I Love My Children So Much It Hurts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 14 People

    My Child Is Everything To Me, Yet Not The Case For My Own Mother???

    I welcomed the most precious thing in my life on 3rd November at 8.26am 2011. The most beautiful, utterly gorgeous little boy I could ever imagine! My adoring husband compiled the most beautiful images of his impending birth & birth (by scheduled c section) that take pride and...
    discel discel
    36-40, F
    May 15, 2013

    Does Your Love For Children Scare You?

    I used to be utterly terrified of the fact that one day my mother would die and leave me. That fear dominated a large part of my life, and only finally faded away last year, when my fear became a reality after my mother succumbed to a very brief fight against cancer. Ironically...
    davidstone78 davidstone78
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Jul 30, 2007

    My Baby

    I look down at my daughter as she sleeps and I watch her angelic face drift further into deep sleep. She hasn't a care in the world. I've only been a mamma for short while but I can not imagine how dull and pointless life would be without children. I learn so much about myself...
    kwesley kwesley
    26-30
    Jan 9, 2013

    I Love Them So Much

    You can never love a child too much. And I hope that every single moment, my children know that they are loved, protected, adored and cherished. They will be told off when naughty, they will be made to do chores, and might get sent to their room but I love them every single...
    KaemiRae KaemiRae
    31-35, F
    Jul 15, 2013

    My Happiness Is With God......

    This was a God inspired quote that my grandma received from the heavens on a warm sunny day to be on my mothers gravestone. I thought it was the perfect reflection of how her life was and such a perfect way to express as a memory of how she will eternally feel with her heavenly...
    Monimccarty Monimccarty
    26-30
    Apr 20, 2012

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    36-40, F
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    a week ago
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    deleted deleted
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    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION YOU CAN HAVE A PURE AND PASSIONATE RELATIONSHIP 1 Corinthians 15:34 Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I I love her but she didn't love me back. I think of her consistently and not just when I'm lonely, even when I'm busy midday. I try my best to stop or hinder how I feel, but I can...
    LostHaze LostHaze
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Apr 20
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    PrincessHannahsweet16 PrincessHannahsweet16
    16-17, F
    Apr 20
    I got married with a divorced man with children who had told me before I move to lived with him that he has 2 children. When I come and live with him I found that he has 3 children...
    Jannat11 Jannat11
    22-25, F
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    Children say and do such funny things most of the time. They are really just weird! It's so entertaining though, I love them!
    Hannah1100 Hannah1100
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    I have officially hit my emotional pain threshold. Every memory hurts. I can't think of anything else. I want to sleep but I can't. Everything is my fault.
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Im Missing my kids dad so bad it hurts im crying. no we didnt break up but have been separated since July 28 2015 reason why is because i had to go D&A treatment there is...
    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
    22-25, F
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    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    I need some advice.. I think I am in love with a girl, which has never happen before. Actually i have been in a long term relationship with a guy which i loved very much but things...
    fra123 fra123
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 17
    Now that this site is closing i feel like i need to let him know something, I miss him. I miss him so much my heart aches at the thought of him, I don't know if he'll ever see this...
    Skeletonhat Skeletonhat
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I really love kids. But I'm struggle with depression and anxiety too. I have some goals in life, and children would make me change those goals. I have really never felt an urgent...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    26-30, M
    Apr 15
    I've been crying my eyes out because in this 2yr relationship I fell in love. I have never loved anyone like that. I didn't care about his background, I didn't care that everyone...
    linzzy linzzy
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    i really like children, their mindset and the way they see the world is something that i find to be pretty damn fascinating, simply because it's something ONLY children have, i...
    NitorTnT NitorTnT
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    Sometimes I think I'm alright... Other times I'm not.... Sometimes I don't feel the pain & then, like an unwanted visitor, it pops up & I feel it.... How do you really stop loving...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    How did I do it. I wasn't in love with you for first few months but the way you loved me and care for me I fall in love with you. As I start falling in love with you. You was...
    rosecr rosecr
    36-40, F
    Apr 12
    I love children. I think my face says it already. Haha. During my chorale practice, kids would go to me and talk about stuff like piano games and experiences in life and how are we...
    HeyGD HeyGD
    13-15, F
    Apr 11
    Really Only Dealt With Him When Forced&Now Refuse To Speak To Him At All- my mother was his first and last interracial intercultural relationship and he left our household under a...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    Apr 9
    I was in love with a girl who I loved so much and she loved me madly.. An orphan who lost her mom and brother, but I came to fill that emptiness inside her heart. Two years...
    MessyGlaze MessyGlaze
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    If you have read my previous blogs, you would know. I have not always got on with my mother. My latest incident occurred;- “I have been having trouble with a Local Authority...
    moyesp moyesp
    51-55
    Apr 8
    Fuc,k the liers who say they love you but they really don't Fuc,k the pretenders who'll make you believe when nothing true Fuc,k the maniacs who'll do everything to score Fuc,k...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    Story In Your Eyes by The Moody Blues https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BgOtLKttDU4 I've been thinking about our fortune, And I've decided that we're really not to blame. For the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I'm pressing down very hard on my poor fat bladder! It hurts so much but I can't stop holding or pressing on it!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 6
    ... I always have really. Kids have just been in the whole life plan since I first started thinking about my future. I always used to get weird looks off my friends at school when...
    stubo20601 stubo20601
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Apr 6
    My two year old daughter keeps biting me, then laughs when I scream. Wtf What have I unleashed upon the world?
    LovelyBlkQueen LovelyBlkQueen
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 6
    I'm confused because I'm falling for my friend. We've been friends since high school. And I just realized that I'm treating her differently than my other best friends now that we...
    reps reps
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    Jeremiah 3:22 - "Return, rebellious children! I will heal your rebellions. 'Here we are! We belong to You, for You are the Lord, our God." . I've always loved how the Lord says "I...
    TheJesusFreak TheJesusFreak
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 6
    To me hoop earrings are the epitome of femininity! I love to see girls with multiple pierced ears with graduated sized hoops running up their ears, or a hoop with a stud above it...
    Pedro9132 Pedro9132
    31-35, M
    Apr 5
    He said he loved me, then left me like I meant nothing. Even though he hurt me, and we are "friends" I still love him, I just want to tell him, but I don't want to be with him...
    babyseal1998 babyseal1998
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    My dear sister, I adore and cherish you forever. I have so much I want to say about you that I hardly know where to begin with this! You have always been my best friend. Ever since...
    CarverReturns CarverReturns
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 4
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    Kumiko230 Kumiko230
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 3
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    jsw548 jsw548
    51-55, M
    Apr 3
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    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    Okay so I don't really know how to start this or why I'm writing it other than it was weighing in my chest and I needed to get it out. I... I'm in love with a fictional character...
    WingedWolfFireFae WingedWolfFireFae
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 3
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    18-21, F
    Apr 3
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    WingedWolfFireFae WingedWolfFireFae
    18-21, F
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    Yourfavnextdoor Yourfavnextdoor
    18-21, F
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    deleted deleted
    26-30
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    HaileyTexas14 HaileyTexas14
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    TheJesusFreak TheJesusFreak
    18-21, M
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    WellFrog WellFrog
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
    I met a guy a few years ago that made me feel that I new him all my life. He said he had somebody that didn't that frequently, but I didn't care. We never promised each other...
    Painforever2016 Painforever2016
    41-45, F
    Apr 1
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    HelenaWayne HelenaWayne
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    from the very beginning we clicked. he lived two hours away, but that didn't phase me. when I finally met him, I knew he was someone I always wanted in my life. we talked about...
    browneyes1313 browneyes1313
    22-25, F
    Mar 31
    It hurts. To no longer feel you are special in that person's eyes anymore. To feel like you aren't good enough for them, that you weren't important enough to keep in their lives...
    princessundermaintence princessundermaintence
    18-21, F
    Mar 31
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    SamBam2 SamBam2
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 31
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    LastSunrise LastSunrise
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Mar 31
    When I hear him say "I want to kill myself" "I want to die" "I had to come out here because the gun was in there" I stopped him when I first met him... I made him happier...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1
    18-21, F
    Mar 30
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    Kendallseenzoned Kendallseenzoned
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 30
    MY NAME IS LONI CHAVEZ. I FOUND MY WESTIE LUCKY. HE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE MARCH OF LAST YEAR. HE WAS FOUND ON MY BIRTHDAY, MARCH 24TH OF THIS YEAR. HE WAS AT REDLANDS, CA SHELTER...
    cyolanda046 cyolanda046
    46-50, F
    Mar 30
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    BarbiesAreFake BarbiesAreFake
    22-25, F
    Mar 30
    I don't think you EVER LOVED ME OR CARED. You don't give up, you stay! You left I believed in you, in us. Hurts. So bad.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 30
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    dailyracingdadboy dailyracingdadboy
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