and unfortunately he got burned. I wish I could just talk to him one more time. I worry about him...
    Timetobeme Timetobeme 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I can't help but fear that my feelings are entirely one-sided. It really has gotten to the point where it physically hurts to even think about him. We've been good friends for a...
    jahein137 jahein137 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I can't help feeling like I let true love slip away. I have a boyfriend, but about a year ago someone else come into my life and he turned it upside down. He started working with...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    The beginning of last year in like September maybe my best friend was talking to this cute boy she met at a friend's party and she was snapchatting and kiking him like NON-STOP...
    laurenharris1 laurenharris1 13-15, F Jul 14

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    Yes I love him and hate him. It was fun hanging out and chatting with him. He lied to me a lot of times and treat me like ***** when he is in a bad mood. He said he love me but...
    yomy1603 yomy1603 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    Yes, I know I shouldn't miss her the way I do now but part of me wants to make myself thinking about her. Her crooked smile, the taunting confidence on her face, her pointy nose...
    happyquest happyquest 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I started dating my soul mate on 2/9/89 and married him on 6/19/93. We started our family by having a daughter on 8/12/95 and then a son on 2/18/00. Our lives were dedicated to...
    zbrokenheart zbrokenheart 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    My sister and I haven't spoken for months and one night we ended up at the same bar. The guy she was with (her boyfriends friend) was there reason we spoke that night. I have met...
    Celinejean Celinejean 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    I'm married and I love my wife and family but this new experience, this new feeling, is tearing me apart inside. I have worked with someone for years, and recently I developed...
    shujolnyc shujolnyc 36-40, M Jul 2

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    It's not that I love you anymore. It's not cuz I want you back. It's just that I miss you and it makes me crazy because you cheated on me. And I just couldn't believe the times you...
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    The silence feels the room.. I stare at him although he pays no mind. I cant help but be pissed.... Who says that i mean really?! Its a thrill thing for me... Having sex in places...
    LittleHandGrenade LittleHandGrenade 18-21, F Jun 30

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    I haven't dated anyone in almost two years. I made a conscious decision at 15 that I'm not ready for a relationship. I have a few mental illnesses that make it hard to hold...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I know no one is perfect but not everyone should have kids. Doctors and laws should get into parents' IQ, whether they have common sense or not, habits, and salary. Gosh! If one...
    destinii3 destinii3 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know if I really miss them or miss the times we had together. I shouldn't miss them because they're immature and manipulative and make me feel like ****. I know I'm better...
    amyvictoriaaa amyvictoriaaa 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    And finally, it's over. Two years of lies. Two years wasted. I saw it coming. I felt us drifting apart. I could feel your absence. I just never thought it'd come to this, that you...
    mitted mitted 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 7

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    I remember the exact moment that I knew i loved him. It was when I discovered he was moving away for six years to another country I couldn't possibly visit. Must when I was about...
    wingeyes wingeyes 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    We started out as friends. He dropped the L bomb while he had a girlfriend and I was even friends with the girlfriend, and it went downhill from there. We stopped being friends for...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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