I miss the physical closeness I shared with my ex. In the evening, when we were curled up together on the couch watching a movie, she was always so warm, and I never seemed to get warm enough. It's a great feeling to be immersed in the warmth of another.
The only thing that...
It's 59 degrees. My feet are freezing!! Nice hot shower, bubbles, shampoo, body soap that smells like vanilla an coconut. mmmmmm ...... it would be nicer with a partner, but at this point, alone would be lovely too!
When i take a it gives me a sense of comfort
It makes me feel cleansed and like nothing bad is there or happened
Warm showers help me think and clear my head. All my tension goes away my muscles relax and i feel
Like i could fall asleep right there. Aftee i feel refresh and...
I like them hot steamy showers. The ones that make my bathroom look like a spa when I get out. Steam everywhere. So hot that my skin gets all blotchy and red. LOL It's probably not good for me but I really don't care. The hotter the better.
and then spend the rest of the day feeling like I want to scratch my skin off because it gets so dry and itchy. Curse you sensitive skin that can't handle anything hotter than lukewarm water! I think I'm going to have to find a tub of lotion to bathe in if I'm not going to...
I take time in washing myself. In the shower, I shave myself too. At times, I almost run out of hot water by taking my time when in the shower with hot water coming out and onto my wet body. No, I do not have others join me when I am in the shower.