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I Love Him and Don't Know What to Do

for anyone who loves someone and is not sure why or how or even when it started 103 People

    I am in love with the man

    who groomed me. It is an extremely long and confusing story so I am not going to get into it (for now) as the court case is currently on-going. It has gotten so bad without seeing him, speaking to him, I hope that he pleads not guilty at his hearing so I will see him during...
    WayUpHigh WayUpHigh 18-21, F Jan 13

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    I Hate It But I Do

    I still love him even though he broke my heart and even though he did wrong by me, unfortunatly the feeling just doesnt go away...
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 29, 2008

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    I Told Him I Still Loved Him...

    He said I was strong for telling him and that was it.I need to get his attention.I know if I was there in his company I would be able to.4000 miles is killing me.
    respectthesong respectthesong 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    I Really Don't Know What To Do

    I love him so much that I can say he is may soulmate, the love of my life. I only want to be with him and noone else. When I notice a man is interested in me, I cut off the talk. He is on my mind constantly. He is the best man I've ever known. I want to make him see how much I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Dec 2, 2012

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    How do you not fall for someone?

    All the ingredients for a great relationship are there - the chemistry, the common elements, the friendship, the future aspirations, the attraction to each other...but he isn't ready to be in a relationship. What exactly does that mean? For J, I think it means that he is...
    Kristenbb Kristenbb 31-35, F Dec 22, 2013

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    My Obsessive Crush :)

    I have this HUGE CRUSH on my batch mate for over 4 years now. I really, really like him. I don't know if it's real, or I really am just a conceited human being but I think he likes me even a little bit. I often catch him looking at me. And now, we're starting to be friends. We...
    camilletan camilletan 18-21 Aug 21, 2013

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    I will always love my ex boyfriend Dorian

    and we use to fight so hard sometimes when we got into arguments and I use to cry so hard. I know that we love for each other but we have a love hate relationship that always breaks us up apart but it hurts so bad. Maybe we only have a physical connection because it was only...
    lyricbutterfly2013 lyricbutterfly2013 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    It kinda started when I told my friend I like a

    guy no naming and then one day he asked me out I freaked out and said NO I was so dumb now I feel an idiot saying no 3 times the thing is I really like him but have a feeling he is NEVER going to ask again what do I do I never do stuff right I hate my life i will never have him...
    TinaBuckel TinaBuckel 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    It's A Cycle

    It has been nearly a year since I met him.  He came onto me very subtly, but I just knew we would end up dating from the first conversation we had.  We just clicked.  He was my first boyfriend as well, and since I’m a very insecure, shy girl I felt like he was the only guy I...
    toragirl toragirl 18-21, F Jun 3, 2011

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    Maybe In The Future?

    I met him in my Freshman year of college and his Sophomore year. I joined a student org at the beginning of the year and he was the head of it that year. He was PreMed, I am still an International Affairs major. He just graduated early by one year because of a special program and...
    whereishe25 whereishe25 18-21 Aug 12, 2012

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    Uncertainty Again

    Some people wished to know how everything developed between my lecturer and me, so this is part two about our special connection. Yes, for me it still feels special, even when my euphoria has gone. I'll tell you why. Well, when I couldn't stand the situation anymore, I decided to...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Nov 23, 2012

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Nov 23, 2012

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    I Never Thought This Would Happen..

    I love him.. The whole story started in a wrong way i know..but when our heart beats, we are out of control.. at the begining, he loved me and i didnt, we were in a relationship, but it meant nothing to me.. with time i got used to him, and i started loving him, i know i hurt him...
    LonelyGurlll LonelyGurlll 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    Serendipity.

    Last year, we were together- we never kissed, but we were passionate in every other way. He had...some family issues last year that he had to deal with. I wanted to love him and just be with him so badly. The months after went by and I assumed he had forgotten about me, he got a...
    shamrock17 shamrock17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    I Loved Someone Who Didnt Love Me

    Well now were do i start?? Well 2006 i was 5 months pregnant with my first child (conceived by rape). I was on the o2 internet one night. My screen name was pregnant25 even tho i was only 24. This guy come up as romantic36 we swapped numbers and continued talking for another week...
    paulafinn09 paulafinn09 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    Me And Him

    i met a boy on the station. we talk a lot on facebook but i dont know what to say when i see him. help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    loveyou2xxx loveyou2xxx 16-17 Dec 6, 2012

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    Help Me

    I love him but I do not know if he love me becouse from 2 weeks ago he not call me  and if i talk to him he talk but he  not  with me I do not what to do
    SoSo123 SoSo123 19-21, F Dec 5, 2008

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    I Think I Love Him But I Can Never Do Anything About It !!!

      I recently started a new school in September and i made a  few friends and everything was going well. Then i saw him , i even had a conversation with him. I would be with my friends and he would be with his and our eyes would meet and it was as if we had something...
    insatiablyinsanity insatiablyinsanity 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Loving Him

    Wow, where to begin? Well, i guess it all started last year when we were in the same classes for homeroom and Spanish. Once I saw him I KNEW that I had to become his friend because he was SO cool....So most of last year, we spent getting to know each other as friends...but...
    sarastim19 sarastim19 19-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16, 2008

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    I am 21 years old. I have a good GPA am involved with clubs at my community college, and have been attending this school for over two years now. I feel so lost- I don't know what...
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    dalila1985 dalila1985 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I have a friend who has fallen in love with me but I only consider him as a friend. I told him that and he said he is willing to stay my friends and says he will stop loving me. I...
    farahbi farahbi 18-21, F Nov 26

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    I think, no...I know, I've spent the last 15 years trying to convince someone that I'm good enough to love and deserve the truth. There's no point in going on about all the things...
    IstyBisty IstyBisty 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I am increasingly unsatisfied sexually, and I just don't know what to do. He does nothing to get me turned on (he just says "play with yourself" or "get it wet") and I just feel...
    missstarrysky missstarrysky 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Hi . I've always wanted to express my feelings but i don't have any close friend That i can tell this. So my parents devorced when i was 10 i think and i didnt spend That Much time...
    Readmystory Readmystory 13-15, M Nov 19

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    Stunned and hurt. He is hurting and so am I. There's nothing I can do. I can't help him, I can't even help myself. I am desperately trying to hold it all together, to keep all this...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    After watching "If I stay" all teary eyed and sulking. Reflecting on the fact that I myself could have been a great pianist. Then again I could have been a great anything I did...
    pinknotiq pinknotiq 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I have this friend of mine. sometimes I really don't know how to describe her. I did so much but come to this point of time. I feel that she don't appreciate it? everytime when I...
    AnnxJoy AnnxJoy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Hey, I want to take this off my chest as soon as possible, it's consuming me. I don't know if there is something wrong with me, if I look like an absolute freak or if I just look...
    tempusfugittt tempusfugittt 18-21 Dec 2

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    I'm so tired, I can't do this anymore... I have nobody, to listen to me, to love me for Me for who I am.. I feel like nobody is happy to see me, nobody wants to see me.. I don't...
    rachel2604 rachel2604 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I'm in a new place and I'm making friends with people and foreigners from all over the place! But does anyone else find it hard to communicate with people who don't speak in your...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Nov 28

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    I feel lost sometimes. There was one girl, back in the spring...we really hit it off, would have been together would have, it seems like, been happy. Moved away, no fault of either...
    wimercc wimercc 18-21, M Nov 23

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    I did it again. I can't help it anymore. one cut a week an a half ago. one 5 minutes ago. had an emotional breakdown down at work. I'm over stress. I had saying that because...
    ooak67 ooak67 22-25 Nov 24

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    I got expelled from school. I had just gotten a scholarship and it was out-of-country. I was going to go for 2 years and experience the world. Then I was going to try and transfer...
    pancaekes pancaekes 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Just found out my older sister is going to get back together with my family. She's like a mini version of my mom. She constantly beat me up and called me names. I don't know what...
    Madis9957 Madis9957 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    All good thing was happening and now it is all falling apart, I don't know what to do, I'm not even freaking out I am just silent, upset and worried.
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am 19. And I was in my first year of study this year at a really good University, I was doing Bcom Law and I failed almost everything I have like 1 credit under my belt. I just...
    Hlatse Hlatse 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel so stupid.. Maybe it's because I don't want to be alone, I feel bad for him, I met the right person at the wrong time or we just weren't meant to be. I've been with my...
    phantom44a phantom44a 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I love my fiance, father of my son. I don't want to leave him even though he can be a major pain in the ***. But I often think about whether I should break up with him or not... I...
    ElledaDreamer ElledaDreamer 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I got with my bf 2013 but I had split with him june this year. I had enough he and live quite far apart. But thought being in touch by phone this be fine. Wemmeet at his place on...
    stupid28 stupid28 31-35, F Nov 29

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    I'm only 16.. 3 years ago I cut myself and I have been doing it on and off since then. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I'd be out with my friends, enjoying my time. Then...
    Aly262 Aly262 16-17 1 Response Dec 1

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    I'm fourteen years old, going on fifteen in approximately two months. I do not know what religion I classify myself as being apart of. I grew up with my family being Christian, but...
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    So I've been broken up with my ex for over a month and I've been in inpatient psychiatric care twice over said month for my anxiety disorder and depression. I don't really know...
    rorimori rorimori 18-21, F Nov 25

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    I know my favorites. I know what I like. But I don't know who I wanna be or where I want to work at. I don't know who I want to be with if with anyone at all.
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M Nov 28

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    I don't know. Everyone is always telling me that I have to be one thing and one thing only. But no, I want to be a nurse, a musician, a marine biologist, an editor. But I HAVE to...
    leonelalol leonelalol 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4

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