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I Love Him and Don't Know What to Do

for anyone who loves someone and is not sure why or how or even when it started 108 People

    Loving Him

    Wow, where to begin? Well, i guess it all started last year when we were in the same classes for homeroom and Spanish. Once I saw him I KNEW that I had to become his friend because he was SO cool....So most of last year, we spent getting to know each other as friends...but...
    sarastim19 sarastim19 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 16, 2008

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    Maybe In The Future?

    I met him in my Freshman year of college and his Sophomore year. I joined a student org at the beginning of the year and he was the head of it that year. He was PreMed, I am still an International Affairs major. He just graduated early by one year because of a special program and...
    whereishe25 whereishe25 18-21 Aug 12, 2012

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    It kinda started when I told my friend I like a

    guy no naming and then one day he asked me out I freaked out and said NO I was so dumb now I feel an idiot saying no 3 times the thing is I really like him but have a feeling he is NEVER going to ask again what do I do I never do stuff right I hate my life i will never have him...
    TinaBuckel TinaBuckel 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6, 2014

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    I Think I Love Him But I Can Never Do Anything About It !!!

      I recently started a new school in September and i made a  few friends and everything was going well. Then i saw him , i even had a conversation with him. I would be with my friends and he would be with his and our eyes would meet and it was as if we had something...
    insatiablyinsanity insatiablyinsanity 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    Me And Him

    i met a boy on the station. we talk a lot on facebook but i dont know what to say when i see him. help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    loveyou2xxx loveyou2xxx 16-17 Dec 6, 2012

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    I am in love with the man

    who groomed me. It is an extremely long and confusing story so I am not going to get into it (for now) as the court case is currently on-going. It has gotten so bad without seeing him, speaking to him, I hope that he pleads not guilty at his hearing so I will see him during...
    WayUpHigh WayUpHigh 18-21, F Jan 13, 2014

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    I Hate It But I Do

    I still love him even though he broke my heart and even though he did wrong by me, unfortunatly the feeling just doesnt go away...
    lovelygal lovelygal 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 29, 2008

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    I Told Him I Still Loved Him...

    He said I was strong for telling him and that was it.I need to get his attention.I know if I was there in his company I would be able to.4000 miles is killing me.
    respectthesong respectthesong 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    I Loved Someone Who Didnt Love Me

    Well now were do i start?? Well 2006 i was 5 months pregnant with my first child (conceived by rape). I was on the o2 internet one night. My screen name was pregnant25 even tho i was only 24. This guy come up as romantic36 we swapped numbers and continued talking for another week...
    paulafinn09 paulafinn09 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2011

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    I Really Don't Know What To Do

    I love him so much that I can say he is may soulmate, the love of my life. I only want to be with him and noone else. When I notice a man is interested in me, I cut off the talk. He is on my mind constantly. He is the best man I've ever known. I want to make him see how much I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Dec 2, 2012

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    Our Wonderful Connection

    We met each other in university. I went to tell him something and he said to me: „We have phoned, haven't we?“ I was thunderstruck because my surname is such a common one. Actually the phone call was a few months ago. He couldn't mean that, but he did. From the beginning I...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Nov 23, 2012

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    How do you not fall for someone?

    All the ingredients for a great relationship are there - the chemistry, the common elements, the friendship, the future aspirations, the attraction to each other...but he isn't ready to be in a relationship. What exactly does that mean? For J, I think it means that he is...
    Kristenbb Kristenbb 31-35, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Uncertainty Again

    Some people wished to know how everything developed between my lecturer and me, so this is part two about our special connection. Yes, for me it still feels special, even when my euphoria has gone. I'll tell you why. Well, when I couldn't stand the situation anymore, I decided to...
    ready2fight ready2fight 31-35 Nov 23, 2012

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    My Obsessive Crush :)

    I have this HUGE CRUSH on my batch mate for over 4 years now. I really, really like him. I don't know if it's real, or I really am just a conceited human being but I think he likes me even a little bit. I often catch him looking at me. And now, we're starting to be friends. We...
    camilletan camilletan 18-21 Aug 21, 2013

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    I will always love my ex boyfriend Dorian

    and we use to fight so hard sometimes when we got into arguments and I use to cry so hard. I know that we love for each other but we have a love hate relationship that always breaks us up apart but it hurts so bad. Maybe we only have a physical connection because it was only...
    lyricbutterfly2013 lyricbutterfly2013 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5, 2014

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    It's A Cycle

    It has been nearly a year since I met him.  He came onto me very subtly, but I just knew we would end up dating from the first conversation we had.  We just clicked.  He was my first boyfriend as well, and since I’m a very insecure, shy girl I felt like he was the only guy I...
    toragirl toragirl 18-21, F Jun 3, 2011

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    I Never Thought This Would Happen..

    I love him.. The whole story started in a wrong way i know..but when our heart beats, we are out of control.. at the begining, he loved me and i didnt, we were in a relationship, but it meant nothing to me.. with time i got used to him, and i started loving him, i know i hurt him...
    LonelyGurlll LonelyGurlll 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 15, 2011

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    Serendipity.

    Last year, we were together- we never kissed, but we were passionate in every other way. He had...some family issues last year that he had to deal with. I wanted to love him and just be with him so badly. The months after went by and I assumed he had forgotten about me, he got a...
    shamrock17 shamrock17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2009

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    Help Me

    I love him but I do not know if he love me becouse from 2 weeks ago he not call me  and if i talk to him he talk but he  not  with me I do not what to do
    SoSo123 SoSo123 18-21, F Dec 5, 2008

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    I've been married for 4 years now and I'm so unhappy my husband would rather play video games and smoke pot can spend time with me. he sleeps in bed with me maybe 3 times a month...
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    I am a law school student, but I took a leave of absence in order to find a job. I needed a job because I got divorced and could no longer support myself and my daughter. I...
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    My family owns a small local hotel and we also live in it. Yesterday, I was getting late for my interview and was in a rush and it was raining. I backed out of the parking lot, and...
    Rpatel15 Rpatel15 16-17, F 1 Response May 16

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    i have social anxiety so i find that having a conversation with anyone is difficult. even online, if i'm chatting to someone my heart always is beating very fast. i don't know why...
    KindKitty KindKitty 18-21, F 1 Response May 8

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    I have best friend who is everything to me. She's like sister to me. We have so much good times. She is from Russia, she has been here about two years. Two months ago she sad...
    Nalke2621 Nalke2621 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    this girl and I were really good friends back in middle school. I began to develop a crush on her, which now I fell in love with her. but she doesn't want anything to do with me...
    coliebearr coliebearr 16-17 May 10

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    Lately I don't know what has been happening to me. It's like my self worth has diminished. I start off eating right in the beginning of the day, then towards the middle/end I eat...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    I'm 21 & I guess I'm just feeling lost. I have all these hopes & dreams but don't know where to begin with them, I haven't received my H.S diploma yet & I don't know what I would...
    HopelessWander HopelessWander 18-21, F 1 Response May 19

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    my mom treats me like ****, she's hurt me physically and emotionally. recently we went to go get a phone and she lied to me, she got in my face and spit on me. She treats my older...
    2anxious 2anxious 13-15, F 1 Response May 19

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    i've chosen to do more research on the Mike Brown case. I've looked at arguments from both sides including the evidence. Originally I was against Darren Wilson. But now I don't...
    Degrassi94 Degrassi94 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I wanted to become a EMT or an interior designer but my teacher told me to think realistically. Now I don't know what to do with myself
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I never thought my mind would wander back into these dark thoughts again but they have. I do the same things everyday and nothing changes. Sure, I have a little over a month of...
    BigMak32 BigMak32 16-17, M 2 Responses May 8

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    I don't know what to do with my life, I work 2 jobs and still can't afford rent, or my bills, I hate struggling, and just can't find a way to get on top of everything... I hate my...
    lapis92 lapis92 22-25, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I don't know What to do when my aunt says that I'm not going to school anymore!!! ughhh I'm so disappointed with her because she want me to take care of her babies . Am I selfish...
    almaNorman almaNorman 18-21, F 1 Response May 20

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    I have no idea what I am doing. I am going to college but I don't know what I want from it or from life itself. It's overwhelming me.
    Lynnd520 Lynnd520 18-21, F 2 Responses May 22

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    Should I move home? - Undecided Pro Reasons: 11 I miss mom and dad and they think moving home is a good idea I don't love my boyfriend I don't have a job right now and I'm...
    dreamyclouds dreamyclouds 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yesterday my fiancé asked me if I loved him, and I couldn't actually say thta I did. I don't know anymore, and he won't accept the wait and see response. If he forces me to make...
    Buttahcup Buttahcup 18-21, F May 13

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    I mean, we see each other pretty much everyday because we're both studying the same thing at the same college and when I'm at home we talk through snapchat. He's a bit older...
    breathinghurts breathinghurts 16-17, F May 15

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    So I have talked to my husband about feeling our marrige is in trouble, his reaction was, "I understand if you wanna leave. I am not a bad husband." He seems like he has started to...
    BabyDoll23p BabyDoll23p 22-25, F 11 Responses May 16

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    I don't know how to fix this. I messed up so bad. I was stupid and accidently told this chick at my school about my step-brother abusing me 7 years ago. Now there's cops hanging...
    crystal234 crystal234 13-15, F 1 Response May 4

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    Uhh I don't know where we stand, wether we are or aren't. I'm lost cause there's no logic to whats going on. She says all these things, I try and try to comfort her but she shoots...
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117 18-21, M 1 Response May 11

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    It's harder to decide when I'm aware that I prolly might not have a chance to live. I'm too lost. I dunno if it's worth deciding at this point. I've had to leave to several other...
    PartyGuy21 PartyGuy21 18-21, M May 24

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