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I Love Him So Much It Hurts

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    I didn't know how to tell him.

    Tell him that he was the only guy in the world that could make me feel so happy and sad at the same time. Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when he's there, I feel safe. His voice soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell him just how I feel, only I can't find the...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    Why?

    How can I learn to trust someone not to hurt me? The fear of loosing him is so great that it wrecks my body and makes me feel an incredible anxiety.  I love him, I love him, I don't ever want him to go away. If he did, it would destroy me.  Oh the pain... someone...
    lookingfortruth lookingfortruth 18-21 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    I finally got to see the man of my dreams we

    have waited almost 2 months for this moment. We cuddled and made out and I already miss him...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Oct 11

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    I Cant Forget Him

    He was my first and only love, i've dated other guys and no one comes close to the way i feel about him. It's been 3 long years since i last heard his voice, now i cant even remember how he sounds or feels :( it hurts so much and sometimes i think of him as if he were dead.. I...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 4, 2012

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    Am I Pathetic ?

    because i still love him..... because i really miss him so much...... because i'm still thinking of him while he is looking for another person....... because i'm still waiting from him anything just any sign to make me feel better......... because i know that i wasn't good enough...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    Well first of all I know I'm a total idiot,

    but I really can't help my feelings. I fancied my married boss for years, as he was married I just suppressed the emotion. I've been with my bf now for 6years, I absolutely love him, we have a great time together but something is missing. Anyway to cut a long story short myself...
    Layla32 Layla32 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish I could ever tell him exactly what he

    means to me. Words always fail me. Because of my young age , I am not able to express my love even in the form of my actions. I mean I do everything I can to make him feel loved. But now he has started feeling suffocated. He says he needs space. I myself know that I have become...
    jerry44 jerry44 18-21, F 1 Response May 11

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    It Hurts So Bad...

      I'm a 16 year old girl, but just because I'm young it does not mean the pain gets any less horrible. You know that feeling of emptyness, when it hurts so bad inside you feel like your world is broken and your insides are going to explode out of sorrow. The feeling of...
    losttothesea losttothesea 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

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    How Do You Stop Loving Someone??

    How do you really stop loving someone?? How do you teach your heart to forget a person and its memories and impact on you? It's been more than a year since we broke up and although it doesn't hurt that much anymore I still feel the weight of your gravity upon me.. those random...
    suomynonalegna suomynonalegna 26-30 21 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    I Wish I Could Tell Him...

    i've been friends with this guy since we were young and i have always had on and off feelings for him over the years. there have been a few opportunities in the past where we could have been more than friends but i always felt too insecure to let him know how i felt. now that we...
    sunshine329 sunshine329 22-25, F Nov 8, 2011

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    Dearest Steve,I'm so sorry

    that you never had the love you deserved and that the women you had in your life hurt you. 
    RickiChickie RickiChickie 46-50, F 4 Responses May 19

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    I recently got dumped by my bf of 5 years.

    It was tragic because he completely me even as a human being really. Then I reconnected with a man from my past, fireworks went off and it was great, but he too left me. It sucks I miss him so bad, he will still talk to me but I cut everything off because he is back with his ex...
    grayflowersgrow grayflowersgrow 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    We started out as friends.

    He dropped the L bomb while he had a girlfriend and I was even friends with the girlfriend, and it went downhill from there. We stopped being friends for awhile before I messaged him one day and we became friends again but after a month or so I wouldn't be able to take it. He...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I wish you were like him.

    It doesn't feel the same
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Never thought loving someone can hurt

    so much. You can't picture yourself without them. And when you finally are without them if feels like a piece of you is missing.
    ArayaSymone ArayaSymone 16-17, F Oct 26

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    mariaababieexo mariaababieexo 22-25, F Jul 26

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    Hello...goodbye

    Every morning i wake to find a message from you...nothing Every afternoon i check my phone to see if you called...nothing Every night i lay in bed waiting for that good night email...nothing How could you be so senseless and leave me alone when i need you the most? Im always...
    Sjkcjkmak Sjkcjkmak 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2011

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    I cant even explain it i'm

    such a fool for falling in love with someone who don't know me
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F Aug 1

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    He pushed me away in the beginning.

    I stopped trying to reach out for him with a broken heart. He came back to me unexpectedly. I could not forget how he used to push me away & break my heart with his words. I got paranoid & ended everything with him after a month of happy reunion. Now, inside my heart, I cry for...
    cloudish cloudish 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I know I love him, before I met him I did not

    believe in love I was a player and he was such a great guy. We started spending a lot of time together but there's a problem we live in 2 different cities only 14 miles away but still he works and I work, he drives an has a car but I don't. I seriously hate myself for it! Apart...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina 13-15, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    My mcm. David, I know you won't see this.

    But I love you, you mean the world to me. You showed you cared for me by waking up at 6am to talk to me on my way to school, even though you were on summer break. You tell me you miss me a lot. You get angry when someone hurts me. Your smile is so beautiful, you are adorable...
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I Love Him So Much It Hurts

    I do.  I truly do.  I have loved him since I met him.  I have been addicted to his touch since I first experienced it.  His gentleness has captivated me.  The kindness in his eyes can melt my anger.  The strength in his arms can shelter me...
    Bella724 Bella724 26-30, F 47 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    I Love You, So Much.

    You are the biggest and most important thing in my life. Without you I don't smile, I don't laugh, and I'm not positive. I love you so much and the word "forever" is what I want to hear you say. I want to sooth your pain, and take away all the stress and sadness that you have. I...
    Simon232 Simon232 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    I met this guy John February of 2013.

    We gotten really close, feelings started to develop, then finally he told me he loved me around May. I know it only took us 4 months to fall in love with each other. When i mean we were in love, i mean we'd risk out lives for each other. We fought about everything little thing...
    Nroses77 Nroses77 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I fell in love and i want to be happy with him

    but my family wont let me 😔
    Siomara Siomara 18-21 1 Response Jul 13

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    I'm still in love with my ex.

    but he's kinda in love with another girl and what they have is strong 😔what should I do? I cant move on
    Moneshaa Moneshaa 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 10

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    I can't help but fear

    that my feelings are entirely one-sided. It really has gotten to the point where it physically hurts to even think about him. We've been good friends for a long time, and he is admittedly the most decent friend I've ever had. I can actually have intelligent conversations with...
    jahein137 jahein137 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I love my boyfriend so much.

    ... Sometimes I think he's gunna leave me... For no reason. I just have anxiety! I'd probably die of heart break if he did. He's been my love for 4 almost 5 years. My high school sweetheart 💔.
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 5 Responses May 27

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    There is a man I'm deeply in love.

    I met him 6 years ago in an online chat room. I was skipping through a bunch of rooms and I was fortunate enough to end up in the room he was. We became friends almost instantly. It was a couple days after I met him I fell in love with him. It was like I had met my soulmate. We...
    oathtoorder oathtoorder 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19

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    Just Sharing

    A friend shared this with me while I was hurting so bad and I wanted to pass it along because, YES love hurts!If he misses you, he'll call.If he wants you, he'll say it.If he cares, he'll show it.And if not, he can't be worthYour time because you'reObviously not worth his.Words...
    teri58 teri58 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2012

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    We met at an event.. A year ago .

    . If a year ago you would've told me that today I would've been crazy in love with that man I would've laugh at you .. And on top of that, I would've probably think you were crazy.. Not because he's ugly or something like that .. He is not. But you will understand... keep on...
    muyakaa muyakaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    My Boyfriend

    i love him. he means the world to me. i've overlooked alot of things to be with him. it was a complicated situation and i agreed to deal with it. Now, he is out of that situation and things are getting better for us. well, they were, at least. we moved in together 9 days ago. it...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Yes. I've been hurt

    and been through so much and have sacrificed so much because I love my fiancé with all my heart. He's my life my everything.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Aug 19

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    my love graduated today.

    . I’m so proud of him. I knew he could do it. I remember how I helped him get through his exams. how I stayed up all night to write down everything he needed to memorize for it. how I motivated him when he failed. how I studied the materials so I could teach him. how I...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 16-17, F 4 Responses May 20

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    He's My Everything

    He’s annoying. He’s hilarious. He’s the world’s biggest jerk. He makes me want to scream. He ruins my day and saves it in the last minute. He drives me crazy. He’s out of his mind. I hate his guts. And he’s everything I want.
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F Jun 9, 2012

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    Why Cant I Just Get Over Him???

    Our relationship ended more than two years ago, he married the first girl he dated after me, and that was as if the knife already in my heart began to twist. It took me nearly a year to feel ok and be over him, and out of the blue he contacts me, we have this...
    4four2twenty0 4four2twenty0 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2009

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    Heartless Love

    2 years. The memories, the kisses, the laughs. The fights, the pain, and the tears. These things made us stronger.. You began to change your mind. You didn't want me anymore. And in the summer, the warmth and love faded... And I was left heartless, with our memories of life...
    foreverose foreverose 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    My boyfriend and I were

    so in love and he broke up with me, after cheating on me..
    laceyyfraser laceyyfraser 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I Love You.

    Theres a type of crying that uses no tears. That soothes the pain. That makes it better. This type of crying is instinctive, primal. This type of crying is the best and worst. Some say its a cry for help but no. This is how to cry when there is simply no other way. At the end of...
    butyouweregagginforit butyouweregagginforit 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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    Hoping That This Pain Ends Some Day

    This is crazy. I'm supposed to be an adult now, I'm 25, and I'm feeling this strong uncontrollable impatient adolescent love for him, and I can't get him out of my head. I want this to end but at the same time I don't, because it brings me a new reason to live and illusions that...
    lonelines4howlong lonelines4howlong 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    I love him, he has blocked me on everything

    today so there is no longer anyway I can talk to him. I never did anything to him. I tried to get to know his 'friend' better to find out more information about him but it backfired. He argued with me and told me to leave him alone. He then blocked me on everything. He has NO...
    SilkyDoughnut SilkyDoughnut 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 20

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    I am still in love with my ex-ex

    but he has a baby mama whom he does not want to be with last time I knew. I have been single for 8 months and haven't dated, mingled, or socialized with any men since then. I just have not been the same since I left him. The only reason why I won't go back is because I will lose...
    Spirit567 Spirit567 22-25, F Aug 12

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    So much that it's making me a walking contradiction

    I just read this essay by Robert Fulghum in the 15th edition of his bestselling book, All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten. It was about the mating habits of raccoons, which he discovered after spying on them one early spring morning. I would directly quote his...
    papervoices papervoices 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    Heartbroken For the Last Time

    I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS  AND I CANT LIVE WITH OUT HIM,I HAVE CRIED FOR SEVEN DAYS I HAVE NOT EATEN FOR SEVEN DAYS AND I DONT THINK I CAN.THE MAN OF MY DREAMS IS GONE FOREVER AND I DONT KNOW WHERE HE IS SO I CANT TRY CONTACT HIM TO FIND OUT HOW HE FEELS.MY LIFE HAS BEEN...
    lenaanne lenaanne 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2008

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    I love him to death and I would do anything

    for him.. But I don't feel like he feels the same about me.. I am just scared he's gonna hurt me like the other guys I've dated..
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    Sooo.... I'm so freakin stupid.

    I decided to break up with my boyfriend and move out two days ago. I'm 26 weeks pregnant. I have these stupid mood swings. But I also had my reasons, I felt like he wasn't paying attention to me... He would work ... Play video games or go out with friends.. While I sat at home...
    Juliaw08 Juliaw08 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    Happily In love, made me feel like we were

    going to last forever, always told me he loved me and he never wanted to loose me, we were so happy, then... He rang me up at 10:00pm saying to come outside, I questioned him, he told me he was outside my house, I thought inside my head "is he going to give me flowers or...
    lizaamae lizaamae 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    I love him so much, but it's the same thing over

    and over nothing but empty promises. He use to treat me like a princess now it seems as if the little things he use to love are what he now disapproves of. Sometimes I think that I'd be better off but I love him to much to be able to throw away four years. I really want to make...
    MonsterRrR MonsterRrR 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    ....and he doesn't even fight to keep us

    together. Any thing goes wrong....any bump in the road...and he's ready to drop me like a bad habit. He drinks too much...swears too much...calls me names...belittles me....I am starting to feel like I'm as crazy and dumb as he says I am. I'm in a toxic relationship but I'm I'm...
    hopelesslove30 hopelesslove30 31-35, F Aug 19

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