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I Love Him So Much It Hurts

For women who yearn for epic romances 1,278 People

    People forgot the real meaning of love.

    They say just to say it because it sounds good. Us women stay on focus how to be a good woman than staying focus what we deserve. We have his back when he down and out. Ohhh they forget that! With out us its no them. Life is all what you make it. We deal with things because we...
    ladylare ladylare 31-35, F Oct 14, 2015

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    As of late, I got a boyfriend!

    He is simply amazing, with his simple features, amazing voice, and oh- his personality is favourite! I may be young, but already I can't wait to get out of high school and live my life with him! He makes me so very, very happy, all of the times he says something to express...
    LovelyDonoght LovelyDonoght 13-15, F Jan 24

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    Shawn mendes is so hot

    but I love his music more
    Angel1Hinojosa Angel1Hinojosa 13-15, M Jul 16, 2015

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    I Love Him So Much It Hurts

    I do.  I truly do.  I have loved him since I met him.  I have been addicted to his touch since I first experienced it.  His gentleness has captivated me.  The kindness in his eyes can melt my anger.  The strength in his arms can shelter me...
    Bella724 Bella724 26-30, F 49 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    TheRightFitforLife TheRightFitforLife 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 12, 2015

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    He's means the world to me.

    But right now am in pain pain bc I can't see him, and everything I say truns into me not every loving him and that i don't. It hurts that he said that bc ilovehim he has my everything! I just hope that you will see that iloveyou and treasure you. Yes we all have flaws that we...
    love0914 love0914 18-21, F Sep 21, 2015

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    I am lost. I am confused.

    I do not know what to do anymore. I really want a relationship with him but I am not sure if he actually wants one or not. Everyone at my job knows me as a lesbian. I have always told myself and others that I would never date a guy. Ive never really been attracted to guys...
    berlynn20 berlynn20 22-25, F Sep 16, 2015

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    He pushed me away in the beginning.

    I stopped trying to reach out for him with a broken heart. He came back to me unexpectedly. I could not forget how he used to push me away & break my heart with his words. I got paranoid & ended everything with him after a month of happy reunion. Now, inside my heart, I cry for...
    cloudish cloudish 26-30, F Jul 16, 2014

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    he is me ex... i met him yesterday got drunk

    made out.... we broke up a year back... he is with some1 else im with this amazing guy frm 8 months... and he is still in my head... i cant hurt my boyfriend .. and im not over my ex... im goin craaazzyyyyy here.... we wer 2gether for 4 years b4 we broke up a year back... im...
    hg04 hg04 22-25, F Jul 31, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13, 2015

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    Happily In love, made me feel like we were

    going to last forever, always told me he loved me and he never wanted to loose me, we were so happy, then... He rang me up at 10:00pm saying to come outside, I questioned him, he told me he was outside my house, I thought inside my head "is he going to give me flowers or...
    lizaamae lizaamae 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17, 2014

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    I love you Skyler pond your my everything.

    U make me laugh in so many different ways I can't describe. No it's not what about your looks and how u can make me feel. U make me cry of joy and I'm happy af when u talk to me.
    Drizzy143 Drizzy143 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 20, 2015

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    So much that it's making me a walking contradiction

    I just read this essay by Robert Fulghum in the 15th edition of his bestselling book, All I Really Need to Know I Learned in Kindergarten. It was about the mating habits of raccoons, which he discovered after spying on them one early spring morning. I would directly quote his...
    papervoices papervoices 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    My boyfriend is ******* handsome,

    looking all invisible and **** 0_o... lmao
    Nobullshyt Nobullshyt 22-25, F Apr 4, 2015

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    I knew him on EP, started on 6 June 2015 then

    ended on 10 July 2015. It's short, but I'm real. I love him. Even u will never agree that was love, but it is for me, I am still loving you.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 16, 2015

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    Love is telling your significant other

    that you want to bite them on the belly and suck out their blood and fat. Love is when they call you cute and ask if they can bite back. Love is when two weirdos attract.
    greatgost greatgost 18-21, F Jan 2

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    my love graduated today.

    . Iā€™m so proud of him. I knew he could do it. I remember how I helped him get through his exams. how I stayed up all night to write down everything he needed to memorize for it. how I motivated him when he failed. how I studied the materials so I could teach him. how I...
    kittyblackeyes kittyblackeyes 18-21, F 4 Responses May 20, 2014

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    I just hate the person I loved the most.

    I really want to hate him and I feel so strange and idiotic at the same time. He want to focus on work that's why he thinks I am a distraction for him and thinking about me is a wastage of time. He is not afraid of loosing me and can live his life. He can easily live without...
    April2016 April2016 26-30, F Dec 28, 2015

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    My Boyfriend

    i love him. he means the world to me. i've overlooked alot of things to be with him. it was a complicated situation and i agreed to deal with it. Now, he is out of that situation and things are getting better for us. well, they were, at least. we moved in together 9 days ago. it...
    mandagurrlface mandagurrlface 22-25, F 2 Responses May 9, 2012

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    Yesterday night i found a foto of my love crush

    as he was young. He was looking totally different. So young and handsome! Wow, i cant believe! Some days ago i was thinking that i want to see how he was looking as he was a young man and now i found it out. Lol....Damn im so happy!
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2015

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    It Hurts So Bad...

      I'm a 16 year old girl, but just because I'm young it does not mean the pain gets any less horrible. You know that feeling of emptyness, when it hurts so bad inside you feel like your world is broken and your insides are going to explode out of sorrow. The feeling of...
    losttothesea losttothesea 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2012

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    Am I Pathetic ?

    because i still love him..... because i really miss him so much...... because i'm still thinking of him while he is looking for another person....... because i'm still waiting from him anything just any sign to make me feel better......... because i know that i wasn't good enough...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 23, 2013

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    How can I breath How can I function How do I go

    on Baby steps That's how I live right now I used to dream of the day But now I cringe Not for my circumstances But for yours Yu thinking is foreign to me I live by faith, n from creatures I don't listen to people People will lead yu astray Leaving bread crumbs out for u But it...
    qtsara qtsara 31-35, F Dec 31, 2015

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    We met two days ago. We drove around in his car.

    He held my hand alot. And then we kissed and made love. We are living out this dream just the way we want to. The only thing is we can't be together just yet. I love him and i know he does too. Although he hasn't said it yet. It's just taking longer than it should.
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Jan 4

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    Never thought loving someone can hurt

    so much. You can't picture yourself without them. And when you finally are without them if feels like a piece of you is missing.
    ArayaSymone ArayaSymone 16-17, F Oct 26, 2014

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    It's been almost two years.

    We've been friends for five. We fell in love when everything was falling apart around me. My first suicide attempt, my mom going to get sober. And trust me, you wouldn't know it. I'm the quiet one in the room. I learned after years of exhaustion that I had to teach my friends...
    boobunny123 boobunny123 18-21, F Dec 27, 2015

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    Everyday I fall for him a little bit more

    and I feel that's impossible as I love him, I adore him, I treasure him! I keep expecting what I have to become to much for him and I prepare for it then he does something and I'm in awe. I look at him and I'm so in love with him. He's gorgeous kind funny. His heart is...
    myownbox myownbox 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2015

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    I Love You, So Much.

    You are the biggest and most important thing in my life. Without you I don't smile, I don't laugh, and I'm not positive. I love you so much and the word "forever" is what I want to hear you say. I want to sooth your pain, and take away all the stress and sadness that you have. I...
    Simon232 Simon232 18-21, M 6 Responses Nov 21, 2013

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    I just broke up (last sunday)

    after 6 month of being together. i know it's not a long time but it hurts really bad we both have decide from the beginning that it's something for fun only and we will end it soon (he is moving to another country) But, DEAR LORD!, how wrong was I! I've been in relationship...
    killingmeslowly84 killingmeslowly84 31-35, F Apr 21, 2015

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    I have the brightest,

    happiest smile. Yet inside I'm dying. But my bit of me dies slowly each day in silence. But I smile anyway. Because my babies can't see their mother cry. They can't know. They need to be happy. And innocent. Free from the adult dramas. It's the least I can do for them.
    cl0udyskies cl0udyskies 22-25, F Dec 24, 2014

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    I fell really hard for this guy.

    he helped me through an extremely rough spot and has continued to be there for me through many things as I have been for him. We talked for awhile and we decided to move into together ( him, my kids and myself). things were great and have been great since the beginning. then one...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 23, 2015

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    I love him and it hurts to think

    that its hard to take it away. He will always have the piece of my heart. I so wish I can just unlove so that I could have closure and I will be able to love someone else.
    mabuhayka mabuhayka 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2015

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    How Do You Stop Loving Someone??

    How do you really stop loving someone?? How do you teach your heart to forget a person and its memories and impact on you? It's been more than a year since we broke up and although it doesn't hurt that much anymore I still feel the weight of your gravity upon me.. those random...
    suomynonalegna suomynonalegna 26-30 22 Responses Oct 3, 2009

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    Dearest Steve,I'm so sorry

    that you never had the love you deserved and that the women you had in your life hurt you. 
    RickiChickie RickiChickie 51-55, F 4 Responses May 19, 2014

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    I have copied and saved lines from his text

    messages.. Just So that i can read them later and smile to myself at the beautiful things he has said to me.
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 23, 2015

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    My parents say I don't know what love is,

    yet I show more affection to him than my parents show to each other. He is funny, smart, and I can be my complete self around him. I wish I could tell him how much I love him, but their aren't enough words to say to allow me to do that. We are goofy and silly together, yet he...
    NoOrdinaryDork NoOrdinaryDork 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 30, 2015

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    I loved him, but I knew

    that I was living a lie. I'll only ever love one man. The trouble is, he will never know - he possesses not only my mind, but my heart as well.
    vfashionista86 vfashionista86 26-30, F Jul 30, 2015

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    It's not fair. I didn't ask

    for this. I didn't need you to come waltzing into my life and make me feel like this. It's been 6 long years. And you are still as fickle as ever. You build me up just to knock me down and admire the pile of rubble you cause. You love that I keep coming after you. That I can...
    littlebitterling littlebitterling 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 8, 2015

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    I never realised my love

    for him was soo deep. Hes such a wonderful man. Such a peaceful soul ,theres so much love in him and i am so glad that i got to experience it even if it was just for a day, what it would be like to spend time with him. He's always been the love of my life. Too bad we cannot be...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Apr 24, 2015

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    I wish you were like him.

    It doesn't feel the same
    Brookedrumm Brookedrumm 18-21, F Nov 19, 2014

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    I don't know exactly how to say this.

    I don't know exactly what I am feeling.I only know that ,for some time.my heart screams in pain.I feel dead inside,I feel like without you , there is nothing left for me.I shouldn't be feeling this.I have never felt something like this,but you made me feel what I thought was...
    andreea999 andreea999 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2015

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    I'd like you to fall into bed,

    and me to fall into you. My flesh melting into your flesh, your bones fusing to my bones. Our blood flowing together. My body dissipating into yours like a thick mist, spilling over you and into you. I want to mix with you like a love potion.
    greatgost greatgost 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 28, 2015

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    Have you ever loved someone

    so much that it hurts? You do whatever you can to not think of him. He thinks that you have moved on and he couldn't be more wrong. He is still here, in my heart and mind, I can't stop coming back to him. But it is all just one sided... I still look at him the same way I always...
    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F Oct 1, 2015

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    I love him. Yet, he changed his profile

    and everything.. I think he got tired of me... I don't even think he loves me anymore.. We're probably over. But... I love him... I know you're still here Merrick.... And... I love you...šŸ˜“
    Sk8borderAddie Sk8borderAddie 22-25, F Sep 15, 2015

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    Why?

    How can I learn to trust someone not to hurt me? The fear of loosing him is so great that it wrecks my body and makes me feel an incredible anxiety.  I love him, I love him, I don't ever want him to go away. If he did, it would destroy me.  Oh the pain... someone...
    lookingfortruth lookingfortruth 18-21 5 Responses Dec 10, 2008

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