I Love Him Although I Shouldn't

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    In Over My Head

    I love my best friend and I don't know why. I'm confused as to whether it's botherly or in a gay way. I would rather have a girlfriend, but I don't know if that will change anything. I find myself OBSESSING over him! I consider him family so this makes it even more damn twisted...
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 29, 2010

    Is There Hope?

    I told my friend I like him. Since we're both bi I thought we could try to be together but I think I ruined whatever chance (if there even was one) and our friendship as well. No matter I will still love him. Even if I shouldn't but I feel so dirty! :'( I am IN LOVE!!! I will...
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    Nov 20, 2010

    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 16 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl
    26-30
    Dec 4, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 10, 2014

    Here We Go Down This Road Again

    I shouldn't love him hell I shouldn't even like him!  The list of what I shouldn't with him could go on forever!  I shouldn't look forward to hearing from him or count down when I'm going to see him again.  I hate that he is at work right now and I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 24, 2008

    The Fire Won't Go Out

    It's been years. He is not mine. He travels. He knows my name. He knows my laugh. We have sung and danced all night. but, We have never touched. I love him even though it would hurt others if I told him. His "girlfriend" and my admirer. Damn love...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    Oct 23, 2008

    How do we escape this labyrinth of suffering?

    This labyrinth being whatever inflicts suffering on you whether it’s this life in general or some other matter that never fails to hit you where it hurts. I don’t quite know what signifies the labyrinth of suffering for me, but I do know I am suffering on some level...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2015

    Time To Say Goodbye?

    Once upon a time I felt like I was his whole world, like my feelings mattered and I was loved. I believed in him and trusted him. I gave him everything I had to give. I was there when he needed me, staying up all night for days on end if he needed to talk. This was all okay...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 28, 2011

    I Finally Told Him...:)

    I told my friend I like him. He said he prefers African American boys. But we're still cool! :) That's good enough for me but however this one girl we are both friends with told me she wanted to be there when I told him. She was and she made it more uncomfortable than it...
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2010
    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki
    13-15, F
    Feb 8, 2015

    He Might Leave...

    I am more or less in love with my best friend. Unfortunately he might be going to military school if he gets caught dipping again. I have tried to get him to stop, he wants to stop. He is the best friend I have ever made in my school career. I know it's not neccessarliy a good...
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 4, 2010

    I Know It Cannot Be Fixed.

     In high school, I met a guy, Matt, that was always there for me. We always had fun together and I was sure that he was going to be the guy that I would spend the rest of my life with. We dated for almost 3 years but the last few months were rocky. I was 19 at the time, and...
    chomikm chomikm
    18-21
    Oct 16, 2011

    Arrghhh

    It's been 2 years since we broke up.. we did everything together.. he said he no longer loves me... it hurts...and its hurt for 2 years.. its got better to only feel worse then ever before.. i shouldnt love him .. but i cant help it.. and i miss him.. and it makes me miserable...
    popsypop popsypop
    18-21
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 6 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    Dangerous!

    I sometimes feel like I love my best friend. I told him i have thought about it before. He said he understood and was not surprised. I love him as a brother anyway. But I suppose if it weren't for his dad we might be together. His stepmother likes me and she doesn't know I'm bi...
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 19, 2010

    There's Now A Small Chance...

    My friend broke up with his boyfriend! Now maybe I can tell him how I feel without feeling dirty about it!
    Wilnara Wilnara
    18-21, M
    Nov 17, 2010

    I was infatuated by a guy

    that I've seen between classes. I usually don't get to know the people that I'm interested in, I always just stay with the desire to meet them until it fades away, but in this case, I did get to talk to him, to get to know him (facebook really helps to start those things). It's...
    Waveheart Waveheart
    22-25, F
    Oct 10, 2014

    I've found myself falling

    for this guy in my nursing class. He's everything I've ever wanted in a guy... but he's engaged. And I have a boyfriend. We have so much in common and we enjoy being around each other. He's so sweet and intelligent and extremely attentive. He even notices the little things...
    Naomilove89 Naomilove89
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2014

    He Is Back

    He is back in my life again and i still love him, i have so much to work out..I know i shouldnt care about him cause he hurt me greatly but i just cant make my feelings go away..
    lovelygal lovelygal
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2008

    He has a history of being a heartbreaker &

    ladies man. I've been warned but now he's in his 40's & tells me he's a changed man. We've been deeply in love for over a year & he hasn't done anything wrong. Should I marry him?
    jasminebear jasminebear
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2014
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