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I Love Him Although I Shouldn't

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 87 People

    Time To Say Goodbye?

    Once upon a time I felt like I was his whole world, like my feelings mattered and I was loved. I believed in him and trusted him. I gave him everything I had to give. I was there when he needed me, staying up all night for days on end if he needed to talk. This was all okay...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    In Over My Head

    I love my best friend and I don't know why. I'm confused as to whether it's botherly or in a gay way. I would rather have a girlfriend, but I don't know if that will change anything. I find myself OBSESSING over him! I consider him family so this makes it even more damn twisted...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 29, 2010

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 16 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 Dec 4, 2014

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    The Fire Won't Go Out

    It's been years. He is not mine. He travels. He knows my name. He knows my laugh. We have sung and danced all night. but, We have never touched. I love him even though it would hurt others if I told him. His "girlfriend" and my admirer. Damn love...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F Oct 23, 2008

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    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 26-30, F Feb 10, 2014

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    Is There Hope?

    I told my friend I like him. Since we're both bi I thought we could try to be together but I think I ruined whatever chance (if there even was one) and our friendship as well. No matter I will still love him. Even if I shouldn't but I feel so dirty! :'( I am IN LOVE!!! I will...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 20, 2010

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    There's Now A Small Chance...

    My friend broke up with his boyfriend! Now maybe I can tell him how I feel without feeling dirty about it!
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M Nov 17, 2010

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    Here We Go Down This Road Again

    I shouldn't love him hell I shouldn't even like him!  The list of what I shouldn't with him could go on forever!  I shouldn't look forward to hearing from him or count down when I'm going to see him again.  I hate that he is at work right now and I...
    crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2008

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    He has a history of being a heartbreaker &

    ladies man. I've been warned but now he's in his 40's & tells me he's a changed man. We've been deeply in love for over a year & he hasn't done anything wrong. Should I marry him?
    jasminebear jasminebear 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2014

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    He Is Back

    He is back in my life again and i still love him, i have so much to work out..I know i shouldnt care about him cause he hurt me greatly but i just cant make my feelings go away..
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 29, 2008

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    Arrghhh

    It's been 2 years since we broke up.. we did everything together.. he said he no longer loves me... it hurts...and its hurt for 2 years.. its got better to only feel worse then ever before.. i shouldnt love him .. but i cant help it.. and i miss him.. and it makes me miserable...
    popsypop popsypop 18-21 2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

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    I left my home country to work somewhere looking

    for the better opportunity.I never imagine that I can find and still feel the love to someone in somewhere else.I have husband and 6 years old daughter back home.I been with my lover for almost two years we just meet once a week coz of the busy sched.He is single that time we...
    extremelyGirl extremelyGirl 26-30 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Dangerous!

    I sometimes feel like I love my best friend. I told him i have thought about it before. He said he understood and was not surprised. I love him as a brother anyway. But I suppose if it weren't for his dad we might be together. His stepmother likes me and she doesn't know I'm bi...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2010

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    I Know It Cannot Be Fixed.

     In high school, I met a guy, Matt, that was always there for me. We always had fun together and I was sure that he was going to be the guy that I would spend the rest of my life with. We dated for almost 3 years but the last few months were rocky. I was 19 at the time, and...
    chomikm chomikm 18-21 Oct 16, 2011

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    TeresaChanaki TeresaChanaki 13-15, F Feb 8

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    I was infatuated by a guy

    that I've seen between classes. I usually don't get to know the people that I'm interested in, I always just stay with the desire to meet them until it fades away, but in this case, I did get to talk to him, to get to know him (facebook really helps to start those things). It's...
    Waveheart Waveheart 22-25, F Oct 10, 2014

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    I Finally Told Him...:)

    I told my friend I like him. He said he prefers African American boys. But we're still cool! :) That's good enough for me but however this one girl we are both friends with told me she wanted to be there when I told him. She was and she made it more uncomfortable than it...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 23, 2010

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    I am married with two children.

    I have been married for five years now. To start from the very beginning though, I was in love with a boy from grade school. He was always in the back of my mind as we got older, although we never dated. Only as kids which doesn't count....anyways I met someone else when I was...
    pieces22 pieces22 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I've found myself falling

    for this guy in my nursing class. He's everything I've ever wanted in a guy... but he's engaged. And I have a boyfriend. We have so much in common and we enjoy being around each other. He's so sweet and intelligent and extremely attentive. He even notices the little things...
    Naomilove89 Naomilove89 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2014

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    He Might Leave...

    I am more or less in love with my best friend. Unfortunately he might be going to military school if he gets caught dipping again. I have tried to get him to stop, he wants to stop. He is the best friend I have ever made in my school career. I know it's not neccessarliy a good...
    Wilnara Wilnara 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 4, 2010

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    She is so sweet. I shouldn't love her though. I love everything about her!!
    cutekittycat cutekittycat 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I love him words can't explain. He acts like I don't even exist. I can't even tell my mom.
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    MsVioletta MsVioletta 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    He was my brother's best friend. He was 3 years older, and my parents wouldn't allow it, so we dated secretly. I loved him dearly, even though I was young, and I believe he loved...
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    Every time my phone flashes and vibrates I think it's a message from him and every time I get a little sad because the message isn't from him at all. He's 6 years order than me I...
    BandsSavedMyLife BandsSavedMyLife 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I have a crush on someone I shouldn't, and it's my first crush since i knew what puberty even was. But even I myself think it's wrong. He's like older, much much older than me and...
    chucku45 chucku45 16-17, F Feb 9

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    I've been with my husband 6 1/2 years but only married 6 months . We shouldn't of got married as the relationship has always been rocky . For the last three years our sex life has...
    Freedom100 Freedom100 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Need help/advice! Here's my story: My mom and dad split up before I was born, so I never really saw much of my dad or his side of the family growing up. When I was about 17, my dad...
    Italy21 Italy21 26-30, F Feb 7

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    Ok, soo I have a major crush on this guy that I know deep in my heart that I shouldn't be crushing on him. He is extremely popular, but he is extremely friendly. he isnt an...
    Adridee Adridee 16-17, F Feb 7

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    It is awful i love him I have for 2 years now we have been on and off no matter how much he hates me or gets angry at stuff I always run back to him I tried to stop caring he has...
    shannondemi shannondemi 13-15, F Feb 21

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    I used to live in Texas and the only person I trusted was my math teacher. When I fell out with my parents I would often find myself at my teachers house sleeping on his couch. I...
    BrookeSandhurst BrookeSandhurst 16-17, F a week ago

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    I don't know how to explain it, all I know is that he does things to me. I have never felt this way about anyone before- cheesy I know but thats the only to describe this feeling...
    moonstar47 moonstar47 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I'm starting to have a crush on someone again, I really shouldn't no possible chance. I need to get off ep
    madtickler madtickler 18-21, M Feb 13

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    I saw on my ex's Facebook page that only a month after our break up she is already chatting up another guy. It's good that she's moving on coz I want her to be happy . Still hurts...
    hornyboy1983 hornyboy1983 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I think most people shouldn't have kids. Just about all of the people I know have kids now and not a single one of them are what I would call a good parent. Some of the worst...
    justarandom justarandom 22-25, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    i still love him. i've been worrying because this is my first time being in love. i thought the rush that he used to give me had been replaced with feelings of loneliness and...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Feb 22

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    I loved him so much it hurt, but I didn't start out that way, it started as co workers over summer I knew of him but all the sudden he was like "I love you" and I was like "ew go...
    katttmills katttmills 18-21, F Feb 9

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    I'm not sure this fits me exactly, seeing as how I am still in this marriage But in many ways I think I fall into a different type of love I fall out of being "in love" with my...
    lu7998 lu7998 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    How can love and hate be so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering I love the person I hate most. And I now realize that the only reason I hate him is because...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    Known hubby for 10yrs now. Married for 3yrs. I love him dearly but he is such an angry bird. Really. It's as if my love has gone to waste to such an undeserving heartless beast...
    lonelyhumanbeing lonelyhumanbeing 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    We finally moved past it last night. I'm just happy he doesn't have to worry about me anymore and that sex isn't a big deal anymore ^_^ Now I can keep him happy and make him feel...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Feb 17

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    So we missed our stop on the subway BIG TIME. I was busy messaging ppl on here and he took a nap. I was freaking out cuz I thought we were lost and he was laughing at me the whole...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony 16-17, F Feb 6

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    Ok so I'm still hopelessly in love with the boy next door. Silly right? Ya no. I've been in love with this gorgeous perfection sense I was eight. Pathetic right? Sadly he has an...
    SexyAngelBitches SexyAngelBitches 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 11

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    I loved someone that didn't love me.. Everyone has been through this before huh? I obviously loved a guy the very first minute I spoke to him... We didn't talk much but it was...
    yourxworstxblessing yourxworstxblessing 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I'm about to unfriend and block my ex from facebook because I can't take the games anymore. I thought I loved him and I thought he liked me but now I see I was just a joke/piece of...
    batjokes batjokes 22-25, F Feb 3

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    I had a girlfriend that always said she loved me and we would have some of the best times together. I never laughed so much or quit smiling. I did everything with her but we had...
    Muleboy Muleboy 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 17

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    The post I've seen in this topic is sad as hell. But I can honestly say I've been in a similar experiences than you reader. I was in love but she didn't love me. Looking back I...
    Sienga Sienga 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 14