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I Love Him Although I Shouldn't

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    I Finally Told Him...:)

    I told my friend I like him. He said he prefers African American boys. But we're still cool! :) That's good enough for me but however this one girl we are both friends with told me she wanted to be there when I told him. She was and she made it more uncomfortable than it...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    I am married with two children.

    I have been married for five years now. To start from the very beginning though, I was in love with a boy from grade school. He was always in the back of my mind as we got older, although we never dated. Only as kids which doesn't count....anyways I met someone else when I was...
    pieces22 pieces22 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Feb 8

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    He Is Back

    He is back in my life again and i still love him, i have so much to work out..I know i shouldnt care about him cause he hurt me greatly but i just cant make my feelings go away..
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2008

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 6 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    I Know It Cannot Be Fixed.

     In high school, I met a guy, Matt, that was always there for me. We always had fun together and I was sure that he was going to be the guy that I would spend the rest of my life with. We dated for almost 3 years but the last few months were rocky. I was 19 at the time, and...
    chomikm chomikm 18-21 Oct 16, 2011

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    Dangerous!

    I sometimes feel like I love my best friend. I told him i have thought about it before. He said he understood and was not surprised. I love him as a brother anyway. But I suppose if it weren't for his dad we might be together. His stepmother likes me and she doesn't know I'm bi...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2010

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    Here We Go Down This Road Again

    I shouldn't love him hell I shouldn't even like him!  The list of what I shouldn't with him could go on forever!  I shouldn't look forward to hearing from him or count down when I'm going to see him again.  I hate that he is at work right now and I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2008

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    Is There Hope?

    I told my friend I like him. Since we're both bi I thought we could try to be together but I think I ruined whatever chance (if there even was one) and our friendship as well. No matter I will still love him. Even if I shouldn't but I feel so dirty! :'( I am IN LOVE!!! I will...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 20, 2010

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    Arrghhh

    It's been 2 years since we broke up.. we did everything together.. he said he no longer loves me... it hurts...and its hurt for 2 years.. its got better to only feel worse then ever before.. i shouldnt love him .. but i cant help it.. and i miss him.. and it makes me miserable...
    popsypop popsypop 18-21 2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 16 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 Dec 4, 2014

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    Time To Say Goodbye?

    Once upon a time I felt like I was his whole world, like my feelings mattered and I was loved. I believed in him and trusted him. I gave him everything I had to give. I was there when he needed me, staying up all night for days on end if he needed to talk. This was all okay...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    I've found myself falling

    for this guy in my nursing class. He's everything I've ever wanted in a guy... but he's engaged. And I have a boyfriend. We have so much in common and we enjoy being around each other. He's so sweet and intelligent and extremely attentive. He even notices the little things...
    Naomilove89 Naomilove89 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    He Might Leave...

    I am more or less in love with my best friend. Unfortunately he might be going to military school if he gets caught dipping again. I have tried to get him to stop, he wants to stop. He is the best friend I have ever made in my school career. I know it's not neccessarliy a good...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2010

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    I was infatuated by a guy

    that I've seen between classes. I usually don't get to know the people that I'm interested in, I always just stay with the desire to meet them until it fades away, but in this case, I did get to talk to him, to get to know him (facebook really helps to start those things). It's...
    Waveheart Waveheart 22-25, F Oct 10, 2014

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    He has a history of being a heartbreaker &

    ladies man. I've been warned but now he's in his 40's & tells me he's a changed man. We've been deeply in love for over a year & he hasn't done anything wrong. Should I marry him?
    jasminebear jasminebear 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    There's Now A Small Chance...

    My friend broke up with his boyfriend! Now maybe I can tell him how I feel without feeling dirty about it!
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 17, 2010

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    In Over My Head

    I love my best friend and I don't know why. I'm confused as to whether it's botherly or in a gay way. I would rather have a girlfriend, but I don't know if that will change anything. I find myself OBSESSING over him! I consider him family so this makes it even more damn twisted...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    How do we escape this labyrinth of suffering?

    This labyrinth being whatever inflicts suffering on you whether it’s this life in general or some other matter that never fails to hit you where it hurts. I don’t quite know what signifies the labyrinth of suffering for me, but I do know I am suffering on some level...
    capitalbreeze capitalbreeze 18-21, F Mar 27

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    The Fire Won't Go Out

    It's been years. He is not mine. He travels. He knows my name. He knows my laugh. We have sung and danced all night. but, We have never touched. I love him even though it would hurt others if I told him. His "girlfriend" and my admirer. Damn love...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Oct 23, 2008

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    Well, I suppose it really just depends on how you see it. Yesterday, I told my boyfriend I loved him--I told him, but I had a feeling he wouldn't say it back, and I was right...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    So were going to start the next part. So after that, McDonald's episode. Everything went back to normal or as normal as things can be when you're in love with a guy, you can't...
    MissOreoX MissOreoX 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    It burns. She doesn't know that she is my everything. My only friend, my only interest, my only confidant, my only everything. She's sees me as a mentor, nothing more. And damn...
    BlackSunCrimsonFyre BlackSunCrimsonFyre 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I think I have a problem. I'm in love with my teacher. He has two kids and a wife. Sadly I've met them, his kids are the sweetest thing in the world. One's 5 now and the other...
    MissOreoX MissOreoX 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I went to his house, we talked. My goal was to make him 'happier'. As we talked he lit up a blunt. I dont know if he was faking, but It seemed like he got high infront of me. I...
    nemelabychtubyt nemelabychtubyt 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is this girl at school who I met just before We started at secondary school about a month before. I met her at my football awards because her boyfriend played in my team…I...
    EdBecks EdBecks 18-21, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I love someone that didn't love me, it was the worst relationship I had ever had and somewhere deep inside me I still loved her. I put up with all her disrespect and lying and the...
    talaunanna talaunanna 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    He played on my Intelligence an knew how much i loved him. I was young but wiser now
    yvettemae48 yvettemae48 46-50, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm writing this really upset. Maybe because it's raining and I stood in the rain, upset. Please don't judge me. Hear me out. I posed as this random woman on tinder. I guess I...
    jenniferking123 jenniferking123 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have been in a merry go round relationship with the father my children for over 7 years now. we break up and he goes back to his ex and then once they are not in a good place he...
    Hilltrini Hilltrini 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Back when I was in Middle School. I knew this boy he was a sophomore. We went to school together he eventually left the school obviously because he was older. I didn't feel pretty...
    Mustbethesneaks Mustbethesneaks 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It hurts when he won't even hug or kiss me. He says those things feel too intimate and he just doesn't feel that way about me. We've been involved for 8 months, shouldn't he feel...
    jedimindtrixie jedimindtrixie 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I guess you can say that I have a lot of guy friends.Well,my best guy friend,Jack and I had been talking since forever.In the beginning it was just friendship.He saved me from a...
    jdog0324 jdog0324 13-15, F a week ago

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    I loved someone that didn't love me
    Ryderz Ryderz 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was sitting at home one night and I like this kids tbh. He was in a relationship with someone in my class and I never wanted to get any further then friends. They are always on...
    basketball231 basketball231 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Why is it so hard for me to forget someone I had a crush on while I'm a relationship? I had this coworker that I had a huge crush on that I couldn't stop thinking about him. It has...
    Sunshinemms Sunshinemms 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    I hate his being consistently inconsistent... But I admit I still love him even now
    mielicus mielicus 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 24

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    I am a married girl to a guy I love... I only ask him to show me that he loves me and cares about me. I do not ask for anything he is to far away, cold and careless! It's hurting...
    layalshannak layalshannak 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    After 2 days of not speaking after what he said, he texted me again. It's not that I wanted to start a fight, I wasn't at all surprised I was just stating the facts. I can see now...
    taminglife taminglife 22-25, F Jul 20

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    I miss him so much... For about two and a half years I've tried so hard to keep up the charade of there being nothing there outside of me and my boyfriend of a year less than I've...
    Luca0 Luca0 18-21, T Jul 20

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    We were friends . then he proposed me and we started dating.. and i fell in love with him ..madly. .he cheated ,left me so many times and came back with excuses and apologies .. i...