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I Love Him So Much It Hurts

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    We started out as friends.

    He dropped the L bomb while he had a girlfriend and I was even friends with the girlfriend, and it went downhill from there. We stopped being friends for awhile before I messaged him one day and we became friends again but after a month or so I wouldn't be able to take it. He...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I have the brightest,

    happiest smile. Yet inside I'm dying. But my bit of me dies slowly each day in silence. But I smile anyway. Because my babies can't see their mother cry. They can't know. They need to be happy. And innocent. Free from the adult dramas. It's the least I can do for them.
    cl0udyskies cl0udyskies 22-25, F Dec 24, 2014

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    I Love You, So Much.

    You are the biggest and most important thing in my life. Without you I don't smile, I don't laugh, and I'm not positive. I love you so much and the word "forever" is what I want to hear you say. I want to sooth your pain, and take away all the stress and sadness that you have. I...
    Simon232 Simon232 16-17, M 6 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    Finding out he has an account on Zoosk.

    Apparently we are 'separated'. I find out through Zoosk because AngelBaby sent him a message. Even I, myself know I'm letting him tug me along on his string like a little pet. But at least I know what to expect now. I guess I should have seen it coming when he said we were...
    cl0udyskies cl0udyskies 22-25, F Dec 30, 2014

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    It's not fair. I didn't ask

    for this. I didn't need you to come waltzing into my life and make me feel like this. It's been 6 long years. And you are still as fickle as ever. You build me up just to knock me down and admire the pile of rubble you cause. You love that I keep coming after you. That I can...
    littlebitterling littlebitterling 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Happily In love, made me feel like we were

    going to last forever, always told me he loved me and he never wanted to loose me, we were so happy, then... He rang me up at 10:00pm saying to come outside, I questioned him, he told me he was outside my house, I thought inside my head "is he going to give me flowers or...
    lizaamae lizaamae 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    Seems that my love story is going more

    complicated with time.... More tears, more sadness and more problems, however, it has more passion and stronger feelings than before.  Eventually, and after many adventures he chose to be with someone else and preferred to not fight again which was expected by him. I have...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    So much that it's making me a walking contradiction

    I just read this essay by Robert Fulghum in the 15th edition of his bestselling book, All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten. It was about the mating habits of raccoons, which he discovered after spying on them one early spring morning. I would directly quote his...
    papervoices papervoices 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I feel like I can't breathe without him.

    .. When I'm around him I feel like I can stop pretending and just be myself because I know he isn't gonna judge... I feel like I'm walking on clouds when he sings to me... I feel like I'm wrapped in silk when he hugs me... And I feel like a princess when he says my name (even in...
    EbbyLeve EbbyLeve 16-17, F Nov 23, 2014

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    my love graduated today.

    . I’m so proud of him. I knew he could do it. I remember how I helped him get through his exams. how I stayed up all night to write down everything he needed to memorize for it. how I motivated him when he failed. how I studied the materials so I could teach him. how I...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 18-21, F 4 Responses May 20, 2014

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    love is pain i suppose

    but how much pain can i take and still stay when there are little reasons for me to do so
    jac408 jac408 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    My parents say I don't know what love is,

    yet I show more affection to him than my parents show to each other. He is funny, smart, and I can be my complete self around him. I wish I could tell him how much I love him, but their aren't enough words to say to allow me to do that. We are goofy and silly together, yet he...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    It Hurts So Bad...

      I'm a 16 year old girl, but just because I'm young it does not mean the pain gets any less horrible. You know that feeling of emptyness, when it hurts so bad inside you feel like your world is broken and your insides are going to explode out of sorrow. The feeling of...
    losttothesea losttothesea 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

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    He's My Everything

    He’s annoying. He’s hilarious. He’s the world’s biggest jerk. He makes me want to scream. He ruins my day and saves it in the last minute. He drives me crazy. He’s out of his mind. I hate his guts. And he’s everything I want.
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F Jun 9, 2012

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    I wish you were like him.

    It doesn't feel the same
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 16-17, F Nov 19, 2014

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    My boyfriend is ******* handsome,

    looking all invisible and **** 0_o... lmao
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I guess it's the fact

    that he's everything I need. I don't trust easy and I know I can trust him, I have told him more then my best friends and he just listens, he doesn't judge my crazy screwed up hurtful family. He just lets me cry and then picks up the broken pieces, he knows how much I love him...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Nov 30, 2014

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    hilarycc12 hilarycc12 26-30, F Dec 17, 2014

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    Heartless Love

    2 years. The memories, the kisses, the laughs. The fights, the pain, and the tears. These things made us stronger.. You began to change your mind. You didn't want me anymore. And in the summer, the warmth and love faded... And I was left heartless, with our memories of life...
    foreverose foreverose 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2012

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    Why?

    How can I learn to trust someone not to hurt me? The fear of loosing him is so great that it wrecks my body and makes me feel an incredible anxiety.  I love him, I love him, I don't ever want him to go away. If he did, it would destroy me.  Oh the pain... someone...
    lookingfortruth lookingfortruth 18-21 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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    Loving someone and knowing

    that you'll never be able to tell them, that they'll never love you back is very painful. I enjoyed every moment with him, yearned for the few times in a week that I would see him, and now that he's gone, I feel like it's not possible for me to ever let go. As I know that he has...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2014

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    Why Cant I Just Get Over Him???

    Our relationship ended more than two years ago, he married the first girl he dated after me, and that was as if the knife already in my heart began to twist. It took me nearly a year to feel ok and be over him, and out of the blue he contacts me, we have this...
    4four2twenty0 4four2twenty0 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2009

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    Am I Pathetic ?

    because i still love him..... because i really miss him so much...... because i'm still thinking of him while he is looking for another person....... because i'm still waiting from him anything just any sign to make me feel better......... because i know that i wasn't good enough...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    My mcm. David, I know you won't see this.

    But I love you, you mean the world to me. You showed you cared for me by waking up at 6am to talk to me on my way to school, even though you were on summer break. You tell me you miss me a lot. You get angry when someone hurts me. Your smile is so beautiful, you are adorable...
    WaitingForSuperman WaitingForSuperman 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6, 2014

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    If there was one chance

    that I'd see you again, I'd take it without hesitation. Though I can't see you, I know that you'll be there for me when I truly need it the most. No matter how bad of a situation I'm in, you're there to pull me out. I simply think of what you'd do at a time like this. Why must...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F Dec 21, 2014

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    I finally got to see the man of my dreams we

    have waited almost 2 months for this moment. We cuddled and made out and I already miss him...
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F Oct 11, 2014

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    I love him so much, but it's the same thing over

    and over nothing but empty promises. He use to treat me like a princess now it seems as if the little things he use to love are what he now disapproves of. Sometimes I think that I'd be better off but I love him to much to be able to throw away four years. I really want to make...
    MonsterRrR MonsterRrR 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 20, 2014

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    I have decided to never ever like a guy ever

    again or at least for a very long time. I told him how I felt and he answered and everything was ok then it started to get weird with us and now he's completely ignoring me and I'm sitting here crying and I wanna yell at him because he know I don't ever like people because I can...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I think about him all the time.

    Every day all day long, he walks in my dreams at night. But I never see him. Why can't he just see how much I love him and come back to me. We text but it's not the same as being with him. He has this effect on me and every time we talk I forgot about the rest of the world. I...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2014

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    My Boyfriend

    i love him. he means the world to me. i've overlooked alot of things to be with him. it was a complicated situation and i agreed to deal with it. Now, he is out of that situation and things are getting better for us. well, they were, at least. we moved in together 9 days ago. it...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    I miss you. Is that all I can say anymore?

    Looking at that picture, daydreaming. Do you still remember me? Think of me? Once in awhile, I'll think back to the time when you were here. Then my eyes will sting and I'll force myself to stop. Maybe it'd be less painful if you were here? Or more. Sometime I wonder if the way...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Constant dreams about him

    and his new girl. Damn, it's eating me alive.
    ArayaSymone ArayaSymone 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    me and my boyfriend have been dating

    for 2 mouths now and we really love each other but we lives like 3 or 4 thousand mile away from each other and there is a 0.000000000002% chance we will ever see each other in person. i was once told if you really love someone you should let them go. i want him to be happy and...
    duran127 duran127 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    It feels too good to be true.

    I hope it never ends. Nobody makes me feel this happy the way he does.
    AverageGirl1k AverageGirl1k 16-17, F Feb 28

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    Never thought loving someone can hurt

    so much. You can't picture yourself without them. And when you finally are without them if feels like a piece of you is missing.
    ArayaSymone ArayaSymone 16-17, F Oct 26, 2014

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    Blushboi Blushboi 16-17, M Mar 8

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    I know I love him, before I met him I did not

    believe in love I was a player and he was such a great guy. We started spending a lot of time together but there's a problem we live in 2 different cities only 14 miles away but still he works and I work, he drives an has a car but I don't. I seriously hate myself for it! Apart...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    Dearest Steve,I'm so sorry

    that you never had the love you deserved and that the women you had in your life hurt you. 
    RickiChickie RickiChickie 46-50, F 4 Responses May 19, 2014

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    My boyfriend and I were

    so in love and he broke up with me, after cheating on me..
    laceyyfraser laceyyfraser 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    When will I see you again?

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUSYj5zq144
    RickiChickie RickiChickie 46-50, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    the first night we talked,

    i had a feeling that we would be something real. it was crazy. i usually don't get attached so quickly. guys usually don't like me back. i usually don't do all of these things but somehow you inspired me to give love and life a chance. as we fell for each other, it soon...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Dec 24, 2014

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    Jaderuby Jaderuby 18-21, F Mar 6

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    I love him to death and I would do anything

    for him.. But I don't feel like he feels the same about me.. I am just scared he's gonna hurt me like the other guys I've dated..
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2014

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    He pushed me away in the beginning.

    I stopped trying to reach out for him with a broken heart. He came back to me unexpectedly. I could not forget how he used to push me away & break my heart with his words. I got paranoid & ended everything with him after a month of happy reunion. Now, inside my heart, I cry for...
    cloudish cloudish 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    There is a man I'm deeply in love.

    I met him 6 years ago in an online chat room. I was skipping through a bunch of rooms and I was fortunate enough to end up in the room he was. We became friends almost instantly. It was a couple days after I met him I fell in love with him. It was like I had met my soulmate. We...
    oathtoorder oathtoorder 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    I Love You.

    Theres a type of crying that uses no tears. That soothes the pain. That makes it better. This type of crying is instinctive, primal. This type of crying is the best and worst. Some say its a cry for help but no. This is how to cry when there is simply no other way. At the end of...
    butyouweregagginforit butyouweregagginforit 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26, 2013

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