I Love Him But Hate Him At the Same Time

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    Now we are talking again

    and it feels like nothing has changed but time itself. You say the things you know I'd like to hear. After all this time I don't know how you can still get through to me the way you do. I know this may not end well but it's the hope that keeps me coming back. I don't know what...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2014

    You are such a wonderful

    but miserable person but I can't stop adoring you. I love you so much but then you get angry and the things you say cut deep but even when everyone is saying I should leave I can't make myself leave you I jut love you too damn much. But you have so much anger inside that...
    gypsisoul gypsisoul
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 27, 2014

    8 months of laughter,

    flirting, friendship, craziness, confusion, and miles away from eachother. Never met. But so sure he is perfect for me. He drives me crazy. He knows how to make me laugh or fall in love. He plays hard ***. He might be a player. He might be seeing a girl. But I don't care. He is...
    Findingmylittleself Findingmylittleself
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    Nick dropped me off at home

    and nate was there to kick him of out MY HOME! I hate nate so much for trying to control me and acting like he cares when he's the one who HURT ME! So what if I went past curfew and disobeyed my mom for ONCE!? Nate has no right to judge me! Saying BS like how Nicks a bad...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    Apr 8, 2015

    Why do you keep playing with my emotions?

    I can't share you with anyone else.
    VerucaRose VerucaRose
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014

    He is my mom's close friend's son

    and we grew up knowing each other since birth and I dont even remember exactly when I fell in love with him but I think it was since I was 6 or 7 and I remember I used to go behind my sheer curtains in my bedroom and walk with the curtain on my face like a bride's veil and...
    KatyPerryWujek KatyPerryWujek
    16-17, F
    Aug 14, 2015

    I love him because I love him.

    but I also hate him for not giving any support for our 8 months old son. He have this condition that he won't give any support as long as he don't have his son with his side.
    arianeshane arianeshane
    22-25, F
    Aug 11, 2014

    he is my swimming teacher (@council pool) ,

    10 years older , fit , kind and sweet . he is a really sweet guy and makes me feel good about my self . he's a great teacher I learnt loads from him . from the first day I have been attracted to him , his awkwardness , his playfulness , his kind and accepting heart and yea his...
    bananafruit bananafruit
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014

    I love his so much that i think about him all

    the Time. But then I want to get away and scream at him for sting the way he does. But sadly I love him.
    ariboberrXO ariboberrXO
    18-21, F
    Jan 9, 2015

    I don't even know what I am feeling.

    I want to cut his **** off but really could use a hug from him.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 7, 2015

    i still love him but not nearly

    as much and ive developed a huge hatred towards him. just being near him makes me sick now. he dosnt care about me at all or about how i feel or how much hes hurting me.
    pixydust41389 pixydust41389
    26-30, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    I do. He made me so happy

    for a whole year. I felt motivated to do things. I was never without him. We would have such a laugh..and our relationship was almost perfect, friendships etc like that don't happen very often. But the feelings got too much, it was too overwhelming for both of us..and we in...
    rath3rnotsay rath3rnotsay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2014

    I Love Him For Who He Is, I Ha...

    I love him for who he is, I hate him for hurting me so much.
    sondosia sondosia
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Jul 17, 2007

    What Do I Do:/

    So me and my boyfriend have been together 4 years going on 5 in feb, off and on though. So long story short we run into the same problem he acts like a kid And he says he doesn't know how to grow up... All I want is for him to grow up and to love me and be there when I really...
    Bibi1307 Bibi1307
    18-21
    2 Responses Sep 16, 2012

    Got No Choice

    I have no choice but to love him and hate him at the same time WHY ? Beause we have a baby together and no matter what i would always love him but within saying that i hate him because he broke my heart by going their with someone who was really close to me, just so he can be...
    Desirablelady Desirablelady
    22-25, F
    Jun 25, 2011

    Conflicted

    I love him. I can't deny that any more. When I am around him, it's like something truly wonderful exists; when I am away, the life is sucked out of me. I don't know what to do. At the same time, I sometimes wish never to see him again, to leave him untouched by my filthiness. I...
    Toukos Toukos
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2013

    Yes I love him and hate him.

    It was fun hanging out and chatting with him. He lied to me a lot of times and treat me like ***** when he is in a bad mood. He said he love me but later said its only a joke. He is handsome and well dressed. I never thought someone like him would be willing to spend so much...
    Sal1603 Sal1603
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 15, 2014

    He came to drop something off

    for my mom. He asked how I was doing and I lied and said I was alright. Then he apologized for slapping me and I said sorry for being rude to his 'girlfriend'... Then he left. There wasn't any "see you later" or "talk to you soon". He just left without saying ANYTHING again...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    Apr 7, 2015

    I'm so confused, one day my husband is the

    sweetest man in the world the next he hates me and looks at every flaw. It could be a week an hour there's no telling when his mood will change. He seems so miserable. He tells me Im controlling, that he can do what he wants, that I love to complain etc.. I feel the opposite...
    Mee4 Mee4
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 21, 2015

    Sometimes I wish we had never met

    because it just hurts too much... I'm tired of hurting and being disappointed .
    ladysapio ladysapio
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 11, 2015

    I love him for those rare occasions he has

    blown me off my feet for being there for me, i hate him because those occasions are so freaking rare. It has now been a couple weeks since i decided to stop having such high expectations from him, actually not have any expectations at all which then means that if he does...
    confusednormalness confusednormalness
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2015

    I don't know anymore I am not Happy I am sad he

    loves me but he is acting like a kid he is making angry sad but still I can't break up with him
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12
    16-17, F
    Jan 24, 2015

    I stopped loving you.

    I never stopped wanting to be with you. You keep trying to be with me but you don't know how hard it is for me to turn you down. If we get together again our relationship won't be solid, There is no trust between us. We are both to blame. But oh how I miss you.
    Rillad214 Rillad214
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    How can love and hate be

    so close but yet so far in definition? I would know considering i love the person i hate most. And i now realize that the only reason i hate him is because i love him so much. He was so annoying and obnoxious but thats what i loved most. I loved it when he would joke on me and...
    verox3 verox3
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    I met him when I was a sophomore in highschool.

    I had a loving and caring boyfriend at the time but I liked a little spice. Being young and naive I had interest in this bad boy. I had a party and he ironically showed up, the next day I received a text from him and we talked non stop. I knew he was bad, I always did. He had a...
    jcelli jcelli
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    Stilling Confused

    I was with guy for 4 years, we meant when I was still in middle school and he was in high shcool. (I was 14 and he was 17). When I frist met him I had this crush he was one of those guys hot guys that the grils could fall his looks. Besides I told my slef to young I don't have a...
    Nicole Nicole
    18-21, F
    Sep 28, 2006

    Caught My Husband Remotely Spying On Me On My Computer

    About 2 months ago I left my husband of almost 8 years and moved across town.  We agreed that we did both still love each other and would continue to be married and spend time together etc.  For almost our entire marriage I have suspected that he was snooping on my personal...
    Shellywieskamp Shellywieskamp
    41-45
    1 Response Jan 3, 2012

    Is It Over When It’s Over?

    Have you ever loved someone so much that you wanted to end your life after knowing your fairytale isn’t a happy ending? You tried to flip back the pages, but in the end, nothing changes. Still, you won’t give up. You try to look for a sequel. And you won’t...
    kaceirvine kaceirvine
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Nov 20, 2011

    I Love Him, I Truly Do But I Also Hate Him.

    When I first met him, I had no intentions. I didn’t want to be his GF, I didn’t want to date him, I didn’t want to sleep with him, and I certainly didn’t even see myself as being anything more than an acquaintance. At first I only befriended him to prove to someone that...
    Shengi Shengi
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2013

    And just like that i was drowning.

    He didn't care, he never did. today is day one of leaving him in 2015, my heart has finally told me to stop wasting my time on people. I've loved him and that just wasn't enough. He took my heart in his bare hands and he never gave it back.
    tatisthoughts tatisthoughts
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 1

    I Hate Love...

    So i was in love with one boy, he was same adge like me and we were going to same school. I was in love with him 4 years, i didn't talk with him so much like with others in my class , so we started to talk more..he found out my number and than he messaged me and i was so happy...
    lastgirlonearth lastgirlonearth
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 21, 2013

    He Seems To Know Just What To Say And Do

    to keep me hanging 'round.I disappeared on him for a few days and he keep leaving me messages.Then tonight I finally answered him. He then says "time for me to go to bed, early day tomorrow"I said "all is good now, night" he said "NO its NOT"...and then proceeded to hold a...
    WindyCityCat WindyCityCat
    41-45, F
    5 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    ugh. it make me feel sick

    whenever i have a glimpse of him in my mind...why on earth did i fell in love with a seminarian?! oh please........what should i do to move on?
    sarahrojo sarahrojo
    18-21, F
    Nov 11, 2014

    I. *******. Hate. Him.

    He ruined my life, and then he blames me! Wtf?
    TheGoodPuppet TheGoodPuppet
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 7

    He loved me once, or

    so I thought. He would look forward to seeing me at work, he wanted all of my attention despite how busy I got. He knew I had his back, I would correct his mistakes and talked mighty well about him. I elaborated on how intelligent he was and how capable he was on grasping the...
    stuckdaydreaming stuckdaydreaming
    36-40, F
    Dec 14, 2015

    I Hate Him For What He Did To Me, But I Still Love Him

    ever heard the song "i hate everything about you" by 3 days grace? yeah that kinda applies here. i hate him for breaking up with me, TWICE, i hate him for being a jerk to me, i hate him for dating 20 other girls right after me, i hate him for lying to me, i hate his dad for lying...
    hiddenbabe hiddenbabe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 4, 2011

    I Need The Strength

    My heart hurts. Why can't I just let him go and not pay attention to the "pain" he feels, not pay attention to the lies he says to me, not listen to his promises of doom in my future, why do I even consider him as a situation, why do I keep hurting myself?? Why do I continue to...
    Nychick4 Nychick4
    26-30, F
    Dec 10, 2011

    It hurts so much! I feel bruised

    and wobbly and even though I know he didn't mean it I'm too scares to even look at him! Partly because of what happened and partly because I feel guilty for slapping him for it! I've never hit him like that before not even as kids. I've never hurt anyone like that but he scared...
    ChildOfHarmony ChildOfHarmony
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 23, 2015

    Oh, Ryan

    Well, our relationship has not been an easy one. For me at least. And I have my insecurities to blame for that. And his lies. Part of me will always love him because he was my first for a lot of things and he is an amazing singer. He also made me actually feel like I mattered. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 15, 2012

    Me&him.(: Along With Her:/

    I Love Him, But I Also Hate Him. I Love He's Cute, I Love How He's Understanding. I Love How Me &Him Have Almost The Same Personality. He Gets Me. I Hate Him For Far More Reasons. Honestly, Only One. The Same Reason Why We Broke Up, The Same Reason We Don't Talk. Her, She. She...
    Kristi13 Kristi13
    13-15, F
    Nov 12, 2011

    I feel like I'm dying of sadness.

    I thought he loved me cuz he said so but he lied to my face. I hate him because of that and because he used me but my sadness I do not show. I show me being amused because truly I am. I can't have him know that I'm hurting so I show my amusement. because truly if you were...
    Girly567482 Girly567482
    13-15, F
    Jan 11

    He hurt me many times

    and I always care I love him I always went back to him all the time and the last time he cheated on me and he said leave me alone and left me for the girl I am honestly heartbroken but I keep having dreams about me and him and it's haunting me
    shannondemi shannondemi
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 4, 2015

    Its never enough for you to break my heart.

    Its never enough to destroy any sliver of self-importance I may have managed to obtain. You have to keep coming back. Every time I finally start to heal, you're always there to rip off the bandage. We're lost in a never ending cycle of pain and torture. Dont you see what we're...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Sometimes it's like u can barely breathe,

    when u think about them, but my hand is on my phone 24-7 just in case he wants to msg me ..... Then I'm angry coz my heart skips a beat and he's not even nice to me . Bit sick eh ???
    Sextingpartnerwanted69 Sextingpartnerwanted69
    46-50, F
    Mar 16, 2014

    Secrets *:)

    we have to realize that love is not enough to make a relationship work.We need effort,time,trust,respect and total commitment. If a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust and cannot keep a promise. then no matter how many times they say "i love you" those words...
    perlaad0rada12 perlaad0rada12
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 29, 2013

    You told me to stop talking to you

    and stay away from you and today u asked me why I did that? After yelled at me and mad at me you ask me whether I was being serious or not. You told me that you're free so you chat me? You told me that you just trying to be nice and im mad? Well, yeah im just a toy that...
    bviita bviita
    18-21, F
    Dec 7, 2013
    pixydust41389 pixydust41389
    26-30, F
    Oct 18, 2015

    Confusing

    I will never understand how I can hate somebody yet still love them-and if not love, then deeply care about. So my story starts this way. I was dating this guy on and off (more On than off) for 3 years total through High school. He would do me wrong like cheat on me on a regular...
    TJinFL TJinFL
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2007

    Part of me wants to leave you alone Apart of me

    wants for you to stay home.... Apart of me says I'm living a Lie and I'm better off without you . Apart of me says to think it through. Apart of me says I'm over you . Part of me wants to leave but a part of me wants to be here here with you. And every time I think we're over...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2015

    My boyfriend and I have been dating

    for almost 2 years and a lot has happened with us. We have had our up's and down's and have gotten into some really nasty fights(stupidities), but its more the way we fight and the things we say, very immature on both our parts. We have a 14 year age gap between us. I am almost...
    RefuseToSink21 RefuseToSink21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    I love him because i want to prove something

    for my self.. I love him because i want to make sure that he loves me then I'll break his heart , at the same time I hate him because he madde me unconfidient
    Reemabdlhalm Reemabdlhalm
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 26, 2014

    Phases Of The Moon.

    We met in unconventional ways and hit it off without as much as an introduction. We treated each other with respect and love and it felt wonderful to have a friend who could relate to the trauma of growing up. Then, he decided to push it further and ask for more. I hesitated at...
    trapped21 trapped21
    31-35, F
    May 28, 2013

    he doesn't want me ,

    but he doesn't want anybody else to have me either
    brokensouls brokensouls
    18-21, F
    Mar 15, 2014

    i am falling for him

    even though i knew all along that i was just being played.. FOOLISH ❤️❤️❤️💔😡
    kamialaplana kamialaplana
    22-25, F
    Mar 23, 2014
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