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I Love Him But Hate Him At the Same Time

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    I still Love You.

    I see through the rear view mirror everything you did wrong, your motives. I see a clear-cut path strung from action to action, word to word of what you really wanted. That gut feeling I had from the beginning which you somehow managed to dodge proved to be true. Yet I somehow...
    ambrosei ambrosei 18-21, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Caught My Husband Remotely Spying On Me On My Computer

    About 2 months ago I left my husband of almost 8 years and moved across town.  We agreed that we did both still love each other and would continue to be married and spend time together etc.  For almost our entire marriage I have suspected that he was snooping on my personal...
    shellhopp shellhopp 41-45 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    What Do I Do:/

    So me and my boyfriend have been together 4 years going on 5 in feb, off and on though. So long story short we run into the same problem he acts like a kid And he says he doesn't know how to grow up... All I want is for him to grow up and to love me and be there when I really...
    Bibi1307 Bibi1307 18-21 2 Responses Sep 16, 2012

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    My ex bf gave up on me

    and us should I still be sad about it, my feelings were really strong but we just ended things for good
    giselleevelyn giselleevelyn 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 25

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    I love him and he loves me too

    but I love him more. He can make me feel like I'm on top of the world or like scum he might uplift me but he also embarrasses me. I'm so confused I love him and I hate him. I just want to love myself the most but I don't I love us more.
    lostsoulxx lostsoulxx 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Two words: my ex. Long story short.

    I care about him.. We never talk/ have no way of contacting him. And that's the way we prefer it. :P
    Madii144 Madii144 18-21 1 Response Mar 20

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    I'm In Love With My Bully..

    Well, because I break the boundrys and dare to be different I get bullied and you know. Also when I was in primary I wasn't bullied until my twin died and every one said she died to get away from me, so e people still say that to this day day, anyway, after that I moved school...
    ImOkayNow ImOkayNow 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 24, 2011

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    I Hate Love...

    So i was in love with one boy, he was same adge like me and we were going to same school. I was in love with him 4 years, i didn't talk with him so much like with others in my class , so we started to talk more..he found out my number and than he messaged me and i was so happy...
    lastgirlonearth lastgirlonearth 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    Oh, Ryan

    Well, our relationship has not been an easy one. For me at least. And I have my insecurities to blame for that. And his lies. Part of me will always love him because he was my first for a lot of things and he is an amazing singer. He also made me actually feel like I mattered. I...
    alliedagony alliedagony 18-21, F 1 Response May 15, 2012

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    End Of The Beginning

    I'm in love with the guy I've been friends with since the 6th grade.he used to be a great friend until he got a girl pregnant and he has to deal with her all the time because of the kid.since we broke up we've been trying to stay friends but he constantly starts fights with me...
    stephg21 stephg21 22-25, F Dec 1, 2013

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    How Much Do You Take In The Name Of Love?

    Ok my ex is in the military which makes this all the more complicated. Before he went to the Army he was the sweetest person ever but now not so much. It's heartbreaking because we have a three month old son together and that's another reason it's so hard for me just to turn my...
    Brillya Brillya 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2012

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    hes so annoying. I have got stuck in a bad

    relationship AGAIN. and i feel so down all over AGAIN. its not kool, im quite a good looking female and hes quite the opposite and i understand that makes him insecure but it gets annoying. He listens and says what he wants to hear. its annoying. and he doesnt even try to just...
    MyLifeMyTruth MyLifeMyTruth 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I Love Him For Who He Is, I Ha...

    I love him for who he is, I hate him for hurting me so much.
    sondosia sondosia 18-21, F 9 Responses Jul 17, 2007

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    Him

    It's stupid of me to waste my days thinking of a boy who doesn't think of me like I do with him. I'm such an idiot. I've wasted basically, all of my high school career on you. You're an *******. I'm just so done.
    pattyt pattyt 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6, 2013

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    Confusing

    I will never understand how I can hate somebody yet still love them-and if not love, then deeply care about. So my story starts this way. I was dating this guy on and off (more On than off) for 3 years total through High school. He would do me wrong like cheat on me on a regular...
    TJinFL TJinFL 19-21, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2007

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    Its So Strong Sometimes It Makes Me Sick

    He's powerful and elitist and oddly arrogant, but he's so insecure and unsure and he makes me laugh and want to curl up in a ball on his chest. He kissed me and we laughed about it but all I want to do is kiss him every second of every day for the rest of my life. I'm pathetic...
    linzgr linzgr 16-17 1 Response Nov 26, 2010

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    he doesn't want me ,

    but he doesn't want anybody else to have me either
    brokensouls brokensouls 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    That Son Of A Frazzle Dazzel

    I have known Judge Tom Reed (I am changing all names for obvious reasons) for eleven years he is one the most respected men in my county-next to his father, JP, who I absolutely adore. His father is a recently retired district court judge and his brother Bob is a bail bondsmen...
    3venus 3venus 18-21, F Nov 28, 2012

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    I do. He made me so happy

    for a whole year. I felt motivated to do things. I was never without him. We would have such a laugh..and our relationship was almost perfect, friendships etc like that don't happen very often. But the feelings got too much, it was too overwhelming for both of us..and we in...
    rath3rnotsay rath3rnotsay 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    i am falling for him

    even though i knew all along that i was just being played.. FOOLISH ❤️❤️❤️💔😡
    kamialaplana kamialaplana 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Niko And I

    Niko and I had met at work we didn't think we would become so close we hung out non stop, and became bestfriends. Ppl at work started to ask if we were dating and are answer was no we were just bf at one point I started to notice that I was getting attracted to him and one night...
    manlover123456 manlover123456 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 25, 2013

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    He Seems To Know Just What To Say And Do

    to keep me hanging 'round.I disappeared on him for a few days and he keep leaving me messages.Then tonight I finally answered him. He then says "time for me to go to bed, early day tomorrow"I said "all is good now, night" he said "NO its NOT"...and then proceeded to hold a...
    WindyCityCat WindyCityCat 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    Stilling Confused

    I was with guy for 4 years, we meant when I was still in middle school and he was in high shcool. (I was 14 and he was 17). When I frist met him I had this crush he was one of those guys hot guys that the grils could fall his looks. Besides I told my slef to young I don't have a...
    Nicole Nicole 19-21, F Sep 28, 2006

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    Sometimes it's like u can barely breathe,

    when u think about them, but my hand is on my phone 24-7 just in case he wants to msg me ..... Then I'm angry coz my heart skips a beat and he's not even nice to me . Bit sick eh ???
    Sextingpartnerwanted69 Sextingpartnerwanted69 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    He Lied

    I am currently in a relationship where we're happy for a few days, then I'll remember what he did and dislike him.Three months into the relationship,  in May, I asked him 'do you still love her?" referring to his ex. His reply was "I don't know". At the beginning of July he...
    P1ko P1ko 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 31, 2011

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    Phases Of The Moon.

    We met in unconventional ways and hit it off without as much as an introduction. We treated each other with respect and love and it felt wonderful to have a friend who could relate to the trauma of growing up. Then, he decided to push it further and ask for more. I hesitated at...
    trapped21 trapped21 26-30, F 1 Response May 28, 2013

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    I Love Him, I Truly Do But I Also Hate Him.

    When I first met him, I had no intentions. I didn’t want to be his GF, I didn’t want to date him, I didn’t want to sleep with him, and I certainly didn’t even see myself as being anything more than an acquaintance. At first I only befriended him to prove to someone that...
    Shengi Shengi 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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    I Love Him And Its Killing Me

    I guess he do not know how much the pain he caused to me.. The moment he told me he have a gf. I wish i didn't know and he didn't tell me.. I wish i didn't know the truth.. i wish i did not saw him with other girl holding her hand. While im texting him that time. I wish i wasn't...
    modelrose modelrose 22-25, F 8 Responses Sep 14, 2013

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    Too Emotionally Exhausted By the Bastard to Come Up With a Clever Title

    I too love him and hate him. And I hate hating him which makes me hate him more. I think my face is growing more unattractive with my hate. That also makes me hate him more. He is easy to hate: self-righteous, narcissistic, hypocritical/projectionist, unforgiving, not true...
    eggofmyrrh eggofmyrrh 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 12, 2007

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    Too Young, Too Old. Who Cares?

    I like this guy that is cute and made me believe that he likes me, but then he gets angry and we fighted, and he says he would never like me "cause i'm too young for him."
    misspestana misspestana 13-15 1 Response Oct 17, 2012

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    Is It Over When It’s Over?

    Have you ever loved someone so much that you wanted to end your life after knowing your fairytale isn’t a happy ending? You tried to flip back the pages, but in the end, nothing changes. Still, you won’t give up. You try to look for a sequel. And you won’t...
    kaceirvine kaceirvine 22-25, F 13 Responses Nov 20, 2011

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    Lovely Denial

    I know I am way to young for this... But I think I like someone, but I don't know if I do, cause I never did. And I'm not going to find out either ^^ I won't commit for something as stupid as 'love'... It's useless and it will end anyways. The problem is, he sometimes makes me...
    CanIBeForgotten CanIBeForgotten 13-15, F Dec 2, 2012

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    I Hate Him For What He Did To Me, But I Still Love Him

    ever heard the song "i hate everything about you" by 3 days grace? yeah that kinda applies here. i hate him for breaking up with me, TWICE, i hate him for being a jerk to me, i hate him for dating 20 other girls right after me, i hate him for lying to me, i hate his dad for lying...
    hiddenbabe hiddenbabe 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2011

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    Hated Jewel

    I don't love him, but i kinda like him. He's so annoying I swear! He talks crap about me all the time. He tells me he's going to marry everyday, like nooo. I don't want him like that. Sometimes I have an impulse to kiss the **** out of him! I want to really bad, but that's like...
    Denaeex3 Denaeex3 13-15, F Oct 11, 2012

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    In Love With A Girl Ive Never Kissed (crazy?)

    I am a 19 year old guy and she is 15. When I was in 10th grade I started skyping with all of my friends, groups of up to 18! friends inviting friends, anyway a girl invited another girl who is 3.5 years younger than me named KL. She is very gorgeous and very popular, mainly...
    jhawk27 jhawk27 18-21, M Nov 12, 2012

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    I Cnt Stand D Pain......

    hyeee im vaishmita hre....im 13....and i had a boyfriend on the 26th june 2012......i met him in a camp....thn we strt loving.....he's 15...both of us was studying in the same tuition....everynite i use to call him....thn suddenly 1 day my mum gt to knw.....my mum called n advise...
    vaishmita vaishmita 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    My Feelings Are Changing

    i really dont know what to think about my relationship right now with him..he can be soo ******* stupid sometimes..but then he'll rub my feet and be my little puppy dog the next..i just dont get it..just not too long ago i had noticed that he hadnt texted me in a while and he was...
    aries89 aries89 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 23, 2009

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    10 Things I Hate About You

    “I hate the way you talk to me, And the way you cut your hair, I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, And the way you read my mind, I hate you so much that it makes me sick, It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're...
    Floydess Floydess 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17, 2011

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    Really Getting Sick Of Him....why Can't I Leave Him!?!?!

    For a little background my boyfriend is 23 and I am 18.  We've been together almost 9 months and we say I love you regularly.  We don't live together but I spend most of my nights at his apartment.  This is my first serious relationship and his 4th serious relationship.He is...
    purple613 purple613 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17, 2011

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    5am

    As you see it's 5am. I'm up alone with tons of feelings . Idk what to do about this. I love him so much but his job—his job gets between us. Although I told him his job could never break us up, I'm afraid it's won. I look at his pictures and instantly start feeling deeeep...
    Pvris Pvris 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2013

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    Me&him.(: Along With Her:/

    I Love Him, But I Also Hate Him. I Love He's Cute, I Love How He's Understanding. I Love How Me &Him Have Almost The Same Personality. He Gets Me. I Hate Him For Far More Reasons. Honestly, Only One. The Same Reason Why We Broke Up, The Same Reason We Don't Talk. Her, She. She...
    Kristi13 Kristi13 13-15, F Nov 12, 2011

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    Love-hate Relationship

    Although he told me that he loved  me and lied to me about it, I still love so much, and yet I hate him for saying that in the first place. Every time I try to talk to him or text him, he just doesn't seem interested in being friends again, and he promised we would always...
    takethispain takethispain 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Got No Choice

    I have no choice but to love him and hate him at the same time WHY ? Beause we have a baby together and no matter what i would always love him but within saying that i hate him because he broke my heart by going their with someone who was really close to me, just so he can be...
    Desirablelady Desirablelady 22-25, F Jun 25, 2011

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    I Cnt Stand D Pain......

    hyeee im vaishmita hre....im 13....and i had a boyfriend on the 26th june 2012......i met him in a camp....thn we strt loving.....he's 15...both of us was studying in the same tuition....everynite i use to call him....thn suddenly 1 day my mum gt to knw.....my mum called n advise...
    vaishmita vaishmita 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2012

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    Could This Be My First Real Love ?

    at the start of this year i walked up the stairs with a couple of my friends and saw a group of boys (older) they all scared me to be honest but we waited outside a classroom for the teacher to open the door (on the 3rd floor) he walked past me and i held out my elbow (which is...
    lilliverpoolsangel1011 lilliverpoolsangel1011 13-15, F Oct 31, 2012

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    I Need The Strength

    My heart hurts. Why can't I just let him go and not pay attention to the "pain" he feels, not pay attention to the lies he says to me, not listen to his promises of doom in my future, why do I even consider him as a situation, why do I keep hurting myself?? Why do I continue to...
    Nychick4 Nychick4 26-30, F Dec 10, 2011

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    My best guy friend We were really close,

    I had the teenieeesstt crush on him which vanquished almost immedietly but my friend told him and after saying 'it would break my heart if we weren't friends anymore' and promising that 'we will be friends (besties) for ever until we die and then together in the afterlife' and...
    snazzygal3000 snazzygal3000 13-15, F Mar 26

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    I am so confused. So heartbroken.

    Sometimes i just break down and cry. Life is so ******* unfair
    xandra1794 xandra1794 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    Secrets *:)

    we have to realize that love is not enough to make a relationship work.We need effort,time,trust,respect and total commitment. If a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust and cannot keep a promise. then no matter how many times they say "i love you" those words...
    perlaad0rada12 perlaad0rada12 22-25, F 1 Response May 29, 2013

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